He's in love with his ex-teammate

The Mid-Autumn Festival is probably a day of reunion. Anyway, when Lingxing was in kindergarten, the teacher told him that he wanted to eat moon cakes, and the whole family shared the moon cakes.

Anyway, Lingxing hasn't celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival, so let's just treat it like that. Now that everyone's life is getting better, maybe it's not impossible to eat moon cakes alone.

Today's moon is very round. I heard that tomorrow's moon will be even rounder, but that has nothing to do with Lingxing. He sat by the river and laughed while watching the round moon in the water. Laughed so happily.

Another gust of river wind was blowing, perhaps mixed with a little sea breeze, Ling Xing, who was blown by the smell of water, was extremely sober at the moment. He was still in City B more than two hours ago, and now he is in City S. Then his home is across the river, but he doesn't know how to go back.

Today is really a good day - the Mid-Autumn Festival, and it is also the first day that Lingxing's parents divorced. Anyway, Lingxing only found out today from his mother's friend's child, so let's just pretend that today is the first day.

Ling Xing has been looking forward to it for many years, and finally his parents are divorced. He is 35 this year, and his parents have tortured each other for 35 years. They finally let each other go. They are free, and Ling Xing is also free. Isn't it a good day?

He is really too tired, his whole body hurts, he shouldn't have flown here on impulse today, if he doesn't fly here, at least he can lie down at home instead of sitting here, he is all alone after all Alone, but lying down is more comfortable than sitting.

After all, that family has nothing to do with him long ago, no, that family has never had anything to do with him, so what if he came to S City?He still can't go back.

He was really not sad, so he kept laughing, just smiled and tears came out. After all, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival. There is no family member who can "share the beauty" together.

Lingxing was about 9 years old, and he never cried like this after he escaped from his own home. If he knew that he would be like this in his life, he would rather never come to this world and not have the pair on the other side of the river. parents.

It was already night when Shen Yuan saw the news of Zhao Mengyao's marriage. His brother went to see his father-in-law and mother-in-law, and left all the mess to him. He could only bear it for his brother's love.

I didn't want to go home for the holidays, but I also didn't want to stay in the company and work overtime. When I finally returned to my little nest, the news at [-] o'clock in the evening had already been broadcast.

Seeing the news of Zhao Mengyao's marriage, Shen Yuan admitted that he was secretly happy. Why can't that person get married with Ling Xing again?

But he was happy for that moment, and then he remembered Lingxing's expression when he talked about that relationship. Shen Yuan was upset and dropped his computer, but he still resigned to his fate and dialed Chu Yi's phone.

He hasn't contacted Lingxing for a long time, just deliberately not contacting him, not thinking about him, naively thinking that he might be relieved by doing this, just like his brother said, maybe he and Lingxing just don't know each other suitable.

But the less he thinks about Lingxing, the more he thinks about Lingxing. He thinks about Lingxing every day and he is going crazy.

"Brother Chu Yi, happy Mid-Autumn Festival."

"Happy, happy, have you eaten?"

Chu Yi sounded in a good mood, Shen Yuan guessed that his brother should have succeeded, thinking that his brother's love for so many years was a happy ending for all, Shen Yuan was really happy.

"Can you do me a favor?" Shen Yuan asked tentatively, only Chu Yi's laughter came from there, and then he refused very simply, Shen Yuan didn't even ask Chu Yi for help.

"If you want to care about others, you have to care for yourself. What is it like to ask someone for help?"

As soon as Chu finished speaking, he hung up the phone, then leaned on his balcony and looked back at Lu Fei who was watching TV with his parents. He thought that luckily he was not Lu Fei. If he thought so much like Lu Fei, then he Will you miss another ten years with Lu Fei?From the age of 17, he can wait until the age of 27, but at the age of 37, he may have a wife and children, right?

So fortunately he caught it, so they didn't miss it again, and he is so happy now.

Lingxing slowly followed the road along the river like a walking corpse to the bridge, and still couldn't help dialing his mother's phone, but the other party still didn't pick up after the busy tone ended, so he didn't give up and dialed the phone number again. Still no one answered, so he kept dialing until the other party finally couldn't take it anymore and turned off the phone.

The unchanging female voice was not over yet, watching the lights and stars of thousands of families on both sides of the river suddenly laughed, he finally came to his senses, his parents divorced, after decades of tormenting each other, after their children My children are finally divorced at the age when they can play soy sauce, and finally they can't make a divorce.

Lingxing has imagined countless times that his parents will get back together, and then they will call and ask him if he wants to go home for dinner on New Year's Day, Dragon Boat Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival, or someone's birthday, but he didn't expect that he would be there After waiting for so many years, until they got divorced, finally the thought that had supported him for so many years was also shattered.

After so many years, there is still no light in a window here for him. There was no light in the window before, and there will be no light in the future. There is no home for him here, even though he has lived in this city for 12 full years. Years was his complete childhood, but he still had no home.

He doesn't hate this city. On the contrary, he loves this city very much. He always chooses this city as his first choice for signing events, press conferences, concerts, etc., and even returned to the university later. There is no other reason for coming to study in this city, but in his heart, this is his home, his parents, brothers and sisters are all here, he doesn't want much, he just wants someone to love him.

He thought very early on that he was going to die in this city, preferably in this city, where he could see the river. He glanced at the river below the bridge, and he would be free if he jumped off the bridge. No, he doesn't need anyone to love.

The phone was very clean, and the chat interface was even cleaner. Only the children gave him Mid-Autumn Festival blessings, and the news of Shen Yuan remained on the day when he told him about the past, and he pushed Shen Yuan away with his own hands.

Then there was the demo sent to him by his manager, which was the six new songs that Chu Yi had promised him, as well as the new songs he had promised his fans, but this time he might have to break his promise.

After sending the last message to the manager, Lingxing threw the phone into the river, and then there were two loud bangs, one in front and one in back.

What he didn't see was that the screen turned on the second before the phone fell into the river.

How many years does it take for this circle to produce a superstar?Maybe a year, maybe ten years, but the fall of a superstar probably only takes a moment.

Chu Yi loves to dream, but this is the first time Chu Yi has such a real nightmare. He was forcibly awakened from the nightmare by Lu Feige. Lu Feige hugged him and comforted him softly, telling him over and over again Fake.

But Chu Yi still trembled and shed tears uncontrollably. He dreamed that Ling Xing died, and he stood in front of him covered in water, saying that he could not sing the new song written by Chu Yi, and asked Chu Yi to take good care of himself.

Chu Yi never thought that Lingxing would die, and he couldn't accept that Lingxing would die.

At this time, the call suddenly came in. Lu Feige helped Chu connect the phone before putting it in Chu Yi's hand. It was only when the phone touched Chu Yi's ear that the other party hadn't finished a sentence. Chu Yi His face changed instantly.

Because the mobile phone in his hand hit the bed without any remembrance, just like Lingxing jumped from the bridge into the icy river water without any remembrance a few hours ago.

Lu Feige has never seen Chu Yi like this before. Chu Yi's appearance is more worried than before in Yiyun Village because of Ye Mingqian. Picked up the phone again.

After waiting for the other party to hang up the phone, Lu Feige still didn't come back to his senses. Seeing his lover who had been crying for a long time, Lu Feige finally realized how fragile life is.

Lingxing was Chu Yi's original intention to enter this circle, and it has been until now. He didn't know how sad this sad news would make Chu Yi, and he didn't know how to comfort him. He could only hug Chu Yi with all his strength. One, use your own chest to tell Chu Yi that he is here, and that he will always be by his side to accompany him.

He remembered that when they first met, he said that he had no dream, and that he came to be a trainee only because the company provided food and lodging. Lin Mo said that he also came because he was bored at home and was fooled by his sister's boyfriend at the time. As a trainee, only Chu Yi talked about his dream with sparkling eyes.

Just a glimpse on TV, Lingxing has become Chu Yi's idol, whether it is before debut or after debut, Lingxing has always been the direction of Chu Yi's progress.

Standing on the stage and being as powerful as Brother Ling Xing is the biggest dream of a childish boy.

Chu Yi's dream has not collapsed, and it will not collapse, because Lingxing's strength is Chu Yi's confidence, Lingxing's words and deeds are Chu Yi's pride, but Lingxing, a living person, is gone, Chu Yi can't accept it this fact.

There are tens of thousands of people who love Lingxing as much as Chu Yi. Chu Yi doesn't know what they will do after the company announces tomorrow. He has Lu Feige's comfort and company, but will those people have anyone to comfort them? , Can their parents and friends understand their tears?Will you hold them and comfort them?

Lingxing may not love himself, but he has really influenced generations of children to work hard, they study hard, they are enthusiastic about public welfare, they love life, and they work hard for their future.

This is true for Chu Yi, and it is also true for many boys and girls who follow stars like Chu Yi.

The author has something to say: Shen Yuan X Ling Xing to be continued