The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

The key is in hand, the door is in front, there is no reason not to open it.

Xu Qingzhou's heart is extremely calm, like the lake water in autumn, the fallen leaves and duckweed can't stir up any disturbance. With a click, the lock was opened. He took the lock and held the handle tightly.

He told himself that it was still too late to stop now, and it must be too late to stop now.

The pool of water in my heart keeps flowing into the river, so that it keeps rushing and doesn't want to stay.

Breathing stopped, he forcefully opened the cabinet door, and the things in front of him came into his eyes.

His hands trembled uncontrollably, and he even stopped breathing.

Should have thought of it earlier.

The things inside should have been thought of long ago.

Xu Qingzhou's whole body was exhausted, and he was shocked by the expected and unimaginable things in the cabinet. He squatted in front of the cabinet, trembling all over, and there was a whole cabinet full of trophies and certificates.

The golden trophies for the grand prize, the transparent trophies made of glass, big and small, all kinds, are all proof of being number one.The whole city, the whole province, the whole school, and the whole country are full of a cabinet, and those medals that are neatly hung in one place, and those awards that have accumulated to the height of a cup.The entire cabinet is about to be covered with gold and glory, even overflowing the door, these are locked brilliance.

What Ruo Jinghong doesn't want others to see is his professional height, which is the condition for him to be hurt by everyone.

The boy secretly sealed up these things alone, and carefully sealed them up every time he got a medal, a trophy, and a first prize.You dare not share your joy with others, you dare not rejoice in your glory, and you dare not even show your wounds.

Xu Qingzhou reached out to touch the first trophy in the country in front of him.

But he felt the coldness of his hand.

Like Ruo Jinghong's past years of being alone, his whole body was stiff from the cold, and his bones ached from the cold.

Xu Qingzhou remembered that he once asked Ruo Jinghong about many things.

In fact, that person understands.

Jinghong said: "I know, it's just that I danced so well that I unintentionally hurt them and made them feel... um... I don't know how to say it."

Jinghong said: "But, I don't think I did anything wrong."

Jinghong said: "I like to dance, so naturally I want to be number one. But I don't want to make them unhappy because of me."

Jinghong said: "I went to the main school some time ago. I found that they were much happier than before. It was not because of other things, or because I was not in the main school. After I came here, I thought everyone was not the same. It's definitely not going to hurt them, but..."

Jinghong said: "It still makes them sad without knowing it."

Jinghong said: "I hurt them. Although I was unconscious, it is undeniable that I hurt them."

Xu Qingzhou knows that the environment they live in is not peaceful, and such things as harm often occur, so he has always restrained his kindness, and will not show more smiles to those who are not worthy, even... once there is something unpleasant When emotions arise, with his temperament, he will definitely retaliate immediately.

But... not Jinghong.

He won't argue with those people, because he will consider issues from the perspective of others, and it's not that he can't protect himself... It's just that this child doesn't like to hurt others, so he turns around and leaves.Perhaps in Jinghong's eyes, it's not worth worrying about and resenting for these things.

Because it wasn't worth it, he chose to give up.

This is a kind of noble personality, a kind of nobility that can laugh at the progress of others without competing with others.

Everyone in this world is eager to be violent and wanton, and they are busy trampling others down to climb up. No matter who they are, they are eager for the person who is high in front of them to fall into the clouds.Jealousy poisoned those who stood in front of him.

Jinghong is the one standing at the apex.I have always looked at the world alone.

If this happened to someone else, Xu Qingzhou might think that person was cowardly or useless, but when this happened in front of his eyes and happened to Jinghong, he had to admit that he had a heart narrow.

In his own eyes, revenge is inevitable, but in Jinghong's eyes, it may be an unworthy thing.

Walk forward after crying, fly to high places after wiping away the tears, he will not panic about those things, worry about those things, Jinghong is always noble.In fact, he doesn't bother to compete with others, he is proud and noble, but at the same time he is so kind.

I can't bear to hurt others by my excellence.

He chose to hide!

In order not to hurt others!He chose to restrain the light!

Going to the world alone with a sword and gun, he is a fairy who fell into the mortal world, alone, going through this experience proudly.

He is such a gentle and strong person.

All the glory in front of his eyes was like a sharp silver sword, piercing into his heart and soul, leaving his mind in tatters.

When Yue Chengen heard the movement, he turned and pushed open the door of their dormitory. He was stunned by the trophy in front of him and the sad Xu Qingzhou squatting on the ground.The boy stood by the door, his whole body was icy cold from the wind.

He has not been here for long, but he is a smart person, and here everyone's eyebrows and eyes are full of stories, and everyone's eyes are covered with dust, but in the depths of the dust, there is a faded light shining point.

It is not difficult to understand the thoughts of each of them.

But this was the first time that he intuitively felt the great pain caused by glory.

Ruo Jinghong is a very good, very good person, he does not do anything utilitarian, he treats everyone with heart and soul, if others treat him well, he will treat others very well, and he always likes to give away Gifts, they say they like to see others happy when they receive gifts...

No. [-] in the country.

It is that child who has another identity...

It was the first time that this glorious luster spread out in front of him so clearly and picturesquely.

In addition to his astonishment, he also felt distressed.

do you know? , You are not the only one suffering in this world.

You may not be able to bear the suffering of others.

No one spoke, and the two of them were so silent, letting time rush by before their eyes.

Yue Chengen returned to his room, and He Zhi boiled soup on the induction cooker: "Did you ask? Is Jinghong awake?"

"No, Qingzhou doesn't seem to be in good condition. I'll ask later."

"Oh." He Zhi nodded, as if he understood something.

"Is Jinghong's dance very good?" Yue Chengen pulled out his chair and sat down by the window. He looked at the wind chimes hanging outside the window and smiled wistfully: "I only know that he is number one in the country."

"Haven't you seen it?" He Zhi was a little surprised. He put down the spoon he was stirring, blew the white smoke that floated up, covered the white porcelain cover, and took out the mobile phone beside him: "Jinghong took the We went to see the champion of the national competition together. Since then, we never dared to watch him dance again." The boy opened the phone interface and called up the video: "Look at it, I have never been willing to delete it, then It was taken in the year."

Yue Chengen took it, and after reading it, the young man didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment.

Soul shaken?

He Zhixiao: "Li You said that Jinghong must have been a seedling that would bring disaster to the country and the people in ancient times."

Yue Chengen was amused by this joke. He turned off his phone and stared at his cheerful expression on the black screen: "I can understand why you don't want to watch him dance."

He Zhi's fingertips froze, and he pointed at the table in front of him: "Why?" He Zhi looked forward to this person's answer.

"No reason, maybe it's just that I don't want to see such a thing. Turn a blind eye, as if such a thing does not exist in this world." Yue Chengen smiled: "Do you think so?"

"Yeah." He Zhi didn't deny it: "Because the gap is too big, everyone chooses to turn a blind eye." He looked at Yue Chengen's recovery, and lowered his head. too many things.

"Cheng En."

"Hmm." The boy responded.

"If it were you, would you choose to turn a blind eye, or would you choose to admit that such fairies exist in this world?"

"If I don't admit it, doesn't he exist?" Yue Chengen smiled mischievously like a child: "It's just like your voice, I am very envious, I also hope to have it, and I want to turn a blind eye, but... I turn a blind eye Does it really not exist? No."

As if he had experienced heartbreak, he stretched out his hand to pat the tinkling wind chimes over there, and a burst of shattering light rushed into his ears. Yue Chengen said: "You have heard the saying that the ground is a prison."

"Everyone who went to elementary school knows this sentence."

The wind chime and the sun constitute a complex picture in front of him. Yue Chengen's smile is extremely dreamy. He is like the owner of the sun: "The mountain is there. Ignoring it is impossible to ignore it. It's better to admit that I can't, I can't do it. This There are mountains in the world that I can’t climb. There are so many climbers in the world, but how many people have climbed the Himalayas, and how many people died on the way? Do you think there are always things we can’t do.”

"You don't look at the mountains when you come back from the Five Sacred Mountains, and you don't look at the mountains when you come back from Huangshan Mountain." He Zhi lay down lazily: "Cheng En. People are longing for the peak."

"Then you can't trade your life for Gaofeng. If Gaofeng didn't see him, he's gone." Yue Chengen said.

He Zhi smiled, like a lazy cat, and watched the boy's wind chimes swinging with the wind with Yue Chengen, walked to Yue Chengen's side, put his hands on the boy's shoulders, and the two of them faced the autumn leaves in the sky: " Those things exist without acknowledgment. So... I want to ask you once."

"Are you all right?" he asked.

Yue Chengen knew what he was asking, but it was not easy to lie to him. He nodded first, then shook his head: "It's okay, but...it will get better." He said: "I plan to pay respects to my mother in a while. , I also need someone to clean the house, and my mother still left a lot of property, so I have to go to the notary to handle it." The young man clenched his fists: "It's a little difficult for me to go alone, can you accompany me?"

"Okay, if you don't feel well, we'll stop right away."

"You seem very happy."

He Zhi pinched his face, smiled relieved and relaxed, he stood under the warm sun, looking at the world of mortals: "You have taught me a lesson, and now I have decided to let myself go."

"Lesson?" Yue Chengen couldn't understand these two words: "What lesson?"

He Zhi's eyes were sparkling, and he felt guilty: "It's just... people can't make wishes casually."

"Feudal superstition is a must."

He Zhi laughed out loud.

Zheng Nanguan and Chu Yun came out of the principal's office, holding Ruo Jinghong's slip, and walked through the snow-white new building in front of them. There were sounds of practice coming from all around, and it was people from the classical dance department practicing.

The two of them ran through the maple leaf forest, and when they were about to leave, they heard noises coming from behind them.

Chu Yun looked back, only to see a group of people gathered downstairs in the practice room, most of them were holding up their mobile phones to take pictures, and some people were calling for help, Chu Yun slightly raised his head, only to see two or three people at the window on the second floor Laughing and laughing at the window, there are men and women.

"Song Yang?" Zheng Nanguan recognized the leading boy.

"The one behind him is Huangci." Chu Yun has been very concerned since Xu Qingzhou mentioned this name last time, and now seeing the real person is even more disgusting.

"What are they doing?"

After the crowd dispersed for a while, the two saw a girl downstairs crying on the ground in disheveled clothes. Many people came forward to help her, but the banter upstairs was getting louder.

"What else can I do?!" Chu Yun's eyes burst into anger, the two of them looked at each other, and quickly stepped forward to check the girl's situation.

Some girls had come forward and wrapped their coats around the woman, and others had called an ambulance.

Zheng Nanguan didn't hesitate to call the police first.

Chu Yun and Song Yang upstairs looked at each other, Song Yang smiled viciously as if he had seen through the anger in Chu Yun's heart, and he gave him the middle finger indifferently.

Seeing Chu Yun's anger flooding, Zheng Nanguan pulled him back: "His family is a family friend with yours, it's better for you not to argue with him, and he won't know what a farce it is if he recruits your family. Calm down."

"It's rubbish."

In the hustle and bustle of the school, everyone was busy watching and listening.But he didn't want to find out the truth.

Zheng Nanguan and Chu Yun made sure that the girl went back to the branch school after getting into the ambulance, and they didn't know what happened to the police in the school afterwards.

In the evening, Zheng Nanguan checked the forum because he was worried.

Chu Yun went online before him. The strange thing is that there is nothing on the Internet, forums, post bars, Moments, this matter was inexplicably suppressed, not even a single word was released.

"It's exactly the same as before." Chu Yun lay beside Zheng Nanguan's bed, looked up at the ceiling hopelessly, and couldn't help sneering: "They do evil, and the adults at home help them settle it!"

Zheng Nanguan called some of his former friends from the main school, and the teenagers there were extremely angry. They told Zheng Nanguan that the police officers who came in the afternoon were exactly the same as the ones who came last time, and that the girl was not injured anywhere, but He was a little frightened, and told Song Yang and the others to pay some money, and the matter was over.There is no news from the school, but this matter has been suppressed.

"What are they doing upstairs?" Chu Yun asked.

"It was said that the girl didn't listen to them, so they used some strange tricks to trick her, scaring the girl so much that she jumped off the second floor." Zheng Nanguan frowned: "It's a good name, it's a prank."

The two looked at each other and just bowed their heads.

"We are really useless, we can't even give justice." Chu Yun frowned, gritted his teeth and said, "My grandfather told me before that although he also disliked the Song family, but... on the surface Peace is still necessary. I broke up with my family, and when I went out to live alone, my grandfather only told me not to cause trouble for him outside and go back."

"So, you just endured it today?"

"The girl didn't hurt anywhere. If she really saw blood, I might not be able to control myself."

"If they really saw blood, they wouldn't be let off so easily."

"Nan Guan..." Chu Yun's head was filled with heat, causing his whole body to tingle, "Do you think I'm useless?"

"No."

"But I'm still very afraid of them." Chu Yun shook hands into a fist: "Whether I am independent or not, my grandfather, my father, and my uncle, they are all in my heart like monsters. When I think of them, my whole body will be scared." Crazy."

Chu Yun was sitting there: "My grandfather said, if I pursue my dream, then I will not be his grandson in this life, I will no longer be a member of the Chu family, and I will not even be able to see my mother. At that time I hesitated Yes, but my mother took my hand and told me to leave, don’t stay in this kind of home, and take her out when I am able, and then we will live together again.”

"..." Zheng Nanguan heard him talk about the old things for the first time, but he was surprised that this boy could step forward amidst such stimulation: "Your grandpa...talked to you like this?"

"He is a commander and a general. He has been used to talking to others like this for many years. In his world, there is only obedience and no rebellion. I have learned to obey since I was a child, but I couldn't do it later, so I touched him. Ni Lin, he wants to punish me." Chu Yun said: "He is the king of his own world, but I don't want to be his subject."

Zheng Nanguan sat not far from him, feeling sad for it, but could do nothing.