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Even if Lu Qi is not a medical student, with his limited medical knowledge, he knows that the incidence of postpartum depression is not too high. To be precise, most of the symptoms will get better with the passage of time, and they can go to the point of suicide. One-step absolutes are a few of the few.

He checked online, and found that part of the disease was caused by physical factors, and partly by psychological factors. He compared them one by one based on his limited understanding of Mrs. Shen, and he always felt something was wrong.

First of all, few of the big branches of social psychological factors can be included.Even if the Shen family was not as rich as it is now, they were considered rich.Too much fatigue from taking care of the baby, the family's financial situation, these common incentives caused by money are not suitable; the lack of psychological preparation is not very suitable, Shen Chen'an is her second child, it does not make sense that the first child is fine, the second child has a sudden mentality Collapse; the relationship between husband and wife is not harmonious, although Shen Yuanhang mentioned that her parents quarreled, but that is already the result of her depression, it should not be a temptation...

Lu Qi didn't know much about physiological factors. He wrote it down to see if he could retrieve any files or find any clues, but he always felt that something was wrong.

Everyone knows that Shen Mao and his wife have a deep relationship. After the two got married, no one else appeared around him. After Mrs. Shen passed away, he also seemed to live with memories.If there is really no secret, why did Mrs. Shen's illness worsen step by step, instead of being cured early on?

Are biological factors so scary?

Although Lu Qi didn't want to spy on the inside story of the Shen family, now he had to intervene in order to let Shen Chen'an come out.

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Although Lu Qi turned down the brightness of the phone, Shen Chen'an, who was not sleeping well, was still affected, and opened his eyes in a daze.

His whole eyes were swollen, and his face was full of tears. He looked very pitiful.The most uncomfortable thing for Lu Qi is that his whole body is not in the right state now, as if he is stretched into a string, and he will completely collapse if he is slightly stimulated.

Lu Qi put the phone aside as if nothing had happened, and asked softly, "Do you want to sleep for a while?"

Shen Chen'an shook his head, and said hoarsely, "You should go to the company."

Most of the enterprises and official departments resumed work on the seventh day of the lunar new year, and Changkong was no exception. Lu Qi, the boss, had a lot of things to do.

Shen Chen'an thought that she had caused him trouble again.Just like bringing troubles to his father and brother, he brought troubles to Lu Qi time and time again, the matter of Sun Sigui, the matter of Zhang Chengjie and Wu Hao, and the matter of Ji Ran that he checked for himself. I've been asking him for help every time, but I can't help him with anything.

Lu Qi has been paying attention to his expression all the time. When he saw that he was slightly empty and showed a very sad expression, his heart skipped a beat. He thought about his words and said: "The company has few things today, and I plan to work at home. Assistant Song will come to see you later. document."

Shen Chen'an nodded, was silent for a while and tentatively said: "Lu Qi, can you lie down with me for a while?" There is heating and air conditioning in the house, and he is lying under the quilt, but he feels very cold. The closer Qi is to the warmer he is.

Without any hesitation, Lu Qi went to bed wearing his shirt, and hugged Shen Chen'an naturally.

Shen Chen'an curled up, and the adult about 1.8 meters was lying in Lu Qi's arms like a child. Neither of them spoke, and for a while, only the sound of quiet breathing remained in the room.

Shen Chen'an lay in Lu Qi's arms with his eyes closed for a long time, so long that Lu Qi thought he was asleep, and then he heard him say: "I used to want to know why they didn't like me, and for a while I even blamed them a little bit, no Thinking of going around and going around, I am actually the cause of everything.”

In the past few hours, a voice in his heart said that you were just a child who knew nothing at the time, and even if it was strange, you can’t be blamed; You just got this disease.

The two voices were getting louder than the other, so loud that his brain was about to explode.

Suddenly a slightly lower but clear voice covered up the two quarreling voices. Shen Chenan subconsciously looked up at Lu Qi next to him, saw his mouth open and closed, and heard him say: "I still don't know what happened back then. but I think your mother must have loved you very much to bring you into this world."

"But I killed her."

Lu Qi went on to say: "That's not your fault. I can accompany you to ask your father, you can go to people who had contact with her back then, you can go to her medical records, and we will check things back then together. But you want Promise me, don't deny yourself before the result comes out, can you?"

There was a dead silence in the room again, and Shen Chen'an nodded his head slightly after a long while. Even if there was really nothing else, it was only his birth that caused all this, he would not agree to it until he had confirmed everything. Accept fate.

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Lu Qi first found a doctor friend to supplement the relevant knowledge about postpartum depression. The general information was similar to what he had read on the Internet, and the other party also gave him a little advice from a professional person-endocrine changes are Unavoidable physiological factors, but more postpartum depression is caused by external factors. The fatigue of raising children, financial pressure, and the words of people around are all temptations. A small negative event is enough to make a psychological Fragile mothers crumble.

He wrote down this matter, and made an appointment with Shen Mao alone to meet at night, without the kind of Shen Chen'an.

Last time, Shen Yuanhang's matter was a little out of his control. Lu Qi really didn't dare to bet that Shen Mao would say something shocking and crying this time. Shen Chen'an's mentality was already a little unstable. Really broke.

Shen Mao and Lu Qi have had very little contact in private. When he heard that he wanted to meet him, his first reaction was whether there was anything he wanted to tell him about the business.As a result, after the two met politely, Lu Qi said straight to the point in the first sentence: "Uncle, can you tell me about Chen An's mother, who is also your wife?"

The smile on Shen Mao's face disappeared immediately, he froze for a moment, pulled out a very stiff smile and said: "The deceased is gone, I don't want to say more."

Lu Qi continued: "She died because of postpartum depression, right?"

"I've said it, I don't want to say more!" Shen Mao was furious like a lion whose territory had been violated, "I don't want to mention her, what exactly do you want to do?"

Lu Qi looked back at each other without retreating at all, and said calmly but firmly: "Her death has trapped you and Shen Yuanhang for 20 years, and I don't want to trap Chen An for another 20 years."

Shen Mao sat down on the chair and asked in disbelief: "Good morning, he...?"

"He knows that his mother committed suicide because of postpartum depression, and now he feels that his birth caused all this. Although all this should not be counted on a baby, he is now obsessed with this idea." Lu Qi After a pause, the anger in his heart made him unable to bear and said: "Or, it is the attitude of you and Shen Yuanhang these years that gave him this illusion, you are blaming him, so he is blaming him now Own."

Shen Mao retorted subconsciously: "I didn't."

Lu Qi went further and said unceremoniously: "I used to think that the way you get along is very strange. The three of you are not people with particularly bad tempers. Why is the relationship so stiff? It is said that blood is thicker than water, you He is obviously a very smart person in the mall, why can't he maintain a family of three? Shen Yuanhang can get along well with Xue Junhao and the others, and Chen'an also has friends like Xia Bai and Han Su, why is there only Yong Wu between them? The quarrel at the end?"

Lu Qi knew that he was going too far now, he was just an outsider, even if he and Shen Chenan were in a relationship, at best he could be regarded as half an insider of the Shen family, and still a junior.All his moral values ​​and habits of dealing with people are saying that you can't talk to Shen Mao like this, it offends him too much, but he ignores those voices, relying on instinct to stab Shen Mao and himself.

He lowered his eyes and said: "The first time I met Chen An, he was left in place by Shen Yuanhang who was in a hurry and didn't know what to do. I used to say that it was too dangerous to stand here, let him and me I went to the nearby store and waited for my family to come over. I could ask someone to go to the service desk to help him find someone. He said no, my brother asked him to wait here, and he couldn’t leave. After thinking about many ways, I finally persuaded him to let He followed me to another place and sat waiting for my brother. Finally, Shen Yuanhang came, and the first thing he said was reprimand. At that time, I was thinking, they are brothers who get along day and night, why do they get along in this way?"

Lu Qi said this for Shen Mao, and also for himself.At that time, he avoided all the people in the story. If he hadn't met Shen Chen'an by chance, he was afraid that one day when he died, he would have to attend the funeral as an ordinary guest.

They are all wrong.He shouldn't feel that he has filled in part of Shen Chen'an's feelings and let him and his family freeze, and it still hurt him in the end; Shen Mao and Shen Yuanhang shouldn't wantonly blame Shen Chen'an for Mrs. Shen's death, and blame such a person Completely innocent little kid.

Shen Chen'an obviously did nothing wrong, but became the only one who was hurt.

Lu Qi looked at Shen Mao whose hands were trembling, and aggressively stabbed them one last time: "I don't want to expose your scars, and I don't want to add a new scar to everyone, I just hope that he won't be hurt again." If you are hurt, don't bully another person, okay? I only care about him, and I hope he won't be trapped by this matter, so I came to you. "

The cold wind outside the house beat against the window, and also hit the hearts of the two people inside the house; the heater inside the house was working tirelessly, but it did nothing to save the freezing atmosphere.I don't know how long it took, Shen Mao suddenly broke down and covered his face with his hands, two lines of tears fell down under the cover of his hands, and finally fell on the table and smashed to pieces.

He said hoarsely, "Ask whatever you want."

The author has something to say:

No illegitimate children!Although I had this idea at the beginning, but later I felt that I couldn't accept it, so I gave up.

Theoretically speaking, he should have come with Shen Chenan, but after thinking about it, Lu Qi couldn't say a lot with him present, so I gave up.