The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

In the first week of March, Xu Qingzhou sat beside Ruo Jinghong's bed and plucked the strings, singing in a low voice, like an old man narrating the past.

Ruo Jinghong was eating fruit, sitting cross-legged beside him, shaking his body constantly following the melody.

It is the color after the sea of ​​clouds dissipates,

The eyes are no longer covered with snow.

The wind shakes the leaves,

Brilliant light and shadow linger under the tree.

They are children who go home in threes and fives,

hid time,

They wrote their thoughts,

Bury your childhood deep.

Look at the clouds over there,

It is swinging happily.

At the school gate there are people waiting coldly with folded arms,

The adults chased the disobedient child.

I don't know who is helpless when this farce unfolds.

Game for toddlers.

The newly opened crabapple was picked.

The spring equinox blows slowly.

It's like asking a child when to return the spring flowers.

The sunset never slackens.

Skyrim color changes.

The children waved one after another,

Say goodbye loudly.

Annoyed just failed.

The wind is lightly loaded by the night.

The alfalfa in front of the station is in full bloom.

Butterflies are perched on the platform,

In a daze without moving.

in the small town,

The adults shouted that you should be good.

The child held his chin helplessly.

This pair of fireworks happened to be perfect.

You come from the depths of the town.

Facing the hazy gesture of the moonlight.

You asked me if I would come with you.

—— "The Town With You"

"Wow, are you going to take the folk song route?" Ruo Jinghong licked his lips: "It's the first time I've heard this style of song."

"Yeah, all you listen to are famous songs like Bingtang Sydney."

The little god glared at him angrily: "Hi!"

"Just kidding." Xu Qingzhou pinched the child's shoulder: "There will be a competition the day after tomorrow. How are you preparing?"

The little god immediately relaxed his back, and said wearily: "Don't ask me this."

"Everyone said to go with you."

"No!!" He shook his head resolutely: "You guys are not going! I can handle it by myself, so you don't have to worry."

"..." Xu Qingzhou pinched the guitar: "Then I will accompany you alone. Is that okay?"

After a little comparison, the boy said: "Okay. You go with me."

The two turned their heads to look at Zheng Nanguan who was meditating over there, and held their chins together.

Xu Qingzhou: "Are you familiar with the fairy world and their Buddhist world?"

Ruo Jinghong: "Not very familiar."

"The two of us didn't wake him up with such a big movement." Xu Qingzhou folded his arms: "The Buddhist world is really unpredictable."

"..."

"Let's go, let's eat. Fan Yuan said that there is a newly opened barbecue restaurant on the street."

Ruo Jinghong sighed aggrievedly: "I can't eat meat, I want to dance, so I can't eat meat."

"Then... let's eat salad." Xu Qingzhou rubbed the child's forehead: "Don't you like the one in the east of the city?"

"Going now? Will it be too far?"

"No." The boy called out the bus schedule: "We can just catch the bus when we go out now."

"Come on." The little god jumped three feet high, put on his phone, and followed 'Dad' out for dinner.

When the door was closed, Zheng Nanguan, who was sitting there calmly, opened his eyes. He was always calm, but there was a gloomy flow.

He gave away his body, and even meditation couldn't save the unpleasant entanglement in his heart.

There was a knock on the door, and the boy raised his voice: "The door is unlocked, come in."

He Zhi poked his head out and looked at Zheng Nanguan with a smile: "Where is Xu Qingzhou?"

"He took his 'son' out for dinner. It hasn't been long, and it's still too late for you to call him now."

"Oh..." The boy nodded: "I'm not in a hurry." Walking into the room and putting a sheet of music on Xu Qingzhou's table, the boy smiled slightly: "Why are you alone? Don't you go out for dinner with them?"

"I can't keep up with the two of them chatting, so it's better not to disturb their 'father-son time'." Zheng Nanguan said with a laugh: "Jinghong is about to go to the competition, maybe the pressure is too great, Qingzhou took him out to relax."

"That's right...the competition is about to begin." After putting away the things, He Zhi didn't intend to leave. The boy pulled up a chair and sat down next to Zheng Nanguan: "What about you? I heard that the main school sent you a grade evaluation. How about you?" Don't you plan to go?"

"I'm planning to go." Zheng Nanguan nodded.

"But..." He Zhi smiled, and he looked the boy in front of him up and down: "I don't think you intend to go, how many days has it been? You don't seem to have any reaction at all... there is no practice room been there."

"Not everyone is the same as you, who have to spend exhaustion in the practice room. I have my own way of practice." It was just an excuse to refuse, and Zheng Nanguan himself didn't believe it when he said this.

Seeing the self-mockery between the brows and eyes of that ordinary person: "Nan Guan, you haven't been in a good state recently." He Zhi smiled.

"What did Yue Chengen tell you?" Zheng Nanguan frowned: "You didn't come to see Xu Qingzhou today, you came to me."

"It was exposed?" He Zhi scratched the back of his head naively: "Well, I came to look for you after I saw Qingzhou and the others leave."

"Why are you looking for me?"

"I want to talk to you." He Zhi smiled and frowned like a child.

"What did Cheng En tell you?"

"Everything is said. So, I am worried about you."

Zheng Nanguan smiled more embarrassingly than crying, and only asked gently: "Worried?"

"Well, Nan Guan, do you know why I came to the branch school?" It seemed that he had already thought about what to say, so He Zhi went straight to the point.

"do not know."

Zheng Nanguan has always been indifferent to other people's affairs, and would not bother to meddle in other people's affairs. It's not that he is indifferent by nature, but he believes that everyone has their own sacred domain, and there are things that he doesn't want others to know. Choose to keep a correct gentleman's distance from others.

"Because I feel guilty when I stand on the stage and sing, and I feel guilty all the time when I stay in the main school." He Zhi licked his lips: "I came to Nanjun to find Cheng En. Lost him. So... I feel guilty all the time."

Zheng Nanguan leaned aside and listened quietly to his narration.

He Zhi said: "When I was in high school, I was very jealous of Cheng En. I was so jealous that I was going crazy. At the craziest moment, I made a wish that he would be destroyed. I dreamed that everything about him would be destroyed. The young man clenched his hands unconsciously, with bitter helplessness on his face: "Because he is very good, shining like the sun, he is the focus of attention wherever he stands, and everyone is talking about him, so I am very jealous." "

He Zhi laughed lightly: "At that time, I was really jealous."

"Although he is very kind to me and has taught me a lot of things, the feeling of pity that is far ahead of me and gives me alms is really annoying. I want him to disappear." He Zhi raised his head, Looking at Zheng Nanguan: "I really resent."

"Later...Cheng En really disappeared." He Zhi's eyes turned gray and white: "I was not happy, but I started to feel disgusted with myself, so I came to Nanjun, I want to find him back, the proud son of heaven It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if the light is dazzling, I hope he can come back. The life of the head school is not sad, but when I stand on the stage, my mind is full of Cheng En. When I sing, I think, and I start to pursue music Dream, where is he, what kind of life is he living?"

"So, I hid in the branch campus, like a poor worm, unable to face the stage and lights."

"Don't dare to face myself."

He Zhi said: "After Cheng En came back, he changed back to his original appearance bit by bit. Even if he couldn't change back to his original appearance, he had already left those terrible memories. Similarly, the relationship between me and him The gap still exists.”

"No matter how much time has passed, Cheng En is Cheng En, and I am me. There is no way to cover up the talent with hard work. Of course..." He Zhi smiled at Zheng Nanguan: "No one can laugh at my hard work. "

Zheng Nanguan also smiled at him.

Seeing his brows and eyes relaxed, He Zhi became more joyful when he spoke, and was a little more frank: "I am still very envious, even jealous. Jinghong's classical dance is very good, it is the white moonlight in my heart, But I dare not go to see it. Xu Shanmu's idleness is also very shocking, Xu Qingzhou's creative ability, Wanli You's ten thousand zhang Xinghai, Cheng En is the proud son of heaven, Yunyun is taller than me, handsomer than me, can sing music style And more than me."

The young man covered his heart, lowered his head and said in a deep voice, "But it's okay, Nan Guan. Envy is a human nature."

"That doesn't mean you are a villain." He Zhi smiled refreshingly: "Cheng En told me this."

Under Zheng Nanguan's astonishment, He Zhi folded his arms and said with a smile: "Maybe my guilt is too obvious. He found out, so he pulled me to explain the truth for a long time. He said that he was also very envious when he was in high school. My voice, he was happy when I had a cold."

He Zhi said: "Everyone will be envious."

"Jinghong will also be envious. Xu Qingzhou will be too, and Xu Shanmu will be too. Losing and gaining are just a matter of thought." The young man smiled: "There are so many people in this world, it is impossible for all good things to happen. Let you occupy it by yourself."

"Stop being sullen, it makes us all quite worried." He Zhi pushed his shoulder: "Let's go, get up, and go out to eat. There is a newly opened barbecue restaurant on the street, which is quite good."

Zheng Nanguan put on his clothes, lowered his head and sighed helplessly: "The branch school really has no secrets, as long as there is a little bit of unhappiness, the whole school will know it immediately."

He Zhi leaned against the door and laughed, singing loudly: "Because we are a family, a family that loves each other."

In the season of revival of all things, you can still feel the withered cold of winter.

Little by little, the coolness gathers into silk threads, strangling people's necks and making people suffocate.

"Actually..." Zheng Nanguan stood on the corridor and said lightly.He Zhi, who was walking in front, turned his head and saw the young man with a bitter smile, "I don't think Jing Hong would envy others."

As if feeling emotional, Zheng Nanguan looked at the greenery sprouting and vibrant scenery, and sighed leisurely: "We don't envy Jinghong, we are just afraid to look up to him."

do you know?

There is a kind of talent in this world, which should be looked up to by everyone.

Jinghong is such a person.

The artistic talent of that dreadful lonely dancer is far better than Xu Shanmu's 'idling'.

Zheng Nanguan was clear in his heart, obviously.

It's not envy, their fear and reverence for Ruo Jinghong has never been envy, but fear of looking up.

but!

How can you admit it?About the same age, same blood, different talents.

And the Fairy Jinghong who should be looked up to.

No one will admit it.

No one can admit that you should look up to a friend who can gag.

That night, Xu Qingzhou produced a new song, and He Zhi and Chu Yun collaborated to sing on the platform.

opened that door,

I fell down.

Listen to the old building below,

There were bursts of old songs.

In front of my eyes is a vortex that I can't give up and can't escape.

Is it someone else's harshness or my own harshness?

In misunderstanding,

There is no explanation.

I always feel that nonsense is not worth it.

more and more silent,

Gradually silence.

Because I can't face it,

So choose to escape life.

like a snail,

hid in his shell.

Reach out for the glass,

Happiness is always robbed.

Although there has been no disaster,

I've also seen splits and combinations.

The years make people corrupt,

It is also alarming.

sometimes in deep despair,

People have to choke their breath.

Because I can't face it,

So choose to escape life.

like a snail,

hid in his shell.

You don't understand the pain and crouching of my life.

Please don't make random comments.

--"snails"

Zheng Nanguan sat in the backmost seat, and some flames gradually ignited in his heart, although it burned slower than others, but...how should I put it.

Something is better than nothing.

On the other hand, Ruo Jinghong went to the "Spring Breeze Cup" national competition with the company of 'Father'.

Today, the boy in white clothes is more snowy, and there is also blue water rippling around his clothes. He is beautiful and multi-faceted, and the jade tree is facing the wind. He sits alone in the waiting area, and Xu Qingzhou stands beside him like a patron saint.There are many comments from the contestants around me, as well as the movement of self-worry.

They were all common teenagers in the arena, they were all familiar with each other, and they started to greet each other, but Ruo Jinghong was alone like a bird in the forest, eclipsed.

"Go out and wait for me." Ruo Jinghong could sense the uneasiness on Xu Qingzhou's face: "There are two more and I'll be there."

Xu Qingzhou listened to the sigh of gold and jade on the pipa coming from the front.He ignored everything else and sat down next to Ruo Jinghong.

"I wrote the dance music for you this time, and you don't seem to have thanked me until now."

Ruo Jinghong didn't expect him to say this suddenly, so he let go of his nervousness and gave him a look: "When I want to say thank you to you, you say no."

"But anyway, I also wasted a vacation to write the unrestrained things you said into a song. It took more than seven minutes. Do you know how many friends I have found to play the ancient style?"

"Then thank you."

Xu Qingzhou folded his arms and frowned: "You just thank me for putting so much effort into me?"

"Then what do you think of me?" The little god stared at him angrily: "A promise with your body? Really!"

"You owe the "Peach Demon" on my birthday until now, when do you plan to pay it back?"

"..." Ruo Jinghong squeezed his chin: "If I take the first place this time, I'll show you the dance."

"Do you have to set a flag for yourself like this?" Xu Qingzhou remembered that he missed the first place last time: "A lesson learned from the past, last time I also went to win the award with great interest, and ended up as the second."

"I'm going to play soon, can you wish me well?"

"Dad is looking forward to your well-being. Dad is planning to write a song "Bing Tang Sydney" as a birthday present for you."

"..." Ruo Jinghong glared at him angrily: "Can this situation pass!!"

Ruo Jinghong's makeup is also approaching the fairy god's direction today, an orchid is drawn with blue eye shadow on the brow bone, and it blooms straight to fill the temples, and the young man's smiles hide a deep sense of fairy spirit.

Time passed extremely fast.

Someone else stepped onto the stage.

And one last...

Aware of the tense hands and feet of the people around him, Xu Qingzhou squatted down in front of him, pressed his knees, looked over seriously, rubbed the man's soft hair, and looked at each other, Ruo Jinghong lowered his eyes in confusion Staring at him, as clear and clean as the water in the fairyland, affirming the clarity, Xu Qingzhou's eyes softened and sharpened, and he smiled and said: "Jinghong. I have won it back. It's your turn this time." Clean and tidy, and won the first place in an upright manner."

Xu Qingzhou's face is like a purple mountain with a dark color, but when he smiles, he is as calm as a river flowing in the mountains: "First of all, I'm sorry, I have already opened your cabinet and saw what's inside."

Ruo Jinghong's brows and eyes flashed with panic, Xu Qingzhou held her and slowly smoothed it, he reached out and hugged the little fairy with a slightly trembling forehead: "Do you know why I asked you to dance as a birthday present?"

Without waiting for Ruo Jinghong to answer, Xu Qingzhou replied: "I think it's my honor to see you dance. I happened to see the gods descending to the gate yesterday. It doesn't matter what others say, I want to see you dancing." You dance."

The person said: "Jinghong, if you can't find an audience on the stage, dance for me once."

Ruo Jinghong clenched his sleeves tightly: "Okay, I know, I will win it back with dignity."

He was called by the staff to prepare backstage. Before leaving, he waved to Xu Qingzhou alone, smiling brightly.

You wait for me, I will catch up soon.

Xu Qingzhou left the backstage and sat in the auditorium