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"Cough!" Chen Chen raised his head and took a breath while binge drinking, suddenly saw a shadow of Tang Xiaozheng beside him, so frightened that he swallowed a mouthful of pasta before he had time to chew, coughing and choking almost choked himself to death .

In an instant, his face was flushed red.

Guan Qifu put aside half of the spare ribs, and hurriedly wanted to pass the glass of water, but Tang Xiaozheng, who was still indifferent just now, changed his face, moved faster than him, and put one hand on Chen Chen's mouth. side, the other hand slapped his back vigorously.

The middle-aged aunt at the next table approached with a frown, glanced at the pasta hodgepodge of both long and short on the plate, and instructed from the side, "The young man dare not pat him, go quickly, go to the toilet and slap his throat, and make him spit it out!"

Tang Xiaozheng agreed, and just pulled out two pieces of paper, intending to carry someone into the bathroom, but before he could do anything, he heard a retch, Chen Chen coughed and nauseated himself, and the rolled thread pasta was falling In the palm of that hand.

Tang Xiaozheng looked down, but felt relieved. He threw the filth into the trash can casually, rubbed his palms with a tissue, and passed water, "Fortunately, a short one got stuck. I'm eating. What are you thinking, you lose your mind, do you think your life will last forever?"

He pinched Chen Chen's chin and wiped the red corners of his eyes, his movements were gentle as if he was holding a piece of fine jade in his hand, but all he blurted out was blame.

Nameless anger swept up, and he was a little flustered. He was angry with Chen Chen for being so careless, and even more angry with himself for wanting to keep silent.

He knew best that Chen Chen was coquettish and afraid of pain, and watching Chen Chen wipe away his snot and tears at this moment made it even more difficult to ignore the self-blame, pursed his lips and frowned, and remained silent with a sullen face.

"Oh, it's useless to blame your brother, he didn't mean it, just go and wash his face, it's not a big deal!" Seeing this scene of uprightness, the aunt at the next table seemed to be thinking of her own bad-tempered old man , half funny and half gratified, happy to be a peacemaker, and then patted Chen Chen to comfort him, "It's not uncomfortable, is it? Take a sip of water and breathe slowly, there is such a brother who cares about you, why are you still crying? What are you doing?" Parents are really lucky."

Talking to herself, she thought these two were brothers. After all, she cared for them so caringly without dislike. At first glance, they were sharp-mouthed and tofu-hearted, and they really didn't look like outsiders.

Tang Xiaozheng was taken aback when he heard the words, and nodded to thank the aunt. His hand on Chen Chen's shoulder didn't move, he just pressed against the warmth, and sighed, "Is it still uncomfortable?"

At this time, Chen Chen didn't have the intention to respond at all, he was so ashamed and angry that he was about to cry, he thought, he might as well choke to death.

Tang Xiaozheng didn't notice this, just because Chen Chen never had any dignity in front of him.

Chen Chen, who was in the top class of kindergarten, was picked up by the teacher and thrown outside the door because of being mischievous during the dance line. He wiped his eyes with his hands and cried loudly.

At that time, Tang Xiaozheng held the little girl's fat hand and looked at the trembling shadow outside the window, and stepped on the girl's little dancing shoes cruelly. After a while of silence, there was a sky-shattering scream in the classroom. After a while, he He was also grabbed by the back of the neck by the teacher and thrown out of the classroom door.

Standing against the wall, Chen Chen's eyelashes were raining and the tip of his nose was red. When he heard the sound, he turned to see him crying out of breath. He said, "What should I do? I, I accidentally swallowed a piece of bubble gum, and my stomach was stuck Stop, I can't eat anymore, I'm going to starve to death!"

Tang Xiaozheng thought for a while, then patted him on the back reliably, "If you starve to death, I won't eat, I'll stay with you!"

Once because of wasting lucky money indiscriminately, Chen Chen was beaten by his father who took off his pants and threw him on the bed. There was a lot of thunder and rain, while begging for mercy and crying. The screams like killing a pig were played on a loop. At that time, Tang Xiaozheng was standing at the door of his house. Outside, standing in front of him was Shang Qing who just opened the door with an embarrassed expression on his face.

He felt ashamed to hide from Tang Xiaozheng, and went to class the next afternoon, only to find that there was an object on the desk that did not belong to him.

That was the prize he tried to get in exchange for lucky draw with lucky money, a blue iron Audi double-diamond yo-yo. Correspondingly, when he went to Tang Xiaozheng's house later, he never saw this person's most cherished yo-yo. That genuine four-wheel drive.

Once he missed the school time because of his playfulness, Chen Chen skipped class for the first time in his life and dedicated it to the head teacher of the third grade in elementary school. The family lied and did not dare to tell the truth, and their IQ was not high enough to guess that the teacher had already called the parents.

So Chen Chen became a salted fish again, being pinned down on the bed by Chen Junren and beaten over and over again. At that time, Tang Xiaozheng was holding his schoolbag in his hand, and was sitting in the living room eating Shang Qing's fried meatballs.

He got up the next morning and went to school again. There was still a mark on his buttocks that failed to heal the swelling. He was punished by the teacher and thrown into the corner where the mop and dustpan were placed. He felt aggrieved and wanted to cry.

At that time, Tang Xiaozheng hid the matte book, claiming that he forgot to finish his Chinese homework that day, and was scolded face to face, and rushed to the base of the wall to make a pair with him.

The teacher wrote the topic on the blackboard. Chen Chen still remembers that it was "extremely wonderful and terrible" in square handwriting. Because behind the teacher's invisible, Tang Xiaozheng quietly pulled his index finger, wobbled and He quickly let go, and he didn't seem so aggrieved anymore.

Tang Xiaozheng always has a way to calmly comfort and sympathize. After many years, Chen Chen, who has grown up, will never hide from him when he gets into trouble. Even if he hides it from his parents, he will not hide it from him. Always come for help.

But what he didn't expect was that in front of the sweetheart whom he had a secret crush on, even if he was as heartless as Chen Chen, he would feel ashamed because of making a fool of himself.

Throwing the dirty paper towels into the trash can, Chen Chen lowered his head and pushed the chair away, and ran away despondently, "I'm going to wash my face."

Tang Xiaozheng hesitated for a moment, got up and chased after him.

Guan Qifu was also a little worried at first, he wiped his oily mouth and wanted to follow, but felt that it was not appropriate, the atmosphere between the two of them, as it should be, made it impossible for others to get involved.

His helpless eyes glanced at Si Jian. The old senior was slicing the steak gracefully. The pieces of meat were cut into neat cubes and stacked together to form a tower. He mouthed himself, meaning "Sit and eat obediently".

The vast banquet hall occupies almost the entire floor, and the road leading to the toilet is winding and winding. When Tang Xiaozheng opened the door and entered, there seemed to be no one there, and it was quiet.

About 80.00% of the men with open skirts are induced by this design and get lost outside the door.

"Chenchen?" Tang Xiaozheng shouted, "I know you're inside, come out!"

In the silence, he went in and opened the doors one by one, and finally stopped in front of the only door that didn't move at all.

"Speak up," he said, "or I'll be gone."

Standing between the toilet and the cubicle door, Chen Chen was in a bit of a dilemma. He walked a little towards the door, then took a few steps back, still stuck in embarrassment and unable to escape.

But he couldn't hear the footsteps outside, and Chen Chen was worried that he would really leave. For him, the awkward cold war was a strategy of hurting the enemy by eight hundred and hurting himself by a thousand. , "You, don't go."

Chen Chen's own echo lingered in the silence of the room. He listened carefully for a long time, and opened the door in a panic.

Tang Xiaozheng stood there calmly, leaning against the wall and folding a tissue in his hand, and turned his eyes to look at him, "What's wrong with you?"

Chen Chen didn't answer, so Tang Xiaozheng continued to say, "Avoid me, don't speak, and still be scared by me... What's wrong with you?"

"I, what can I do!" Chen Chen walked around twice in a panic, and suddenly waved his hands and shouted, "It's you who turned your head to avoid me, it's you who pushed Guan Qifu to stay with me, is it You said you like men but you don't like me...you ask me what's wrong? How do I know?"

"I like men...I don't like you." Tang Xiaozheng looked at Chen Chen, and there was a voice in his heart, shouting that he wished he could jump out and cover his mouth, but he had waited so hard for many years for this moment, and his reason was suppressed. Unable to resist the surging undercurrent, he still asked, "We are still friends, and this will never change. What is there to be angry about, Chen Chen?"

"I..." Chen Chen's footsteps stopped, he put his hands behind his back, twisted the hem of his clothes with his fingertips, rolled them up, and let them go again.

Chen Chen is a person who can make ends meet, and firmly believes that nothing is difficult in the world, as long as he is willing to give up.

He walked awkwardly all the way, frowned and ate the vinegar in anger, thinking that he had done a good job in ideological construction.

Although the long-standing goal suddenly changed from a slender girl to a Tang Xiaozheng with broad shoulders and long legs, there is actually a big difference, but his ignorant and simple head has not fully adapted.

He could only resist instinctively, not wanting Tang Xiaozheng to leave him to hold someone else's hand.

So hesitation, timidity, and depression came to his mind at this moment, and he suddenly became righteous. He looked at Tang Xiaozheng's dark eyes and made up his mind, "I seem to really like you."

"Why don't you want me?" He seemed to hold Tang Xiaozheng's hand seriously for the first time, frowning slightly with a sad face, he said, "You tell me, I can change it."

The starlight fell from a high altitude and fell into Chen Chen's eyes. He felt humiliated before, and there were still tears in his eyes. Now he pursed his lips and blushed slightly. Pinching his own palm, he already had a prediction, he knew very well that Chen Chen at this moment, he would never forget it in his life.

Chen Chen didn't get a response for a long time. He touched Tang Xiaozheng's arm. There were so many things going on in this man's mind. He couldn't understand them at all. He could only see them in his eyes. After a long silence, he looked at himself and said , "Well. I see."

He didn't say yes or no, he leaned over and hugged Chen Chen, his fiery breath sprayed on that neck.

Chen Chen blinked, and reached out to caress his back. When his hands were clasped, Tang Xiaozheng pulled away.

He didn't say yes or no, his eyes were pitiful, he didn't know whose sincerity to pity.