The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

, when his singing faded away

Huang Chuanhui lowered his head as if he was stimulated by Chu Yun's words just now, his whole body was in abnormal confusion, and he was almost hit by a battery car running a red light when crossing the road...

Li Yuanzhi took the boy's arm and asked with a puzzled expression: "What are you doing? What are you thinking? How dangerous it is."

"Hmm." He slowly pulled out his hand as if being entangled by a snake. Li Yuanzhi didn't take it seriously, but just stared at Chu Yun, who lowered his head and refused to face the real scene in front of him, and sighed: "It's really troublesome, There is a wave of ups and downs and another wave."

Yue Chengen seemed to have been involved in something sad, and he didn't talk much along the way, and He Zhi didn't dare to speak to these silent and sad people at this time.

All the way in silence, Tao Wangyan pulled Xue Fanyuan away, and the two accompanied them halfway and then went elsewhere first.

"What are we going to do now?" Xue Fanyuan couldn't understand the people running halfway in front of him: "Yunyun and the others are very sad now, let's go back."

"Is it useful to go back?" Tao Wangyan held up the stone at his feet, watching the stone roll forward for a stroll, the young man sighed: "The two of us can't help anything. Stand in front of them It’s only going to confuse them.”

"..." Xue Fanyuan couldn't deny it, and sighed a little discouraged: "Yes, we will only make trouble for them if we go."

"Happy families are basically the same, but every unhappy family has its own misfortunes." Tao Wangyan remembered the words of a certain book, and even looked at the fallen leaves on the street with a bit of sadness: "I thought They're all very happy."

He said: "At least happier than me."

"Forget the words."

"Ok?"

"You seem to... have grown up."

"Grow up?" Tao Wangyan looked at himself in the mirror on the street: "It's true that I've grown taller."

"Okay, handsome guy." Xue Fanyuan kicked away the stones that the two of them carried along the way: "Don't be beautiful, you are not as handsome as me." The young man stepped forward: "Let's go to eat. After a busy morning, I'm hungry."

The two walked to an open snack shop on the street, and just as they sat down, they saw someone curled up in a daze in the depths of the street. Unbearable.

"Song Yang?"

It's not surprising to see this person here, they walked back a lot, if Song Yang had just run this way after they left, it's not impossible to see him here.

Seeing the man in a clean suit sitting on the ground with no bones, Xue Fanyuan was puzzled: "What happened to him suddenly?"

"I guess he was stimulated by Yunyun's words just now." Tao Wangyan didn't take it seriously, but turned around and ordered half of the table's food: "Eat, ignore him."

"A child is a blank piece of paper, and it is an adult who can add color to the blank piece of paper." Xue Fanyuan said, "If something really happens to him here, what should we do? Should we call the police?"

"Don't bother the police uncle. Life is about benevolence." Tao Wangyan said: "Our Yue Chengen, Xu Shanmu, which one is not worse than him? How old is he? Is he a giant baby? He is an adult. , you should be responsible for what you did."

Tao Wangyan looked at Xue Fanyuan in astonishment: "Damn, you won't sympathize with him, you should sympathize with Yun Yun."

Xue Fan gave him a blank look: "Since when did I sympathize with him? Does he deserve my sympathy?"

"I think you want to help him?" Tao Wangyan frowned: "He is a villain."

"I just feel a little pity."

"pity?"

"With his competitive spirit, if he met a good parent and a good guide, he would not be like this now." Xue Fanyuan shrugged: "When I see him, I think of Brother Chen Dian who used to be across from my house." He said Tusk: "Why do you think I'm sympathizing with him? Am I crazy?"

"What about the villain." Tao Wangyan has his own theory: "You don't need to know how he grew up, or what happened to him in the past, you just need to know what will happen to him in the end. gone."

"Isn't it too cold-blooded?" Xue Fanyuan looked at the rice cake in front of him: "As adults do evil, so do children."

"This is my choice." Tao Wangyan's upbringing environment was not as pure and clean as Xue Fanyuan's, and more...he had seen too many hypocrisy and struggles, seeing his father's mask and his mother's calmness.He thinks that he is not an extreme person, but he has no way out in front of the villains: "Cheng En was also beaten down from the position of the proud son of heaven. He didn't have the same choice to do evil. Not to mention Shan Mu Well, he never took the initiative to cause trouble, but once he caused trouble, others would even have a chance to fight back, and Jing Hong, when he was neglected by them back then, he chose not to fight. It was his own choice."

Xue Fanyuan chewed something and smiled: "You can't live without doing your own crime."

"That's right." He pulled the fried dumplings aside: "Eat some, it's delicious."

Tao Wangyan stared at Xue Fanyuan eating, and pursed his lips uncomfortably. He suddenly remembered a sentence Chu Yun said on the basketball court before.

"Kids from happy families and kids from unhappy families... just aren't the same!"

Yes, that's right, it's just different, the way of thinking about problems is different, and the way of dealing with problems is also different.

"This world is either a wolf or a tiger, you have to be careful." Tao Wangyan said.

Xue Fanyuan raised his head and smiled at him: "Thank you teacher for teaching."

Wan Liyou was a bit bored in the room, after putting a glass of water on the bedside for the person over there, he walked to the window and saw three people gathered together, and gathered towards them with a book.

The autumn sun was really good, the young man waved to the three people, and finally chose to sit at the place closest to Ruo Jinghong.

"Is Shanmu feeling better?"

"I'm asleep, and the fever hasn't gone away. If it doesn't go away tomorrow, I'll take him to the hospital." Wan Liyou pulled Ruo Jinghong to sit down: "Shan Mu said that we will go to Japan to see Mount Fuji together during the winter vacation, will you come with us?" ?”

"winter vacation?"

"Don't even think about it, he's mine." Xu Qingzhou stepped forward to block the man behind him: "Go, don't hit my son's attention."

"How did he become your son?" Wan Liyou said rather incomprehensibly: "After all, he was promoted with us. You, a paratrooper who came out halfway, just rob people like this? It's unreasonable Bar."

"Then don't grab it, let's go together." Xu Qingzhou nodded: "I'm fine during the winter vacation."

"Aren't you going home for the New Year?" Zheng Nanguan asked.

"Go home?" Xu Qingzhou smiled: "My parents don't know where to go wild. It's still Chinese New Year. I'll call them and get through."

"Your parents are free souls."

Everyone gathered together to chat and laugh, but they couldn't go anywhere. Everyone had something on their minds.

That night, Ruo Jinghong was in so much pain that he couldn't sleep because of the medicine. In the middle of the night, the only boy was the only one who suppressed the painful weeping and hid his head under the quilt, which was already a habit.

Someone lifted his quilt and stroked his hair: "Jinghong? Does the medicine hurt?"

He hummed, like a wronged child.

Xu Qingzhou fished him out of the quilt, knowing that he couldn't help him with anything, so he could only accompany him quietly.

To regain the lost immortal energy, one needs to go through catastrophes, and no one can help those catastrophes. This is Ruo Jinghong's battle alone.

"Light boat."

"Ah."

"You sing to me. Distract me."

Xu Qingzhou agreed again and again.

Clearing his throat, he sang in the boy's ear.

If not, the sound of drawing horns will be in the late autumn rain.

How can I remember, the desolate song of the Red House Yuefu.

Listen to that again, the beauty talks about Xue Feixu with a smile.

Sigh alone, the spring breeze adds red and plantain green.

When the east wind is exhausted, there are a few places where you can miss each other.

Look at Hibiscus, the pool is full of cold water connecting the sky and the earth.

Speaking of boredom, I looked at the rising sun from east to west.

The moonlight is cool, and someone's young lady adds new clothes.

If you want to talk, you will rest, if you want to talk, you will rest.

The king will return to rest, and the king will return to rest.

If you want to talk, you will rest, if you want to talk, you will rest.

The king will return to rest, and the king will return to rest.

Tears hang down, and when the love becomes thick, the love turns thin.

When will it be dry, with eyes full of spring breeze and laughter.

If you want to say sorrow, the pear blossom is desolate.

One sound, now I only know that I was wrong at the time.

The rain is urgent at night, and the misty rain on the building is a dream.

Qing wakes up, flying swallows fall, flowers fall and the moon is misty.

The smoke is far away, how many happy encounters in the past.

He smiled helplessly, holding a branch of Tangli in his hand.

Waking up is boring, waking up is boring.

Drunk is also boring, drunk is also boring.

The dream is also Xiao Xiao, the dream is also Xiao Xiao.

People are Xiao Xiao, and people are Xiao Xiao.

Ruo Jinghong looked at the person in front of him ignorantly, as if his attention had been diverted, he asked, "What are you singing about?"

"That day, I asked Shan Mu to take a drinking poem, and after reading it, the picture appeared in my mind."

The child's mind was startled, and he took his arm and asked, "Is there a song for you?"

"Chengqu?" The boy shook his head: "Not yet, what's the matter?"

"Can I dance to this song?"

Xu Qingzhou nodded for a moment: "Yes." He looked at it gently: "Jinghong, what are you thinking after listening to this song?"

"Looking for a person who never withers." Ruo Jinghong gestured: "A person blindfolded with a gauze ribbon, wearing a sky blue dress, is dancing among the clouds and smoke, and has gone to the world of mortals again. Finally, there is a person Approached with a flower, put it in the ear of the dancer, and removed the shackles from his eyes."

Xu Qingzhou was taken aback for a moment, he was a little stunned by the joy and charm in the child's mind, he just stretched out his arms and hugged this person blindly, treating him as a treasure, Xu Qingzhou said enviously: "Your world, really It's beautiful."

The door was pushed open, and Zheng Nanguan shouted anxiously: "The cloud is gone!"

The children who ran out of the school went in different directions, Xue Fanyuan jumped anxiously: "This is the third time this month, can you talk if you have something to do, can you stop disappearing without moving!!"

"Calm down, don't step on my aj."

Wan Liyou and Xu Qingzhou stayed to take care of the two patients. Half an hour later, all the children over there called back to report their itinerary, but no one found Chu Yun.

Ruo Jinghong looked at the moonlight like water outside the window, and suddenly remembered a place, he took Xu Qingzhou's arm and said, "Go to the auditorium to have a look."

"hall?"

"Well, the auditorium." He pushed the young man: "Go and have a look."

Xu Qingzhou put on his coat and ran downstairs. There was always a bit of terror in the quiet night.The boy hesitantly pushed the door open and touched the switch. The dimly lit auditorium brightened up after the blink of an eye.

Xu Qingzhou squinted his eyes and saw Chu Yun lying on the stage in the middle of the stage.

He stepped forward, squatted beside the man and pushed the man's motionless body: "What are you doing? Everyone is looking for you."

Chu Yun turned over and looked at the ceiling, and smiled distastefully: "Looking for me? Why are you looking for me?"

"You suddenly disappeared in the middle of the night without your mobile phone. Everyone is worried about you."

"I just can't sleep." Chu Yun looked up at the spotlight above, and finally couldn't bear the brightness, so he closed his eyes.

"Get up and go back." Xu Qingzhou said to him.

"No, I'll lie here for a while." Chu Yun smiled at him: "How do you know I'm here?"

"Jinghong said you might be here and asked me to come and have a look." Xu Qingzhou didn't mean to leave, he was not a cold-blooded person, although he didn't have much patience with others, but he couldn't see this person degenerate like this.

"Jinghong." Chu Yun smiled: "Yes, only he told me that I can still sing." He gritted his teeth: "Others just say that everything will be fine, only he dares to tell me The word "singing" is avoided by others, but he is the only one who dares to touch other people's wounds, he is so naive."

Although Xu Qingzhou didn't hear any sarcasm in his tone, he was somewhat displeased with his attitude.The young man didn't reply, but just stood there looking down at Chu Yun.

Xu Qingzhou in front of Chu Yun looked like this. The proud son of heaven was born with light, and all the spotlights on the stage were for him. Everyone said that he and He Zhi sang well.Report on the performance of the last song, like a bird flying into the forest, the world is at first quiet.But it was also because the song they chose was good.The boy's brows were as thick as ink, and the song "Time and Years" was also written by Xu Qingzhou. This person could write such a good song in high school.

"Xu Qingzhou, if one day you can't sing anymore, will you go crazy?"

Xu Qingzhou's eyelids twitched slightly, he remembered that this was the same place in the past, he also asked Ruo Jinghong similar words, how did Jinghong answer?

Jinghong said that he would dance even if he died.

That kind of pure love is shocking.

"I don't know." Xu Qingzhou shook his head at him: "I never thought that one day I would not be able to sing."

"But I don't think I can sing anymore." Chu Yun said, "No matter how others persuade me, to be honest, I still think I can't sing anymore. I have given myself a lot of hope and time." Covering the light in front of his eyes: "But the only thing that responds to me time and time again is despair."

"Why can't you sing anymore?" Xu Qingzhou didn't understand, he just heard this person's voice in other people's words, and said that it could be compared with He Zhi: "Is it because of family relationship?"

"Because of myself." The young man sat up slowly, facing the empty auditorium: "I don't want to sing, and when I sing, I feel very sad, and my ears are full of sounds like war." The booming sound. I feel so uncomfortable when I sing, I can't even breathe."

"Singing is like dying."

"Not because of others but because of myself."

Xu Qingzhou didn't understand and was still confused.

The young man smiled, but his eyes were covered with mist: "Singing seems to be a sin to me. It's wrong to sing, and it's wrong not to sing. Sometimes I don't understand it myself. Why should I sing? Singing What does it mean to me? What am I after?"

He slowly let go of the hand he had been holding tightly, as if giving up: "I'm tired."

Facing Xu Qingzhou's slightly reproachful eyes, Chu Yun said with a smile: "I'm just a person, I'm really tired."

"You want to give up?"

Chu Yun was slightly stunned: "It's not giving up, it's just a compromise. It's a last resort, I can't do it, I just admit it."

"Admit what?" Xu Qingzhou looked at him, and couldn't help lowering his eyes: "Admit that you are a coward? Admit that you can't jump out of other people's eyes, can you?"

"Whatever you say." He waved his hand: "Anyway, you understand."

"Then you understand?" Xu Qingzhou thought it was funny. The young man's mind was full of people in this school who were lost and collapsed in front of his eyes. He himself had been to the abyss before: "You just said that Jinghong is very Naive. Is he really naive?"

Chu Yun looked at him innocently, his eyes were red: "Xu Qingzhou, I don't want to quarrel with you."

"I don't want to quarrel with you either." The young man sneered, "I just don't understand who you are acting for with your disappointed expression."

Chu Yun raised his eyes: "Who am I acting for?"

"Jinghong is not naive at all." Xu Qingzhou said: "He knows everything. You don't like watching him dance, you don't like how he works hard, and you don't like him standing on a high place far ahead. He knows all the things in people's hearts. I know." Xu Qingzhou gritted his teeth: "He's not naive at all. He's just like you, very tired! Very tired! So tired that he lay on the ground for a long time and couldn't get up, he still stood up and danced. You said you compromised, you said you Admitting that you can't do it yourself, you have to, I'm really curious, what can't you do?"

On such a quiet night, only Xu Qingzhou's voice was heard in the entire auditorium, accompanied by a cold echo, like a question from God.

Xu Qingzhou smiled: "Is it because you can't sing well? Or are you unable to stand at the top of Nanjun? Neither, you are actually very good, and you are actually at the top just like Jinghong. You said that Jinghong is naive , just to say in disguise that he is simple-minded and doesn’t understand your pain, and you envy him that he can climb out of the abyss so quickly, even if he suffers like that, he won’t give up.”

"In the final analysis." Xu Qingzhou sneered: "You are just a child who is worried about candy."

"Have you said enough?" Chu Yun also looked at each other coldly, his eyes filled with tears unconsciously, he bent his back and endured the pain in his heart and said loudly: "What do you know?! Do you know how I survived the past six months? I’ve already achieved this virtue!” He roared instinctively like a beast: “What else do you want from me?! Isn’t this enough?! Isn’t it hard enough? Isn’t it hard enough? What else should I do? !"