stay gold

Gu Ren stood up, reached out to stroke Lin Ye's hair, and let his head rest on her waist: "Wait for me."

Lin Ye nodded.

Gu Ren cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks on the table. The tableware for the two of them was very simple, and it was not troublesome to clean it up.

Gu Ren came out of the kitchen and turned off the light in the kitchen.

He squatted down next to Lin Ye, raised his head and rubbed Lin Ye's face lightly with his thumb, looked at him for a few seconds with a smile, his eyes were firm and reassuring, and said, "Let's go."

Gu Ren got up and picked Lin Ye up. Lin Ye was heavier than seven years ago, but it didn't take much effort to lift him up.Lin Ye put his arms around Gu Ren's neck, raised his head to look at Gu Ren's chin, it seemed that there was a little bit of stubble when he looked at it closely.

Gu Ren carried him to the stairs, and said to Lin Ye in his arms, "Xiao Ye, turn off the light in the living room."

Lin Ye raised his hand and pressed the switch on the side of the stairs.

The light in the bathroom was not turned on, and only the outlines of some furnishings could be seen in the dark.

Gu Ren gently placed him in the bathtub, and put his hand on the edge of the bathtub just enough to hold Lin Ye's arm: "Do you want me to stay?"

Lin Ye looked at his face in the dark and shook his head: "Go outside and wait for me."

Gu Ren nodded, and said softly, "Okay, the bathrobe is on the shelf."

Lin Ye glanced over there and nodded.

Gu Ren got up and went out, and when she reached the door, she turned on the bathroom light with her back to Lin Ye, and closed the door behind her.

Gu Ren didn't turn on the light in the bedroom, and sat on the edge of the bed with his hands folded, listening to the sound of water inside.

I got up and turned on the lamp by the bed, and took another look at the things that had been prepared in the cabinet.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped for a while, Lin Ye came out of the bedroom, Gu Ren walked towards him, Lin Ye's hair had been blown, but it was still half dry, and the body wash smelled good.

Gu Ren touched his forehead with her forehead, held his wrist, and said, "Don't worry, I've made preparations, wait for me for a while."

Lin Ye gave a "hmm" and smiled at Gu Ren.

When Gu Ren came out, Lin Ye stood at the head of the bed staring at the yellowish desk lamp in a daze.

"What are you thinking?" Gu Ren walked towards him.

Lin Ye turned his head and saw Gu Ren approaching, with a sweet smile on his face, and replied, "It's nothing."

Lin Ye was actually thinking that he had thought everything through just now, and he refused to do anything when he was drunk last night, thinking how could he be so cautious.

Gu Ren walked over and sat by the bed, he didn't like to blow dry his hair, he was holding a bath towel in his hand and rubbing it on his head carelessly.

Lin Ye came over, stretched out his hand to take the bath towel in his hand, and wiped the areas he missed just now, "Gu Ren, you don't have to think so much."

Gu Ren was stunned for a moment, Lin Ye stroked his hair with his hands, his hair was not long, there were no water drops, it was just slightly wet.

Lin Ye got up to put the towel back in the bathroom, Gu Ren hugged him from behind, her wet hair rubbed against Lin Ye's side face.

Gu Ren took the bath towel from his hand from behind, let it fall on the ground, then turned him around with Lin Ye's shoulders, looked at him, and said seriously: "As long as I'm by your side, all Don’t worry about everything, leave everything to me.”

"Gu Ren, I'm not worried, I'm not afraid of anything."

Gu Ren lightly stroked his neck, pressed against his lips, licked his lips for a while, then stuck the tip of her tongue in, grabbed Lin Ye's soft tongue and sucked it reluctantly.Gu Ren would rather that he could not discover his own thoughts, he didn't need to know, and he didn't need to understand, as long as he stayed and was by his side.

Lin Ye raised her head and put her hand against Gu Ren's chest. Gu Ren's bathrobe was loose, and a large area of ​​her chest was exposed. Lin Ye's hand was slightly cold, and her palm touched Gu Ren's hot skin, and she was also warmed. Lin Ye was too obsessed with that warmth, wanting to stay there forever.

Gu Ren put his hand on Lin Ye's waist, untied his loosely tied bathrobe belt, put his hand in, pinched Lin Ye's waist gently with his hot palm, and in Lin Ye's mouth Still being occupied by him, he only let out an indistinct "uh", and it fell into Gu Ren's ear with an itchy sound. Gu Ren couldn't bear it any longer, picked him up and put him on the bed, leaned over from his neck While kissing, he took off his open clothes with his hands, and then pulled off his own bathrobe and threw it aside.

Lin Ye closed his eyes tightly, Gu Ren covered him, sticking to his slightly cool skin, raised his hand to cover his eyes, and the other hand followed his heel to between his legs, Lin Ye was very special. She trembled sensitively, her chest heaved violently, her Adam's apple moved a few times, but she remained silent.

"Don't hold back." Gu Ren whispered, while continuing to move his hands, while lowering his head and using his tongue to pry open the gap between his teeth, Lin Ye let out a low moan from his throat.

Until Lin Ye calmed down after the first violent tremor, he stretched out his hand to take away Gu Ren's hand that was placed on his eyes, his eye sockets were full of water, and raised his hand to wrap Gu Ren's neck in the dark , said in Gu Ren's ear: "Gu Ren, I want you." There was a little trembling crying in the voice.

Gu Ren kissed his side face, and replied softly: "Okay."

Gu Ren reached out to take out the things in the cabinet, kissed Lin Ye's flushed cheek, and said, "Tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

Lin Ye nodded, turned over and buried her hot cheeks into the pillow.

Gu Ren slowly poked his fingers in, Lin Ye's hand holding the pillow was clenched tightly, Gu Ren lowered his head and kissed his shoulder, continuing to move his hand.

It wasn't until Gu Ren felt that he wouldn't hurt him that she prepared herself, and finally leaned down to confirm again: "Do you want me?"

Lin Ye's muffled "hmm" came from the pillow.

Lin Ye really wanted him, he wanted him in his heart, he wanted him in his body, he didn't want anything else in this world, except Gu Ren.

It is about seven points of sinking and three points of restraint. Gu Ren's movements are gentle and powerful, light and heavy, deep and shallow, all between lust and love.

When Lin Ye turned over, his eyes and eyelashes were wet, and there were glistening water stains under his eye sockets, like a tiny star falling into the deep sea, pulling Gu Ren into a deep blue dream with just one glance.The two finally entangled their bodies, ravaging each other's flesh without hesitation, listening to each other's low whimpers and short gasps until they lost their last bit of strength.

In the end, Gu Ren lay quietly on Lin Ye's chest, the wet sweat stuck to her skin, the scorching heat on her body faded to warmth, the fatigue in her muscles and the sleepiness in her mind came slowly like a sea tide.

Gu Ren propped himself up to hug Lin Ye, Lin Ye's hair was messily scattered in front of his forehead, his slightly open eyes were full of laziness, with the remaining consciousness, he put his hand on Gu Ren's shoulder, and climbed softly. With Gu Ren.

"Sleep, I'll wash it for you." Gu Ren carried him to the bathroom.

Lin Ye's eyelashes trembled, and his eyes slowly closed.

Gu Ren put him in warm water, looked at him sleeping peacefully, raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from his eyes, carefully washing every inch of his body.

In fact, no one needs to be afraid, there is no need to worry, Gu Ren has never felt so at ease and believed so firmly in the fact that they love each other.Just like people in the deep sea, they just want to hold each other tightly and sink, and no one wants to let go.

What Lin Ye knows best is that when a person leaves, it is silent.

I can't be sure when it is, it may be in a deep sleep in the middle of the night, it may be in the dawn of a first awakening, or it may be just after turning around.

2012. 11, 26

The same goes for Gu Ren's disappearance.

When the boy was waiting under the tree that day, he thought that after Gu Ren came, he would tell him to change to a warmer place in the future. The weather was cold, and the leaves all fell off. There was no shade and no cicadas singing. Some black crows were croaking distractedly, and they would fly down and peck at people's hands.The boy wanted to ask Gu Ren if he liked winter. If Gu Ren liked it, maybe winter would become less annoying.

When the sun started to set, Gu Ren hadn't come yet. The boy thought, the days are really short in winter, and it gets dark early.The sky darkened very quickly, and the crows on the tree could hardly be seen clearly. If they suddenly flew down to peck people, would Gu Ren appear?The boy knew that he couldn't stop trembling slightly, and this feeling was the most annoying in winter.But if Gu Ren appeared now, he didn't have to care about it.

But he didn't, not only that road, and that seaside, even in the whole long winter, after the boy thought countless "if he came now", he still didn't come.

Winter is so long, it seems like spring will never come.Even if spring comes, will he come? If spring comes and he hasn't come, then spring will become a season that people can't like.

So I want to go to a warm place before spring arrives. In this case, even if he doesn't come, it can be regarded as not his fault.

After that, Hiroshima did not appear in Lin Ye's dream for a long time.

Seven years later this summer, when Lin Ye opened his eyes, Gu Ren was right in front of him, still soundly asleep.The weather is fine today, the sun shines brightly in every corner of the house, there is a cuckoo singing outside, but it doesn't disturb my sleep at all.

Lin Ye gently stretched out his hand, and used his fingertips to trace his eyebrows and eyes with a distance of a few millimeters. Further down, there was a tall nose bridge and thin lips.There was an inconspicuous red mark on the neck, Lin Ye stared at it for a while, then smiled with his lips pursed.

Gu Ren woke up in a daze, her eyes were just opened, her lips were pressed softly, Lin Ye's eyelashes seemed to be able to touch the side of her face, and there was a very clear self in her clear eyes, Gu Ren Ren tightened her arms around Lin Ye's waist, and rubbed her lips tenderly for a while.

"Why did you wake up so early?" Gu Ren smiled and stretched out her hands to smooth Lin Ye's restless hair.

"I had a dream." Lin Ye replied softly.

"What dream?"

Lin Ye moved down and put his head on Gu Ren's chest: "When it's winter, shall we go back to Hiroshima?" In fact, Lin Ye knew that the winter in Hiroshima was not as terrible as he remembered.

Gu Ren stroked his hair and didn't speak for a while.

After about seven or eight calls from the cuckoos outside, Gu Ren said, "Xiao Ye, I never told you why I left Hiroshima."

Lin Ye didn't answer, and waited quietly for him to continue.

"Actually, it's because my parents suddenly passed away because of an accident."

When Gu Ren's parents came back from a business trip, the plane crashed at sea. When Gu Ren received the news, it was late at night.Gu Ren understands that it is difficult for others to empathize with this, so she never wants to talk to anyone.Over the years, he is no longer as hard to accept as it was then, but it still takes a lot of effort to speak out.

Gu Ren caressed his back: "Fortunately, I found you. When winter comes, we will go to Hiroshima."

Lin Ye nodded in his arms, Gu Ren must have had a hard time that winter.

The two hugged each other quietly.

The phone under the pillow buzzed. Gu Ren took it out and took a look. It was from London. Gu Ren frowned. The meeting was over in three days, and all the materials had been prepared in advance. It stands to reason that they can cope with it.

Gu Ren picked up the phone, and the voice on the other side sounded very anxious: "Mr. Gu, the British side has temporarily changed the negotiator. The information of the meeting is very different from the previous one, and it is said that there may be temporary changes. Can you come back?" a trip?"

"Who is the replacement?" Gu Ren has been with this project for a long time, and he can probably guess who it is.

A name was mentioned over there, and Gu Ren replied to the phone: "Okay, I see."

Gu Ren turned his hands and put the phone aside, lying on Lin Ye's back with his face buried in his neck, complaining sullenly: "I don't want to go."

"Do you have to go?" Lin Ye asked.

Gu Ren's chin nodded on his neck: "Well, I changed it to someone who is not easy to fool."

"when are we leaving?"

"There should be a flight in the afternoon."

Lin Ye let him post for a while, then smiled and said: "Get up and eat, I will take you to the airport in the afternoon."

Gu Ren just nodded and got up.

When Lin Ye was pouring milk in the kitchen, he seemed to hear Gu Ren swearing on the balcony.

Gu Renzai slammed a stack of documents on the table, and said angrily to the other end of the phone: "Qin Yi, why are you so fucking crazy! Why are you running to join in the fun after you've all returned home!"

The voice on the other end of the phone was very low, as if he didn't care too much: "Don't you just miss the family members, just take them with you."

Gu Ren said angrily: "I don't care what kind of stimulation you get with whom, it's only three days."

Lin Ye came over with the milk: "What's wrong?"

Gu Ren hung up the phone, took the milk from Lin Ye's hand and put it on the table, the anger on his face disappeared in an instant, he pulled Lin Ye and said, "Come with me."

Lin Ye looked at him with a smile and shook his head: "I'll wait for you at home."

Gu Ren lowered her shoulders helplessly, and threw the mobile phone in her hand on the carpet.He also knew that Lin Ye couldn't go with him, so he still wanted to ask.Then he said, "I'll be back in three days."

Lin Ye stuffed the milk into his hand, "Got it."

In fact, Lin Ye didn't think three days was too long, as long as he was willing to say goodbye and Lin Ye knew that he would definitely come back, that was enough.

But when Gu Ren put the clothes one by one into the suitcase, Lin Ye leaned against the door and looked at it for a while, but couldn't help but said, "It's only been three days, why did you bring so many clothes?"

Gu Ren glanced at the suitcase. He used to travel everywhere on business, so he was used to putting a few more sets. "Then you help me get some out." Gu Ren pulled Lin Ye over.

Gu Ren watched Lin Ye pack the suitcase again, and said with a smile, "Will you pack it for me from now on?"

Lin Ye closed the suitcase and glanced at Gu Ren lightly: "Where else do you want to go?"

Gu Ren stuck it up from behind, and wrapped Lin Ye into her arms: "I'll go wherever you go."

"Can I come back before the first week of tutoring?" Lin Ye asked.

Gu Ren thought for a while: "Should be able to." When he came back, he would be at ease with him in school. Now that I think about it, it seems that being a teacher is not so boring.