The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

wish to leave

He Zhi was sitting at the top of the stairs waiting for someone to keep his appointment. Ruo Jinghong walked out of the auditorium to breathe after he was tired from practicing dance, and happened to see someone who was waiting for Yue Chengen under the shade, Ruo Jinghong walked up and sat down beside him.

"Why are you alone?"

"I'm waiting for someone."

"Waiting for your friend?" He was always smiling, he was born with a smiling face, and when he was tired, he also had a kind of joyful sweetness, which made people want to get closer.

"Ah."

On the basketball court, Wanliyou ran tirelessly, pitched the ball, and was very persevering without fear of fatigue. Xu Shanmu who sat beside him was more patient, only reading the sage books and not listening to things outside the window.

"We used to be the same as the two of them." He Zhi suddenly talked about the past, his eyes were full of tenderness of nostalgia, and there was still baby fat on his face, and he smiled with a sense of childish innocence: "All day long They all sang together, played the guitar, and told jokes, he likes sports and I just waited for him, we were together in and out of school, always together."

Jinghong looked at the bitterness on his face, and took a while to say: "But that was the past after all, and no one can go back to the past."

Unexpectedly, Ruo Jinghong would say such words, his heart felt like being stabbed by a sharp knife, it was very painful and sore, his eyes were stimulated and moistened, he looked sideways with red eye sockets, covered his face with his hands, There was no answer.

Jinghong smiled softly, stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, pretended to be an older brother and persuaded him: "Then just start over, as long as someone is by your side, nothing can't be overcome. Trust me."

He looked over and bowed his head again: "What do you believe? Do you know what happened to him?"

The teenager who fell in love with butterflies like Haitang nodded hesitantly: "I know."

Knowing that the word was spoken, He Zhi knew that these people had caused something behind their backs.

"Are you..."

He didn't say high-sounding words, but looked guilty: "You have to understand that everyone has a heart of gossip. But we didn't expect such a thing. Sorry."

He Zhi didn't need to get angry with them, he just lowered his head and said, "Since you all know, what do you think?"

"This matter is very difficult." Ruo Jinghong replied honestly: "We are not the parties involved, and Shan Mu said that no one can help you in this matter except yourself. "

"But Xu Shanmu really asked Yue Chengen to take this midterm exam. Although he refused to admit it, I know he did it." There was a bit of envy in his eyes: "Genius is really amazing, I have been thinking about it for a few years If you want to take the exam, you can take the exam, and if you want to play with your temper, you can play with your temper." He raised his head and sneered, and it was himself who laughed: "It's really unfair."

"Some people suffer too." Ruo Jinghong said bluntly: "There is nothing to envy."

"Of course." He turned his head to look: "Of course you won't be envious."

Ruo Jinghong realized that he had said the wrong thing, and felt inexplicably depressed, his hands had nowhere to rest, and he was a little restless.

He Zhi over there smiled when he saw him like this, with a bit of reluctance and compromise in his eyes: "Jinghong, you are different from Shan Mu, and we are different, you came to the branch school voluntarily, as long as you want to go back , It’s just a matter of one sentence. Your current achievements may be something that we can’t work hard for in our lifetime. Although we usually fight together, the gap in talent doesn’t exist if we just turn a blind eye.”

Ruo Jinghong just smiled, he thought of many things from the past, stood up silently, and put on a smile: "Just wait, I'm going back to dance practice."

Some words cannot be said too clearly, and some words cannot be said too deeply.

Always hurt each other.

Xu Shanmu, who was sitting there waiting for Wanliyou, took those scenes into his eyes. He watched the backs of those people fall into his own world, and he didn't even notice Wanliyou approaching.

The boy squatted down in front of him, and smiled brightly: "What are you looking at?"

"Is high talent a crime?" He suddenly asked, Wan Liyou didn't know how to answer, sat down beside him and looked up at the stretching green shadows, a gust of wind seemed to make the sea of ​​green, and the sound of leaves was like waves, he There is also unwillingness in his heart: "People with high talents will not say that it is a crime, but in the eyes of people without talent like us." The honest answer is what he really thinks, his eyes are so cold, unwilling: "Yes, it is a crime."

"But Jinghong spends several times more dancing practice time than you guys. Why don't you think about it?"

"So I can only be pitifully jealous." Wan Liyou can endlessly expose his shortcomings and dissatisfaction in front of Xu Shanmu, because he knows that he is not as good as this person, even if he spends 24 hours fighting against Xu Shanmu, it is still worth it. But 1 minute of genius.So he gave up, compromised with reality, and acknowledged the gap between them with peace of mind.He finds the most comfortable way of existence beside the genius, which is to expose all shortcomings and not hide anything.

Not giving up, just compromising.

"Because I know that talent is not enough, so I choose to turn a blind eye to those efforts. Ordinary people can only comfort themselves in this way. In the past, there was you and Jinghong, and now there is Xu Qingzhou. How can you talented people understand that we ordinary people are What do you think?"

"Poor jealousy. Ordinary people, talented people." He repeated them one by one, and finally smiled: "Why do you think so?"

"Because of reality." He no longer smiled bitterly, but gave a serious example: "You see Xu Qingzhou dared to approach Jinghong as soon as he came, and faced his talent directly, because he would not feel guilty when facing the word talent, But we will, so we dare not watch Jinghong dance, for fear of being stimulated."

"escape."

Wan Liyou took the book in his hand, looked at the name of the book, touched it carefully with his fingertips, and then recited a sentence that has been hovering in his mind: "Some people say that disasters and misfortunes can make human nature noble. This sentence It is not true; it is sometimes happiness that prompts noble deeds, and misfortune most of the time only makes men small-minded and vindictive." (Excerpt from "The Moon and Sixpence"

It was the first time Xu Shanmu showed a stunned expression in front of him. Wan Liyou covered his eyes with trembling hands in panic, then put it down again, turned his head, and could only helplessly look at the distant scenery: "Don't you?" Then look at me, it makes me feel like I have committed a crime."

"You debuted as a child star, and you are the only one left among so many child stars. Haven't you ever thought that you also have extraordinary talent?"

"Yes." He blinked at him, pretending to be handsome: "I have this face, how many child stars have grown disabled? Only I lead the way and become more and more beautiful."

He smiled.

Wan Liyou also smiled: "So. Happy people will be happier, and unhappy people will be happier. This is normal. I don't like ordinary, and I don't want to thank ordinary."

Yue Chengen appeared at the school gate.His expression was a little cautious, like a ghost suddenly exposed to the sun.

The person who was waiting saw him and got up immediately, but because of sitting for too long, his legs and feet were numb, so he staggered and knelt down in front of him.

"Damn!" A curse was unavoidable.

The person over there approached slowly, helped him up, a pair of bright but inexplicably dim eyes under the black hat revealed a little closeness, and patted the dirt on his body for him: "There is no need to do such a big ceremony."

After hearing the joke, he still felt more at ease. He took the boy's hand and walked towards the dormitory: "They are all practicing. Let's decide on the theme and format. The exam is coming soon, and time waits for no one." He looked forward to Sing and dance with him.

What happened in the past carried the horror of reality. He wanted to pull him out of the abyss, but he held that person's hand no matter what.

In the corridor of the dormitory, the low temperature blown by the air conditioner was blowing, and the sweat all over his body gradually disappeared. When he turned the corner, he saw Zheng Nanguan standing at the door of the dormitory, waiting for Chu Yun. The two of them were about to go out. When they saw He Zhi and Yue Chengen coming, they both smiled. , and didn't say anything.Like a familiar scene that can be seen every day, everyone faced Yue Chengen with a normal heart, as if he had been in this school from the very beginning.

Keep a piece of freedom for him, even if it's like walking on eggshells.

The two sat together to discuss the theme. He Zhi brought him a bottle of yogurt, sat down opposite him habitually, and took out the tablet: "Look at it, I have chosen three themes, let's see which one we sing suitable?"

The emotion of liking is instinct, no matter how much he resists, he must admit that he has never forgotten every bit of the past before the word like.

"Leave like a fog?" Yue Chengen stared at the comment: "What does this mean?"

He Zhi's simple explanation: "Fog is as invisible as wind, but fog is as visible as snow, so..." Before he finished speaking, the boy over there nodded: "What do you mean?"

"Well, almost." He Zhi looked at him with the lid on the yogurt as before, always feeling as if he had been in another world.

The sunlight outside the window fell into the house in a few spots through the gaps in the green leaves. Their house is located in a good location. It is warm in winter and cool in summer. The sunlight at noon in summer is extraordinarily gentle in the air-conditioned room, and the branches outside the window are blown and rattled. , the leaves moved with the wind, and the sunlight swayed casually like broken diamonds, falling on the arms for a while, falling between the eyebrows and eyes of the two for a while, and running from their fingertips to the table for a while. Anson's.

"I think this theme is good." The young man squeezed his chin habitually, and unconsciously showed a pure smile: "You sing well, this is more suitable for you, I will fill in your gaps, you see How about it?"

He nodded and agreed.

It's like a ray of tolerance from time, or an inch of fault from time, which made them lucky to steal the beauty before the 'reality' shattered.

Full of gratitude.

Chu Yunyun and Zheng Nanguan walked out of the corridor. They looked at each other and asked at the same time: "I'm calm enough. I won't embarrass him."

"..."

"..."

Just laugh.

Li Yuanzhi and Huang Chuanhui came from the library, and the laughter entered their ears: "What are you laughing at?" Li Yuanzhi asked: "You are not afraid of scaring people when you are in the blue sky."

"Yue Chengen is here. We were afraid of embarrassing him, so we deliberately acted calmly. We asked each other's opinions just now, but we didn't expect to go to one place."

Huang Chuanhui probed a little gossip: "Is he here? How's his expression? Is he okay?"

"It's okay, anyway, that's the way it is, gloomy." Chu Yun shook his head: "He has always been like that since I knew him."

Knowing such a background story, everyone has some sympathy for Yue Chengen.

"Take your time, how could the knot in your heart be untied so quickly." Li Yuanzhi comforted: "Go to practice."

Wanliyou lay on the basketball court, with a book covering his face, and fell asleep leisurely. He was always accompanied by Xu Shanmu, and Genius was staring at the tablet computer and watching the video intently.

Li Yuanzhi's gaze fell there and he never looked back. Seeing that he was about to hit a tree, Huang Chuanhui pulled him back to reality, and asked harshly, "What are you looking at?"

"It's nothing." He looked up helplessly, and there was also the rhythm of music in the auditorium, not classical music. Xu Qingzhou found Jinghong to cooperate this time, and the two practitioners got together, which was really exciting. negative desires.

The young man's spirit is higher than the sky, hostility and unwillingness become a prairie fire in his heart, and finally burns out his laziness. I don't know who is the first to say that he wants to practice.

They finally abandoned their inertia and embarked on a journey.

Wan Liyou and Xu Shanmu didn't return all night, and Li Yuanzhi, who was in the same dormitory, only thought that the two of them had gone out to have fun after washing in the morning, and didn't worry about it. A pair of people who are tired and sweaty.

From the same starting point, no one can win the championship with their respective efforts.

Li Yuanzhi stood under the shadow of the locust tree, shaking hands into fists