The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

Zheng Nanguan pushed the door in with a copy of the regular test from the head school.

Chu Yun was writing something on his desk with a pen, persistent and serious.

He looked down at the item, but it was still in the drawer after all, and he didn't put the item in front of the boy's eyes.

When he approached, he found that Chu Yun was wearing earphones, and the computer in front of him was used by Xu Qingzhou to write songs. He went up to look at the A4 paper in Chu Yun's hand in astonishment.

It's the lyrics!

Beneath the thin and light computer is a graded table that is regularly tested.

Zheng Nanguan saw the once shining brilliance on this person, he was a little relieved and a little bit at a loss.

Obviously it is a very good thing, the cloud is going to a higher place, he is breaking the darkness in front of him, and returning to the original state, this should be a very worthy of celebration, but why? !

Zheng Nanguan pinched the front of his clothes, trying to grasp the bitterness in his heart in a vain attempt. He had never had much emotional ups and downs, but now that he suddenly had this kind of emotion, he was at a loss for what to do.

When Yue Chengen came out of the room, he happened to see Zheng Nanguan squatting on the ground with a bewildered expression on his face.

"What's wrong with you?" The boy asked worriedly, "Why is your face so ugly?"

"It's nothing." Zheng Nanguan coughed twice, cleared his throat, and buried his head a little deeper.

Seeing his disappointment, Yue Chengen couldn't bear it, he reached out and patted the young man's shoulder: "Would you like to go out for a drink? Forgot to say that the coffee shop on the street is good, I'm just going to buy some cake for He Zhi to eat back."

It doesn't help to be in a daze here, so Zheng Nanguan followed the boy out, ready to relax.

Waiting for these two words is different for everyone.

Zheng Nanguan didn't care about the time passing by so slowly, and Yue Chengen was not a person who was in a hurry, so the distance between the two of them was a bit far away.It's not awkward to be on your own.

On the way back, Yue Chengen asked, "Why are you in a bad mood?"

"I don't know." Zheng Nanguan said, "There has been something wrong before, but... I can't find the reason."

"What's the reason for today?"

"Yunyun seems to be going to take part in the test, and he's going to sing again." Zheng Nanguan smiled wryly. Late autumn came, but in just a few days, the leaves that had prospered for many days were completely withered. The young man squinted his eyes and stared at the broken tree. Poignant scenery: "I should congratulate him, I should congratulate him. But..." The young man shook his head slightly: "I don't know why I suddenly feel very uncomfortable." He smiled: "Maybe I am more than I thought." It's demeanor. My friend walked forward, and I didn't feel very happy."

"You..." Yue Chengen discovered the source of the problem, and asked with some uncertainty: "Are you a little anxious?"

"in a hurry?"

Yue Chengen half-guessed and asked: "Look, one or two of you have all received the notice to go back to the main school, and some of you have started to move forward even if you haven't received it. Only you don't know what you want. , are you in a hurry?"

Zheng Nanguan seemed to have seen through something, he was confused for a while, and finally smiled brightly: "Well, it seems to be a little bit. Not right."

He affirmed himself again: "Yes, I'm really in a hurry."

"Looking at you one and two, fighting so hard, fighting for it, sometimes I really don't understand why you can live such a colorful life, with ups and downs." Ever since I was young, I have never experienced any great joy or sorrow. Likes are just likes, and dislikes are just hates. Everyone says that I am a good man, but in fact I really don’t care.” Zheng Nanguan also didn’t understand: “But if I really If I don't care about anything, then why am I in a hurry now?"

"Do you want to go back to the main school?"

"The main school is still not the main school... I don't really care, it's just..." The young man lowered his head and said hesitantly: "I still don't really want to be left behind by everyone." Zheng Nanguan sighed: "Sometimes I really want to I don’t really understand myself, things like myself are really too difficult. If you can’t figure it out, even if you want to figure it out, you can’t find a clue.”

"The world is not worth it." Yue Chengen said such a sentence suddenly, Zheng Nanguan couldn't understand, looked at him in confusion, only saw Yue Chengen smiled at him: "This is what Xu Shanmu said, I asked him why that time You should meddle in our business, it's normal for him to be indifferent to the end."

Standing in the season of aging, the two of them watched the old time pave an inch of time for them. They boldly stepped on that time. Yue Chengen said: "He told me that the world is not worth it."

"The world is not worth it?" Zheng Nanguan repeated this sentence, confusing all the scenes in front of him in the form of questions.

"It's not worth living, and it's not worth dying. In fact, many things in life are not worth it." Yue Chengen smiled wryly, as if thinking of many bad things, he gritted his teeth and closed his eyes: "It's not worth being sad, thinking about it Once you understand it, you will know what you want. If you understand it, you will know what you think is worthwhile.”

"If you live your whole life, you still have to do something worthwhile, right?" Yue Chengen said it to himself, and Zheng Nanguan also understood the meaning.

Not much to say, the two children went back together in silence, they are also similar in soul in some respects.

It was raining continuously, and the wind was blowing. The two children wrapped their down jackets and walked out of the stationery store holding umbrellas.

"In this era of advanced information, why can't we shop online?" The two people who were swept by the strong wind almost couldn't hold back the umbrella on their heads.

"Because you were lazy and forgot to buy it, and you have to hand in your homework today." Tao Wangyan held the umbrella tightly, and the two of them rushed forward with their heads down.

"Unexpectedly, my majestic man actually lost to the weather." Xue Fanyuan yelled: "I'm freezing to death!"

"I told you to buy it early, but you said it's okay! You know you regret it today!" Tao Wangyan was also dissatisfied, and the two of them blushed and had thick necks in the rain, like elementary school students.

In the end, the two gave up fighting the weather, turned around and went into a hot pot restaurant, and began to eat happily.

When the two of them were eating, Xue Fanyuan's gaze was attracted by a couple at the next table.

"Know?" Tao Wangyan blew on the hairy belly in his hand: "Male? Female?"

"Male." Xue Fanyuan said, "It's Brother Chen Dian next door to my house."

"Oh..." Tao Wangyan nodded, "You seem to have mentioned this name before."

"En." Xue Fanyuan's eyes were filled with white smoke. The man and woman opposite each other ate with their heads down. Life.

"Are they two siblings?" Tao Wangyan asked, "We're still on a blind date."

"That's Brother Chen Dian's wife. I went to the wedding when they got married." Xue Fanyuan pursed his lips and said, "The two of them have no relationship."

"Then why do you want to get married? Parents' order?"

"Almost. Their family thinks that the two of them should get married when they are old. Brother Chen Dian has no right to resist, so he can only obey."

Tao Wangyan nodded: "Aren't you going to say hello?"

"Let's talk about it after eating. What's going on now? And..." Xue Fanyuan said with some embarrassment: "I think I'm not doing well in the past."

"What's wrong?"

"Don't you think it's embarrassing for them as husband and wife?"

……

……

"It makes sense, let's eat first."

The rain was also a little lighter, Tao Wangyan went to pay the bill, Xue Fanyuan went up to say hello to the couple over there, Chen Dian saw Xue Fanyuan's indescribable excitement, he just patted the child on the shoulder as if seeing his son Closeness.

"Dinning with classmates, where do you go to school now?"

"I'm in Nanjun." Xue Fanyuan answered honestly, and as expected, he saw envy and uncomfortable stiffness on Chen Dian's face: "Your boy really walks as you please."

Without saying a few words, the woman over there coughed lightly two or three times, and Xue Fanyuan found an excuse, saying that he still had something to do and planned to leave first.

Unexpectedly, Chen Dian actually said that he would send the two of them back to school.

Xue Fanyuan sensed that something was wrong, but he didn't say much, just walked along the steps and said: "Then I will trouble Brother Chen Dian."

The car stopped and put the two children at the school gate. Chen Dian also got out of the car, lying on the roof and looking at the ancient gate and the broken stone lion in front of him, he asked in confusion, "Are you from Nanjun?"

"This is the branch school."

"Why are you at the branch school?"

Xue Fanyuan said as a matter of course: "I could go back to the main school, but I still think the branch school is good, so I stayed. It is more free here." After speaking, he trembled again, and hesitantly looked at Chen Dian beside him.

Unexpectedly, Chen Dian just smiled: "That's also good."

It seems to be emotional: "This is not bad."

Chen Dian talked to Xue Fanyuan again, and finally Chen Dian looked at the waterfowl on the campus facing the rain, smiled gently at Xue Fanyuan, and said, "Although it's a bit late, I still want to follow my own path. I want to live once. Anyway, I am very happy to see you today."

The shoulder was patted, Xue Fanyuan sent the man away in a daze, his hands and feet stiffened.Tao Wangyan smiled: "You see, people cannot be suppressed for a lifetime. Everyone wants to find themselves."

"What do you think he is going to do?" Xue Fanyuan smiled at Tao Wangyan, and the two happily threw the umbrella in the reception room, and rushed towards the dormitory building in the rain.

"He does what he likes!"

"Do whatever you want!"

No matter what the weather is, there will always be a sunny day. If one day your world clears up after the rain, I hope it will be the most beautiful day in the four seasons, and all things will congratulate you.

In the first snow in this city, they ushered in the grade assessment.

Chu Yun originally wanted to go to the main school by himself, but when he walked to the garden with his schoolbag on his back, he saw eleven people in the silver-clad ground, all dressed up, waiting for him, and everyone was smiling.

"You don't lose if you lose." Xue Fanyuan jumped forward and put his arms around the boy's shoulders, and said with a playful smile, "Let's go, let's let our dreams fly."

Chu Yun's heart was beating wildly in the wrong rhythm. He wanted to laugh and say thank you, but at the moment he was trembling with fear, and he didn't dare to put in much effort to express his emotions.

They took a step, like soldiers on the battlefield, never turning back and never looking back.

The boy stood in the background, his whole body froze.

Zheng Nanguan and the others were all sitting under the stage, as if they were waiting to witness.

They didn't know what the future would look like, so they chose to embark on the journey one after another, and they refused to back down with their blood broken.

Ruo Jinghong is hiding in the corner with a hat on, he is already much better, at least walking is not a problem now.But inexplicably, the boy is afraid of the gaze here.If Xu Shanmu hadn't persuaded him to come out and have a look, the boy would probably have to hide in the branch school for four full months.

Xu Qingzhou noticed this, reached out and patted Ruo Jinghong's tangled hands, and comforted him with his eyes.

There were countless singing voices, with superb skills and gorgeous tones, and everyone from the main school stood on the stage for the grade test. He Zhi once won three consecutive championships and was listed by the school as a master who did not need to participate in the grade test.

Chu Yun had already won the championship twice in a row, but it was a pity that he couldn't sing when he stood on the stage for the third time.

There are applause and spotlights.

Under the gaze of everyone, Chu Yun stood on the stage, and many people who came to study under the stage talked aloud, and the quiet auditorium was instantly filled with murmurs of discussion.

Those voices seemed to drown out the people on stage.

Under the light, someone's face was pale. From the moment he stepped on the stage, the boy's eyes were full of gray. It was noise, boredom, adults arguing, grandpa's stern words, calling him Suffocating picture and roar.

People are like empty shells, he can't feel anything, only endless sadness.

There was a big hole in his heart, and he was about to scream in panic when it was empty, but he couldn't even make a roar.

Will he die on stage?

The feeling at this moment is so that he feels that he will die here.

Everyone in the audience noticed his satisfaction.

"Is he okay?" Zheng Nanguan was a little anxious, fidgeting and trembling slightly.

Yue Chengen also fixed his gaze firmly on the stage.

He Zhi said quietly: "Come on."

The lights on the stage changed, and the prelude slowly flowed out.

Chu Yun's ear was filled with sharp and stimulating sounds, which made him unable to distinguish the sound of the accompaniment. He could only hear the movement of the drums hitting his heart. The blankness in the young man's mind disappeared, and a normal picture gradually emerged.

Someone's voice sounded.

Sing even if it hurts to death!To struggle, it doesn't matter to struggle like death! 】

Yeah?Is it okay?Doesn't it matter how ugly the scene is?

Sing out your pain.No matter how you fall, the sun will rise tomorrow, so stand up, there is only one way for you. 】

Yes, this world will turn around without everyone, even if I cry bitterly, even if I fall, it's useless.

Live on, give me a good struggle. 】

Well, I struggled once, I struggled once like dying, I included all embarrassing scenes in the song, if others don't understand, you should understand, after all, I have no way to retreat, the only way forward is to move forward.

The drums fell.

The breeze passed.

The clear voice was transmitted to the auditorium through the microphone.

Sing it! !

When all the lights around me go out,

Gradually even the voice choked up.

In front of him was an endless night.

I thought it was timidity that was simply passed over.

Now I have to admit,

I couldn't help but choked.

I can't make it clear even if I stretch out my hand,

Will there still be candles flickering for me.

with tears streaming down my face,

Pause for now.

I was caught off guard and didn't know how to face it.

And at this moment, my eyes were sunk in despair.

Still decided to go through the ups and downs.

It was an unknown deep alley.

That road is so long.

It was so cold that there was no ray of setting sun.

But he still set his direction without hesitation.

If I meet hope on this road.

Please bless me to spread my wings and fly.

If you can't bless, don't want to pretend.

Please stay in your hometown.

I blend into the most beautiful fragrance in the world.

Sing of the returning phoenix.

Sing out the red makeup of the bride.

Singing that gorgeous neon clothes.

Abandon despair and hesitation.

Be your own direction.

Create your own hopes.

I want to sing as much as I want.

No longer complain that the sky is gradually turning blue and slowly falling.

Me under the sky,

Will not be confused.

Give up the safe realm and be safe and sound.

Free your hands.

The window that broke the shackles.

I am not in a barren field,

No longer obsessed with double numbers.

The music is playing now.

I am the only light in the dark.

--"hope"

The boy's eyes were full of tears, and his painful emotions turned into singing, shaking everyone's heartstrings.

"Finally, it's sung!"

Zheng Nanguan's voice was stiff and almost choked, and he half-roared: "I finally sang it."

Xu Qingzhou clapped his hands: "Yes, yes, the songs I wrote are just nice."

Everyone looked at the teenager with contempt: "Zi Lian, please pay attention to the occasion."

Chu Yun put down the microphone, trembling in his heart, and finally bowed under the spotlight, opening a new direction.

I am about to enter the world of fiercely fought adults, where to fight alone, I must become more indestructible than anyone else. 】——"Kafka on the Shore"

The curtain came to an end amidst the cheers, their voices of flying birds finally came back, Wan Liyou generously said that he would treat everyone to hot pot, only to see a circle of teenagers happily walking out of the school gate.

Ruo Jinghong followed Xu Qingzhou closely, like a child seeking protection. The next second his protection was exposed, and someone called his name.

The young man stopped hesitantly, turned his head to look at the groups of juniors around him, he lowered his head and walked there, Xu Qingzhou frowned and was about to follow, but Xu Shanmu stretched out his hand to hold him, and whispered to him Shaking his head: "It's a terrible war, you can't help."

Ruo Jinghong came back soon, but he didn't see any difference on his face, he just lowered his head a little lower.

Pushing cups and changing glasses on the dinner table, everyone made a fuss.

Xu Qingzhou asked him: "What did those people tell you just now?"

The little fairy rested her chin on one hand like a child, her face turned red after tasting a little wine, and she looked like a small apple: "They said to see if my injury was cured, and asked me if I would like to participate in the next competition .”

Xu Qingzhou had dark thoughts, but he didn't open his mouth, he just thought in a good direction: "They come to care about you?"

"It seems to be." Ruo Jinghong leaned back on the chair in shock, staring at a seemingly invisible crack on the ceiling in a daze, he pursed his lips, frowned, didn't know what to say, and finally covered his eyes: "But I don't believe it."

"what?"

"I don't believe they are here to care about me." Ruo Jinghong said with trembling body, "I don't believe them."

That looking up and down eyes seemed to be observing whether he was really injured, and whether his enemy was already shattered.

He has been regarded as a scourge...

Xu Qingzhou's movements stopped, and he turned his head to look at Xu Shanmu who was also stopped there. Before he could respond, he saw Xu Shanmu reach out and hug the little fairy: "Trust me. Let's go together during the winter vacation Mt. Fuji to play."

The nature of acting like a baby will not change after all, the little fairy threw herself into the arms of the genius, and hung up her whole body.

"He's the only one who can be sweet like this." Wan Liyou shook his head helplessly.

"Don't you?" Xu Qingzhou asked.

Xu Shanmu said, "I think it's just right."

"Give it back to me, this is my son."