old enemy riding a bamboo horse

So you are the luck I want to keep most

"Didn't we have chatted just now? I also told you that you have adjusted well to amnesia and unfamiliar environments, and there are no bad emotions. What kind of feeling are you talking about? Woolen cloth?"

"For example... I really care about the other party's past, not the kind of mind that feels bad... It should be the mind that always comes to mind..."

The psychiatrist smiled, a little surprised, "Is this past related to you?"

"No..." Lu Henglin replied a little discouraged.

"Compared to dependence, I think this is more like possessiveness."

"..." Lu Henglin was embarrassed, "After all...he is the only person I know well now."

"That's not incomprehensible." The psychiatrist nodded, "Is there anything else?"

"Also... For example, the physical contact with each other... It's hard to forget, and I always think about it." Lu Henglin became more and more embarrassed as he spoke.

"What kind of physical contact?"

"..." Lu Henglin really couldn't say it.

"Oh." The doctor showed a clear smile, "Did the other party take the initiative?"

"No, actually he was drunk and didn't know. He just got the wrong person."

"What about you at that time? Did you stop the other party, or didn't you? Do you mind physical contact, or being treated as someone else?"

"..." Lu Henglin couldn't say his answer shamelessly. Not only did he not stop it, he even indulged in it.

The psychiatrist kindly skipped the question just now and continued, "Did Mr. Lu ever fall in love in high school?"

"Forget it." Lu Henglin thought of those love affairs in the past, and even Mu Yawen, the current incumbent, felt very vague.But when he suddenly remembered the person he had forgotten, the inexplicable pain suddenly resurfaced.

"With all due respect, although I have lost my memory, people's feelings and feelings can still happen normally. If you say that this is the other party's mistake after drunk, then no matter what the other party makes, you can analyze your own mood. What do you think? Don't you think that all your performances are more like falling in love with each other?"

Lu Henglin was shocked suddenly, "How could that be!"

"This is just my personal feeling. You can refer to it, because it is not a psychological problem. You can tell me clearly and have hesitant thinking, which shows that you are not overly dependent." The doctor still smiled.

However, Lu Henglin was in a panic. He didn't know what to say for a while, his mind was in chaos, and all he could think of was the beauty of that night, and his ecstasy during the following period, and his careful gestures and approach, as well as each other. As you get closer, your whole heart feels calm and softened.

The psychiatrist didn't say anything, just told him that he didn't need to be so stressed, and that it was better to face his emotions directly.

However, Lu Henglin still couldn't organize his thoughts after listening, and couldn't help thinking about it all the way back.Xia Chengqi didn't come back during dinner, he sat alone at the dining table and didn't have any appetite.

When he was sitting in the study reading the materials, he was still preoccupied. When he heard the noise downstairs, he didn't go down immediately because he was worried that he would be unnatural when facing Xia Chengqi.

Xia Chengqi seemed to have been busy downstairs for a while, and came up after a long time, and knocked on his door, "Are you tired today? Why don't you rest tonight."

Lu Henglin felt a little reluctant to spend time alone with Xia Chengqi, he calmed down, pretended to wake up and opened the door, "I've slept for a while, let's go on as usual."

Xia Chengqi nodded, and went to the study with him.

During the day, Lu Henglin was still shocked by what the psychiatrist said casually, so much so that when he sat next to Xia Chengqi, most of his attention was on him.

"Perhaps the case I gave you yesterday is a bit complicated, why don't you give it a few more days to think about it." Xia Chengqi didn't notice his ecstasy, and said after serious thinking.

"it is good.

"The guilty Lu Henglin seemed to be pardoned.

Xia Chengqi took out some other materials to continue introducing to him, inspiring him to analyze, now Lu Henglin didn't dare to be distracted, he could only pinch his thigh to force himself to focus on listening to Xia Chengqi's words.

Xia Chengqi explained carefully, and listed the key points as completely as possible.

"The situation is roughly like this. How do you think it should be handled?"

Lu Henglin, who was focused, was obviously in a much better condition. He pondered for a moment, "This subsidiary has obviously accumulated problems for too long, split up its business, shut down the loss-making part, and then transfer the remaining business to other subsidiaries."

Whenever we seriously discuss these things together, Lu Henglin feels that such a time is refreshing and joyful, as if there are endless fun waiting to be discovered.

Compared with living in peace, they are closer to fighting side by side. The sharing of these experiences and ideas may not be possible in this life if he does not have an accident.

Xia Chengqi listened carefully with his chin resting on one hand, his eyes were slightly blurred under the light, Lu Henglin raised his head unexpectedly after speaking, but was drawn in, and was in a daze for a while.

"Choosing a stop loss in time requires a lot of decisiveness."

"... What did you say?" Lu Henglin was so focused on his eyes that he didn't listen to anything for a moment.

"I mean it's a good choice to make a quick decision. In fact, it's very close to your past behavior style." Xia Chengqi is really not what he was before, his attitude has changed a lot, and even he can accept it patiently in a daze.

Lu Henglin keenly captured some information from his words, "Looking at the content of the report, I should have made this choice a long time ago, but I didn't... That means I still haven't thought about it well, there must be something I haven't discovered yet. thing."

By the end, he was somewhat frustrated.

No matter how hard he tried, it was so difficult to recover these gaps. I don't know if Xia Chengqi still had expectations of him, but he himself would feel very sorry for his efforts.

"Why are you in such a hurry to deny yourself?" Xia Chengqi was helpless, got up and poured a glass of water back, and put it in front of him.

Lu Henglin supported his head with both hands, trying to relax for a while, "Don't comfort me, I can bear it."

"It's because I didn't give you enough information. This is one of the earliest subsidiaries of Xingyuan, which was founded by your father, so... I can guess your intention of trying to preserve this subsidiary, because it is your Father's hard work, because you are not a cold-blooded businessman who only has profit in his eyes."

The last sentence made Lu Henglin's heart tremble. If it was someone else, he would think that this sentence was just a compliment, but Xia Chengqi is the most qualified person to accuse him of being cold-blooded and heartless, but he didn't say that.

"The me in the past, wasn't it?" He asked hesitantly, still uneasy, worried that this was just Xia Chengqi's soft-hearted comfort to him. .

What he asked was the word "cold-blooded", and Xia Chengqi should have the most say, because he was the one who wandered outside for many years and suffered all kinds of hardships, and even turned around before the gate of hell.

"Of course not." Xia Chengqi looked relaxed.

Lu Henglin stared at him blankly, with sore eyes.Xia Chengqi didn't show any resentment on his face, instead he looked very peaceful and gentle.No matter what he did, even if the two of them didn't reconcile, the four words he said were forgiveness for his past actions.

It seemed that the sins he had carried had finally had the possibility of repayment, and he was relieved, with mixed feelings in his heart.

"What if we try not to close the subsidiary? Do you have any other ideas?"

Lu Henglin's heart was surging, and he could only lower his head to hide his emotions, "I need to study the previous report by myself and think about other possibilities."

"Okay." Xia Chengqi stood up and left the study.

Lu Henglin tried to continue thinking, but because of the constant agitation in his heart, he couldn't calm down facing the complicated report.He stood up and wanted to go out to get some air, but when he went down the stairs, he heard noises in the kitchen, so he stopped and looked around, and saw Xia Chengqi's half silhouette,

I don't know what to do in the kitchen.

That somewhat blurred scene made his heart heat up all of a sudden.

For a moment, he even hoped that time would stop here, that they would not change any more, and that if they continued to be together like this, under the orange light in the kitchen, he would have such a beautiful and warm expectation that maybe tomorrow they would become even better. Well, maybe someday they'll have the chance to be close again.

A sweet aroma escaped from the air little by little, like the smell of a bakery, mixed with the aroma of milk, he hesitated for a long time before realizing what it was.

"Come down, eat some biscuits, it doesn't take you a few days to master everything quickly." Xia Chengqi called him from below.

Lu Henglin walked down step by step in a daze, standing by the dining table and staring at him intently.

Wearing heat-resistant gloves, Xia Chengqi took the baking tray out of the oven. Pieces of simple orange-yellow biscuits lay on the parchment paper. They looked crispy and sweet. Although they had no shape, they had a simple and good appearance.

"Why did you remember to bake cookies?" Lu Henglin couldn't help asking him.

"Between the meeting, I called the doctor who evaluated your mental state. He said that the results were good, but a warmer home and a little more life would be good for your full recovery. I really don't have time to cook, and other life-related things are also good. There is no free time, baking biscuits is a good choice at this time of night." Xia Chengqi said while loading a plate.

Lu Henglin couldn't remember when he told him this secret, but he obviously knew it.

His mother is a young lady who never needs to do housework, but in order to make him happy when he was young, she specially learned to bake biscuits, so the sweetest and warmest moments in his memory all have the sweetness of biscuits.

After my mother died, there was no more.

When he was so shocked and moved, he was actually speechless. He could only hold back the trembling joy, lowered his head, pinched a piece of biscuit, stuffed it into his mouth, and chewed the kind that was so full that it was almost sour. Happiness.

"Be careful it's hot." Xia Chengqi pushed the whole plate to him.

"Thank you...it's delicious." Lu Henglin chewed the sweetness in his mouth, exhausted all his courage, looked up into his eyes and called him, "Xiaoqi."

Xia Chengqi raised his head to look at him, paused for a while because of the name, and then smiled at him, although it was not obvious, but it looked very sincere, and those eyes that were still like deer were suddenly full of tenderness.

Lu Henglin felt that his heartbeat stopped for a moment at that moment, and he couldn't believe that Xiao Qi would look at him like this again one day.

He thought about what he was going to say, such as taking this opportunity to say sorry to him and propose a reconciliation, but after his heart resumed beating, a burst of confusion followed, and he couldn't open his mouth.

"You need to give a speech at the annual meeting. I will list a few key points of the current group affairs for you, and then you try to write a draft. Jiang Yuan and I will help you polish it?"

"Oh...Okay." Xia Chengqi had already changed the subject, and Lu Henglin, who missed the opportunity to speak, was annoyed and frustrated.