foreign encounter

Fangzheng tossed and turned all night, unable to fall asleep, he knew in his heart that Xu Sheng was serious this time!No matter what, you have to give him an explanation!Just my gender? !How can I explain it to others!

Isn't happiness such a thing decided by me and him?Why do you have to be recognized and affirmed by others!I don't need other people's blessings, I just want you!

only you……

Fangzheng hugged the quilt tightly and curled up in the middle of the bed!He let out a deep sigh like remorse!

well!I'm sorry... It seems that I have never told him seriously, what I really think.He will be uneasy, how much I am a little bit responsible!

Fangzheng fell asleep in a daze, and was woken up by Xu Sheng before dawn, and got on the bus back to Xu Sheng's hometown in a daze.When he woke up again, the white poplar outside the car window kept receding in the spring.He stretched out his white hands to cover the light on his face.Seeing him wake up, Xu Sheng immediately stepped forward and asked:

"I slept all morning, are you hungry?"

Fangzheng shook his head and didn't answer him.

Xu Sheng asked again: "Thirsty?"

Fangzheng was still shaking his head. He squinted his eyes and turned to Xu Sheng. He just looked at Xu Sheng, but didn't say anything.

"What's wrong with you!"

Fangzheng was fascinated, and Xu Sheng shook his shoulders when he saw the strange situation. As if he had come to his senses, he covered his face with his hands and rubbed them together, and then he came back to his senses.

Fangzheng took Xu Sheng's hand and held it tightly in his palm. He leaned on the back of the chair with peace of mind, looked at Bai Yang who kept retreating, and didn't say a word after that.

On the way into the village, there were all kinds of flowers and trees blooming. Fangzheng followed Xu Sheng closely, his eyes were not idle. Whether it was plants, flowers or leaves, they all made him feel happy. I remember that the last time I was close to spring was eight years ago. It's a long time ago.

Fangzheng was walking, and stopped in front of an unknown flower.

"what is this……"

Xu Sheng also stopped beside him, and said without thinking:

"winter jasmine!"

Fangzheng smiled awkwardly:

"Winter jasmine, jasmine flower... Ah!... Let's go home quickly!"

It was already three o'clock in the afternoon when I got home, so Xu Sheng made some food casually.There was no delay on the way, the bus driver drove so fast that he was more than two hours early.Seeing that there was no one at home, Xu Sheng must have gone to the street to buy vegetables. He led Fang Zheng back to his room.

"Take a break! You're tired from the bumpy journey!" Xu Sheng turned to leave after speaking.

Fangzheng immediately stopped Xu Sheng, twitched for a while and blushed and said, "I'm sorry..."

Xu Sheng frowned and asked suspiciously: "You... feel weird today..."

"Sorry, I……"

Fangzheng lowered his head and bit his lips, and said as if he had made up his mind: "I'm sorry for troubling you these days...I like you...you are me..."

Before Fangzheng finished speaking, Xu Sheng tilted his head and kissed Fangzheng from bottom to top.The intermittent words are still lingering in the ears, and the tenderness on the lips is like water and fire, stirring up pieces of starlight.

Fangzheng pushed Xu Sheng away panting: "This is not good! It is daytime."

Xu Sheng pulled Fang Zheng into his arms: "Well... let's go tonight."

"You...are you going out just now?"

"Well! Go to work in the field, and then cook with mother."

"Well, you go!" Fangzheng said with a blushing face.

Xu Sheng buried his head in Fangzheng's neck and took a deep breath: "Well, have a good rest."

dinner

When Fangzheng woke up, it was already dark, and he sat beside the bed in a daze, only listening to the voices of people in the main room outside.There was moonlight cast on the bedding outside the window, and the inside of the house was extraordinarily quiet.He quietly listened to the conversations outside, although he couldn't understand a word, but he still heard warmth and beauty from those conversations, so it turned out that this is the taste of home!

Xu Sheng knocked on the door, pushed the door open and entered, only to see Fangzheng sitting in the darkness.Confused, he pressed the switch by the door.The light was turned on all of a sudden, and Fangzheng rubbed his eyes in extreme discomfort.

"Why don't you turn on the light when you wake up?"

"I'm listening to you!"

"Understand?"

Fangzheng smiled sarcastically: "Of course not!"

Naturally, Xu Sheng took Fang Zheng's hand and pulled him up.

"Let's go! They are still waiting for us to eat together!"

"kindness."

As soon as the two of them came out, his father yelled at them to sit down quickly, while his mother watched Fangzheng keep picking up vegetables for him.During the whole meal, Fangzheng was in a daze and didn't know what to say. He always smiled politely to anyone who talked to him or brought food to him.

Of course it's not that he doesn't want to respond, he just simply doesn't understand!

Finished meal.

Seeing that Fangzheng was really embarrassed, Xu Sheng asked him to go back to his room to watch TV.Xu Sheng was about to clean up the dishes on the table with his mother when his father patted him on the shoulder and said:

"Come out with me to smoke a cigarette! I want to ask you something!"

Xu Sheng's hand holding something suddenly stopped in the air, and he turned to look at the figure of his father walking out.

"Go!" Mother exhorted.

Xu Sheng glanced at his mother, put down what he was holding, and followed her out.

The mother sat at the table, holding her face in her hands, and wiped her tears uncontrollably.

My father squatted by the well and begged Xu Sheng who came after him:

"Give me a cigarette. If I smoke too much, I want to taste what you eat. How is it different from what I eat! You are so fascinated."

Hearing this, Xu Sheng felt that there was something in his father's words. No matter what he came back this time, he just wanted to tell them everything.

"Stop doing!"

Father was slightly taken aback, stood up and looked at Xu Sheng: "Did he tell you to quit?"

"kindness!"

My father squatted back to the well thoughtfully after hearing this: "I am old, and my eyes are not good, your mother! It is not good to wear shoes sole eyes, but the gender can always be distinguished! The last time you took this person away after , your mother told me. I also thought a lot..."

Xu Sheng suddenly interrupted his father and said: "Father, I know you are very embarrassed. If you leave this person, I will be very embarrassed too! So no matter what, I will be with this person. If you object, I will not Just bring this person back."

The father got up and his face was very ugly: "You have said that, what else can I say? It's just that your mother will be very sad!"

"I will talk to my mother properly!" Xu Sheng said.

The father turned and walked away angrily.

Xu Sheng let out a long breath. He clearly knew that this would be the result, but he still expressed his heart firmly.Xu Sheng knew in his heart that no matter what, Fang Zheng was not someone he wanted to hide, at least in front of them.

When Xu Sheng returned to the main room, he saw his mother lying on the table, and was about to go up to her and covered her face and got up and left.

Standing in the empty room, Xu Sheng felt unusually calm in his heart. He may have thought countless times how he would be left out if he confessed to them!Xu Sheng knocked on Fangzheng's room door and pushed in, only to see Fangzheng leaning against the wall beside the door, looking at himself who came in.

"It's so hard, why are you so persistent! Like a man, what good is it for you!"

Xu Sheng leaned against the door and met Fang Zheng's gaze: "Because it's you, it won't work with anyone else!"

"Isn't it possible to do things like feelings? Why do you have to be recognized and affirmed by others! I only need you."

Xu Sheng raised Fangzheng's face and said, "To me, they are not others but my parents. Even if I don't get their approval, at least I can't deceive them."

Fangzheng lowered his head in shame: "I'm sorry...you...have you ever thought that if I were a woman..."

"No! No matter what you are, I will like it!"

Xu Sheng pressed Fangzheng on his shoulder and comforted him, "Stop thinking about it, I will take care of everything."

next day

Xu Sheng packed his luggage early and planned to catch the early bus back with Fang Zheng.The old couple stayed up all night, and immediately left the house when they heard a commotion outside.

Xu Sheng walked out with his bag and Fangzheng's hand. The old couple shouted anxiously at Xu Sheng: "Are you leaving like this? Are you planning not to come back for the rest of your life?"

Xu Sheng turned to look at them and said: "No! I can't let you hurt him, he is as important to me as you are. I want to send Fangzheng back first, and I will come back tomorrow to do the family and field work. you……"

The father snapped: "You have my blood flowing on your body, how could I not know what you look like! You like this kid, did I say no?"

Fangzheng was slightly taken aback, and looked up at Xu Sheng with a dazed expression!Although he couldn't understand what was said, he could understand something from his expression and tone.

The mother supported the old man and said: "We have been thinking all night, we are old, we can't mix with you, and we can't give you happiness! We are still here now, and we don't want to make trouble with you because of this matter." .Now you are very much like your father more than [-] years ago! You can't change it, you can't change it, this is evil!"

Xu Sheng pulled Fang Zheng and bowed deeply to them, and Fang Zheng followed suit without knowing why.

After dinner, Fangzheng accompanied Xu Sheng to wash dishes by the well, and Fangzheng looked up at the stars in the sky.

“The night sky here is so beautiful!”

"It's almost clear! Go and see your father!"

"Will you accompany me!"

"if you are willing to."

Fangzheng rubbed his face with his hands and said in disbelief: "Your parents are really nice! I feel like I'm floating in the sky all day long. I never thought that my relationship with you would be recognized by others. I don't know how to express it. My heart... seems to be very... confused..."

Xu Sheng stretched out his wet hand to Fangzheng, and he pinched his chin to make him look at him: "Because my father and I have only recognized one person in our hearts in this life, and except for this person, no one can make him look at him." We are happy! So you can only be with me, because no one will treat you like me."

Fangzheng met Xu Sheng's gaze and kissed him proactively.

"I would like to..."

Finish