All the stars know that he is my ex-boyfriend

The temperature in the room changes from low to high.

Gu Bei was sleepy and tired, so he fell asleep without hesitation.

In the middle of the night, I woke up suddenly again.

His eyes were opened in the darkness, but his head did not feel drowsy and drowsy like when he first woke up, but was extremely clear.It seemed that the peaceful sleep before had swallowed up all the fatigue.

The room had been adjusted to a suitable temperature, exuding a soothing fragrance, and Xu Jingyan's warm chest rose and fell silently behind him.

It's been a long time since Gu Bei woke up and the other party was still by his side.

She couldn't help but reached out and landed on his arm lying in front of her, and then touched it lightly.

From the straight forearm to the hard wrist, and finally the back of the hand with slightly protruding veins.

When it reached the finger, it was hooked back by the opponent.

"Don't sleep anymore?" A hoarse voice came from above, obviously just waking up.

Gu Bei silently withdrew the hand hooked by the other party, and then continued with the action he had just done.

From the knuckles to the fingertips, and finally the thin calluses on the fingertips.

"Huh?" Xu Jingyan asked lazily as he fiddled with him.

"...just woke up." Gu Bei lightly touched the thin cocoon.

"Sleep again?" Xu Jingyan bowed his head and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

Gu Bei didn't speak, he tilted his head to maintain this position and rubbed against his chin, then stretched out his hand and pulled the opponent's arm, moved his body back with that strength, and was actively hugged.

Just like that, he didn't seem to feel that it was enough, after a while, he turned over and burrowed into Xu Jingyan's arms, looking for a comfortable position in his arms somewhat critically.

That series of actions made the originally quiet room a little noisy, but Xu Jingyan was extremely patient and allowed his body to be manipulated by him.

This little guy has always been like this, blame him for not being careful enough back then, for not being with him wholeheartedly and giving him a sense of security.It was the housekeeper who discovered the problem later, saying that little Gu Bei seemed to be very afraid of the sudden disappearance of people around him, and occasionally Xu Jingyan would even cry secretly in his little bed after Xu Jingyan suddenly disappeared.

Therefore, the husband hopes that he can tell little Gu Bei when he goes out in the future, and even if it is too late, he also hopes to bring him a gift when he returns home.

Xu Jingyan was a little surprised, and finally did as he did, and then began to patiently observe Gu Bei's mood swings.

But it was too late.

Later, as he grew older, this little guy hid himself deeper and deeper. On the surface, he was laughing and laughing, and he would never do something like crying secretly under the quilt, but he often fell asleep in the middle of his sleep, and turned his head into his arms in this way. Drilling, wishing to be hugged all over by him to be at ease.

This is especially true when he comes back from his mission occasionally.

After a while, the person in his arms stopped moving, Xu Jingyan hugged him, and patted his shoulder lightly: "Is it all right?"

Gu Bei then said softly, "Yes."

He should be well-behaved, but when Xu Jingyan asked him if he wanted to sleep, he stopped talking.

"Don't want to sleep?" Xu Jingyan asked.

Gu Bei: "...um."

While speaking, he continued to rub against each other's arms.

The distance is too close, it is not a very good sign, Xu Jingyan narrowed his eyes slightly, he wanted to indulge, but then remembered something, suddenly stretched out his hand to grab him, and said: "Don't."

Then, as if he was afraid that Gu Bei would be disobedient, he continued: "Professor Sicily said before that he will take you for a detailed examination tomorrow, and the operation plan will be finalized this month."

"It's still early." Gu Bei muttered.

"Morning?" Xu Jingyan laughed half-tonedly: "Another inspection will have to be done the day after tomorrow."

Gu Bei will become extremely greedy when he is in the mood, and he will reply with his hands and feet: "Then the day after tomorrow."

Xu Jingyan pinched his cheek: "The research institute has been very busy recently, and Professor Sicily has a lot of work to do every day, so let's stop making trouble, huh?"

Gu Bei didn't speak, but his movements stopped.

Xu Jingyan knew that he agreed, so he gently stroked his head comfortingly.

"What about you?" Gu Bei asked after a long time.

Professor Sicily is busy with a lot of things every day because of the scientific research institute, so is Xu Jingyan also busy with a lot of things every day because of the first battalion?

"Same." Sure enough, Xu Jingyan said, "There will be a lot of work to do."

Although the war is over, post-war repairs and adjustments are equally important, and it is unlikely that Xu Jingyan will suddenly take time off to accompany Gu Bei at this stage.

Hearing this expected answer, Gu Bei couldn't understand what kind of mood he was in.

There must be some disappointment, but it is actually not realistic to expect Xu Jingyan to be with him day and night.Everyone is an adult, even if he does not continue to be in the barracks, he must have other jobs, other careers to do.

Just like Gu Bei, it is impossible for him to directly announce his withdrawal from the entertainment industry just because he reunited with Xu Jingyan, and stick together for 24 hours from then on.

Thinking about it this way, Gu Bei suddenly didn't know what he really wanted.

On the contrary, he recalled the anxiety that permeated every minute and every second during the war, and when he thought of what might happen to Xu Jingyan, he felt extremely bad.

He couldn't help hugging Xu Jingyan even tighter.

Life seems to be only so long, and the time left for everyone is too short. If you don't cherish the present opportunity to get along, it is very likely that there will be no more.

"Don't be too tired." Finally, he whispered.

Xu Jingyan was taken aback for a moment, but after realizing it, his eyes flickered slightly, and he lowered himself to look at Gu Bei.

The latter's fluffy hair is a bit messy, looking down at the slender eyelashes and eyebrows, there is a quiet and well-behaved expression.

After a while, Xu Jingyan adjusted his posture, hugged him more fully, and said in a low voice, "That's all?"

Gu Bei didn't say a word, and nodded silently after a while.

Xu Jingyan raised his eyebrows: "Is there anything else to say?"

Gu Bei continued to nod.

Xu Jingyan couldn't help but kissed him on the head.

The light fragrance of hair shampoo penetrates into the tip of the nose, which is a very familiar smell.

Xu Jingyan's heart moved slightly, and after thinking for a while, he spoke again in the silent room.

"Then let me say, listen carefully."

He originally planned to say these words after he was sure, but he didn't want to see Gu Bei hesitant to speak like this again.

He can't wait.

The lamp under the bed turned on slightly after the two sat up halfway.

Now the light was dim and lazy, and a little peripheral light from the halo fell on the two of them. Xu Jingyan patted Gu Bei in his arms while talking to him lightly.

"After the Battle of Tam Star, it will take about half a month to arrange some important matters. After that, I will submit my application for retirement."

Gu Bei, who was still lying on his chest, was taken aback for a moment, but was about to raise his head when Xu Jingyan pushed him back.

The forehead touched the other person's chest, listening to the powerful heart beating there.

"But there is a high probability that the application will not be approved so quickly." Xu Jingyan added.

"Although this war has pacified the Federation's confidant, the border situation is complicated and it will take a long time to clear up and rectify. At present, there is no suitable candidate in the army to replace me. It will take at least two or three years after Sun Ni leaves school. It takes longer to get to me as a senior commander, and for various reasons, it is difficult for the barracks to release people generously."

The highest position in the federal army is definitely not something that can be retired just by quitting. His importance to the federation and to the soldiers is simply incomparable.

Knowing this, Gu Bei gradually calmed down from the shock of the initial application for retirement, and hummed from time to time to show that he was listening carefully.

"However, after the battle on Tam Star, the situation will change compared to before." Xu Jingyan added.

In fact, the border wars, whether those long-standing foreign troops or the new pirates, one has long been dispersed by the federal army, and the other is just in its infancy. They are indeed troublesome, but they are definitely not on the same side as Tam Star. On the order of magnitude.

And when Xu Jingyan faced border wars, most of them didn't need to fight much.

Most of his missions in the past few years were basically because of the Tam people, from going to the universe to track down and explore, and then to the pirates and foreign troops who may have contact with the Tam people.

Only the Tamu people Xu Jingyan had to go to the battlefield in person, and only the Tamu people Xu Jingyan had to go to the battlefield in person.

This was a big problem with the Federation when he succeeded. From Qin Jin to Gu Bei and then to the Federation, he had to solve this problem during his term of office, both public and private.

Especially during the three years when he broke up with Gu Bei, according to what Yang Yu said at the time, Xu Jingyan never left the front line.Constantly adjust the internal defense of the Federation, constantly send starships to search for the whereabouts of the Tam star, constantly simulate and adjust the deployment of the army for the Tam people, and continue to search for possible traces of the Tam people on the borders of various places.

Without these actions, the Federation would not have given timely warning of the approach of Tam Star, the defense would not have reacted in time, and the Academy of Sciences would not have evaded adjustments in time, and this battle would never have been so smooth.

Now that Tam Star has won the first battle, coupled with Sun Ni's graduation, it means that Xu Jingyan's work focus will be different in the future.

More attention will be paid to post-war repairs, training of military sources, training of command, training of successors, adjustment of the military system, and so on.

The foreign army still has to be dealt with, but compared to the past, the work will become more stable, there will no longer be as big a risk as before, and Xu Jingyan will no longer be required to go on missions frequently.

"But I will find a way to reconcile. After these things are completed, my retirement application will definitely be passed, I promise."

The federal war will never stop. If there are no foreign troops, there may be pirates. If there are no pirates, there may be new enemies like the Tamers.

Xu Jingyan is not a god, and he cannot guarantee that the Federation will cast armor and destroy weapons forever.He can only guarantee that he will make the best use of everything during his term of office and exert his maximum effect.

From being sent to the military camp at the age of eight to now 34, in the entire 26 years of his life, he honed himself at a young age, willing to become the best leader in the Federation, and hastily took over a bunch of power after 940, exhausting his energy Let yourself grow rapidly in a short period of time, and after taking the position of general, you will continue to adjust the military system, border barracks, and push the federal protection shield to its current strength, and the capabilities of the soldiers are also constantly improving.

On the day before, Tam Star was completely pacified, and the latter's deterrent to the Federation for hundreds of years was completely ended.

This is already his best answer in this position.

Everything is a dedication, and after he has taught Sun Ni well, Xu Jingyan thinks that he has nothing to owe the military camp anymore.

He is worthy of the Federation, his soldiers, and the people.

Except Gu Bei.

So at that time, he will give the rest of his life to him to accompany and make up for it.

"Baby, you have to wait for me for at least five years." Xu Jingyan finally said.

In the quiet room, Gu Bei hummed lightly.

Then, Xu Jingyan lowered his head and asked him, "Wait?"

"Wait." Gu Bei sniffed, answering without thinking.While speaking, he hugged Xu Jingyan vigorously, as if he was hugging some precious baby, and then he pulled the big hand on his head with his backhand, and said, "Then can I raise my head now?"

Xu Jingyan paused, smiled and let go of his hand.

When Gu Bei raised his head on his chest, he stretched out his hand and brushed away the broken hair on his forehead, and said, "Huh?"

Gu Bei looked at him.

From the eyebrows to the bridge of the nose to the lips, everything is the way he likes it.

After careful calculation, he seems to have liked this person for nine years, and it hasn't diminished at all until today.

Recalling so many words he said just now, my heart is even more sweet.

Although Gu Bei has been looking forward to the day that he can live with Xu Jingyan day and night from a very long time ago, looking forward to the day when he can leave without saying anything, or to put it in other words... also looking forward to it a little selfishly He retired immediately.

But when I actually heard it, I was surprisingly not particularly excited.

Gu Bei met Xu Jingyan's eyes, gently retracted his fingertips into his palms, and asked, "Is it bad?"

Wouldn't it be good to make such a major change and choice for him?

It's not that I feel worthless, but I'm afraid that the other party will regret it one day.

What people need to live in this world is not all love. A person like Xu Jingyan has all the ambitions and ideals he should have.

Therefore, if there are any ups and downs in the Federation in the future, he will look at the army and the frontier, will he regret that he retreated too early and did not do enough?

Xu Jingyan rubbed the tips of his ears: "Do you think Teacher Qin is gentle?"

his mom?

Gu Bei immediately said, "Of course."

His mom is the best mom in the world.

"But the people in the military camp don't think so. Although they admire and worship the teacher, their evaluation of the teacher is still nothing more than iron-blooded, indifferent, and unreasonable."

Gu Bei listened and wrinkled his nose: "My mother is outside... a little bit different from being at home."

"Do you know why?" Xu Jingyan asked.

Gu Bei looked at him, his eyes were crystal clear.

"Sitting in this position, we are surrounded by the accumulation of countless lives and deaths, so if we want to think and do what others dare not do, at the critical moment, we will issue no matter how ruthless we are. We all feel cruel, but we have no choice."

"The blood on the hands is warm, but the inside is cold. After a long time, it gradually becomes numb, not human."

"That's how the name of the murder weapon came from."

Xu Jingyan spoke slowly and flatly, as if he was telling other people's affairs.

Until the last sentence, his voice fluctuated slightly: "But only by your side."

Thinking back to the past, every time I returned home after performing a task, I saw Gu Bei sleeping comfortably in the temperature-controlled room, that sense of satisfaction was simply irreplaceable.

"Only by your side, I will feel like a human being."

The flesh is soft and the blood is hot.

such a person.

After a few words, Gu Bei's heart felt sore and painful, and he couldn't help getting up and hugging him tightly.

"The conditions I can give are only up to this point." Xu Jingyan let him hug him, leaned on the person's shoulder, and said softly.

There was a half-day meeting today, all related to the ending of Tam.So the words he said to Gu Bei did not come out of nowhere today, but he had thought about them long ago.

But only when the dust of the first battle on Tam Star finally settled, and he finally completed this matter, can he be confident enough to say it.

As Xu Jingyan said, he stretched out his hand to touch Gu Bei's face lightly, and then asked softly, "So, does Beibei still want me?"

His brows and eyes drooped slightly, and the dim light under the bed was not enough to clearly illuminate the emotions in his eyes.

But Gu Bei could imagine it.

You can imagine it from his tone.

Xu Jingyan, who is as confident and proud as he is, will be like this one day, asking someone in a low voice with an uncertain tone and voice.

How could Gu Bei be willing?

Immediately, he couldn't help rubbing his body up, hugged Xu Jingyan's head tightly, and couldn't help but say, "Yes."

"want."

"Want to want."

"want you."