All the stars know that he is my ex-boyfriend

"It really hurts, can you give me a massage?" In Xu Jingyan's room, Gu Bei showed the same pitiful expression when he rubbed the bed that day.

The difference is that this time he really hurts.

Xu Jingyan has never been careless about Gu Bei's injury.As long as he said it hurts, no matter it was true or not, he would definitely pay attention to it, and he would never allow a situation where Gu Bei was really hurt and was ignored.

Immediately agreed.

But when Gu Bei approached and stuffed all the things in his hand into his hands, Xu Jingyan paused slightly when he lowered his head to see clearly.Then he raised his eyebrows: "Where is the massager?"

Gu Bei lay down on Xu Jingyan's bed very freely, buried his gloomy head in the pillow, felt the breath of the other party in the pillow, and took a very wretched breath quietly, and then answered Xu Jingyan's question, saying: "No .”

The massager was recommended by the doctor when Mr. Housekeeper was still working in the past.In the past, whenever Gu Bei was not feeling well, Mr. Housekeeper would take a massager and give him a massage. Combined with essential oils, the effect was good, and Gu Bei quite liked it.

But that was before Xu Jingyan gave him a massage when he didn't travel to the island.

After Xu Jingyan tried it himself, Gu Bei found a method that was even more effective than the massager.

So after "no", Gu Bei blurted out the truth: "It's not as comfortable as your hand."

When the voice fell to the ground, the room was immediately silent for a moment.

After realizing that this sentence seemed to be slightly yellowed, Gu Bei shivered quietly in the pillow, and immediately wanted to add something cowardly, so that the scene would not look so stiff, but when he thought of his successive words before After being frustrated three times, he immediately shut up.

Xu Jingyan can understand it whatever he wants, he thought.

Xu Jingyan at the other end looked down at the small pot in his hand, then looked up at Gu Bei on the bed, the color in his eyes was unpredictable for a while, and he said in a drawn-out voice, "It's not very good, is it?"

When Gu Bei heard his words, his heart skipped a beat, his throat tightened: "No, there's nothing wrong with it."

His voice was obviously lacking in confidence, and he sounded extremely guilty.Xu Jingyan stared at the back of his head for a while, and finally, his eyes drooped, and he sat on the edge of the bed.

With his slender fingers, he gently slid the jars away, placed them within reach, and replied in a low voice, "Okay."

The voice was deep and deep, as if carrying electric currents, causing Gu Bei to feel a tingling sensation behind him.

His little heart, which was still a little on tenterhooks, beat a beat faster.

Xu Jingyan... Did he agree to press him with his own hands?

"What should I do if I feel uncomfortable when I go to school?" Xu Jingyan asked casually as he went to deal with those essential oil cans, mixed what should be blended, and put the rest in order.

"Said there was a new one."

Now that Mr. Housekeeper has resigned, he will also go to university. It is unlikely that anyone will massage him anytime when he is not feeling well. After the doctor learned about this situation, he recommended a new self-made massage to Gu Bei. instrument.

It is said that the autonomous massager only needs to be set in advance, and it will automatically start working on his back without any human assistance during the period, which is very easy to use.

"Buy it?" Xu Jingyan asked after listening to his story.

"Nope."

Since this is a newly launched machine and the quantity is not large, Gu Bei bought it later than others and failed to grab the first batch. The second batch came out soon, but it was a coincidence that Recently, the transportation system has been integrated, and it is estimated that it will arrive later.

Xu Jingyan frowned, "So when you go to school, there will be a period of time when you won't have the massager by your side?"

Gu Bei hummed: "But I checked the weather forecast, and it said that it will be sunny in the future, so there shouldn't be any problem."

Xu Jingyan didn't speak.

Gu Bei, who still had three confession frustrations hanging in his heart, didn't have the time to think about those things, he just wanted to enjoy the benefits tonight.While thinking, Gu Bei shook his body towards Xu Jingyan, and said lazily, "Hurry up."

Looking at the restless person under his hands, Xu Jingyan's eyes understood and understood, and finally asked again: "Are you sure you don't need a massager?"

The kind that accentuates the tone.

Gu Bei said firmly: "No need."

She even reached out and rolled up the tail of her clothes.

Xu Jingyan lowered his eyes to look at that scene, his eyes were obscured, and finally pulled the corners of his lips, and said softly: "Then don't regret it."

Gu Bei: "?"

·

When Xu Jingyan said: "Then don't regret it", Gu Bei didn't understand what regrets he could have.

But soon, he understood.

Because the way Xu Jingyan massaged him this time...was different from the last trip to the island.

This difference is reflected in very subtle places, and it is difficult to describe it in words.So much so that Gu Bei once wondered if their relationship had improved recently, so he unconsciously put on colored glasses and misunderstood Xu Jingyan.

But after a while, Gu Bei still faintly felt that it wasn't that he was thinking too much, but that Xu Jingyan's pressing was different from before.

When traveling on the island before, they also had massages, but Gu Bei could clearly feel that Xu Jingyan's movements would be much cleaner.It's really just massage for massage's sake, without any other colors. At that time, Gu Bei's redness into a small light bulb was all because the waves in his head were rolling too hard.

But this time is different.

Xu Jingyan was still massaging, but his movements were "delayed" a lot.

He not only knows how to press, but also inadvertently rubs it in other non-massage areas.

The injured part is inherently sensitive, so Gu Bei's reaction to this "inadvertent" reaction was very strong, and his ears were even redder than last time.

The room was brightly lit at the moment, and Gu Bei felt that Xu Jingyan must have seen it clearly, but the other party pretended not to see it, and continued to press Gu Bei in that way.

Gu Bei almost had to make up his mind from his movements, the way the other party said in a low voice: "Don't you like this?"

The room is brightly lit, but Gu Bei's vision as he leans against the pillow becomes more and more slack, and the small waves in his mind keep churning, as if the whole room is blurred.

He wondered in a daze, if Xu Jingyan pressed him like this, does it mean that the other party has always known his little thoughts?

Then since he knew what he was thinking and what he wanted, and gave him what he wanted, why didn't he just pierce the piece of paper unnaturally?

When Xu Jingyan's palm landed on the wound again, Gu Bei, who felt the wound was wrapped in something warm, couldn't hold back, stretched his hand behind his back, and gently grabbed Xu Jingyan's hand.

The other party had medicinal essential oils in his hand, so he probably didn't want Gu Bei to get it on him, so he took it away from Hui Hui when he held it over, and said, "Dirty."

But Gu Bei still grabbed his hand resignedly.

Xu Jingyan then remained still, looking at Gu Bei's reddened ear tips.

There was silence in the room, and it was Gu Bei who spoke first in the end.

The series just now made his voice a little hoarse, and now he called softly, "Brother Yan."

"Huh?" Xu Jingyan answered him.

Gu Bei still didn't have the courage to ask directly, so he chose a more roundabout question first: "You don't hate me, do you?"

Xu Jingyan didn't answer immediately.

Gu Bei's heart beat wildly.

Such a simple question, and he didn't answer it immediately after hearing it, probably because Xu Jingyan had already thought of why he asked this question, and maybe even guessed what he would ask later.

As time passed by, Gu Bei gently grabbed the pillow.

"I don't hate it." Xu Jingyan replied slowly.

After getting this answer, Gu Bei felt relieved for an instant.

But this is not over yet, Gu Bei quietly swallowed in his heart, and began to think about what to ask next.

All kinds of small question marks lined up on his lips. Gu Bei thought about it, recalled the previous three setbacks, and finally chose the most direct one.He tilted his head and buried his head in a deeper pillow, as if wanting to reduce the tension in his heart, he said in a muffled voice, "Then do you like me?"

Due to lack of confidence in these six words, Gu Bei spoke very vaguely.

It was hard for Xu Jingyan who was sitting next to him to hear it all at once.

The question this time seemed to guess that Gu Bei would be uncomfortable if he waited too long, so Xu Jingyan quickly replied, "I like it."

Gu Bei's heart relaxed in an instant, he turned his head from the pillow, quietly looked in Xu Jingyan's direction, and asked the last question with a warm face: "Is it the kind of love that can be together?"

When he said this, Gu Bei's eyes met Xu Jingyan's.

The light in the room was dazzling, and it was shining from the top of Xu Jingyan's head, so that Gu Bei was stunned by the light for the first time and couldn't fully see the other person's expression clearly.

But he saw the other person's eyes.

The deep helplessness and connivance can be clearly seen in his eyes.

Although Gu Bei at this moment is not yet clear about the reason for the helplessness of the other party, those connivances have given him great confidence, and even made him dare to turn around, take Xu Jingyan's finger, and gently pull it out twice .

Sensing Gu Bei's small movements, Xu Jingyan finally told the truth. He looked at Gu Bei and said, "Yes."

When a word fell, Gu Bei was stunned for a while, as if he didn't expect to get this answer so soon, but after reacting, his eyes lit up visibly with the naked eye.

–––If a person’s heart can set off fireworks, then Gu Bei’s happiness at that moment can probably set off all the fireworks for the rest of his life at once.

Recalling the repeated encounters in the past six months, Gu Bei clenched Xu Jingyan's fingers as if in a dream: "Really, really?"

"Yes." Xu Jingyan answered him.

Just when Gu Bei was so happy that he was about to jump up from the bed, Xu Jingyan on the other side suddenly asked softly, "What about you?"

"Me?" Gu Bei's joy was rushed to the brakes by his indifferent voice, he was stunned and then said without thinking: "Of course I am too."

Is this still doubtful?

If he didn't like Xu Jingyan, how could he have been tossing and tossing all these years, and how could he be reluctant to part with the capital over and over again?

Xu Jingyan glanced at him, then at his back, and calculated that the massage was almost over, so he gestured to Gu Bei for a pause, and while closing the jars one by one, he said to Gu Bei: " Wait a moment."

Then I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash my hands.

Gu Bei was taken aback by the sudden turn of events, and suddenly became anxious.

He didn't understand why Xu Jingyan asked him such a question, as if he was doubting his feelings.After all, in his heart, his liking for Xu Jingyan is something that absolutely needs no questioning.

The sound of water came from the bathroom, Gu Bei heard Xu Jingyan washing his hands, and knew that the other party wanted to talk after washing his hands.

But after waiting for so long, Gu Bei, who finally wanted an answer, didn't want to give him this time anymore. He was worried that when Xu Jingyan came out again, he would become the same cold Xu Jingyan as before.

So he hurried down from the bed.

But when he stood at the door of the bathroom and saw the other party, he suddenly didn't dare to be so hasty. After dawdling for a long time, he asked in a low voice, "Why are you asking me that?"

Xu Jingyan seemed to be thinking about something before, his brows were tightly furrowed, and he didn't pay much attention to Gu Bei's movements.

Turning his head at this moment, the display paused for two seconds, and then his eyes fell on his shoeless feet, and he frowned and said, "Wait for me outside first, and then we can talk when we come out."

Gu Bei was very anxious, with a sense of all-or-nothing success or failure. He was no longer as easy to talk as in the past, but looked at Xu Jingyan, the expression in his eyes gradually became firm, and then he said word by word: "Don't."

Xu Jingyan was stunned.

It seems that Gu Bei did not expect that Gu Bei would be so anxious, or he was surprised to find the strong worry and Han fear hidden under the anxiety.

After a pause of two seconds, he still made a compromise: "Then go put your shoes on first, and then come over and let us talk, okay?"

It was that soft tone again.

However, the more it was like this, the more Gu Bei could not listen to Xu Jingyan's gentle voice coaxing him.

It was as if he was afraid that this kind of treatment would suddenly disappear like before.

After a while, he sniffed lightly: "Okay."

Then he turned around and ran out, put on his shoes and walked in quickly.

This time, instead of standing at the door, he ran up to Xu Jingyan and said, "I'm ready."

Seeing that Gu Bei was in poor condition, Xu Jingyan was not in the mood to continue washing his hands meticulously. He wiped it casually, and felt that the bathroom was really not a good place to talk, so he took Gu Bei out.

When passing by Gu Bei, he thought of something, reached out and grabbed his wrist.

He didn't hold hands directly, but pulled his wrists, as if expressing his emotions, but also as if restraining his emotions.

·

Xu Jingyan's worries about Gu Bei are very simple.

It’s still the same as in the past, thinking that Gu Bei has always been with him since he was a child, especially when he was in the most difficult time, Xu Jingyan was even his only support, and after so many years, he will naturally feel a sense of dependence.

Xu Jingyan is definitely not a person who is not confident. He deeply understands his own strengths and weaknesses, so he understands even more. People mistakenly think that they like it for a while.

And if this is really a misunderstanding, then with the running-in between getting along, the passage of time, and the increase in experience, it will be resolved one day.

He is not willing to numb Gu Bei, and it is impossible to mislead and restrain him because of his own selfish desires in the future.

And based on their relationship, once they are separated in the future, it will be a huge loss to both of them.

Xu Jingyan has always been fearless, but even so, this is a risk he is not willing to take.

Because Gu Bei grew up in the softest corner of his heart from a very long time ago.

After hearing Xu Jingyan's voice, Gu Bei paused.

He never thought that Xu Jingyan would think of such a deep place, even in a direction he had never thought of.But after realizing that the other party was speaking seriously, Gu Bei also became serious.

He thought about it for a long time, then looked at Xu Jingyan and said, "But I'm not what you said."

In this regard, Gu Bei is very firm: "I really like you."

After blurting out this sentence, Gu Bei was stunned for a moment, and soon realized that it would not be difficult to say it a second time, so he emphasized it again word by word: "It's true. "

Xu Jingyan looked at him without saying a word.

Looking at his appearance, Gu Bei knew that he hadn't been persuaded, so he bit his lips lightly, and suddenly thought of something, and asked back: "Then according to you, the so-called influence should be mutual, how can you be sure you didn't Are you affected?"

After Xu Jingyan heard these words, he suddenly tilted his head and said, "You want me to tell the truth?"

As soon as his words hit the ground, Gu Bei's heart suddenly tightened. Some bad omen slowly rose. He stretched out his hand and pressed Xu Jingyan's wrist, struggling in a low voice: "Don't say it."

But Xu Jingyan still said: "I'm not sure."

That's why he didn't pierce that layer of paper for a long time.

After all, he is seven years older than Gu Bei. Gu Bei can think less, be more confused, and even take less responsibility, but he can't.

If he didn't even figure it out for himself, he rashly agreed to start with Gu Bei, he wouldn't be able to get past this.

·

That night, Xu Jingyan's four words drove Gu Bei into the abyss again, and Gu Bei who returned to the room silently was sad until midnight.

He really hates this tossing and turning feeling too much.

Especially when Xu Jingyan said "I'm not sure", Gu Bei felt that his confidence that had just been piled up was crushed in an instant.

He first thought about it for a while under the quilt, and then forced himself to be patient, constantly thinking in his mind that the relationship is a matter between two people, and if he wants to start, he has the obligation to smooth out the doubts of the other party, and then he began to seriously think about what Xu Jingyan said If you pass.

He thought about it all night, and came to the conclusion that Xu Jingyan's question had no solution at all.

How can a person ensure from the beginning that there will be no friction or any change in the relationship in the process of getting along?

But Xu Jingyan raised him after all, and brought him by his side since he was very young, and even Gu Bei's parents had great kindness for him.

So much so that Xu Jingyan had to put heavy shackles on himself from the very beginning.

But how would he break the shackles?

I touched the optical brain and saw that it was already two o'clock in the morning.

Thinking of going to school the next afternoon, not being able to meet Xu Jingyan for the next ten days, unable to solve the problem, and going straight to the freshmen's start of school in the future, Gu Bei's heart felt as if it was being pulled.

He tossed and turned on the bed until three o'clock, even his eyelids began to swell, and he was still reluctant to go to sleep.

At 42:10, Gu Bei, who stared at the ceiling with hostile eyes for [-] minutes, got up from the bed and went straight to Xu Jingyan's room.

·

After Gu Bei left in a fit of anger, Xu Jingyan didn't fall asleep either.

His torment was no less than that of Gu Bei's, with all kinds of thoughts in his mind.

Especially when he thought over and over again of Gu Bei's cheeks that suddenly darkened before he left, he even felt an urge to try first before speaking no matter what.

But every time this impulse appeared within three seconds, it would be firmly suppressed by reason.

He just kept his eyes open in the dark until at 42:[-] in the morning, he heard the sound of hurried footsteps outside.

Xu Jingyan heard that it was Gu Bei's footsteps, he was stunned for a while, and then when Gu Bei pushed the door hard and entered, he sat up suddenly from the bed.

He wanted to ask Gu Bei what's wrong, but before he finished speaking, Gu Bei rushed to him.

More decisive and resolute than ever before.

After standing beside him, he immediately said, "Don't think about that."

There was anger in his tone that had been suffocated for a long time, if Xu Jingyan had turned on the light at this time, he could even see Gu Bei's blood streaks rising from his restless mood and staying up late these days.

However, he didn't have time to observe these details, because in the next second, Gu Bei reached out and touched his arm muscles.

Xu Jingyan: "?"

"Just tell me, do you feel it when I touch you like this?" Gu Bei said while touching it several times, even putting Xu Jingyan's hand on his body.

Xu Jingyan: "..."

"It feels different from what you said." Gu Bei said firmly, and at that moment, he even thought of a perfect counterexample: "There are so many soldiers in your team, everyone thinks you are amazing, imagine you Same, this is Mu Qiang; if you leave you, the army’s morale will be turbulent, and you may even lose the battle. This is dependence. Then they are the same as me, can they feel it when they touch you?"

Xu Jingyan: "..."

He simply couldn't imagine these complex feelings towards Gu Bei on other people, let alone on his soldiers, that scene...he couldn't imagine it.

"I like you, but I don't want to be like you. I don't want to be a soldier. Although I don't know what I want to do in the future, I will think about it slowly. My dependence on you is not absolute. , if you don't like me, I can go to a university far away from the capital, I stay not because I can't live without you, but because I like you, and also," Gu Bei said, reaching out to touch Xu Jingyan Put: "I want to touch you."

Xu Jingyan: "..."

After talking a lot, Gu Bei was so tired that he gasped for breath, and when he saw Xu Jingyan's eyes clearly in the dark night, he felt that he had just exhausted all his courage for the next year.

But it has come to this point, how can he retreat?

Gu Bei sat on the edge of the bed, wanting to give a final enlightenment, but after sitting down, he realized that he suddenly became shorter than Xu Jingyan.

Such a cut directly let his momentum drop.

After finally mustering up such great courage, Gu Bei would never allow this to happen.

He glanced at Xu Jingyan's long legs that were half erected under the quilt, gritted his teeth, went to bed and sat across his thighs and knees, pressed him down, and said condescendingly, "Do you want to touch people just by seeing them?"

Xu Jingyan was taken aback by his crackling operation. After hearing the question from the god outside the sky, Xu Jingyan paused for three seconds to digest the meaning, and then replied: "How is it possible?"

"Then do you want to touch me and kiss me?" Gu Bei answered cracklingly, and after he finished, his face started to burn.

Recalling the series of bold words I just said, my head is almost turning into a kettle.

But success or failure depends on one move, Gu Bei forced himself not to fall down.

In the end, Gu Bei sniffed, threw his face away forcefully, and said to Xu Jingyan, "I thought about it."

"So can you trust me?"

It took a while in the silent night before Xu Jingyan's voice came.

He said, "... yes."

The author has something to say: Together! ! !

This chapter is over.

In the first half of the next chapter, I will finish writing the little tail who confirmed the relationship the next morning, but the title will be marked after marriage, so this chapter ends if it is so ambiguous~

About 1-2 chapters after marriage, I don’t plan to write too much, I will finish it all at once tomorrow, and then this book will officially end.

Everyone!

You are looking forward to it.