old enemy riding a bamboo horse

if you let me kiss you

Can life become a long romantic program

Xia Chengqi stretched out his hands to pinch his face, "You are so stupid, what do you need me to do?"

"..." Lu Henglin was silent, a little hurt, he felt that he was a bit hypocritical, and even such a joke would make him feel sad that his expectations were not fulfilled.

He quickly pulled himself together and wanted to change the subject, "Forget it, I'll let you..."

"No." Xia Chengqi finally made up his mind, took a deep breath secretly, looked at Lu Henglin and said seriously, "Never."

Lu Henglin was stunned for a moment, and even took more than ten seconds to understand what these two words meant. Before he realized it, a huge joy that made it impossible to tell what it was for a while surged up, making his heart shudder. Feeling hot, and then couldn't help sore nose.

He really cared about whether the person he really paid for and loved was just perfunctory for himself.

When Xia Chengqi said no, he was willing to believe it.

"Why?" He found his voice trembling slightly, a little embarrassed.

"Because..." Xia Chengqi looked at him and smiled, with the emotion he had been hiding pouring out of his eyes, "No one has ever treated me so well like you."

Lu Henglin felt that he wanted to hug Xiao Qi tightly, but they were already lying very close, which seemed a bit strange, he just held his hand tighter, "I'm not good enough for you, I will do better .”

Xia Chengqi smiled softly.

"Really, Xiao Qi, if only I had met you sooner." Lu Henglin felt that Xiao Qi's eyes looked foggy and soft at the moment, so he couldn't help touching his face, and said emphatically.

"Well, you said so."

"Then I'll say it again." Lu Henglin said seriously, and moved closer, and their breaths gradually blended together.

"Why?" Xia Chengqi just looked at him with a low and soft voice.

"Protect you, take care of you, so that you don't have to suffer so much, you don't have to learn to fight, everyone who bullies you has me, you don't need to go to the orphanage, I am your home, let you be carefree , so that you don't have to worry about whether I am happy or not, you will yell at me when you are angry, you will act like a baby, and you will be lazy and let me do things for you, as long as you are not more domineering than me..." Lu Henglin said with a smile, "Let your life Don't worry about anything, just leave everything to me."

"Of course, although I met you a little late, it doesn't matter. I will do what I said just now."

At this moment, Xia Chengqi felt that his past self was embraced seriously by Lu Henglin through a long time.

In fact, he has always felt that he lacks feelings. Only at this time does he feel that he is normal, because all the blood is surging in his chest at this moment, and he feels that he is deeply in love with this person in front of him. The traces left behind allowed him to truly reconcile with the past, allowing him to live again at this moment.

"Xiao Qi, your eyes..." Lu Henglin lowered his voice as he spoke, almost whispering, he felt that there was a milky way of affection flowing in Xiao Qi's eyes under the moonlight, and there was a strange atmosphere quietly lingering around. It made his heart tense and beat violently, and his breathing began to become heavy, as if the oxygen had become thinner, but his heart was very happy and soft, as if an epiphyllum was unfolding.

"My eyes...what?" Xia Chengqi also felt the invisible atmosphere that enveloped him. He was a little awake, and his reason was warning him, but the gushing emotion in his heart overwhelmed everything. Even though he knew he shouldn't, he I still feel that if he doesn't grasp this moment, maybe, for the rest of his life, he will regret the retreat at this moment.

He likes this man so much.

And this person accepted all his dark past and cherished him like this.

"Your eyes... are so beautiful." Lu Henglin was at a loss for words, and he said something that was not too thoughtful, "You have stars in your eyes."

This is a clichéd saying, but it was the only thought that came to his mind.

Xia Chengqi took a deep breath, gently supported Lu Henglin's chin with his fingers, moved closer to him, only a thin line away from him, and murmured, "The stars are all because of you..."

Then he bit Lu Henglin's lips. The line of this man's mouth was the same as his whole face, which was of a heroic and stern style. The peaks of his lips were as firm as edges and corners, but they were soft and hot.

He couldn't think any more, he just closed his eyes, his long eyelashes perched down to cover the flustered eyes in Leo's heart, and kissed hard.

Only at this moment, let him desperately grab the person in front of him.

Lu Henglin's mind went blank several times throughout the night, this time was the longest, and he became dizzy instantly as if he drank a large glass of strong wine.

When he regained his sanity, the first thing that came to his mind was why Xiaoqi's lips were so soft and sweet, as if they would melt away quickly, which made his heart tremble.

The body began to be out of control, when the tip of Xiaoji's tongue came in from his unconsciously opened lips, he subconsciously went up and curled it up, he had never kissed anyone before, unexpectedly jerky but self-taught, Curling the tip of his tongue, hooking it towards herself, and then sucking his lips, there is no stumbling connection from passive to active.

He felt that his consciousness was being pulled away gradually, and there was a kind of joy that his soul was getting lighter. In fact, his breathing had already started to be a little cramped, but he still couldn't help occupying it.

When Lu Henglin felt that Xiao Qi was trembling slightly because of his shortness of breath, he finally thought of letting go, and his consciousness gradually returned, and he realized that Xiao Qi was in his arms, his eyelashes trembling slightly, his breathing was messy, and his lips were red and swollen.

His heart trembled, and then he felt panicked. Regarding the matter of kissing a person of the opposite sex, even if the other person was as intimate as Xiao Qi, he still couldn't digest it for a while. This was different from the usual intimate jokes. They really kissed Xiao Qi, and didn't even let go for a long time until they had difficulty breathing.

how so?What the hell is he doing?

He flustered, and at the same time worried that he would hurt Xiao Qi.

Covering his face and taking a deep breath, he forced himself to say something, "I... I just... I..."

Xia Chengqi gradually calmed down, and his heart sank endlessly to the bottom of the valley, like fireworks blooming in the night sky for a moment, then gradually disappearing, leaving only a few bright stars, and then extinguishing, until the night sky returned to silence.

This seems to be the end that was foreseen long ago.

He said calmly, his voice was calm and solemn, "It's me."

Lu Henglin was stunned.

"It's me who has always had feelings for you that go beyond friends and family. I just took the initiative to kiss you. If you bother me, I'm sorry. Wake up tomorrow and forget about it."

He backed away slowly, got up, and turned his back to Lu Henglin, "I lost control for a while, it won't happen again, there will still be no change between us, don't worry."

Lu Henglin felt that something was stuck in his chest, which made him breathless, and his intuition told him that this was not the case, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only open his eyes and promise weakly.

"Good night, go to sleep, you'll be fine when you wake up." Xia Chengqi stood up, walked out slowly, and closed the bedroom door for him.

"I love you, how clear and what a firm belief—" Lu Henglin sang weakly along with the accompaniment in the rehearsal hall.

The squad leader looked ugly down there, it was really too perfunctory.

Zhao Jie came to join in the fun, summoned a few students to the dance rehearsal classroom next door, tricked Chu Ge over, and pushed him in front of Lu Henglin.

"Heng Lin uses dim sum, the soul can resonate with the singing this time." Zhao Jie booed.

Chu Ge stood there in a daze, and soon his face turned red. He lowered his head slightly and didn't speak, letting the others laugh.

Lu Henglin instantly forgot the lyrics, because he remembered that he once said to Xiaoqi, "I'll just point at you and sing to you, and give you all my confession".

It's because he himself has always been outspoken and never scruples about his own behavior, that makes Xiaoqi misunderstand.

But thinking about it this way still makes me feel very uncomfortable.

These days, Xiao Qi has fulfilled his promise and is still very kind and gentle to him.But there is indeed something different, the invisible intimacy disappeared, they always seem to be separated by something, he can no longer hold Xiao Qi tightly, and Xiao Qi and him will always remain close or not far away. Distance, when they were watching TV on the sofa yesterday, Xiao Qi was still talking and joking, but he looked at the vacant distance between the two of them, feeling bitter and didn't know what to do.

The tit-for-tat confrontation in the past two years has never been the same as these days, making his heart ache all the time.

Every time he sees Xiao Qi smiling, he feels like a knife is piercing his heart, and the lonely figure of Xiao Qi who left that night reappears in front of his eyes.

"Yo, I forgot the words as soon as my sweetheart came."

Sweetheart, if this word has a suitable object, it should also be...

Lu Henglin was terrified, put down the microphone, and went off the stage without saying a word.

"Why are you shy, Heng Lin, don't be so expressionless if you're sorry." Zhao Jie pushed Chu Ge in front of him and called everyone to get out.

"I'm sorry to trouble you." Lu Henglin was not in any mood these days, and he wouldn't even come to the rehearsal if it wasn't for the overall situation.

"No." Chu Ge seemed to take a deep breath, looking at him and said firmly.

Lu Henglin didn't notice that the other party was looking at him at all, he was just immersed in his own world.