I'm still doing fine

Although his own oil bottle would probably reach out to help it if it was down, Chen Chen was far from a person who knew that a cleaning lady would come to clean it up, and even went so far as to pick up the glass shards with his bare hands.

He did it on purpose.

Tang Xiaozheng guessed right at the first sight of the wound. He felt distressed and angry at the same time. He really wanted to scold him by his collar, but when he thought about it again, he could only deceive himself and pretend to be innocent. known.

Otherwise, why would Chen Chen, who is so afraid of pain and would groan even after biting his mouth after eating, use such a self-abuse method to beat around the bush to find out what he thinks?

Xiao Xiao's heart was too heavy for years but he couldn't respond, and he didn't have enough courage to face it.

"It's time to eat." Tang Xiaozheng turned his head and turned his back to Chen Chen again. He took a step towards the door, "Let's go, there are only leftovers when we go late, and the breakfast coupons are too expensive."

He pinched the things that Chen Chen cared about, and in the past, eight out of ten would have worked, but at such a special time, he couldn't allow him to be perfunctory.

"Are you going to run away again?" Chen Chen's cheeks were flushed and pink, probably hard to hide his excitement, he rushed over and hugged Tang Xiaozheng's waist, his arms were pinched together, even if Tang Xiaozheng stretched out his hands to pull, he would not let go easily , he said, "If you don't deny it, I'll take it as if you like me!"

It's like the difference between sending a text message and making a phone call, one that gives you time to think carefully and think about an excuse for rejection, and one that asks you aggressively and you are speechless, and there is no chance of rejection at all.

If Chen Chen had stood a little farther away from him, if Chen Chen's warm skin hadn't pressed against his back, if the heat from Chen Chen's speech hadn't sprayed on his neck, Tang Xiaozheng would have been able to deny it , with a pretended alienation and seriousness, said cruelly, "You think too much."

But now everything is the opposite of what he imagined. He looked down and saw Chen Chen's fingertips around him were green and white. No sound.

"Knowing this is enough." After a long silence, Chen Chen seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. He leaned against Tang Xiaozheng's back warmly, his chin on his shoulder, and his cheek on the side of his neck. , couldn't stop curling the corners of his lips, "I don't want you to believe me now, after all, after all, I'm always hot for 3 minutes, I've never been persistent, and what I say is groundless, it's strange if you believe me... ...But you can't always avoid it, you have to give me a chance so I can prove it to you."

"What?" Tang Xiaozheng took back his steps. He suspected that he had heard wrong, his arms were hanging by his side, and he didn't dare to turn his head.

"I said..." Chen Chen hugged too hard, and the wound on his fingertips hurt, but his heart was hot, and he couldn't care about the pain. He paused very quickly, took a breath, and continued, "Don't move, I'm chasing you!"

The straightforward and simple sentence seemed to have not passed through the brain, and Chen Chen opened up a layer of muscles in his back, and flung it into Tang Xiaozheng's heart in a daze, his fingertips trembled, and even went numb. It seems to have lost some consciousness.

Immediately afterwards, he felt an arm around his waist hang down, touched his own, and clasped it tightly.

Chen Chen's palm was facing forward, while Tang Xiaozheng's palm was facing backward.

His hands were intertwined and pressed tightly together, Tang Xiaozheng felt a thin layer of sweat on his palm, it was wet and cold, his slender knuckles pressed against the back of his hand, still trembling slightly.

Chen Chen, who never felt at a loss or restrained in front of him, was also nervous at this moment.

"You are different from those things like guitar, calligraphy, and taekwondo that I gave up on. You are Tang Xiaozheng. I will never say I like you today and regret it when I get up tomorrow morning. You are different..." Chen Chen had never said such blunt words, he was embarrassed, turned his head to look at the sky outside the window, at this moment he really felt that even the high hanging sun should blush, "Ten days, half a month, One year...you'll believe me sooner or later, right?"

Distressed, throbbing, and the joy winding up from limbs gradually filled Tang Xiaozheng's chest. He suddenly wanted to see what kind of expression Chen Chen had at this moment.

Chen Chen has never been a person who is willing to wait, this can be seen since he was a child.

The kindergarten handed out a small plate of ice cream, and he ate his own in two or three bites, then stared at Tang Xiaozheng eagerly, trying every means to trick him into giving him a taste of his own, and he always managed to eat it without his aunt noticing. Lost the half that didn't belong to me, then said with a spoon in my mouth, "Xiaozheng is my best best friend!"

When he received gifts from others on his birthday, he couldn't wait for the guests to leave, chewing on the cake, he always wandered to the room where the gifts were placed, always carrying the gifts from others, and then stood at the door to see people off, hugging them before leaving Well-dressed children say, "I like the things you gave me very much!"

Even when he worked hard in high school and worked hard to calculate the gaps in the trajectory of electric charges, he would always be distracted and look up at Tang Xiaozheng, with a look of grievance on his face, "If I do this problem today, it will become a problem tomorrow. A score of 20 on the paper is enough. Why are there still so many days left for the college entrance examination?"

Chen Chen never grows up, and he can't wait, his wishes and interests are naked on his face, his expectations and longings are clearly in his mouth, Tang Xiaozheng thought that one day he would grow up, and finally Settle down in a down-to-earth manner and admit like an adult that there are many things in the world that cannot be rushed.

But he didn't expect this day to come so early, and the person who made him wait willingly was himself.

He tried to let go of the hand he was holding tightly, and wanted to turn around, but just as he pulled his palm away, he closed it into a fist, and then he felt that Chen Chen blindly grabbed his only slack thumb twice behind him. , like a child who only depends on him.

"Don't be kidding..." The feeling of being completely trusted and completely entrusted to Tang Xiaozheng is very delicate, Tang Xiaozheng is indescribable, his restless heart is in the flames, but his calm mind is in the ice cave, his voice is a little hoarse when he turns around and returns rationally , "Chenchen, do you rely on me or like me, can you tell the difference?"

Tang Xiaozheng breathed on Chen Chen's face between sentences, and he blinked.

Chen Chen's emotional history is shining brightly. In the past, there were always games to indulge in in his spare time. Not to mention practice, even the theory was very lacking, so the friendship that was visible to the naked eye slowly turned into hesitation, "Is there something wrong with it?" What's the difference?"

"Fear of loneliness and loneliness, fear of living alone, used to being accompanied by others, so you can't leave me, this is called dependence." Tang Xiaozheng lowered his eyes, and his tone was no longer so firm, "One day you will meet someone A beautiful, lively and interesting girl, you will like her very much, even though you are reluctant to leave her, you are afraid of letting go of her, but you know that her life will be better if you go out, so you are willing to let go of your attachment, this is called liking."

If Chen Chen was ten years older at that time, he would probably be able to use logic training and thinking training to make up for the shortcoming of a longer reflex arc. Right now, he refuted this false proposition without thinking, and grabbed Tang Xiaozheng's neck fiercely. Kiss him, and he's sure that this is his man, not to mention playing a little game of pursuing or not, but there are no ifs in the world.

Chen Chen, who was only 20 years old at the time, was not only confused and ignorant, often flustered, but also always easily bewitched. For example, at this moment, he got up, looked at the hands of the two, and was speechless for a while, "Why? Must be a girl? I, I don't know . . . but no, I didn't—"

"Chenchen, when will you grow up?"

Tang Xiaozheng grasped it firmly, took their intertwined hands, put them on Chen Chen's heart, and took the initiative to embrace him with the other hand, and patted him lightly. At this moment, he seemed to be an elder who was worried about everything again.

"When you meet someone you like in the future, don't be so impulsive. Confession is a step to establish a relationship after you are sure. It is not a slogan when you lack courage in everything. You will scare her."

He said righteous words, but there was an unconcealable loneliness in his eyes.

"As for me..." Chen Chen struggled in his arms, but it didn't work. He probably wanted to say something, but Tang Xiaozheng was faster than him, let him go and took a step back, the corner of his mouth still hanging Smiling, "Don't chase after me, I will always be yours."

Tang Xiaozheng breathed out slowly and restrainedly, as if the stagnation accumulated in his chest for many years finally dissipated overnight, and even his breathing became lighter.

And Chen Chen frowned and opened his mouth slightly, clearly trying to resist, but after hearing this, he became dumb.

Forever... This is not a word that Tang Xiaozheng would say, it is too ideal and romantic, and it does not match his mature mind, but it is such a cold person who speaks forever, which is even more deafening.

"Me, mine?" Chen Chen's pupils lit up, and the corners of his mouth slowly turned up, only to realize later that these words were really ambiguous, "Say it again!"

"Don't shout, just forget it if you didn't hear it." Tang Xiaozheng avoided his eyes, his ears were red, and for a moment, he even felt a sense of regret in this life. Hearing Chen Chen's words of liking, he also expressed himself Dirty thoughts are enough.

"What do you mean? What do you mean you are mine?" But Chen Chen refused to let go, and shouted at him, "Are you going to promise me?"

"When you need me, I will be your friend, family member, brother, any role other than boyfriend, it's all up to you."

Tang Xiaozheng pressed him to sit down at the end of the bed, inserted his fingers into his hair, and combed it from front to back, his slightly cool palm rested on the back of his head, not moving any more, he bowed and looked directly into Chen Chen's eyes,

"But when you have your own home, one day you will turn to rely on the person you love because you like it. At that time, I will leave."

Chen Chen took advantage of the trend and leaned against his lower abdomen, the joy on his face gradually dimmed. Fortunately, he was still held in his arms after all, and he got another promise about eternity. I think you are a boyfriend..."

Tang Xiaozheng pinched the back of his neck, ignoring this unreasonable greed, he pretended to be deaf and dumb, enjoying the delicate touch of his fingertips, rubbed it for a while, and then remembered the business.

"Almost forgot about this..." He withdrew his hand, folded it on Chen Chen's fingertips, squeezed it hard, heard Chen Chen's gasp as he wished, raised his eyebrows and said viciously, "Next time, I will let you know what pain is."