[HP] Mrs. Snape

"Ah, ah~~" Knocking on her head vigorously, Arya yelled regretfully.

Then, unwilling to give up, he picked up the pregnancy test stick in his hand and carefully looked at the instructions. That's right, there are two.

"God, help me!" Arya groaned while sitting on the toilet with her head covered.

How can it be?How can it be?Isn't it just one night?Not just once?How did you get pregnant?Oh, it seems more than once that night, right?Ah, no, no, not when I was thinking about this, Alia took out a new pregnancy test stick and tried again, the result was the same, it still showed pregnancy.

"Woo," banging herself on the head vigorously, Arya absolutely didn't want to admit that such a stupid thing was done by herself.

In order to avoid the rain, I went to the home of a drunk strange man, and obviously I had planned it carefully, just rested for one night and ran away secretly the next morning. I was even ready to knock the man unconscious, but a nerd made me I relaxed my vigilance, and then, that person somehow entered the room, and the two had a relationship, and it seemed that I was the one who took the initiative? !

The next morning, after waking up, naked|naked, she stared at the same undressed man for a while, and then she forced herself to wear the expression that called Snape the devil. Good clothes, I seemed to say "It was a good night, wasn't it?", and even left a comforting kiss on the corner of the nerd's mouth, after all, I put him... um, that one, didn't I?And looking at that nerd, it seemed like it was the first time, which made Arya feel even more guilty. After closing the door gracefully, she ran away like a panicked rabbit.

At this point, the matter is not out of control, after all, Arya felt really good that night.

She clearly remembered to buy contraceptive pills at the time, but she went to the company to report with her cash-strapped, and used some small tricks to advance half a month's salary in the finance department, and rented a small shelter. The money in her wallet is not even enough for food, that is, in order to save money, she dares not take the bus and keeps walking to and from work.

Coupled with the new job that just started, Alia was so busy that her feet never touched the ground. During this period of time, her longest sleep time per day was six hours. Birth control pills?It has long been thrown out of the sky.

So, so, after realizing something was wrong with her body and finally having money to buy a pregnancy test stick, Alia got the news that she was pregnant, and if there were no accidents, it had been five weeks.

"Oh my god, what to do, what to do!" Arya leaned against the wall of the bathroom in pain, wanting to cry without tears.

Then I raised my head suddenly, don't panic, don't panic, Alia, don't panic, not necessarily, yes, not necessarily, after all, the pregnancy test stick is a bargain for three pounds and two, isn't it?It is very likely that the quality is not enough and there is a mistake, right, right, remember the oolong that Susan made that time?Yes, it must be the same as Susan, it was just a false alarm, it was just a false alarm...

Aliya, who has been comforting herself, is in a much better mood. After calming down, she still decides to go to the hospital. She has to confirm the matter before she can arrange the next step of her life. She can't be like Susan, a fool who just hides in the dormitory and cries. .

Hospital

Holding the report issued by the doctor, Alia sat motionless on the bench, unable to think for a long time. It was too unexpected. The doctor said that the child was five weeks old and seemed to be developing well. The doctor said that it was just a small embryo. It has not yet been formed, and it will start to produce a human form in the eighth week. It will have a big head, and you can even hear the heartbeat...

Covering her face, Arya felt at a loss for the first time. She has always been the most planned and rational Arya.

No matter how she faced her parents for more than 20 years, she could take advantage of her mother’s guilt and her father’s unwillingness to admit her psychology to get the best treatment and material supplies for herself; in boarding school, except when she was four or five years old, she was bullied In addition, she quickly adapted to the environment and grew up, forming her own small gang, so that everyone, including those older children, would not dare to bully them; after graduating from school at the age of 16, she seemed to be like other girls Find someone to marry, or find a job to make ends meet, Alia tried her best and got into college!

Although it was a conservatory that her parents had always looked down on, since then, her father, who has always been indifferent to her, has slowly started dating her. Her mother, who was planning to cut off her living expenses when she was 16, also generously Handed her a sum of money, materially rich, and at the same time Alia also found a backer and lover for her unaccompanied self, a well-known young rich man in Manchester, the big Joe, in those years Alia Life is quite comfortable.

But after realizing that "Big Joe"'s prosperous career is closely related to Manchester's gangsters, she knows she can't get into this trouble.

So, Arya reacted quickly and used tricks to make "Big Joe" hate herself-slowly intervene in Big Joe's work, gradually bored Joe who likes canary girls, and then caught rape in bed, intentionally There was a lot of noise in Joe's office.Arya got her wish. When Joe covered the wound that Arya grabbed on his face and shouted "Get out, get out!", Arya suppressed her smile, covered her face with her hands and ran to the train quickly station, took the nearest train from Manchester to London, and came to London...

Alia didn't know whether Joe regretted it afterwards, but she knew that Joe didn't see through the plan she had set up, because a week later, after learning that she left Manchester penniless and came to London, Joe passed Susan He gave her all her things, including those precious jewels and some stock securities that Joe gave to Alia when he was happy, and gave her all of them, and even went to the university to help her with the relevant procedures , In other words, in the last academic year of the university, Alia only needs to study the courses by herself, hand in homework and papers by email on time, pass the exam, and then she can smoothly get a diploma from the University of Manchester...

Joe did not disappoint her!

Difficulties and setbacks?Arya was never afraid to face it!Those "little accidents" are for her to solve, but this child, who is slowly growing from an embryo into a human form in her stomach, cannot be solved...

The original plan, she planned to spend seven or eight years working hard to improve her competitiveness, and then at the age of 27 or [-], she would find a middle-to-high middle class to marry, buy a house in the suburbs with a big garden, and then Raise two puppies.After three to four years of marriage, she spends three to four years raising children and improving herself at home. She will never let her children go to boarding school. She will nurture them carefully, give them all their love, maintain a good family, and let their children feel that parents can give All the sense of security and warmth... When the child goes to school, she will have the opportunity and time to do what she likes to do, to play the piano, or join a band, or go to university for further studies...

But this unexpected child disrupted all her plans.

Walking slowly on the way home, Alia lowered her head and thought carefully. Children and family are what she has always dreamed of. When she was a child, whenever her classmates came home excitedly during holidays, she would secretly look for them alone. A little corner that no one finds to hide itself, and won't come out until everyone has left.

She has no home, and her father hates her, because when she was a child, some strange things always happened to her, because her mother turned around and sent her to a boarding school when she was only four years old after she divorced her father. Home for Christmas and summer with mum, but at the age of seven, mum managed to marry herself to an American real estate agent and left the UK, leaving Arya here alone.

Occasionally, Alia would go to her mother and stepfather's house during the holidays, but as she grew up, after her mother had a new child, she was reluctant to go, and more often worked under the hands of teachers or school staff. Odd jobs...

Without Lin, Arya believed that she would not be able to survive such a difficult day.In a way, Lynn raised herself.

"What should I do? Lin, a child? What should I do?" Alia asked involuntarily as she stood at the door of the hospital.Then, I remembered that Lin had disappeared, disappeared, and she was alone again.

She can no longer rely on Lin, she has grown up, she has to get out of the decision, the child is five weeks old, if you want to make a decision, you can't delay it any longer, the longer it takes, the more harmful it will be to your body.

That's right, Arya reaffirmed her decision, she must have an abortion, and she has only turned [-]. If she decides now, the thing in her belly can even be regarded as a child. It is just an embryo now, as small as It’s a small embryo like a tadpole, it doesn’t even have a brain, it’s the best choice to get rid of it now, my life is just on the right track, this child will disrupt everything, and she has no way to raise it, with it It won't work on its own unless sent to boarding school!

"Do you want your child to relive your pain? You know how miserable boarding school is, do you want your child to do the same?"

"But, but, but it is your own flesh and blood. Abortion means killing your child. You are the executioner, the murderer! And what you kill is your own child!" Alia shuddered suddenly. Covering her face, she crouched in a corner and cried "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...".

In the next few days, Aliya was in a trance, uneasy, thinking about solving this problem decisively, just like she did before, but she made an appointment with the doctor, and when she walked to the hospital gate, she hesitated again and ran quickly Going back to the apartment, I buried myself in the quilt, trembling and sobbing.

"Lin, Lin, what should I do? Lin!" Arya huddled herself into a ball under the quilt, just like when she was a child. Whenever this time, Lin would always smile and pat her, saying that she was a silkworm baby.

Unfortunately, no one answered her cries anymore.Lin has disappeared.

If Lin was here, she would definitely let her keep this child, Arya thought as she curled up under the covers.At that time, Lin often whispered in her ear, saying, when Aaliyah grows up, find a good man to marry, and then have as many babies as you want, don't worry about no one to take care of her, Lin Say, she can help Aliya with the baby...

Arya chuckled when she thought of a group of children being disciplined by a strict Lin.But then she frowned again.

If the child is born, how should she raise it?She is only in her early 20s, what should she do in her future life?

Moreover, if this child is born as an illegitimate child with an unknown father, don't you know what will happen to the child without a father?Aaliyah, think of Susan, don't you understand the misery she has had in life?Alicia said to herself.

Susan came to Aaliyah's school when she was ten years old, after she had been in a children's home run by a social charity in East London.

Susan was born without a father. She was brought up by her grandmother, and she was sent to a children's home by her mother as soon as she could walk. Even though there are all poor children there, there are still classes. Susan, who has no father The child is on the bottom floor of the children's home.The teachers managed these children strictly, the older children bullied the younger ones, and the younger children bullied the weaker ones.

Later, Susan told Aaliyah that she never asked her mother to send her more food, because she couldn't eat or use it, and as soon as she entered the door, it would be robbed. Burn the boiler only on Mondays.Clothes were also donated, big ones, and the wind was pouring inward, and the hands and feet were covered with frostbite in winter. After Susan's mother found a stable job in the boarding school where Alia was, the people in the village near the school The school was willing to give Susan a place in school, and Susan escaped from there.

Susan had told Arya blissfully that she had never been so warm and happy.Even if she lives in the boiler room that students like Arya and Sylvia never go to.

Material suffering is only one aspect. When Arya met Susan for the first time, she felt like a frozen quail, trembling with her head buried in her wings.

At that time, Sylvia led a group of people to surround Susan in the stairwell, and asked Susan maliciously loudly: "Hey, what's your last name, has your mother who lay on the floor all day found your black father? Haha, Susan, why does your mother want everyone, ah, illegitimate child, and black, haha..."

Such insulting words, but Susan kept her head down without saying a word. She huddled up and let Sylvia's servants bully her. Seeing that the insults became more and more unsightly, Arya couldn't help it. Only then stepped forward to stop it, and at the same time, once again formed a grudge with Sylvia, and Susan was brought into her small group by Alia.

Later, when Alia asked Susan why she didn't resist, Susan's answer surprised Alia. She said flatly: "I was originally an illegitimate child, everyone said that, not to mention that my mother couldn't tell me Who the hell is dad?"

That kind of naturalness, that kind of numbness makes Arya feel shocking even thinking about it.

So let your children suffer like that?Arya covered her face in pain, no, no!

For the next few days, Arya kept thinking, thinking about what Lin would tell her to do if she was there, thinking about her future plans.

She has been unable to make up her mind.Even though she cited countless reasons and told herself that it is not a good choice to keep a child at this stage, she is too young to afford a child, but at the thought of killing her own child, Arya's stomach twitched, aching Terribly.

She longed for a child, a child of her blood. She had never had the kind of family warmth that ordinary people can easily get. She started planning to build a stable and warm family for herself since she was 13 years old.Lynn also said with a smile that she was precocious.

Although the child came a bit early, but, it came after all, didn't it?From then on, she was no longer alone. Even if Lin suddenly disappeared one day, she still had a family member, a relative who was connected with her blood, didn't she?