The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

After changing their clothes, Yue Chengen and Xu Qingzhou gathered together in the small auditorium, accompanied by the bright summer sun, on the way to the musical instrument store.

Ruo Jinghong's pale face under the bright sun made Yue Chengen startled and said, "Jinghong, what's wrong with you? Why do you look like this?"

Xu Qingzhou replied on his behalf: "He can't jump out of the feeling he wants, and he is getting irritable."

"..." Ruo Jinghong puffed her cheeks with a feeling of melancholy.

"Why does he look like this?"

"He looks like this every time he comes back from dancing, so don't worry about it." Xu Qingzhou said so, reaching out to rub the acupuncture points on his back for him, showing a sense of professionalism.

"You are very professional in this way."

"You go to the Chinese medicine clinic a few more times, and you can also have this skill."

The owner of the musical instrument store was a little surprised when he saw Yue Chengen, so he continued to greet him.

Xu Qingzhou sat alone on a chair and discussed the details with the boss. Ruo Jinghong was wandering around in the store, and Yue Chengen was bored watching it, so he followed Ruo Jinghong, watching the little fairy turn on the piano and play half a piece proficiently. He probed to look at the violin again, and then looked at the folk music, like a visitor from outside the world who just came to the world to hang out.

"Jinghong." Yue Chengen called out to the little fairy who was playing the piano in front of him, looking like a mess.

The little god immediately withdrew his hand, quickly closed the piano cover, and moved in one go, then pretended to have an innocent expression that nothing had happened, and stood there motionless, blinking his innocent eyes, as if his eyes were red when he was caught Rabbit, and then responded mechanically: "Yeah."

Yue Chengen was amused by his series of actions, stepped forward and said: "No wonder they treat you differently, they are not ordinary people."

"After all, I'm a fairy." He raised his chin stinkingly, his brows raised arrogantly: "I'm the fairy Jinghong, okay?"

Yue Chengen stood leaning on the stairs: "I thought you asked me to come over because you wanted to talk to me, but now it seems that you really just asked me to come over and lead the way..."

"You look disappointed." Ruo Jinghong grinned and teased the person in front of him, and then showed a wicked smile: "Then I'll take advantage of the situation and ask. It was originally the idiot over there who said he wanted to ask." .”

The man over there had sharp ears and immediately said, "Who are you calling an idiot? Do you want me to give you a massage tonight?"

Ruo Jinghong covered his mouth, looked at Yue Chengen aggrievedly, and said in a low voice, "I am pitiful every day."

Yue Chengen was in a good mood, it was the first time he met such a boy, he was as enchanting as a flower, but as firm as a dagger.

"Will you stay?" Ruo Jinghong approached the window, smiling brightly.

"I stay, is it really okay?" He looked at the young man who was as clear as a begonia in front of him in confusion. Maybe people who are too smart can't give him an answer, but these people who have never shown their intelligence but are clear and clear can better understand his current situation. Feeling.

"I don't know, that's your life, but why did you leave?" Ruo Jinghong said, "I think you live here pretty well, and..." He said hesitantly: "That's not you wrong."

Wherever the summer sun shines brightly, it will add vitality. When it falls on the green, the green is emerald. When it falls on the red, the red is added. Glittering and quiet.

It landed on Ruo Jinghong's shoulders, dimly and brightly, one can vaguely see the Immortal Jade Lake, Nine Songs Purple Mansion, the young man's fingertips were on the sunlight, as if pinching a piece of crystal, his eyes were full of grievances and regrets, he Said: "Cheng'en, that's not your fault, you didn't do anything wrong, and you didn't feel sorry for anyone, don't let adults ruin your life."

His worries are written in his eyes, and it seems that in the next second it will turn into a spring rain and a gentle breeze, warming all the frost: "You are also one of the victims."

"Are you sympathizing with me? Jinghong?" Yue Chengen softened his attitude, waiting for his answer.

"There are too many poor people in this world, and I am also very poor. I just love you, and I don't sympathize with you." He pinched his sleeve and said, "Shan Mu told me that sympathy is a very proud feeling. Posture, only if you think you are better than others, and live better than others, will you have this kind of performance. This is not a bad thing, nor a good thing.”

Yue Chengen looked at him: "I want to stay." Unknowingly began to confide in his heart, he smiled wryly: "But I am very afraid of He Zhi's gaze."

"Why?"

"Yeah." Yue Chengen exhaled a long breath, and sighed deeply: "He seems to be sympathizing with me, but he doesn't seem to be sympathizing with me. He often looks at me with an inexplicable look, which I can't understand. Eyes. I don’t know why... I think there is something wrong with him. Before I ran for my life and hid for a year, he looked for me for a year. I asked him why he did this, and he said... He himself is sorry for me, although He has been persuaded to restrain himself a lot recently, but what he does is what he does, he can only endure his nature, and cannot change his nature." Yue Chengen asked puzzledly: "I don't understand, why is he sorry for me."

Ruo Jinghong shook his head: "If you don't understand, I don't understand." But he changed his mind and said with a smile: "You said you want to stay, then stay, after all, you can figure out those things by staying... right? "

Yue Chengen nodded: "Well, Fairy is right."

After paying the bill, Xu Qingzhou walked to the two of them with the guitar on his back: "What are you talking about?"

Ruo Jinghong came to look at the guitar on his back: "Tell me what you were going to say to him." He stared twice, then turned to look at the two people beside him: "Want to eat? I'm a little hungry."

"What to eat?"

"Ask Cheng En, you should thank him for introducing the shop to you." The little fairy rushed forward happily.

"What do you say?" he asked back.

Yue Chengen pursed his lips and hesitated for a while before saying, "Let's go to the buffet."

"Okay, I'm here for group buying!" The little fairy in front joyfully took out her phone.

I don’t know when the sky full of stars fell in front of their eyes, and the sky darkened. Wan Liyou met Xue Fanyuan who came back to dance practice, and told him about going on stage together. Xue Fanyuan had an inexplicable face but still agreed down.

A good word came out of his mouth, and in an instant, it was as if countless stars were displayed in front of him, dazzling and colorful. He seemed to be guided by the stars all over the sky, so he made a decision without knowing the ending and consequences.

When Wanliyou took him to a professional dance classroom, he was still surrounded by stars, and he wanted to jump out nervously, but he still followed the guidance and resolutely embarked on the journey.

Tao Wangyan sat at the corner of the stairs, quietly watching the wisteria flowers under the night sky. It was a special feeling when the flowers withered in front of the court. He left the phone aside. , don't care.

Inexplicably, the smell of mosquito coils approached. He didn't look back, but he knew who was approaching.

This awkward way of caring about people...

"Aren't you afraid of being carried away by mosquitoes?" The elegant voice of rain beating pear blossoms all over the place sounded behind him.

Tao Wangyan pinched a small scar on his arm: "I don't get bitten by mosquitoes, and my blood is not sweet." He said it was blunt... But there were still six or seven marks of mosquito bites on his ankle.

Xu Shanmu understood the repulsion in his tone, stared at the hair spinning on his head, leaned against the wall and squatted down to put the mosquito coil over, and then turned around slowly, without any intention of staying behind.

Tao Wangyan turned his head, and there was a slight orange light at a distance from the phone. It was the color and temperature of Mars, and it was the light of mosquito coils.

Seeing that the back is getting smaller and smaller.

"Xu Shanmu."

He called the man.

Standing on the last step, he turned around leisurely, did not answer, just looked at Tao Wangyan quietly, and cast his eyes in some puzzlement.

"Aren't you going to say something to me? Just leave?" The boy's voice sounded a little frustrated and aggrieved.

Xu Shanmu's face was still pale and tired, he smiled lazily: "You don't seem to want to talk to me, why should I make fun of myself?"

"Why don't you want to talk to you, you have no idea?"

"I'm not you, how could I know that you don't like me." His tone was still very leisurely, as quiet as the frozen lake behind Hanshan Temple, and there was no disturbance at all despite the vicissitudes of life.

"Do you have to speak so harshly?" Tao Wangyan stood up and stared at him. The face of the young man standing under the incandescent lamp over there was somewhat transparent, and his whole body was full of sickly beauty. His fever is still there. Without retreating, Xu Shanmu said wearily: "I like to talk like that."

When Tao Wangyan met him, it was like Huang Li met a snake with a mouth, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.

"I have nothing to say, I'm going back." He leaned on the wall and moved slowly.

As soon as he turned the corner, someone caught up behind him, his elbow was supported, and Tao Wangyan gave him a vicious look: "If you die of illness, you will be dragged down."

Xu Shanmu responded to him: "You must be so sharp when you speak."

An angry Tao Wangyan scratched his ears and cheeks, his eyes sullen as if he wanted to strangle him.

Helping the patient back to the room, Tao Wangyan turned around and ran with his head sullen, without closing the door. Xu Shanmu sighed helplessly, and was about to get up to close the door when someone came back with mosquito coils.

Although he was still full of anger, there was a bit more compromise on his face that he had to admit.

The door was closed, and Tao Wangyan pulled a chair over and sat down opposite him.

"What are you doing?" Xu Shanmu leaned leisurely on the pillow and quilt: "You look like you are going to duel with me. Let me know in advance that I am still a patient."

Tao Wangyan faced it speechlessly, breathed a sigh of relief, drooped his head and became dejected: "Can't you say something nice to me? I'm sad right now. Is it so difficult to say something nice?"

Knowing his current situation, Xu Shanmu still had no comfort, but said honestly: "Everything that sounds good is basically a lie."

"Then lie to me once."

Hearing this, Xu Shanmu laughed helplessly: "Why does this line sound so awkward." He sighed helplessly: "How old are you, and I'm not your mother, why should I coax you?"

"Then why do you coax Jinghong every day?"

"Who made Jinghong innocent, lovely, warm and generous?"

"..."

Seeing that the person in front of him was about to be squeezed to the limit by himself, he stopped talking too much, but changed his tone, chuckled, his brows and eyes were relaxed, and he said kindly: "Forget the words, I won't comfort you." People, my comforting words are not very nice, you want to be nice, so... I can't comfort you. "

"You haven't said it yet, how do you know I don't want to hear it?"

"You don't know." Xu Shanmu pointed at himself, "I'm an orphan."

Tao Wangyan raised his head abruptly, with an expression of disbelief: "What?"

Xu Shanmu didn't answer him, but just stated calmly: "I don't understand what it feels like to have a broken family or a complete family. The things I can think of are all based on my growing experience. So... I know... you It's because I'm dissatisfied with my attitude towards you that I don't like it. But it's also because I know that I keep a distance from you. After I got you back last time, I probably understood... I can put you away The abyss is pulled back, but... you and I are not traveling together."

"Are Liyou and Jinghong your fellow travelers?" Tao Wangyan raised his head, feeling aggrieved and resentful as a child throwing a tantrum.

"I don't know..." Xu Shanmu shook his head: "But I need to consider your thoughts when I'm with you, not when I'm with the two of them."

"you hate me?"

"I don't hate you. Why do you think so?" The young man bent down: "Maybe Jinghong and Liyou and I have known each other for a little longer."

After Tao Wangyan got the answer, he was relieved, but he still said a little depressed: "But your attitude makes me want to talk to you, and I can't help it. We are neither friends nor brothers. Just ordinary classmates It's still the kind of awkward relationship." He said annoyedly: "But last time you came back to me and talked to me so much, I thought you really wanted to... But, you are half-baked when you come back, so I must hold back Qu! Wouldn’t it bother you if it was you?” He said, “It’s hard work, there’s someone who knows what I’m thinking, and I…”

After finishing speaking...he felt guilty: "I'm sorry."

Xu Shanmu looked at him, knowing that he had done something lacking in consideration, so he pulled himself together and said, "You are very similar to Li You."

"Swim?"

"When I first met Liyou, he was a lonely person just like you, forced to the extreme by the coldness and violence of his parents." Xu Shanmu coughed lightly, stretched out his hand to cover his lungs, and said with a frown: "But you are much luckier than him. You were not involved in cyber violence or in the entertainment industry. Liyou had nothing at that time. You are okay. You have Fanyuan by your side. The two of you are in the sixteen-degree air conditioner." The absolute admirer. The soulmate."

"But... Fanyuan him, he said he didn't know whether to stay or not, once he left, I would be alone again."

"Are you disturbed? Forget the words?"

He nodded, full of confusion: "I found that everyone around me maintains a superficial peace, and I enjoy this kind of peace. Even if I know it's fake, I think it's good, but now it's like continuous shells Like, one after the other ruptured, all illusions disappeared, and the truth revealed. I lost control of everything in front of me."

Tao Wangyan looked at Xu Shanmu, hoping to find guidance and direction from the genius: "Shan Mu, am I annoying? So they all have to leave me?"