Si Nian only had one announcement in the morning. He originally planned to go to the racecourse after work was over, but it was canceled by Chen Zhijing.Whether he is too sensitive or thinks too much, Si Nian always feels that something has happened to Chen Zhijing.

But no matter how worried he is, Si Nian also knows that such temporary changes in plans are usually force majeure, and it is not very pleasant for adults to have too much force majeure, and too much questioning will only increase the pressure on people.

So he didn't ask too much, and after a few instructions on WeChat, he asked the driver to divert back to Huanyu International.Although the number of announcements has decreased a lot in recent days, and he no longer needs to keep his feet on the ground, but as long as there is no traffic jam and the distance from Huanyu International to the racecourse is closer than Quanshanfang, he will not move.

After arriving home, the people who usually surrounded him left one after another, and Si Nian was the only one left in the 200-square-meter house.Normally, the feeling of loneliness would have come as promised, but now instead of feeling the loneliness of the past, he took out a can of beer from the refrigerator, sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looked at the high-rise buildings and busy traffic in the modern city, recalled Looking at the bits and pieces of yesterday, I blush for a while and smile for a while.

At noon, he was in a good mood to cook himself, and made two side dishes, but he didn't eat the staple food.The calories in beer have already exceeded the standard, and I am afraid that I will have to run on the treadmill all afternoon if I eat staple food.

As we get older, our metabolism declines. In order to maintain our figure, we have to eat less or exercise less.Although Si Nian is not fat-prone and has enough exercise, since he has entered this industry, good body management is also a kind of responsibility.

After eating and tidying up the kitchen, Si Nian turned on the TV to watch the news, but held the phone in his hand, looking through the pitiful chat records between himself and Chen Zhijing from time to time.

Just as Si Nian was looking at the chat records and pursing his lips and smiling, in an entertainment news broadcast on TV, the word "Yu Miao" pierced into his ears like a sharp sword, making the man who was addicted to the chat records look up in astonishment.

[…Yu Miao has agreed to divorce the American media tycoon Henry Adams.According to the prenuptial agreement between the two, Yu Miao will share nearly [-] million US dollars of property of the media tycoon, including the two are located in Florida...]

Si Nian Dingding looked at the picture of a woman who looked like a [-]-year-old girl on the screen. Before the news was over, he pressed the remote control and switched the channel to the music channel. The man on the screen was singing a song with some affection. The old love song of the year.

[Day and night are winter nights, I never refuse the arrival of sadness...]

Si Nian thought that because of this suitable song, he would recall the painful memories from five years ago, but he didn't expect that the memory would be revived, and he felt out of joint.It was like watching someone else's mime through a glass, he watched the man in his memory live a messed up life with cold eyes.

Time and new love are good medicine to heal trauma, no matter how painful the past is, one day you will be able to deal with it calmly.Si Nian looked at Chen Zhijing's last message and smiled in relief.

Hello Chen Zhijing, I will make up for you next time [kiss]

After watching TV and reading some books, Si Nian, who was thinking about making a pot of tea to pass the time, suddenly received a call from Chen Zhijing.

"Hello, respect?"

"Si Nian..." Chen Zhijing on the phone called Si Nian's name with a sigh, just a tone that was completely different from usual made his heart rise quietly, "You...where are you now?"

"Now at Huanyu International." Si Qing replied in a young voice, as if he was afraid that if his voice was a little louder, it would add pressure to the person on the other end of the phone.

Chen Zhijing brushed his hair irritably, "Can I go over to find you? Is it convenient?"

"Of course." Si Nian stood up from the sofa unconsciously, his tone was still gentle and gentle, but he walked around the room restlessly, "I'm alone at home, there is nothing inconvenient."

Chen Zhijing breathed a sigh of relief, "Then you send me the house number, and I'll come right over."

"Okay, I just want to prepare dinner, what do you want to eat?"

"...I don't want to eat anything, I just want to see you." Sitting in the car, Chen Zhijing sighed exhausted physically and mentally.

"……Ok, I will wait for you."

More than an hour later, Chen Zhijing rang the doorbell of Si Nian's house, and when the door opened, he smiled at the people inside, "Do you have any wine?"

Si Nian carefully looked at Chen Zhijing's face, nodded, "Yes."

"That's good. But before drinking, can you give me a hug first?" Chen Zhijing leaned against the door frame and tilted his head in disdain.

Si Nian didn't speak, but just opened his arms.

A few seconds later, Chen Zhijing, who was buried on Si Nian's shoulder, said sullenly, "Maybe I need to add a kiss..."

Si Nian gave one command and one movement, and kissed his lips as Chen Zhijing wished, and what happened next was logical.

During the whole process, Si Nian tried his best to be gentle, hugged Chen Zhijing tightly in his arms, and led him to the peak step by step with a slow but determined attitude.

At the moment when he climbed to the top, Chen Zhijing even had the illusion that he was not lying on the solid wood floor, but was gently supported by the clouds, floating in the sky.

After it was over, Chen Zhijing sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows with his shirt on and nothing on.Si Nian, who was wearing home pants and shirtless|bare to the waist, came over with a dozen beers, sat down behind him, and pulled him into his arms.

Chen Zhijing unceremoniously leaned against the person behind him, and opened a can of beer with some dissatisfaction, "Is there only beer? No stronger ones?"

Si Nian wrapped his arms around the waist of the man in his arms, and rubbed his hair like a big koala, "There's only this, how about I go downstairs and buy it?"

Not wanting the human sofa to go away, Chen Zhijing clicked his tongue, "Forget it, let's do it." He raised his head and took a big sip, then put the jar to Si Nian's mouth, "Drink?"

Si Nian bowed his head and took a sip from Chen Zhijing's hand.The wine spilled a little and spilled on Chen Zhijing's body, but he didn't mind, so he took another sip from the jar.

The two just looked at the night scene like this, you took a sip, and I shared the slightly bitter wine.One thought that was not expressed, one did not ask too much, just enjoying the night and enjoying each other's body temperature.

After a long time, Chen Zhijing suddenly asked, "If I have been like this all the time, with no prospects, playing a racecourse where I can't make ends meet, and being what everyone calls a playboy, what would you think?"

Si Nian smiled softly, "Then if I continue to stand still like this, my acting skills will always stagnate here, and finally I will become a past actor who relies on tricks to make money, what will you think?"

Chen Zhijing laughed, "You still have face!"

Si Nian's voice was also tinged with a smile, "You still have money."

Hearing this, Chen Zhijing turned to look at Si Nian, "Then we are not a natural couple?"

Si Nian looked into his eyes and nodded earnestly, "The ground pair."

"Pfft! Hahahaha!" Chen Zhijing laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten up, and fell to the ground with Sinian, "No, I didn't expect you to be quite humorous."

"I didn't expect that either." Si Nian, who was still holding his arms around his waist, looked at the person in his arms and turned to look at him, his eyes seemed to be shining in the darkness.

"I'm very sad, Si Nian. I feel that I sacrificed for my family and wronged myself in order to maintain this family. But today I found out that I was actually trying to maintain my dignity. I don't want to take advantage of my brother and be punished again. I was so overwhelmed that I couldn’t go to my father’s company, and my mother persuaded me to quit my company when I wanted to start my own company, but I was actually afraid of taking risks.”

"I acted like a victim, blamed others for my failure, and then hid in the racecourse with peace of mind... I, I am really hopeless." Chen Zhijing's voice trembled, but soon, He then covered up his seldom-exposed fragility in self-mockery, and only the redness at the end of his eyes still remembered his loss of emotional control just now.

Si Nian didn't offer any comfort immediately, and waited until Chen Zhijing's mood stabilized a little before he said, "No one is perfect, we all have various flaws, but we have to meet the expectations from our parents, ourselves, and even the society. , the pressure can be imagined, wanting to escape is not a shameful thing."

"We are luckier than most people. We don't have to worry about eating and drinking. We can even be regarded as a luxury. If we don't have any troubles, how can we let others live?" Si Nian gently kissed the corner of Chen Zhijing's eyes, "It doesn't matter if you are depressed or blame yourself. After venting your emotions, cheer up and find an opportunity to have a good talk with your mother."

"It may be painful, and you may even fail, but if you fail once, it will be twice, and if you fail twice, you will be three times. One day you will be able to convey your true thoughts to her and see her heart. When the day of reconciliation is reached, Then you can free yourself, and then you can figure out what to do next."

"At least...you still have this chance." Si Nian murmured, kissing Chen Zhijing's lips.

This kiss was so gentle, it even gave people an inexplicable sense of vulnerability, making it impossible for Chen Zhijing to ask that question——

Why do you say that?Could it be... you have no chance?

That night, Chen Zhijing stayed at Si Nian's house, and the two of them lay in bed hugging each other and slept until the sun was high.

When they woke up, both of them were wearing chicken coop heads, with newly grown stubble on their chins, and they were lying on the same pillow looking at each other.

After a while, Chen Zhijing grinned and said hoarsely, "How does it feel? When I opened my eyes in the morning, I saw a man just like you?"

Si Nian raised his hand and stroked his hair, and said with a smile, "It's not the first time, did you forget that I woke up before you in Xinyue last time?"

Chen Zhijing carelessly stroked the stubble on his chin, "Tsk, I was still regretting not getting up earlier to take care of myself so as to maintain the image in your mind, but did I already reveal my truth?"

Si Nian looked at Chen Zhijing carefully, "I've seen everything else, but stubble is quite new."

Chen Zhijing paused, turned around as if nothing had happened, and turned his back to Sinian, "You don't have one yet. Besides, my beard is not thick, so I can shave it every three days."

"Really? Then I'm not very lucky, I can meet the time when your stubble grows." Si Nian got up and whispered in Chen Zhijing's ear, "Why don't you shave, I think it looks pretty. "

"Really?" Chen Zhijing's eyes lit up, and he followed Si Nian out of bed and into the bathroom.When Si Nian was brushing his teeth, he looked at the mirror on the sink and was complacent, "I also feel that I am quite masculine like this, but my previous boyfriends didn't like it."

Hearing those harsh words, Si Nian spat out the foam in his mouth, hugged the people around him, and covered his face with the remaining toothpaste foam at the corner of his mouth.

After the kiss, he patted Chen Zhijing on the shoulder, said "Looks good, keep it." and went into the shower.

"???" Chen Zhijing, who was so dazed by the kiss, looked at the toothpaste foam stamped on his face, and then at the beautiful body in the shower room, a small light bulb lit up on his forehead——

"Fuck, aren't you jealous?!"

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