I will not have children

Ji Chun carried a bamboo basket on his back, took two daggers and walked up the mountain. When he went up the mountain, there was a dense forest. The weather this day was dull and not as clear as usual. Sometimes a gust of wind blew through the forest and made rustling noises. , he walked slowly among the woods, thinking about Su Ran's indifferent expression when he left, and he didn't respond to the prey that passed by occasionally, he seemed to be here to relax.

Suddenly the grass moved, and a hare sprang out of it, which disturbed Ji Chun's meditation. He wanted to stab the dagger at his waist, but he retracted the dagger the next moment, and quickly chased after the rabbit. He ran for a while, He finally caught the rabbit, touched the smooth fur of the rabbit, looked at the pitiful and frightened eyes, couldn't bear it in his heart, and let the rabbit run away with a light hand.

His hands are empty, just like his heart at this time, he is very confused now, he doesn't know what to do, wandering around the forest alone for several hours, but he didn't meet any suitable prey, so he finally returned home empty-handed up.

Walking to the door of the house, the door was closed, obviously it was still the state when he just left, Su Ran didn't come back, and now it was noon, thinking that Su Ran went out with the children of Liang's family, maybe he was left there for lunch at noon Thinking of Su Ran's attitude towards him now, he didn't even want to go to Liang's house to find someone, but just entered the house silently, made some simple meals, ate a few mouthfuls, and fell asleep on the bed.

When he was lying on the bed, he could clearly recognize Su Ran's smell. Such an embarrassing thing happened last night, and he remembered that after Su Ran fell asleep last night, he couldn't help but kissed the man in his heart. He felt even more complicated. He already knew what he wanted, so he could no longer look at the relationship between the two with the mentality of the past. They slept together on the same bed day and night. He couldn't guarantee that after last night, he would still endure it. He can't stop doing anything, and he can't guarantee what Su Ran will do to him. After thinking about it, he made a decision to go to the forest to chop some wood and make a bed. He will go to the east room to sleep in the future. In this way, the two of them don't have to have the embarrassment of last night.

He didn't sleep all night last night, and got up early in the morning. Now lying on the bed, he naturally felt sleepy. The wind is very cool today. He wanted to open his quilt and cover him, but when he stretched out his hand, he felt sleepy. At that moment, he made a bend and took the quilt that Su Ran usually covered, and covered himself. There was always a vague fragrance on Su Ran's body, and the quilt completely covered his body. The smell completely enveloped him, making him a little drunk, and there was a sentence floating in his mind, this is Su Ran's...

In the dream, Su Ran seemed to be no longer angry with him. He was standing with his head tilted and smiling evilly, looking at him. He walked over slowly, and obsessively raised his hand to touch Su Ran's cheek. Instead of refusing, he wrapped his arms around his waist, and the two of them were close to each other. He smoothly and instinctively lowered his head and licked Su Ran's pale thin lips, absorbing the unique taste of Su Ran.

About half an hour later, Ji Chun woke up from the dream. Everything in the dream seemed to be real. He held his forehead and carefully thought about whether he had reconciled with Su Ran, was really together, and was trying to remember. After what happened before and after, he realized that all this was a dream, and he felt even more lost in his heart. He got out of bed and folded Su Ran's quilt and put it on the side of the bed, thinking that he had taken Su Ran's quilt privately while Su Ran was away. Covering him with the quilt, he suddenly felt that his behavior was very contemptible. When did he, Ji Chun, become a person who secretly blasphemed Su Ran with a dirty heart.

With remorse and shame, he went to the river to wash his face and went up the mountain again. When he returned home again, he dragged three thick tree trunks back. He borrowed a bark knife from the neighbor and dragged the wood into the empty east He squatted on the ground and began to work. He found that if he kept himself busy, Su Ran's shadow would fade in his mind a little. He was bloodshot and his clothes were stained with wood chips, and he didn't have the slightest intention to stop. Hearing the sound of the blade scraping the bark, his heart unexpectedly calmed down.

As long as the bed is ready soon, the two of them keep a certain distance, and wait for the child to be born, they will go on the road to find Dimang, and after everything is over, he will take the child back to Shaolin to make atonement, Su Ran is still the supreme leader of the demon sect, And he is still that unknown Shaolin disciple, and the two of them may have no reason to be together in the future... Thinking of this, his heart throbbed, and he didn't know whether it was sweat or tears, and drops fell into the palms that faintly overflowed with blood , fell on the rough bark...

He was busy all the time, and he didn't know how long it had passed. He reckoned that it was not too late. He glanced out from the window of the east room, but found that the sky was much darker than usual, and the wind became strong, blowing He opened the door and window of the east room, which made him feel a little uneasy, maybe it was going to rain, he finally stopped his hands, opened the door and went out to wash his hands, and when he walked into the yard, he really felt that the wind was holding him. The fine drizzle began to fall one after another. He raised his eyes and looked at the sky. The dark clouds had condensed together, heralding the coming storm.

I don't know why Su Ran hasn't come back now, Ji Chun is getting more and more worried, the indifferent look of Su Ran when he left appears in his mind again, his heart is full of panic and fear, he won't leave!I remember that night a few months ago, Su Ran drank alone in the wine shop, and finally got a stomach ache in the cold night, and now Su Ran's stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and he can't stand the cold anymore!He hardly dared to think any more, took the umbrella and rushed out, only to hear the courtyard door shut with a bang, and he didn't have time to turn around to lock the door, and rushed straight to Liang's house.

As time went by, the wind and rain became more and more severe, and the sky became completely dark. There was endless darkness in the vast sky. Ji Chun finally walked to the door of Liang's house with rapid steps, and knocked on the door eagerly. .

Soon, Dr. Liang opened the door from the inside, saw Ji Chun, and asked in surprise, "Ji Chun, why are you here?"

"Doctor Liang, is Su Ran there?" Ji Chun didn't care to wipe the rain from his face, seeing Doctor Liang ask quickly, he was in a panic.

"Mr. Su is not with me. Didn't he go home?" Doctor Liang replied, explaining, "Zhenger told me last night that Mr. Su accepted him as an apprentice, and he went to your house early this morning. He came back with Young Master Su, and Young Master Su went back afterwards, I thought he had gone home, why? Isn’t he here?”

"He hasn't come back yet," Ji Chun's face was terribly gloomy, and he said to Dr. Liang in a hoarse voice, "I'm going to look for him, excuse me!" rushed into the rain.

Dr. Liang wanted to say something, but he couldn't keep up with Ji Chun's footsteps, so he stood at the door and looked at Ji Chun's back in a hurry, sighed, and thought, there is no difference between a man and a man, why can't he Tolerate in the world?

Jichun almost passed through every corner of the trail in the whole village, and finally saw the figure standing with a big belly in a dark broken house where no one lived in. He rushed forward and walked in front of Su Ran, His face was gloomy and terrifying, the clothes on his body were almost completely soaked, and the rain on his face dripped down along the contours of his face. His thick eyebrows and black eyes locked tightly on this person, making Su Ran feel a kind of fear rising from the bottom of his heart. , while Su Ran still maintained his haughty temperament, staring at Ji Chun with his chin up, without showing any guilt in his heart.

At the moment when he saw Su Ran, Ji Chun finally let go of the heart that had been hanging over him. His anger and annoyance made him unable to maintain his usual gentle temper. Almost instinctively, he hugged Su Ran in his arms , pressed his head firmly against his chest, let his heart stick to this person's body, felt the existence of this person, and gradually calmed down the fear and anxiety in his heart.

Su Ran didn't struggle, he knew that the monk in front of him was really worried about him, so he wasn't angry, and the indifference and arrogance that he wanted to maintain gradually became plain and steady because of this embrace, and he felt The monk's clothes were soaked and pitifully cold.

"Why don't you go home?" After hugging for a while, Ji Chun finally calmed down, let go of Su Ran and asked in a deep voice.

Su Ran was annoyed by Ji Chun's tone. He who planned not to fight coldly suddenly became angry, and raised his chin and replied coldly, "I don't need to tell you where I am going? Who are you?!"

Ji Chun was so pissed off by Su Ran's indifferent attitude that he didn't know anything wrong. He was like this last time in Liuyun Castle. He left without saying a word, and he couldn't find him after that. How much he found during that time Hard work, how anxious my heart is, this person has no idea!The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, his face became more serious and gloomy, his black eyes fixed on this heartless man, his breathing became more and more heavy, he took a step forward and grabbed Su Ran's shoulder heavily, using some strength to hold him He leaned against the wall, bowed his head and ordered, "From now on, you must go home when it gets dark! You must tell me where you are when you go out!"

"Oh! What a joke!" Su Ran didn't show any fear at all. He couldn't break away from Jichun's imprisonment even though he struggled hard. He simply raised his head and stared at the monk resolutely, and said with a cold snort, "What is your identity? What qualifications do you have?" Command me?"

Ji Chun was anxious to continue talking, but thought that it was not suitable to talk more at this time and place, so she took Su Ran's hand firmly with one hand, and held the umbrella in the other hand, pulling Su Ran away from the dark and dilapidated place without saying a word. In the house, the voice was low but said with an irresistible majesty, "Go home!"

Although Su Ran didn't want to be ordered by the monk, he didn't want to stay in this cold and dark house any longer, so he followed the monk out of the dilapidated house without saying a word.

In the night, the cold wind and the cold rain made both of them shiver, the thin paper umbrella could hardly resist the howling wind, Su Ran couldn't help but began to squeeze to Ji Chun's side in an attempt to protect him from the wind, rain and cold, but in When the body touched the monk again, he suddenly realized that the monk's clothes were all wet. At first he thought that the monk kept a distance from him deliberately and refused to pay attention to him, although the umbrella was more inclined to him.But now he seemed to understand that the stupid monk was afraid of getting his clothes wet.