What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

Ever since I stopped the car to intercede for Milong, I haven't taken the initiative to find Yu Xiaoqing.Thinking about it now, maybe from then on, I was subconsciously avoiding that unknown fate.

However, no matter how I escape, fate will still find me.

The trip to the hot spring arranged by Lao Yu once again aroused my ambition.A person who has lost his heart can still move forward with his heart after being injected with a booster shot.

We are about to receive honors, and we are about to go to the battlefield again, but I still can't let go of Shangguan, Milong's wife, the person I promised to take care of.I have never seen a living person so lived in the past, lost in her life in entanglement with the dead.

I just want to persuade her to leave, to let her leave an environment full of dragons, even if I have to drink medicine for this, I must do my best.

Under Fanla's puzzled and dissatisfied eyes again, I once again came to the home that always made me shudder.

(two)

But as smart as Shangguan, I can see the aroused ambition just from my appearance.Then, she broke my heart with just a soft sentence of "disregarding human life".

She said that Milong never liked fighting, and Milong seemed to be a battlefield where I was tied up with invisible ropes.In fact, there is no rope that can really tie people's hearts, and I am not born with a war madness.

I remember the first time we met, she said that I was a "ghost baby", a "poisonous spider" and a "overlord tree" in the jungle, and "disregarding human life" was the conclusion and conclusion she gave me since then. comments.

I can only smile bitterly silently, what kind of battle are we fighting!What kind of people started the war? !When the Japanese invaded our land and burned, killed, and looted our homes, if we were afraid of war and didn't fight back, I'm afraid that China would have countless more "Nanjing, Nanjing".

But I just think about it silently, and I won't refute any of her remarks. "A good man doesn't fight a woman" is what I have been taught since I was a child.It is one of my principles of life not to fight with women who are unreasonable, or who appear to be reasonable but are arrogant.I'm just here to drink tea, or to take medicine, not to bicker.

The tea is finished, and there is no medicine this time.She said she had forgiven me, but that I smelled dead on me.Thank her for her auspicious words. After she said it like this, I, a living dead person who was originally hollow, should die even more.Because it is useless for me to live, it will only cause my brothers to go to the battlefield to die, and it will only bring disaster to the living.

In fact, I have never been a "ghost baby", a "poisonous spider" or a "overlord tree". I have not been fortunate enough to have such a strong innate advantage and foundation.I am not a "genius" or "monster".I'm just a child who has lost his mother and been adrift.A child walking between heaven and earth, sad and helpless, walking alone.