Poisonous milk became the film king and found out that I was actually Bai Yueguang [Entertainment]

After Xiao Ping's accident, the phone calls of several friends immediately became unreachable.

Undoubtedly, Xiao Ping knew it well.It was also one of the straws that weighed on him.

At the beginning, when he used drinking to vent his anger, Lei Fuchao didn't stop him. After all, drinking alcohol in a normal and moderate amount can indeed release the depression in the heart, and many people do this.

Then it was too late.

In terms of obedience, Xiao Ping is still very obedient. After realizing something was wrong, Lei Fuchao strictly forbade him to touch cigarettes, and he honestly refused to do so, but the alcohol addiction has exceeded his self-control ability at this time.

Within the range of self-control, Lei Fuchao listened to everything he said.

It's just that there is no light in the eyes, and the person is no longer alive and kicking, and often sits like a piece of rotten wood for a whole day.

In fact, Lei Fuchao can figure it out clearly. This is like saying that a group of heroes roamed the rivers and lakes, willing to endure hardships and lose their heads. Who can rest in peace when they don't die from their own poor martial arts skills, but lose to shady tricks?

Xiao Ping's mentality collapsed too much. He is only in his early twenties, and more than half of his life has been pampered. To be able to get to this point, to be honest, Lei Fuchao has long admired him.

And Lei Fuchao also believes that he is still not reconciled, and he will slowly get up again.

Otherwise, he could just pack up and go home and be a happy little canary.

Although Xiao Ping didn't say anything, Lei Fuchao really knew that he was still not reconciled, and he was also trying hard to get himself up again.

Lei Fuchao considers himself to be a tolerant person on the surface, but in fact he is very picky in his heart. Although this somersault is solid and big, if Xiao Ping chooses to give up acting because of this, he guesses that he will give up Xiao Ping as well.

But Xiao Ping did not, and on rare occasions when he was sober, Xiao Ping would even take the initiative to talk to him, and his tone of speech was completely ignorant, as if he had changed directly.

He asked: "Brother Lei, you are still so kind to me until now, is it because I still want to film?"

Lei Fuchao thought for a while, and answered him: "There are both."

When Xiao Ping heard the words, he raised two fingers, tapped his temples, and promised him with short breaths: "I won't go on like this forever, I swear, give me some time."

The tone is tired.

Lei Fuchao didn't say anything, if Xiao Ping would regard his leaving or not as part of his motivation, then he might as well keep silent.

As for if Xiao Ping really gave up and moved forward, Lei Fuchao never considered whether he would be betrayed if he gave up Xiao Ping.

Because it is impossible for Xiao Ping to give up, this assumption is absolutely untenable.The elements of character that make up a person cannot be missing, and Xiao Ping will not be Xiao Ping if it is missing, but will become another kind of individual.Since he is still Xiao Ping, and the universe did not allow him to suddenly transform into another individual, his core concepts will never be changed so easily.

It's just that in life, everyone has to suffer.

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During this period, Xiao Ping also mustered up the courage to try the mirror once.The role was a role that a certain director with whom he had a good relationship in the past insisted on leaving him despite all difficulties and offending the investors.

It's a pity that he was in such a poor state that he couldn't grasp it well.

No matter how good the relationship is, a serious director will definitely not be able to tolerate actors who can't interpret the roles in his crew.

After returning home that day, Xiao Ping's depression leveled up again.Lei Fuchao saw it, and temporarily refused to let him audition, and advised him: "Recover your mentality first. Xiao Ping, you don't lack one or two roles, and what you have to do is a lifetime."

Xiao Ping was very confused, and confessed to him: "I don't know what else I can do now."

Lei Fuchao also understands this feeling. Doing some practical things may be more conducive to Xiao Ping's recovery, but the audition is not feasible for the time being, and it will only attract new negations.

Lei Fuchao thought for a long time, and asked him: "Aren't you very good at dancing?"

That's right, Xiao Ping remembered that Lei Fuchao used to pretend he didn't know how to dance, deliberately lied that he couldn't dance, and learned tango from him for a while.Probably because he was curious about how he danced.

At that time, he followed the etiquette of dancing tango, his face was tense and his eyes were serious, but he was always proud throughout the whole process. Lies and decided to jump down as if nothing had happened, and he was even more proud, secretly applauding himself wildly: Oh my God!To round it up, this is to have slept with Lei Fuchao!Rounding it up is getting married! !

Thinking of this, Xiao Ping became dumb for a moment, and wanted to smile at Lei Fuchao, but no matter how hard he tried, the corners of his mouth became heavy, and he couldn't smile at all, so he had to give up.

"Forget it." Xiao Ping said weakly.

Lei Fuchao's smile faded because of this, he couldn't think of what to say, just sat in front of him stubbornly, staring at him seriously.

Sometimes they could sit face to face like this for ten hours, and at this time, Xiao Ping was determined not to drink.In addition, Xiao Ping also likes the way Lei Fuchao looks at him.He couldn't describe the emotion in it, but he loved it.

It's a pity that simply not drinking can't solve the root of the problem, so Lei Fuchao inevitably has to run around.

And with the passage of time, Lei Fuchao's state has obviously fallen into a quagmire. The most intuitive thing is that Lei Fuchao looks very tired. After all, he was admitted to the hospital just last year.

Xiao Ping wanted to tell Lei Fuchao many times: "Brother Lei, don't waste your time, forget it all."

But he knew that what Lei Fuchao wanted to hear was not these words.

That's not what he wanted to say himself.

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Of course, whether it is Xiao Ping in a normal state or Xiao Ping in a collapsed state, it is often unavoidable to be so convinced by Lei Fuchao.

For example, under such circumstances, Lei Fuchao still boldly suggested that Xiao Ping go to school.

Xiao Ping almost suspected that this was a conversation he imagined while suffering from a hangover.

Xiao Ping: "Huh?"

Lei Fuchao spoke confidently: "When you are not filming, you are supposed to go to school."

In the end, Lei Fuchao made the final decision on the core important matters of this family.So in short, Xiao Ping mustered up his courage and obediently started to go back to S University for vacation classes.

It's just that he is still in a decadent state for a while, and only a few days can successfully complete this matter, unless there is Lei Fuchao.

It was Lei Fuchao who accompanied him for the first time. As soon as he entered the classroom, he took off his mask, and as expected, he attracted countless inquiring eyes from all around him. For a moment, his blood pressure rose and he had difficulty breathing. He almost cried a lot, and wanted to grab Lei Fuchao and ask him why he was forced to sit among so many good, little and evil eyes.

But in the end he naturally did not vent his anger on Lei Fuchao.

Although he didn't, Lei Fuchao could see what he was thinking at a glance, and whispered in his ear: "Unexpected failure, there may be more than one in the future, the more chips you have, the more you can get rid of it as soon as possible." Difficulties return to the hope of dream land.”

Because of this sentence, Xiao Ping gritted his teeth and persisted intermittently—although it could only be intermittent—at least these people were not like entertainment reporters or audiences, and most of the words they turned their backs to discuss could not reach his ears.

At first he was in charge of obedient class, and Lei Fuchao just sat beside him and listened carelessly, holding his sunglasses in his hands, deliberately put on a ruffian look, and gave cold eyes to anyone he received, as time passed , Many people in the school silently stopped looking at him more.

Later, Lei Fuchao simply leaned on him to sleep from time to time. He could see the dark circles under Lei Fuchao's eyes from the corner of his eye.

When he was not sleeping, Lei Fuchao’s activities were various. Sometimes he would lie on the table and play Go with himself, and sometimes he would write him a small note and stick it on his side with a smile——Xiao Ping tore it off and looked at it. , It either says "Come on!", or "I'm hungry, I want to eat biscuits." Sometimes I even got my hand up from under the table and quietly fed him popping candy.

Afterwards, Xiao Ping couldn't help but think, if he could be a little faster, a little bit more competitive, and end the depression at that time, that would be great.

Once he dreamed that Lei Fuchao fell asleep next to him. What was different from reality was that that time when the teacher announced that class was over, everyone dispersed and the surroundings were quiet. He gently woke up Lei Fuchao. , then told Lei Fuchao with a smile: "Brother Lei, I'm fine. I can go to the show tomorrow. I'm not talking big. If you don't believe me, I'll tell you a joke! Surprised or not?"

Waking up can only be a sense of loss.

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Before New Year's Day, Lei Fuchao hurried home, when the door opened, as he expected, there was only Xiao Ping in the house, and he was drunk.

After all, all friends still have their own lives to live, and many people need to go home to accompany their parents on New Year's Day.Xiao Ping's friends left in a hurry. Among Lei Fuchao's friends, half of them have no great affection for Xiao Ping, and the other half will go home or work overtime without exception. It was Yan Bai who relied on it, but it was a pity that Yan Bai was so angry by Xiao Ping that he refused to show up recently.

Because Xiao Ping has become a little self-doubt right now, and likes to question Yan Bai repeatedly: "Why do you care about me? Is it for Lei Ge's face?"

And as a manager with more than one or two artists, Yan Bai is also very busy.Lei Fuchao is still a little more relaxed than him.

On this day, Lei Fuchao bought the sausage and a large bottle of yogurt that Xiao Ping wanted to eat earlier, and brought home a mess.

This time Xiao Ping was so drunk that he broke things.

The broken ones were a vase that he brought back from shopping a few years ago, and the two of them carefully carried them away in their arms every time they moved; several cups; a photo frame with photos; Floor glass tiles.Originally, Lei Fuchao thought that Xiao Ping would also break his favorite long-eared dog cups, but when he searched carefully, he found that the pair of cups were hidden high on the top of the wardrobe.It is estimated that the sober Xiao Ping is fighting against himself.

This also shows that so many things are probably not thrown away in one go.

Lei Fuchao stood on the spot and walked away for a while, without taking off his coat or changing his shoes, he just stood there.In less than a cigarette, Xiao Ping woke up slowly on the sofa. He seemed to have a terrible headache. Subconsciously, he raised his hand to support his head for a long time, and then his eyes gradually fell on him to focus, and his face became tense.

"... Lei Fuchao." Xiao Ping called him uneasily, it could be seen that he was still a little unconscious, and most of the time, Xiao Ping dared to call him by his name after he got into trouble, which showed that Xiao Ping was in a panic .

Lei Fuchao was not angry, just dazed, but Xiao Ping obviously thought he was angry, so he quickly got up from the sofa with all his hands and feet, jumped over to hug him, and talked endlessly.

Xiao Ping swore: "I will buy you another vase, I will send you flowers, I will send you more than once, I'm sorry."

Lei Fuchao heard it very funny, but couldn't laugh, so he could only whisper: "Xiao Ping, I'm not angry."

Xiao Ping was skeptical about this, and anyone in the same situation would probably be skeptical, so Xiao Ping just continued to say earnestly: "I will take the actor, and I will take care of you in the future, and I won't cause you trouble anymore. I'll learn to drive, I'll pull myself together...and I'll give you another vase."

This is really flustered, and it is indeed a bit incoherent.

After all, Lei Fuchao couldn't help laughing, nodded reluctantly, and comforted him patiently: "The film king is absolutely fine, I am older than you, maybe I really need to ask you for retirement, I don't want a vase, I'm not angry Flowers are fine."

"99 flowers." Xiao Ping corrected him very stubbornly.

This number is strange, but Lei Fuchao didn't think much about it at the time.

Lei Fuchao just nodded again, patted his face and responded: "Okay, 99 flowers. 99 flowers."