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Yes, it's Su Luo's birthday. When Su Xiaoxiao heard Su Zian's words, she was still confused, "Your sister's birthday?"

Su Luocai?

Su Xiaoxiao remembers that when she first came to this world, it was summer.It would just be summer, that is, in July.Two months later, it will be September.And Su Luo's birthday is September [-]th.

That day, the family celebrated her birthday, and in the evening, it was Su Zian who sent Su Xiaoxiao back as usual.

On the way, Su Zian said, "Don't you want to know why A Luo has been disguised as a man since she was a child?"

The night was very quiet, only the footsteps of two people, Su Xiaoxiao didn't know why Su Zian told herself so much.

"I want you to know how much the family loves this little sister." Su Zian spoke slowly, as if telling a story.Su Zian told the story of his parents.

Su Hanyi had two children successively. The first child was a boy, who was naturally Su Zian.The second child is a girl, namely Su Luo. Both parents are in good health, but this second child has been weak and sick since childhood. He wandered on the Yanwang Bridge several times, causing Su Hanyi and his wife to be very worried, seeking medical advice. , all kinds of rare and exotic herbs have been used, but Su Luo has not seen any improvement.

When Lin Wanrou went up to the mountain to worship incense, she met a monk who was practicing in the mountain. When the monk saw Su Luo, he said, "Young master, why are you dressed like this?"

The young child who was still in his infancy, who had never met anyone, was very well-behaved on weekdays, but that day he couldn't stop crying, Lin Wanrou was heartbroken, so she hurriedly took the child from the maidservant's hand and hugged her, But the child was still crying.

When the monk stretched out his hand to ask Lin Wanrou for the child, Lin Wanrou was reluctant in her heart, but she still handed it over, but the child was still crying, and Lin Wanrou felt pain in her heart when she saw it, but she heard the monk say, "This child should have been born as a boy. , but became a daughter, how can it survive for a long time?"

It means that it should be a man, but it is a woman, how can it last long?

Upon hearing this, Lin Wanrou was frightened, and immediately asked the master what to do, and the master directly said the solution - to raise him as a boy.

He couldn't reveal his identity for 18 years, and everyone raised him as a son-in-law.

Lin Wanrou went back to the mansion and told Su Hanyi that Su Hanyi only thought that the monk was cheating money and didn't agree, but the child was dying that night and looked like he couldn't last long.Lin Wanrou begged Su Hanyi for a while, and finally hugged the child and said, "If my daughter is gone, then I won't be alive." As soon as the words came out, Su Hanyi immediately agreed.Immediately went to report to the relatives in each house, saying that the baby was a boy.Not long after the news got out, it was strange to say that Su Luo recovered, as if he was not delicate and weak.

Lin Wanrou remembered the monk's words and raised Su Luo as a boy, why would she touch a girl's things?

Because of this, the whole family dotes on Su Luo.

When he was young, Su Luo didn't understand. When he got older, he found out that his body was different. He asked his parents and explained it clearly, and then he was fine.

but……

"I think that A Luo is gone, and I'm also responsible for this." Su Zian's tone was a bit heavy.

"What does Su Luo's suicide have to do with you? Didn't she choose to commit suicide?" Su Xiaoxiao was a little puzzled.

The lantern in Su Zian's hand swayed under the blowing of the wind, and even the candlelight in the lantern was trembling|shaking. The dim candlelight reflected on Su Zian's face, making it more mottled.Su Xiaoxiao only heard him say: "In May, A Luo trembled at me and said, seeing how beautiful the clothes of the girls from the small family are, even Xinyu looks good in casual clothes. Never She’s in womenswear and really wants to try it.”

Su Zian stopped talking, and also stopped, looked ahead, and said: "It's here, she held my hand, begged repeatedly, said she wanted to wear it once, said she couldn't wait for my birthday in September, and wanted to wear it first." See what I look like in clothes, so I agreed to her." Su Zian turned her head to look at Su Xiaoxiao, "I went to the best tailor shop in Quan Dayao, ordered clothes for her, and then I will wear them for her. It's really beautiful." Su Zian gave a wry smile as he spoke, and stepped forward again, saying, "But that's when the nightmare started, and from that day on, A Luo started to have a fever. Talking nonsense all day long, inexplicably suffering from a cold, sometimes sober and sometimes confused. I have consulted a doctor, but I can't find out the reason."

"His appearance frightened his parents. It seemed that he had returned to the time when he was born. It was useless to seek medical advice. My parents asked me, but I didn't dare to say anything. I was sick for more than a month. When A Luo finally got well, he received the imperial decree from the Holy One." Su Zian stopped in his tracks as he spoke, "The monk said that in the past, he had to be raised as a boy, and he must not be raised as a girl. .”

"That meeting is still two months away." Su Zian said.

Su Xiaoxiao listened to Su Zian quietly, without interrupting.According to Su Zian's words, it means that Su Luo is sick because he is the one who blamed him, because he gave the women's outfit, Su Luo almost died of illness because of him, Su Luo was given a marriage because of him, and Su Luo hanged himself because of All because of him.

"I should have rejected her at that time." Su Zian said, took Su Xiaoxiao's hand, and said, "If I hadn't got that suit, how could Ah Luo be like this? If Ah Luo didn't die, you wouldn't will come."

"I wish I hadn't come." Su Xiaoxiao looked at him and said, "But no matter how much I talk about now, Su Luo won't come back."

"That's right, he won't come back." Su Zian squeezed Su Xiaoxiao's hand and said, "You took over his body, and you didn't know where he went before that, maybe...maybe... It's a relief for her, I think so, and I want her to know she's free."

Su Zian talked a little too much tonight, but Su Xiaoxiao didn't care, and continued to follow him.

"Now, it's finally his birthday, but she won't show up. There's no way Zeng Jin can wear women's clothing more generously..." Su Zian rubbed his forehead, still feeling a little confused, and directly Then he turned around and said to Su Xiaoxiao: "I'm a bit uncomfortable, I won't send you off, it's not far from your place, go back by yourself, Xinyu will be waiting for you." He handed the lantern to Su Xiaoxiao and said, "Here is the lantern." After speaking, he wiped Su Xiaoxiao and left there.

Seeing Su Zian walking away, Su Xiaoxiao sighed: "You love Su Luo, but who will love me, Su Xiaoxiao?"

Su Zian puts himself first, but it's mostly because of Su Luo. In fact, he knows it.