All the stars know that he is my ex-boyfriend

After the boyfriend, facing Gu Bei's speechlessness, Xu Jingyan did not continue to ask.

The sound of the waves from the crowd was still there, and the incident seemed to have passed so lightly.

The subsequent journey seemed to be the same as before, they were still eating, drinking and having fun, and they were still talking, but Gu Bei somehow felt that something was wrong between him and Xu Jingyan.

And what's wrong this time is more serious than every ups and downs before.

After returning home, this feeling of wrongness reached its peak.

Xu Jingyan would still talk to him on a daily basis, but the kind of meticulous care has been restrained a lot, and many things that have to be taken care of for Gu Bei are left to the housekeeper as before.

There has never been such a natural shoulder-shoulder movement as before the journey.

The relationship between them became more and more rigid, even the old housekeeper noticed it and asked Gu Bei worriedly, "Xiaobei, did something unpleasant happen when you went out to play with your husband?"

Gu Bei was doing his homework at the time, when he heard this, he raised his head, forced a smile and said, "No."

The old butler also watched him grow up, and he knew something was wrong when he saw this smile, but Gu Bei insisted on saying this, so he couldn't keep asking, so he could only keep trying to ease the relationship between the two afterwards.

Strange to say, according to the old housekeeper's understanding of Xu Jingyan, although the latter looks strict, he often indulges Gu Bei unconditionally, but he is not very good at expressing it.But this time something was wrong, no matter what he said, Xu Jingyan had no intention of retreating, and it was the same with Gu Bei.

...Take a good trip, why come back like this?

The old butler had gray hair and a sad face.

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Even Gu Bei could understand Xu Jingyan's estrangement and acquiesced to such treatment.

He obediently goes to class every day, obediently does his homework when he comes home, and stays in his room when he has nothing else to do, trying not to touch Xu Jingyan as much as possible.

He thought that this situation could be maintained at least until he graduated, but it turned out that he still overestimated himself, and the impact of this incident on him was far more serious than he imagined.

The negative emotions accumulated in his mind became more and more. After having several nightmares in succession, Gu Bei felt that he could not go on like this any longer.

In the middle of the night one day, he knocked on the door of Xu Jingyan's room. He hesitated at first, but then became more and more determined: "Brother Yan, can I ask you a question?"

At three o'clock in the morning, Xu Jingyan's room was still well lit, and the room was still full of official document screens as before.

When he looked at Gu Bei, he frowned slightly, as if he was a little tired. Seeing him like this, Gu Bei suddenly couldn't ask any more questions.

He never hoped that he would become Xu Jingyan's burden. He hoped that Xu Jingyan would feel happy when he thought of him, and it would be even better if he could feel better because of it.

It's a pity that after something like this happens now, this wish will probably never come true.

Gu Bei thought.

"What?" Xu Jingyan looked down at Gu Bei.

His voice was cold, and Gu Bei's already unhappy heart suddenly became more bitter. After choking for a while, he looked into Xu Jingyan's eyes and said word by word: "If I say... I don't like girls, will you support me?" ?”

After Gu Bei's words fell to the ground, the whole world seemed to become quiet.

Xu Jingyan looked at him, his black eyes changed from dark to darker, and Gu Bei couldn't see any emotion clearly.

But he thought that Xu Jingyan should understand what he meant.

Homosexuality has been legalized in the Federation for a hundred years, and now any gender orientation is no longer heterogeneous in the Federation, and scientific research institutes are even actively developing channels to provide same-sex marriages to conceive children.

Whether you like a man or a woman, you don't need anyone's support in the Federation.

So the meaning of this sentence is actually to confirm the source of Xu Jingyan's behavior this time around.

He was admitting Xu Jingyan's guess, admitting that he liked him, and then asked Xu Jingyan's opinion.

This question is very cryptic, but it took Gu Bei several days of courage to say it.

As if centuries had passed, the face of Xu Jingyan in front of him remained motionless. He stared fixedly at Gu Bei for a long time, and finally said three words slowly and firmly.

"not support."

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After that, the friends around Gu Bei discovered that Gu Bei, who was so lazy that he wanted to stay at home every day, suddenly became restless.

Actively participate in small activities in the classmate group, and after having fun, it is no longer a rare thing to come home late.

"Your brother doesn't care about you?" the friend asked Gu Bei curiously.

Gu Bei was biting a piece of marshmallow and said with a smile, "It doesn't matter."

"During my lifetime," the friend clicked his tongue twice and raised his wine glass: "Brother, I respect you for regaining your freedom!"

Gu Bei looked at the wine bottles on the table around him, and when he was about to reach out, he remembered the serious look of Xu Jingyan when he gave him the prohibition order.So the hand turned to the fruit drink aside without a trace, raised it and touched the little friend, blinked and said: "You still can't drink wine."

The little friend waved his hand freely: "It's okay, it's already very rare to be able to come out."

Gu Bei smiled and drank the fruit drink.

The students next to me blew light wine for a while, and began to feel that the pressure was too much recently----they are already in the second half of the third year of high school, and the unified examination is approaching. It is time to choose a school and the future.

Their ambitions are different, and it is inevitable that they will go their separate ways in the end.

The students were feeling emotional, while Gu Bei was silently sitting on the side with his fruit drink in his arms, occasionally laughing when he heard them making funny jokes.

With curved eyebrows and soft hair, she looks gentle and beautiful under the street lamp beside the food stall.

It was past eleven o'clock, when everyone was having a rough time, a certain friend thought of something, moved to Gu Bei's side, and asked curiously, "Yes, Gu Bei, what school do you plan to go to in the future?"

"I haven't thought about it yet," Gu Bei said.

"It must be local, right?" Another said, "Your brother must be worried about you going too far."

Gu Bei glanced at him, smiled at him, lightly touched the side of the fruit drink cup with his slender fingers, and did not answer.

That expression seemed friendly, but full of distance, no one knew what he was thinking.

There were so many people, and if he didn't answer, the others would stop asking more questions and move on to the next topic.

As the night darkened, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians around, and the joyous appearance of the teenagers was particularly conspicuous. While watching them, Gu Bei silently drank juice and thought about his own affairs.

And somewhere on the corner of the street that he didn't know, there was a dark suspension car parked, and Xu Jingyan was sitting in it.

After he got home, he heard from the housekeeper that Gu Bei hadn't come back yet, and then heard the housekeeper worrying about Gu Bei's abnormal behavior of returning home late this month, he was worried and ran out.

It was very easy for him to check Gu Bei's whereabouts, and it didn't take long before he asked the driver to drive to this food stall.

He just looked at Gu Bei who was illuminated by the street lamp beside the food stall, his fair skin was particularly glaring, but for Xu Jingyan, what was more glaring than that skin was his smile that never reached the bottom of his heart.

The young man is sitting in the crowd, but he is out of the crowd. His beautiful eyes seem to have something, but also seem to be empty. Under the thin coat, his figure is clearly not thin, but it still looks thin in the eyes of others. .

Xu Jingyan's heart was stabbed suddenly.

Gu Bei sent it from the bottom of his heart, and a smile like a warm sun suddenly appeared in his mind.That smile was so beautiful that Xu Jingyan's eyes suddenly darkened.

After a long while, he closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and gently pinched the space between his brows.

Don't let yourself think about it.

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Time flies, and Gu Bei graduated from high school in the blink of an eye.

On the night of the end of the unified examination, Gu Bei had another party with his friends.

Half a year of indulgence made him return late without any burden. Not only did he return late, but he also had an unusual drink.

When clinking wine glasses, Gu Bei kept flashing images of Xu Jingyan issuing a prohibition order, but he still drank in the end.

It was as if this mouthful could erase Xu Jingyan's appearance from his mind.

Later, when he was sent home by his friends, Gu Bei was scared, but he wasn't too scared.

In the past six months, he has returned late countless times. The old housekeeper would talk about him at the beginning, fearing that it would be unsafe for him to return too late, but then he didn't say much about it.

And Xu Jingyan never asked, probably not interested.

Gu Bei thought.

Just when he thought that this time, as in the past, nothing would happen after appeasing the old housekeeper, but he never expected that when his friend sent him home, it was Xu Jingyan who opened the door.

Gu Bei: "..."

After some useless struggle, the friends ran away under Xu Jingyan's cold gaze.

Xu Jingyan brought him in, his condescending gaze was a little cold, Gu Bei was seen trembling, but he still smiled at him, recalling the decision he just made, and the relationship between the two of them that has become more and more cold in the past six months , Gu Bei's smile grew wider, and the corners of his eyes were slightly sour.

"The unified examination is over, and the students want to have dinner together, so I just drink a little."

After all, he still didn't give up, and couldn't help explaining to Xu Jingyan.

However, after hearing these words, Xu Jingyan turned around and left without saying a word.

After half a year, this should have been expected long ago, but Gu Bei's heart seemed to have been hit in half by a blunt object.

Where Xu Jingyan couldn't see, he took a light breath, and then let it out again, the firmness in his eyes became stronger and stronger.

When Xu Jingyan suddenly asked him where he planned to take the exam after graduation, Gu Bei was already very calm and composed.

He reported the name of a place, which is one hundred and eight thousand miles away from the capital.

Xu Jingyan paused after listening, and immediately frowned and said, "Aren't you staying in the capital?"

Gu Bei smiled at him naturally: "I won't stay, the major I want to choose is better for employment there."

Xu Jingyan's brows furrowed even deeper: "Are you planning to stay there after graduation?"

"Yeah." Gu Bei nodded.

Xu Jingyan looked at him.

That look was very deep.

The author has something to say: I accidentally stepped on glass shards and broke it when I went out tonight

It's late to go home after processing, so the update is postponed, sorry.

Continue tomorrow.

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Seeing the little angel, Guess that Brother Yan has opened his mind and flirted with Beibei.

No duck, after all, Brother Yan grew up watching Beibei, and he is a relatively honest person. There are many factors to consider, and he will have his own emotional struggle~