bamboo horse journal

After Xie Qiu and Xu Xia said goodbye, they walked back slowly towards their home.

This is a small road with almost no people, but today is different. Several youths with tattoos showed their yellow teeth from the smoke to Xie Qiu: "Hey, here we come."

Xie Qiu quickly recalled who he had offended recently, and before he could come up with a result, he slammed his fists on his head and face. In a panic, Xie Qiu only had time to protect his head, and even thought: It seems that I can't have dinner with Xu Xia tomorrow up.

"stop!"

With a loud roar, the people in front of him stopped hitting him, Xie Qiu opened his eyes, and Xu Xia just kicked someone down.

He hurriedly stepped forward to grab Xu Xia and ran in the opposite direction. The gangsters might have achieved their goal and didn't chase after them. The two stopped at the school gate, panting for breath.

Xu Xia looked at the bruises on Xie Qiu's face, and his heart ached terribly: "Go to my house, I'll give you medicine, anyway, our parents have gone to Uncle Zhang's new farmhouse, so don't go home, okay?"

Xie Qiu didn't want to show such a distressed look in front of Xu Xia, and wanted to refuse, Xu Xia couldn't help but pull him home: "No objection!"

He is strong and has been practicing taekwondo, but Xie Qiu couldn't hold him back and let him go.

Xu Xia: "Do you know them?"

Xie Qiu shook his head: "I don't know anyone, how could you come?"

Xu Xia: "I suddenly remembered that your exercise book is still with me, and I wanted to give it to you."

Xu Xia dug out the medicine box and wiped alcohol on Xie Qiu. Xie Qiu let out a "hiss" in pain. Xu Xia reflexively blew on the wound without thinking about it.

This subconscious action made both of them froze. Xie Qiu's heart beat like a drum. He was afraid that the little secret he had hidden for many years would be discovered. At the same time, he couldn't help but look forward to it. What kind of idea?

Xu Xia quickly regained consciousness, finished wiping off the medicine in silence, and in the silence, Xie Qiu's temperature gradually cooled down.

That's right, Xu Xia is a normal boy, how could he accept him.

Do you want to give it a try, even if Xu Xia doesn't talk to him anymore, he still wants to try.

Xu Xia lowered his head to tidy up, and didn't dare to look up at Xie Qiu at all. He was afraid that if he couldn't help it, he would say it. He was afraid that he would make Xie Qiu more troublesome. He was afraid that they would not even be friends in the future.

I think back then he had laughed at others, confessed when he said he wanted to confess, he looked coy and awkward, only when it fell on himself did he understand the unspeakable.

Do you want to tell him, and if he doesn't agree, just say it's a joke.

"you……"

"I……"

"I'll say it first."

"I'll say it first."

The two were interrupted by each other at the same time, and no one would let the other. The four eyes stared at each other for a long time, and couldn't help laughing together.The previous awkward atmosphere was swept away.

Xie Qiu had a bruise on his face, so he didn't dare to laugh too much. In Xu Xia's words: "Qiuqiu, are you acting like a smirk, hahahahahaha, this expression is really funny."

Xie Qiu was too busy laughing and didn't have time to talk, so he picked up the calculator on the table and pressed "213, 213".

Xu Xia was even happier, grabbed the calculator and pressed "2333333".

The two laughed for a long time, but it was Xie Qiu who stopped first because of the pain in his wound, Xu Xia stopped laughing and said first, "I think Huang Lingling said something very well."

Xie Qiu signaled him to continue.

Xu Xia: "God is too empty, I want you."

Xie Qiu suddenly raised his head and stared at him closely, wondering what Xu Xia meant.

He cautiously probed: "Well, she is very good at Chinese, even her confession is so literary." He specially added the accent to the word "confession".

Xu Xia suddenly didn't want to pretend anymore, even if he was rejected and could use an excuse to get over it, the two of them would definitely not be able to return to their previous relationship, so why bother?

He put away his joking expression, and repeated word by word in an unprecedentedly serious tone: "God is too empty, I want you." Forgive him for being a scumbag, even the words of love were stolen from others.

"Qiuqiu, it doesn't matter if you don't agree, I don't want to affect you, I will withdraw from your life and promise not to disturb you, really."

Xu Xia's ears became more and more red, and she drooped her head as if waiting for a trial.

After waiting for a long time, Xu Xia remembered a sentence Father Xia often sent out when playing poker online, "I'll wait until the flowers are gone." Xie Qiu finally replied, "Why do you think I will reject you?"

Xie Qiu hugged him, it was a real hug, his head rested on Xu Xia's shoulder, and Xu Xia's scorching breath could be heard by his ears, he wrapped his arms around him, with a trace of unbelievable ecstasy, thank you Qiu said: "How could I not agree, I am so..." The word "love you" swirled on the tip of my tongue, but it was swallowed back in the end.

Maybe it's because these two words are too heavy, maybe it's not the time to say it, or maybe it's because I'm full of sincerity, and it doesn't seem sincere enough to say it.

Xu Xia understood.

From now on, he is still Xu Xia, but Xie Qiu's Xu Xia.

He is still Xie Qiu, but Xu Xia's Xie Qiu.

When Xu Xia came out of the shower, Xie Qiu had already fallen asleep.

After the words are said, it seems that the relationship between them is still the same, and the way of getting along has not changed. The only difference may be that they have the full feelings of each other.

Xu Xia covered Xie Qiu with the quilt clumsily, after thinking about it, she still lay down beside him.

There are too many things that Xu Xia has experienced today, Xu Xia will not be able to sleep for a while, so he just stares at Xie Qiu in a daze.

He thought a lot, such as when did Qiuqiu fall in love with him, did Qiuqiu agree to it just because she was afraid that he would be sad, would Qiuqiu just forget it on a whim?

He is like a child who gets the candy he has been longing for for the first time, because he has thought about it for too long, and one day he suddenly holds the candy in his palm, feeling that everything is too illusory and full of unreality.

He thought about the past, the present, and more about the future.

If the university is in a different place, Qiuqiu is so good, there must be many people chasing him, will he despise me?

Qiuqiu's friends know that he likes a man, do they hate him and find him disgusting?

Will we have the chance to meet each other's parents?Hmm...Although I have seen it before.

He wanted to hide the candy and not give it to anyone, so that only he knew the secret joy.

But what he hopes more is to put the relationship between the two of them in the sun and let it grow wantonly.

Xu Xia had a sense of responsibility of "I've grown up" in an instant.

Fortunately, he was not obsessed with sex and forgot about business.

He asked someone else for Huang Lingling's contact information, and now she agreed to add her as a friend, Xu Xia cut to the chase: "Did you ask someone to beat Xie Qiu?"

Huang Lingling sent several question marks over.

Huang Lingling: "Xie Qiu was beaten?"

Xu Xia's sea of ​​jealousy is churning.

Xu Xia: "You don't know?"

Huang Lingling: "I swear I can't get into college, I never did that."

This is a bit harsh, Xu Xia believed it temporarily, but if it wasn't Huang Lingling, then who else?

Huang Lingling thought of someone: "...wait a while, I might guess who did it, I'll ask him."

After a while, Huang Lingling apologized to him: "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Xu Xia: "What's going on?"

Huang Lingling sighed from the other side of the screen: "It's my ex-boyfriend, I didn't expect him to go too far, I'm sorry, I have caused Xie Qiu to suffer.

Xu Xia: "What's his name? Give him his contact information."

Huang Lingling was afraid that he would cause trouble, so she didn't say anything: "I'll make him apologize, don't act recklessly, it won't look good to be punished by then."

Xu Xia sneered: "I still care about punishment when everyone is beaten? I just happened to be here today, so nothing happened. Otherwise, Xie Qiu would not know how badly he would be hurt by himself. If he wanted to fight, he would single out. What is a person, you think you can’t help me if you don’t give it to me? Let’s put it aside, this grudge must be avenged, if I, Xu Xia, don’t teach him to be a good person, then why don’t I have the surname Xu!”

As soon as the news came out, he turned off his phone. Huang Lingling was extremely anxious. She hadn't convinced Li Xinyong yet, but Xu Xia had already uttered harsh words. She was caught in the middle, feeling very uncomfortable.

The alarms of the two rang at the same time, Xie Qiu moved, but was pressed by the hand on his waist, unable to get up.

"Get up." Xie Qiu pushed him, in return for a few grunts, the other leg was also entangled.

Xie Qiu: "..."

He belatedly realized how intimate the current posture was, and felt no sleepiness at all, so he used some strength to break free from Xu Xia's embrace, and hurriedly ran to the bathroom to pour a few handfuls of cold water.

Xu Xia got up in a daze, his chaotic head was still not clear, when he saw Xie Qiu, he kissed Xie Qiu on the face.

Well, as soft as expected.

Xu Xia licked her lips eagerly, looking at her expression, she seemed to want to have another bite.

God knows, he has wanted to kiss Xie Qiu for a long time.

Xie Qiu's eyes widened, the place where Xu Xia's lips touched was hot, the temperature that had been lowered with great difficulty rose again, and his whole face was blushing.

Xu Xia's time to wake up finally came to an end, and after realizing what she had just done, she wished she could punch herself.

What should I do to scare Qiuqiu away when I'm sure of the relationship?

He coughed twice and changed the subject: "Ahem, this is a new toothbrush. Use mine for the cup. This is the facial cleanser. My towel is the blue one."

Xie Qiu is like a freshly baked boiled shrimp, still steaming, using the stuttering skills of the new get: "Okay, okay, thank you, thank you."

Liu Yu: "Xu Xia, you asked Huang Lingling's ex-boyfriend what he was doing, you don't really intend to chase him, do you?"

Yesterday Xu Xia asked him for Huang Lingling's QQ, and he joked if he fell in love with her. At that time, Xu Xia didn't reply. Only this morning, he saw Xu Xia behind him and asked him if he knew Huang Lingling's ex-boyfriend.

Xu Xia: "You belong to the blue cat? I still have to ask, do you know me?"

Liu Yu: "Of course I do. Li Xinyong has a big temper. I heard that when Huang Lingling got closer to a boy in class, Li Xinyong would educate him."

Xu Xia: "Yo, so rampant."

Liu Yu: "He has been messing around since junior high school. Many people in our class were a little afraid of him. When Huang Lingling was with him, we couldn't believe it. Huang Lingling is such a girl. She is beautiful and her grades are excellent. Well, she has a gentle temper, and to be honest, I am still very happy that she broke up with me, Li Xin is never suitable for her, hey, what do you want him for?"

Xu Xia: "Don't meddle in the affairs of adults. Do you know which class he is in now?"

"It seems to be Class 10." Liu Yuyu persuaded him earnestly: "Be cautious in chasing Huang Lingling."

When Cao Jieli came back from the toilet, Xu Xia deliberately amplified his voice: "What? You want to chase Huang Lingling?"

Cao Jieli didn't turn his head, but his pricked ears betrayed him.

Liu Yu glanced at Cao Jieli subconsciously: "What nonsense are you talking about! It's obviously..."

Xu Xia quickly stuffed a steamed bun from the morning into his mouth, and lowered his voice: "I'm not, I don't, don't talk nonsense, or I'll tell Cao Jieli that you like Huang Lingling very much."

Liu Yu was subconsciously obedient, and it took him a long time to realize, how did Xu Xia know that I like Cao Jieli! ! !

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