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It is not necessary to say that Ji Hang is drifting away, but the direct consequence of drifting away is that the two of them nestled in bed that night and chatted from that time until five o'clock in the morning.

This is the first time that Ruan Yi has mentioned this to anyone so thoroughly, he simply said what Ji Hang asked.

Ruan Yi: "In general, people may only know that depression is the loss of the ability to be happy, but in fact, depression affects intelligence and memory."

Ruan Yi is an English major. When he found that he was not as fast as before in reciting vocabulary and learning things, that was the first time Ruan Yi really felt the existence of depression.

Ruan Yi: "The doctor told me at the time that I must realize that I am already a patient, and I can no longer demand myself at the level of a normal person. I really couldn't bear it..."

The blow caused by the sense of front and back is terrible-the diagnosis of depression is also a fatal implication for the patient itself.

If Ruan Yi just felt that his mental state was not very good before, and he could adjust it with hard work, then the psychological diagnosis of the attempted sexual assault later really pushed Ruan Yi to a dead end, forcing him to face up to his birth. At that time, Ruan Yi had already reached the point where he needed to take medicine to get better.

Once this cognition is established, patients will subconsciously become dependent on drugs, and in severe cases, they may even feel that they cannot live without taking drugs.

"But this kind of thing is hard to say. If I don't take medicine, maybe I can get better by myself."

Ruan Yi said, seeing that Ji Hang's heart attack was about to start to bite his quilt, he couldn't help laughing and said: "Are you sure you must owe this so much, you are chasing after me to ask, and listening to it makes you want to cry It’s a bit too cute, it feels like this depression doesn’t belong to me, it’s more like yours.”

Ji Hang arched his head into Ruan Yi's shoulder again: "Before I talked to you, I thought I was fully prepared mentally, but I still couldn't help feeling distressed when I heard it. My distress is worthless. "

The two had changed from lying on their sides facing each other to lying side by side looking at the ceiling.

Ruan Yixiao's brows and eyes stretched, and he comforted him: "It's much better now, as long as I think that Xiao Mu is in charge of me, I feel that I can't break down yet, and I will work hard to become a normal person, and I can't be dissatisfied with Xiao Mu. A good influence, I put forward a small request to myself every day, and then fulfill it, I feel that life is actually quite easy, and playing games makes me happy."

"Oh my God, what kind of god are you? I'm really ashamed. I feel that I have nothing wrong with you. You work hard, you are lazy, and you just pass by. I have to reflect on myself." Ji Hang wiped his face twice, and said, "Compared to you, the little shit between me and FOD is really not worth mentioning."

Ruan Yi snorted a few times: "FOD also said that I look like Xing Xing."

As a result, Ji Hang just said "fart" after hearing it, and he became excited immediately, and he was very angry: "Baby, you can't listen to his nonsense, Xing Xing is not related to you at all, FOD is deliberately sowing discord, what a pity The photos in my phone are gone, otherwise I can show you what the stars look like."

At the end, Ji Hang murmured and added: "We are so handsome, is it just a joke? Let's just leave that stupid thing here and talk nonsense."

It may be that Ruan Yi doesn't know how to swear, so every time he hears Ji Hang swearing, he feels inexplicably happy, and said with a smile: "What's wrong with you, Xingxing is your... ex?"

Ji Hang was startled: "Don't do it, who gave you the wind, it's a bit scary."

"Didn't you say that you came back to celebrate his birthday on the weekend?" Ruan Yi didn't hide it, and asked everything he knew.

Ji Hang: "Wow... that can be a good brother, one leg is all messed up by fans, thanks to the fact that I caught you on my bed today, otherwise I wouldn't know that you even misunderstood me. An ex came."

In fact, the story back then was also simple, and Ji Hang finished it in just a few words.

To put it bluntly, it is the story of a small anchor who went astray, met the scumbag FOD, and was led astray.

He hangs out with shady anchors all day long, clubbing and dancing, but Ji Hang doesn't listen to his persuasion, and he will pay attention to what he tells him, and will control himself.

Ji Hang stared at the ceiling and said, "The ones who often go out to play around are actually contaminated with a lot of drugs, ranging from soft drugs to contraband."

Ruan Yi almost immediately recalled the syringe he saw in the bathroom trash can that night: "So... did Xing Xing follow them to take drugs?"

"Yeah." Ji Hang's voice was very calm, "The first time they met was at a host's dinner, they said they got along very well, but I heard that FOD's private life is very messy, the reputation is not good, and stars are not allowed When playing with him, FOD always relied on the fact that I was far away from him and couldn’t control him. Later, when we went out to play more times, he began to persuade Xingxing to follow them. The first few times Xingxing only touched soft drugs, but that day he passed On my birthday, I received a photo from FOD as soon as I got off the plane."

What is the content is self-evident.

Ruan Yi rubbed Ji Hang's head, and he could fully imagine his mood at that time: "Then you went to fight with FOD?"

Ji Hang raised the corner of his mouth and smiled: "I didn't see it, baby, you care so much about me, you even knew I had a fight with FOD."

Ruan Yi was about to answer when Ji Hang said again: "It should be and then I called the police."

Ruan Yi was stunned: "The star..."

"Yeah." Ji Hang said, "It wasn't his first time that day. I asked someone to watch him for me, but that person just told me with a playful smile that it's okay to be poisoned, and it's just to add to the fun once in a while. Behind my back, I told many people about Xingxing touching these things."

This was very uncomfortable, Ruan Yi didn't say anything, and heard Ji Hang repeat: "I called the police that night."

But it turned out that FOD and his group of blue whale friends were still bouncing around well, only Xing Xing was missing, and there was no such person in the entire network.

Ji Hang laughed at himself and said, "Two years ago, I was very disgusted with the fact that FOD was taken care of by the Blue Whale executives and was protected by the police, but I didn't expect that two years later, I would start to rejoice because of this incident. .”

Ruan Yi heard the man on his chest say: "The bar you went to that day was opened by the FOD patron. That night, as soon as FOD let you go home, you were called away by the patron. Fortunately, I know that FOD He really hates me enough, if he wants to resist me, he will definitely not be strong on you, he wants you to fall as willingly as the stars."

Ruan Yi paused: "I hate you because you called the police that time? But isn't he protected?"

Ji Hang sneered: "You may not believe it, but FOD really didn't want to be adopted because it was two women who wanted to adopt him, and the three of them played together. FOD didn't like it, but it was because of the time I called the police. Yes, if he doesn't want to go in, he can only accept it, and once he accepts it, he has been talking with those two women until now, and it's getting more and more unclear."

Sad, really sad.

Ruan Yi was unable to speak for a long time after listening to it, and always felt that the direction of the story was both dramatic and practical. It seemed to be very far away from him, but in fact it was only a few streets away from him.

"You don't even know how desperate I was when I heard you met him." Ji Hang put his hands on his stomach and said to the ceiling, "There was a heavy rain in Jiang City that night, the flight was delayed, and the police were useless. I thought You have a bad relationship with your parents, and you don't dare to ask anyone for help until the last resort."

Ji Hang: "There is no impenetrable wall in the world. I can delete the stars on the Internet and find no one there, but I really can't stop those gossips. Later, someone told me that the stars were determined not to touch them at first, but It is because he has met too many people, and if he is not happy, he will simply make a mistake."

"Fortunately, that idiot at FOD knows the flowers he plays, he is more life-saving, and has the habit of wearing a health bracelet, which allows me to have a more accurate real-time positioning to watch, otherwise I really couldn't survive last night."

After hearing this, Ruan Yi's heart was so soft that he touched the back of Ji Hang's neck soothingly: "Then what are you going to do with FOD?"

"Abetting drug use." Ji Hang said slowly, "I will find a way to get him in, and I won't let him have a chance to see you again, I promise."

But he didn't tell Ruan Yi what Ji Hang planned to do before he got in.

"Okay." Ruan Yi let out a sigh of relief, and said, "I now think that what you said is really very reasonable."

Ji Hang smiled: "Really, look at how many times I have read to you since I met you, and I just told you..."

Ruan Yi also laughed, and the two said in unison: "Our boys are going out, we must pay attention to safety and protect ourselves."

In the middle of the night, the two of them smirked at the ceiling for a long time like fools before stopping, the kind that they were out of breath.

Satisfied, Ji Hang patted his stomach: "Baby, I feel so accomplished now."

"What kind of achievement is this?" Ruan Yi wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Ji Hang straightened his back: "Look at me, I know so many little secrets of our little friend Ruan Yi."

"Really, but I still know a little secret of yours here." Ruan Yi suddenly showed a wicked smile, and said, "I feel that I am not at a loss at all."

"Huh?" Ji Hang's eyebrows twitched, probably because he knew that he liked him, otherwise he wouldn't have changed clothes in front of him so innocently.

"I didn't want to say it at first, but if I want to blame it, I will blame you for being too embarrassing and need to be beaten." Ruan Yi cleared his throat, and then the speed of his speech suddenly became faster, "Actually...you cried all over me this morning I was awake at the time hahahahaha!"

Ji Hang: "..."

Ji Hang: "..."

"No, no, how could it be tears, it's obviously my saliva, the saliva dripping from seeing our beautiful body." Ji Hang said affirmatively "Yes".

"Drooling and sniffing." Ruan Yi teased.

Ji Hang changed his words quickly: "Nosebleed! You don't have to suck your nose if you have a nosebleed..."

Ruan Yi: "Oh!"

How could Xiao Gongju admit that he could cry, and he said clearly: "We little fairy men can't shed tears, you know that."

"Oh!" Ruan Yi laughed again, not convinced.

It's been a long time since Ruan Yi has felt the time when he can be very happy talking to others. In the end, he was tired from laughing. Even if neither of them spoke, they felt comfortable lying down so quietly.

Ruan Yi suddenly said without beginning or end: "Actually, think about it, you seem to be similar to me."

Ji Hang didn't refute, but curled his lips and said, "I suddenly thought of something."

Ruan Yi: "Huh?"

The night light has been turned off.

Ji Hang recited in his voice that hadn't recovered from the cold and fever: "You're going to be a calm adult. Don't get emotional..."

Ruan Yi smiled, and joined him in a soft voice: "Don't secretly think about it, don't look back. Live another life of your own. You have to be obedient, not all fish will live in the same sea."

Haruki Murakami's words stopped here, but neither of them stopped.

Ruan Yi and Ji Hang: "Go to bed early every night, don't stay up late, don't think too much."

The room was very dark, and Ruan Yi couldn't see anything with his eyes open. Even if he didn't set the alarm clock to wake him up the next day tonight, he could sleep peacefully.

Because what is lying next to him now is a man who squeezed into his world by himself.

Closing his eyes, Ruan Yi suddenly felt that Ji Hang's hoarse male duck voice recitation just now sounded a little familiar, a feeling of déjà vu...

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Sleeping late without setting the alarm clock = being late for the live broadcast

After two days of waking up from this sleep, it was already [-]:[-] in the afternoon.

It was Ruan Yi who woke up first, the reason is very simple, his entire shoulder was pressed under Ji Hang's body all night, and now he has completely lost consciousness, he was awakened by numbness.

Talk about how you feel when you open your eyes and see a 1.8-meter-five strong naked man in your thin arms.

After Ruan Yi managed to push the dead man off his body, the strong man turned his head and hugged him up again, and even put most of his body on Ruan Yi's body. Lying paralyzed on the bed, unable to move, wishing to saw off his right arm and half of his shoulder, he hammered Ji Hang's body with his free hand for a long time before hammering him up.

In the end, after the man propped himself up from him, he lowered his head and asked him in a ignorant manner: "Huh? My dear, why did you sleep under my body..."

Ruan Yi: "..."

He looked at the person close in front of him blankly, his strength indifferent: "...Maybe I lifted you out of the bed in the middle of the night, and then stuffed myself in."