stay gold

After Lin Ye returned home, he turned on the computer and looked at the empty page without typing a single word. In the past seven years, his life has basically been smooth, and every day is the same.Lin Ye thought that he would never see him again, and that for the rest of his life, he would live peacefully in this place related to him, in this peaceful and warm city in summer.

The peace of more than 2000 days is the reason he used to suppress himself.But when those reasons disappeared, he needed to face the overwhelming anxiety and uncertainty.

Lin Ye finally closed the computer, leaned on his arm and closed his eyes, wanting to take a rest.

When Gu Ren returned to Xiaoyushan Villa, Lin Ye was sleeping lightly in a soybean bag.When he entered the door, he saw the thin figure at a glance, with his back to the door, curled up quietly, a ray of golden sunlight penetrated through the beige curtains, and fell on him.

Gu Ren walked over step by step, sat gently beside him, blocked the ray of sunlight with her body, carefully traced his face with her eyes, and compared it with the boy in her memory.

Lin Ye used to be thinner than now, so thin that it makes people feel distressed.Gu Ren thought, these years, he should not have suffered like that again.Her hair was longer than before, and a short strand of soft hair hung down on her forehead. Gu Ren stretched out her hand, but she didn't dare to touch it after all.

Lin Ye didn't sleep well, and there were some things in his heart that he couldn't let go of, and they were entangled in his mind when he fell asleep, and he became more and more tired. It didn't take long for him to wake up gradually.When he opened his eyes, he saw the face that had just appeared in his dream.

Before Gu Ren had time to put away the affection in her eyes, her heart was pounding.

Lin Ye stared at him blankly, but before he could react, he only relied on a little instinct to maintain calm, sat up halfway with his arms propped up, and asked faintly, "Why are you here?" He couldn't hear it in his tone. what emotion.

Gu Ren moved her lips, not knowing how to explain to him, took out her mobile phone, and handed him the page of chatting with Lin Ye before.

Lin Ye took a look at it, lowered his head and returned the phone to Gu Ren, frowning together, pressed his forehead with his hand, and then reluctantly said: "Mr. Gu, the upstairs has been packed."

When Gu Ren heard the word "Mr. Gu", his body froze.

Lin Ye turned around, put on his slippers, and stood up, as if preparing to take Gu Ren upstairs.

Gu Ren reached out and grabbed his fingertips.

"Xiaoye" Gu Ren's voice trembled slightly.

These two words easily pierced the calmness that Lin Ye was maintaining tightly. In his voice, Lin Ye heard the pleading and the kind of sadness that he had never heard before. Gathered the last bit of strength to escape.

Gu Ren stood up and wrapped his left arm around him from behind, and when she lowered her head, the tip of her nose lightly brushed against Lin Ye's slightly cool ear, and her warm breath swept from the ear to his cheek: "I miss you so much. "

Gu Ren's right hand let go of his fingertips, and circled him from the right, holding him tightly with both arms, using enough strength to suffocate the two of them together.

Lin Ye heard the heavy heartbeat of the person behind him, and knew that he was as flustered as himself, but for some reason, he gradually calmed down.

"Listen to me." Gu Ren's hand relaxed a little, but still pressed tightly against Lin Ye's back.

"I really didn't mean not to tell you. Something happened at home at that time, and I didn't have time to find you, so I had to go back to China immediately." Gu Ren just didn't know that a farewell that I didn't have time to say would become hard to find. lost.

"Later, I went back to Hiroshima to look for you, and the landlady said," Gu Ren paused before continuing, "She said you had returned to China."

Lin Ye closed her eyes and bit her lip hard.

Gu Ren just wanted to explain the matter clearly first, and let Lin Ye know that he did not abandon him.

"I've been looking for you." During the seven years, Gu Ren couldn't remember how many times he had been to Hiroshima, and asked everyone who might know where he was going.Unexpectedly, Lin Ye was actually the closest to him the whole time.

Lin Ye gently pushed Gu Ren's arm away, turned around, lowered his head, not daring to look at Gu Ren's face, opened his mouth slightly, but still didn't say a word.

Gu Ren looked at Lin Ye's slightly fluttering eyelashes, leaned forward a little, raised her hand to caress the back of Lin Ye's head, and hugged him gently.

Lin Ye's chin rested on Gu Ren's shoulder, and the smell on Gu Ren's body was also different from before, the cologne that had faded, a little smell of smoke, and moist thin sweat.Gu Ren is not the boy he used to be.

Lin Ye pressed against Gu Ren's shirt, and called out to him, "Gu Ren."

Gu Ren lowered her head again, leaning against Lin Ye's shoulder, rubbing her face against his slightly hot neck, and replied indistinctly: "Yes."

Lin Ye raised his hand and touched Gu Ren's shirt with his fingertips invisibly. After all, he slowly curled up his fingers, put them down, and whispered in Gu Ren's ear, "Give me a little time."

Gu Ren stuck to him reluctantly for a while, and then finally stepped back a little distance from Lin Ye, held his shoulder, looked at him seriously and said, "Okay, but can it be shorter?" Gu Ren His Adam's apple twitched, "Seven years is too long."

These words struck Lin Ye's heart, and Lin Ye was finally willing to raise his head, but met his burning eyes, and quickly avoided them, looking elsewhere, and nodded.

Lin Ye stepped back, but didn't know what to do, and slowly recalled in his mind that just now, he seemed to be going upstairs.Turning to look at the stairs, he asked, "Do you still want to live here?"

Gu Ren originally planned to come back to see Lin Ye before the lecture, so he contacted him in advance in the name of the landlord.In fact, Shen Qian had already arranged a place for him.

Gu Ren tentatively asked: "Is it possible?"

Lin Ye still lowered his head, thought for a while, and then replied in a low voice, "Yes."

Gu Ren looked at him with his head bowed softly, and smiled with some satisfaction.

Lin Ye turned his gaze around Gu Ren to look at the door, and asked, "Did you not bring your luggage?".

Gu Ren reached into his pocket and touched the car key: "I left it at Shen Qian's place yesterday morning. I'll get it back later."

Lin Ye raised his eyes and looked into Gu Ren's eyes: "Didn't you say yesterday that the flight was changed to a night flight?"

Gu Ren's expression froze: "Uh, I...", remembering what Shen Qian had scolded him in the morning, she moved her Adam's apple nervously, but she couldn't explain a word.

Lin Ye looked at him like this, tilted his head, and there was a faint smile in his eyes. The nerves that had been gripped by Gu Ren from the beginning seemed to finally relax a little.

Lin Ye walked to the coffee table, closed the computer, turned and went back to her bedroom.Gu Ren was left standing there alone.

Gu Ren watched him enter the bedroom before picking up the phone, and the interface was still the chat history that he had just opened for him to see.I actually posted it: Temporarily changed to a night flight...

Gu Ren wrinkled her nose, put her phone on the sofa, and sat down as if discouraged.

After a while, the door of the bedroom opened gently, Gu Ren heard the sound, raised her head, and saw Lin Ye walking over in a fresh white T-shirt and jeans.

Gu Ren hurriedly asked: "Are you going out?"

Lin Ye walked towards the coffee table, where he left the car keys after he came back in the morning: "Well, there are some things I need to buy."

Gu Ren stood up: "I'll take you there."

Lin Ye was leaning down to reach for the key, when Gu Ren beside him added: "Just drop by Shen Qian's place to pick up the luggage."

Lin Ye put down his hand and looked at Gu Ren as a tacit consent.

Gu Ren took out the car keys and said with a smile, "Let's go."

Gu Ren opened the car door for Lin Ye, and Lin Ye got into the co-pilot, sniffing quietly, there was a little perfume smell in the car.

Lin Ye rolled down half of the car window and looked at the familiar scenery that was moving fast outside the window. It was the road he would pass by every day. He looked at it from a different position, but it was different. It seemed more comfortable to look at it this way.

Lin Ye turned to look at Gu Ren's profile. He hadn't been able to look carefully just now. Gu Ren's face hadn't changed much from before, but his temperament was more mature.Lin Ye called him, "Gu Ren."

"Hmm." Gu Ren replied.

"Where does Mr. Shen live?"

"Over there in the old town, what's the matter?"

Lin Ye shook his head: "It's okay." He turned his head to look at the scenery outside, with the corner of his mouth curled.

Sure enough, the shopping malls he often went to were not on the way at all.