old enemy riding a bamboo horse

what i miss is saying nothing

what i miss is dreaming together

On the last day of December, the whole school was filled with a happy New Year's Eve atmosphere. After noon, it seemed that everyone began to look forward to their respective activities after school and the New Year's Day holiday with their families.

But Lu Henglin didn't have any of these.

With so little money, he has no face to go to the New Year's Eve carnival with him. His father and stepmother are discussing important cooperation projects across the ocean. Aunt Sun is taking care of his daughter-in-law. Yesterday she called him beamingly and said that her little grandson is very cute.

As for the second and third uncles and those brothers and sisters, seeing them would only make his mood worse.

Fine snowflakes began to fall in the sky again. For those who are looking forward to the New Year's Eve, this is just a gentle and beautiful embellishment.

After school, Lu Henglin smoked his last cigarette standing by the side of the road, endured his hunger and got into the car. Fortunately, there was no tutoring class tonight, otherwise he might just run away.

After returning home, Lu Henglin went into his room, tucked himself into the quilt and fell asleep in the dark, so as to forget the hunger and the boundless loneliness.

When he got up again in a daze, it was already ten o'clock at night.

He looked out of the window, the snow seemed to be falling heavier, the orange lights of the street lamps illuminated the falling snowflakes, the lights of thousands of families could be vaguely seen in the distance, and the warm reunion hidden in the night, everything was covered by the cold glass Separated from the outside.

Lu Henglin felt very sad at the moment, probably because his stomach was empty, so he went downstairs to the refrigerator to see if there was anything to eat.The wall lamp at the stairway was broken, and he pressed the switch several times angrily, only to slowly go downstairs with the light coming in from outside.

When I opened the refrigerator, there were actually neatly packed meals in crisper boxes. I could vaguely tell there were sweet and sour ribs, small yellow croakers, shiitake mushrooms and chopped fruits.

As long as he wants to, heat up a little, and he has a good dinner.

However, he closed the refrigerator with a cold face.

It seemed that he felt even hungrier after watching the food. He opened the refrigerator again, took out an apple, washed it and took a bite. The cold and hard thing fell into his stomach, and the taste was not what was tangled.

He threw the apple, took a beer from the refrigerator and walked back. He felt something wrong when he went up the stairs. He looked down and found a small bottle of olive oil.

The inexplicable anger really couldn't be suppressed at this moment.

I wanted to throw the olive oil back, but my hand slipped and it fell to the floor. The fragile glass bottle cracked, and the olive oil flowed out and spread on the stairs.

The wall lamp was broken, he was hungry and in a bad mood, and he was in no mood to clean up. He just picked up the olive oil bottle and threw it aside, then went back to the bedroom and continued to lie down, without even turning on the light.

I don't know how long it took, when he was drowsy, he suddenly heard a muffled sound, followed by a continuous sound of falling from the steps at noon.

Lu Henglin was stunned for a moment, and soon came to his senses. His back was covered in cold sweat instantly. He stumbled and opened the door and ran to the stairs. The faint light shone on the scraped olive oil, and there were still traces of spreading along the steps.

His heart was beating extremely fast, his mind was blank, and when he lowered his head, he saw a scene that made him feel that the blood in his whole body was not flowing.

Xia Chengqi was lying on his side under the stairs, the light was too dark to see his expression clearly, but he didn't move for more than ten seconds, as if he was seriously injured.

Lu Henglin rushed down quickly, knelt down beside him, and half-embraced him helplessly, his voice trembling with panic, "...Xia Chengqi."

His first thought was to check Xia Chengqi's head, but as soon as he touched his face, his hand was warm, and his heart stopped beating immediately.

"...Xia Chengqi..." Lu Henglin called him blankly, his voice choked up uncontrollably, "I didn't do it on purpose...I didn't...how did this happen? You talk...speak to me..."

Suddenly, Xia Chengqi held his hand lightly but firmly, and said clearly, "I know, it's okay...Heng Lin, go and turn on the light first."

The voice was very low and gentle, soothing the panicked Lu Henglin, he came back to his senses and gently put down Xia Chengqi, and turned on the light.

The scene in front of him was not much better than his guess in the dark, and the intuitive picture made his heart tighten and he couldn't breathe.

Xia Chengqi's complexion was pale, and the right side of his face was covered with glaring blood starting from his forehead. It was not clear how big the wound was.

He ran over to hug Xia Chengqi again, but felt that the person in his arms was soft and fragile, and he didn't even dare to use force, for fear of causing more damage.

Xia Chengqi was leaning in his arms, eyes half closed, breathing fast and shallow, even his lips were bloodless, the blood on the right side of his face stained his long eyelashes, just a drop was hanging there, about to fall .At this moment, he is like a dying swan in a fairy tale, heart-wrenching yet thrillingly beautiful.

"Where is your pain?" Lu Henglin's voice trembled violently, "I'll call the driver... no, he came too late, I'll call an ambulance, just wait, it will be soon."

In a panic, Lu Henglin took off his coat and placed it under Xia Chengqi's head.

"I'm really okay, don't panic." Xia Chengqi seemed to be enduring the pain and opened his eyes to look at him, his eyes were gentle and had the power to comfort people's hearts.

Lu Henglin nodded blankly, and quickly dialed 120. After confirming that the other party would arrive soon, he quickly ran back to Xia Chengqi, wanting to help him up, but afraid of aggravating his injury.

"Heng Lin..." Xia Chengqi forced a smile at him, but his eyes were a little loose, his black crystal-like pupils seemed to be smudged, and the light gradually faded.

"Huh?" Lu Henglin was stunned for a moment. It's been a long, long time, and he hasn't seen Xia Chengqi smile so softly and without any other meaning.

"Go and put on your shoes and socks, and put on your thick coat, it's too cold to go out." Xia Chengqi tried hard to cheer up, and told him earnestly.

Only then did Lu Henglin realize that he was too flustered, running around barefoot all the way without even noticing.

For some reason, the eye sockets are a little sour.

It's not that I miss Xiao Qi who tolerated him, took care of him and treated him very well.

At this moment, it seemed that he had returned to the original gentleness, which made him feel pain and suffocation in his heart.

"Don't panic when going up and down stairs, be careful..." After Xia Chengqi finished speaking, he breathed slowly and tiredly.

"I'll be back soon." Lu Henglin went upstairs quickly, put on his shoes and socks in a hurry, and the ambulance personnel came before his coat was put on, and he helped carry Xia Chengqi onto the stretcher without taking care of his coat. Fortunately, he remembered I had no cash at all, so I asked anxiously, "Xiao Qi, where is the card?"

"In my schoolbag... wallet..." Xia Chengqi seemed very tired, and his voice was a little low and hard to hear.

Lu Henglin hurriedly went to get his wallet again, and went out wearing only a sweater and got into the ambulance together.