old enemy riding a bamboo horse

you are so unforgettable

浮浮 沉沉地 在 心 里

"It's not that you're not good enough or hard enough... It's just that I have already met this person." Lu Henglin murmured absently.

As early as when he was still an ignorant teenager, living a dissolute life every day because of the pain in his heart, and when he still didn't understand what love is, he had already met Xiao Qi.

Because he met too early and he understood too late, so he spent such a long time to understand his own heart.

He accompanied him through the darkest time of his youth, and he gave him the most important companionship and tenderness. Although they also had a long separation, this person returned to him when he encountered serious setbacks in his life.

After many years, he finally remembered that tender night, Xiaoqi told himself the most important sentence, I care about you very much.

He once solemnly told himself not to forget when he was sad, not to hurt himself, and not to waste the precious time in his life.

Mu Yawen was stunned, "You remember?"

"Even if he and I don't have these memories, it doesn't matter. We have the most important memory in our lives. This is in my heart, and it hasn't changed until now." Lu Henglin's last trace of anxiety dissipated, and he became sincere Frankly, unconditionally and completely believe.

Mu Yawen's tears finally fell down, "Is everything I do meaningless?"

"I am very grateful for your dedication. I don't know what I was thinking when I decided to fall in love with you, but I think it must be because you are a very good girl, so I made that choice, so all of this is because I am very selfish , not mature enough, please forgive me for being irresponsible, I hope you can meet someone who truly loves each other in the future." Lu Henglin said sincerely.

The last ray of light in Mu Yawen's eyes also went out, she closed her eyes, and murmured bitterly, "I'm sorry, I'm not as good as you said. I should have known that forcing would not lead to good results, we were never lovers, It’s just a wishful misunderstanding by the media. At that time, I wanted to see you so much, so I lied to Mr. Xia, but you lost your memory. I thought it was an opportunity given to me by fate, but it turned out it wasn’t. Whether it was President Lu or Lu Henglin from high school, Neither would like me."

"We weren't lovers before?" Lu Henglin was shocked and confirmed again.

Mu Yawen nodded with tears, "Sorry, I'm the selfish one."

Lu Henglin comforted Mu Yawen for a while, but he didn't remember what he said at all, his mind was full of thoughts that he didn't have a girlfriend, and he didn't owe anyone any feelings.

So, in this way, can he have a chance to pursue Xiaoqi?

When Lu Henglin returned to Lu's house, the huge room was empty, and Xia Chengqi was not there. Suddenly, he felt that the place was not popular at all, and it was so quiet that it made people feel flustered.

He habitually went to the study room, looking for a book to read. The dream that made him flustered last night had some residual clues across his mind. He reached out and took down the original book that Xia Chengqi had read before, and flipped through it for a long time. , but found nothing.

The dreams were all fake, he comforted himself, if he couldn't remember it, he would forget about it, it was unlucky anyway.

As for how to chase Xia Chengqi, when I thought about it, I was very excited, but when I calmed down, I was inexplicably depressed.

That high-cold policeman really has a good-looking face, so the ex-boyfriend of Gaolingzhihua type is completely different from himself, which shows that Xiaoqi's tendency type is not like his own.

The most important thing is that they used to be inseparable. In middle school, he was considered a good-looking talent, and he treated him very well. Xiao Qi didn't like him, but now Xiao Qi is a mature elite who can stand on his own. No matter how hard he works, he is still a high school student. Life, there is a distance between them that he can't even catch up with.

He sat on the sofa blankly, his clamoring mood fell little by little.

Xiaoqi has been on a business trip for two days and has not even called back a single call. Is it really too busy, or is there no need for him to contact me?

There is a distance as big as the Pacific Ocean between the reconciliation and the initiation of feelings.

Lu Henglin buried his face in his palm.

That night when Xiaoqi got drunk, she clearly regarded him as her ex-boyfriend, and kissed him tenderly, not at all like the usual him.

It was that wrong kiss that made him restless and out of his mind. Even though he knew that it didn't belong to him at all, he still couldn't help thinking about it.

What is he going to do to catch up with Xiao Qi?

If Xiao Qi still takes the time that once belonged to them to heart, then at least he will be better off than other strangers, after all, Xiao Qi has tolerated and pampered himself so much.

If he still cares about the past, is it possible that he is a different existence to him? If he does not try his best, will Xiao Qi soften his heart?

Lu Henglin found to his dismay that he had already begun to think about the possibility of using his old feelings to stalk him.

He walked slowly to the dining table, saw the biscuit jar, unscrewed it sullenly, took a piece and stuffed it into his mouth, the crispy and sweet taste spread in his mouth, he remembered that night, the light in the kitchen was gentle, summer Cheng Qi took out the baking tray wearing heat-resistant gloves. At that time, he had a gentle expression, and the whole room was filled with the sweet aroma of baking, as if the night was also soaked in sweetness, which made people's hearts extremely soft.

If only he could spend the rest of the time with Xiao Qi like that.

Xiao Qi at that moment reminded him of a home, and the appearance of Xiao Qi in front of him was like...

Wife.

Lu Henglin couldn't help but secretly smiled.

Then I couldn't help but send a message to Xia Chengqi: Are you busy?do not over stress.

It's normal for Xiaoqi to be cold, after all he has done so many wrong things, so it's okay for him to be more enthusiastic, a little bit to make the relationship closer, and then naturally propose pursuits, Lu Henglin thought about it and felt a little confident that Xiaoqi could Forgive yourself, it can be seen that you still care about yourself.

After waiting for a while, the phone made a "ding", and Lu Henglin couldn't wait to pick it up.

Visit the industrial park.

Lu Henglin was a little disappointed by the stern reply, but he quickly comforted himself that Xiao Qi is of course very busy, so it is good enough if he is willing to reply.

Then came another message, which made Lu Henglin feel his heart come alive in an instant, and he almost wanted to express his love immediately.

It was raining yesterday and the trip was not possible. Today the weather is fine, and the mountains in the distance look beautiful.

Lu Henglin was smirking at the phone and thinking about what he should say to pave the way for the future with an ambiguous answer, when another picture was sent.

It can be seen that the composition of the picture is very good. The weather is as good as Xia Chengqi said. The sky is as blue as if it has been beautified. The mountains in the distance look very magnificent. Against the background of the sky, there is a sense of vast beauty.

Who said Xiaoqi was cold?He was still thinking about himself, otherwise he wouldn't have shared the scenery he saw with him while working.

Lu Henglin felt that he was several steps away from chasing Xiaoqi.

He turned on the lights in the dining room, turned the cookie jar around to find a good angle, and took a photo to send.

Then I replied: The biscuits are delicious, but I dare not eat more, for fear that you will not come back after eating them.

When I sent it out, I started to feel a little uneasy again. Will Xiao Qi think that Xiaoqi would think that he is childish and despise himself as a high school student if he expresses his miss rashly and coquettishly.Annoyed, he decided that he must be more mature in the future, and express his love calmly and implicitly like an adult.

Xia Chengqi replied quickly: You eat three yuan a day, and I just go back after eating.

Invisibly promised his return date, Lu Henglin was overjoyed.

Then there was another one: It's too late, go to bed quickly, don't reply, go to the follow-up visit early tomorrow, and ask Assistant Han to email the results to me.

Lu Henglin felt that his heart softened all of a sudden, and Xiao Qi seemed to have become the same Xiao Qi when they were most intimate again, which made him feel the warmth of being tolerated and cared for.

Xia Chengqi said not to reply, he could only whisper into the phone, "Good night, I'll wait for you when you come back."

During Xia Chengqi's business trip, Lu Henglin carefully sent some messages every night to keep in touch with him.

Sometimes I talk about what happened that day, and sometimes I can't help but say some ambiguous misses. Over there, Xia Chengqi has been patiently replying to him, and sometimes he will use the secret love filter to feel that his words when returning to himself also have ambiguous.

There are a lot of things I want to say every day, and I wish I could make more progress with each other in one night, but thinking that I am an adult, I can't go too far, so I have to change it again and again to make myself appear more reserved.

The meal made by the housekeeping aunt today is really unpalatable.

Lu Henglin also accompanied the picture taken by himself.

After finishing speaking, he felt that it was hypocritical for him to have nothing to say. He is still a high school student who does not need to experience the sufferings of the world during his studies. Xiao Qi is on the go, so he still has the time to be picky about the food.

It is even more urgent to want to grow up faster, and to be able to take care of Xiao Qi so that Xiao Qi no longer has to work so hard.

I don't know if Jiang Yuan would vomit blood with anger if he knew the reason why he worked harder these days.

Xia Chengqi sent back a photo of him, a simple dinner plate with a plate of beans that looked like a mess, a little rice on top, and a salad made of a small group of unknown vegetables.

The work meal is also really unpalatable, I really want to eat hot pot.

Xiaoqi really never disliked her childishness that she couldn't hide, and she was willing to accompany her childishness, and her tone was even a little coquettish. Lu Henglin felt moved and delighted, as if he had received an extra gift from fate.

I'll make you hot pot when you come back, okay?

The housekeeping aunt who cooks bad food has prepared everything, are you responsible for adding water next to it?

Xia Chengqi replied with a somewhat intimate complaint.

Lu Henglin felt a little sweet in his heart and couldn't help smiling at the screen.

Yes, auntie's hot pot must not be delicious, so come back, let's go out to eat hot pot together?

Lu Henglin replied word by word with a smile.

Soon Xia Chengqi replied to him: If you are not full today, eat a few more biscuits. I will go back early and eat at the old hot pot in the south of the city.

Although things at work are changeable, Lu Henglin still hopes that Xiaoqi decided to return early because he told him to come back early.

Probably because I love someone, so I can't help but hope that everything about him is related to me.