[Fang Wang] [Whistle Xiang] I don't want to talk

The first time Qiu Fei met Gao Yingjie was in the office of the Major General of the Third Operation Division of the Military Department.

He had just finished purging the old Excellent Era, and after reaching an agreement with Ye Xiu, this was the first time he stood here as a member of the military.

He called for the report, pushed the door open, and saw a teenager standing in front of the major general's desk.He was about the same age as himself, dressed in a military uniform as dark as night, and stood there quietly, like a long knife in autumn water.

The major general said, "This is Qiu Fei. From now on, he will be included in your Sentinel Special Operations Team, and you will be directly in charge."

Gao Yingjie turned around, looked at Qiu Fei, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and gave him a smile with unknown meaning.

At this time, it was three o'clock in the afternoon, and the grand sunlight came in from the large floor-to-ceiling windows behind the major general. Qiu Fei saw the mottled shadow of black hair on the pale face of the young man opposite him, and couldn't distinguish his gaze or mind.So he just raised his hand in salute, acknowledging that Gao Yingjie was his immediate superior.

This is the first official meeting between the two.In fact, Qiu Feiyuan had already known Gao Yingjie before this.

It was in a joint military exercise of the alliance.He was sitting under the stage, and the newcomers of Tiny Herb and Lan Yu's future in the stands were extremely stalemate.At that time Gao Yingjie was still wearing Tiny Herb's uniform, holding a long silver staff and standing there calmly, his movements were smooth, whether it was dodging or attacking, his posture was very good-looking.

Later, I saw him confronting his captain directly, showing off his sharpness, and made no secret of his desire to win.Qiu Fei watched him turn his cane into a spear and continue to attack, with a resolute look on his side face, which was completely different from the shy and shy image rumored by the outside world.This was the first time Qiu Fei remembered Gao Yingjie's name.

At that time, he only thought of him as Tiny Herb's future trump card, a talented new sentinel, and a colleague who was about his age.Although there is no intersection on and off the court, Qiu Fei thought that the future will be long, and he will always know a thing or two in the future.

Gao Yingjie said, "Hi, please give me more advice in the future."

His smile is both official and restrained, stylized, without any flaws.Like a most sophisticated weapon, it is like a deep pool of red leaves when it is still, and it is like a howling wind when it is moving.

Without emotion, without soul, without temperature.

Looking at him like this, Qiu Fei always felt a little confused and in a trance.It seems that I can't distinguish the person in front of me, and I think I can't be sure of the memory of the past.

The young man who smiled gently on the field, with sharp eyes, with a look of hope and joy, and the figure of the captain of the special operations team with the rank of major in front of him overlapped, like a late dream that ended tragically.

Qiu Fei held Gao Yingjie's outstretched hand, feeling the icy coldness without any temperature above it.

He thought to himself, what kind of path will I take in the future?

After being assigned to the high department, Qiu Fei completed several cleaning missions with other sentinel-level mutants.Although he was Gao Yingjie's subordinate, he and Gao Yingjie did not have much contact with each other.Gao Yingjie had his adjutant to deliver Gao Yingjie's orders, and there were Sentinel-level mutants who were specially responsible for monitoring the tasks and debriefing.Qiu Fei mixed in with this group of war machines without thoughts and emotions, and often lost the meaning of his existence.

The sentinel-level mutants developed by the military in batches, as the most sophisticated weapons, are never allowed to have their own thoughts and souls.They only follow orders and have the most rigorous fighting qualities.

Among this group of creations, Qiu Fei was an outlier.And he has always been inexplicably, firmly believing that Gao Yingjie is also an outlier.

After returning from a mission, he went back to the military headquarters with the team to report.When he came out of the office, he met Gao Yingjie standing in front of the huge French window at the end of the corridor.

After thinking about it, Qiu Fei decided to salute and leave.

However, when Gao Yingjie heard his footsteps and saw someone coming, he suddenly smiled and beckoned Qiu Fei to go to him.

Too much talk is bound to be lost.Qiu Fei thought, he should meet up and leave quickly, otherwise there will always be flaws.

However, by accident, for some reason, when Qiu Fei came back to his senses, he found himself standing side by side with Gao Yingjie in front of the window.

Maybe it was because of his smile, Qiu Fei thought.

Not the stylized, robo-like smile that was cold and heartless at the office.At this time, Gao Yingjie smiled warmly, and his whole body became lively.

Qiu Fei was attracted by his smile.

At the center of this power and desire, human nature has long since become worthless.Crazy scientists in the institute, cold-blooded generals, soldiers like weapons, weapons like people.All men are not human, and all monsters have human faces.And at that moment just now, the smile against the backdrop of the grand sunset made Qiu Fei feel that in this cold and huge hell, only the two of them still had some human breath left on them.

Gao Yingjie said, "Is it painful?"

Qiu Fei looked at him, wondering what was the intention of his sudden question.

Gao Yingjie smiled, and continued: "As a human being, but being controlled by a mutant species, and continuing to maintain a human mind but being unable to do anything, such a situation is very painful, right?"

Qiu Fei didn't understand whether he was asking this question to test or for some other purpose.But the only thing that is certain is that he is very sure that he has left the information of human thinking.

The afterglow of the setting sun gradually receded, and night fell slowly. In the light and shadow, Qiu Fei couldn't see Gao Yingjie's expression clearly.

He thought for a while, then nodded affirmatively: "Yes, it is very painful."

"What about you?"

Gao Yingjie didn't answer right away.He just watched the stream of light slowly dissipate outside the window, watching the night encroach on the sky little by little.

At the moment when Qiu Fei had given up on knowing the answer, Gao Yingjie suddenly sighed softly.

An inaudible sigh.If it wasn't for Qiu Fei's proximity and the sentinel's keen perception, Gao Yingjie's sigh would have been as fleeting as a breath.

"me……"

Gao Yingjie spoke softly, speaking very slowly.

As the sky darkened, the lights in the military building automatically turned on row by row.The cold incandescent light instantly filled the wide corridor, and the dreamlike, unreal warmth of the previous dusk was instantly washed away.There is a dense white light everywhere.

Gao Yingjie closed his mouth, and Qiu Fei never heard the following.

He saw the young man who was two ranks higher than him turn around, with a stylized smile on his face again.Qiu Fei understood that Gao Yingjie put on a disguise again.

Gao Yingjie said, "In a few days, I will submit a report with the military department and assign you a separate task."

His voice is cold, with a kind of indifference that rejects people thousands of miles away.After speaking, without waiting for Qiu Fei's response, he left first.

Qiu Fei thought, what is reality and what is a dream?

Three days later, Qiu Fei received an order from his superiors. He was pulled out of Gao Yingjie's action team, promoted to a higher rank, and formed a new Excellent Era team alone. As the team leader, Qiu Fei was directly responsible to the alliance center on behalf of the military.

Qiu Fei understood that this was Gao Yingjie's suggestion.Breaking away from the high-level action team and forming your own team means that the intensity of monitoring can be reduced, and the degree of freedom of action is relatively much greater.

He didn't know Gao Yingjie's purpose for doing this.He couldn't tell whether Gao Yingjie was an enemy or a friend, just as he couldn't tell the emotional changes between the light and shadow of the other party.

Regarding the selection and formation of the members of the new Excellent Era team, Gao Yingjie did not get involved.It was only after the formation of the team was completed that he asked Qiu Fei for a detailed personnel profile and database.

Qiu Fei prepared the materials and data very well, at least from his personal point of view, all the preparations were flawless.

He sent the materials and database to Gao Yingjie's office.Gao Yingjie took a cursory glance and signed the final document.

If even Gao Yingjie didn't find any leaks in the information, then after the handover to the upper echelons of the military, the generals would not care about the screening of personnel.After passing Gao Yingjie's test, everything is easy to talk about.

Relieved, Qiu Fei saluted, then turned and left Gao Yingjie's office.

During these days in the military headquarters, Qiu Fei secretly observed many of Gao Yingjie's actions.His action instructions, his mission goals, his combat intentions, and his various behaviors.Qiu Fei collected the information and secretly passed it on to Ye Xiu, avoiding many unnecessary casualties and sacrifices of the rebel army.

This was what Qiu Fei could see, Gao Yingjie standing under the pale light of the military headquarters.

What he couldn't see, and what he would never be able to see, was that after he left the office, Gao Yingjie retrieved the personnel information he had sent, and used illusion to patch up the flaws and mistakes in the data bit by bit.

Qiu Fei thought, he is a human being with a mind and a soul.Sentinel mutants are weapons, mindless, and soulless.

So what is Gao Yingjie?Thinking mutants, or humans without imagination?

— nothing counts.Qiu Fei couldn't define Gao Yingjie's existence, just like Gao Yingjie couldn't define his own meaning.

One day, Qiu Fei came to Gao Yingjie's office to report on his work. As soon as he opened the door and walked in, he saw Gao Yingjie hurriedly covering up something on his wrist.Qiu Fei walked over with a blank expression, and put the battle report on Gao Yingjie's desk.

This was the first time he saw Gao Yingjie's expression other than smiling and cold.

Gao Yingjie hid his embarrassment, coughed, picked up the stack of reports and held it up in front of his eyes, seemingly looking at it seriously, while his entire face was hidden behind the pages.

Qiu Fei thought it was a bit funny, and seeing that he didn't seem to be planning to raise his head from the pile of reports for a while, he looked at the young man in front of him leisurely.

The black military uniform is still meticulously dressed, black coat, white shirt, black tie, black hair and pale skin.The young man in front of him seemed to have fallen into the ink, and he couldn't see any other colors.

But the sharp-eyed Qiu Fei still saw a faint red mark on his wrist.Presumably, he wanted to cover it up before, but he didn't have time to cover it up.

Qiu Fei coughed, seeing Gao Yingjie's shoulder tremble suddenly, he smiled, and tapped Gao Yingjie's wrist.

"what is this?"

Gao Yingjie put down the materials abruptly, withdrew his wrist, and stuffed the exposed red string into his clothes thoroughly.

"It's nothing." He replied indifferently, then waved his hand, and wanted to send Qiu Fei out.

Qiu Fei didn't move for a rare moment.He tilted his head slightly, looked at Gao Yingjie's slightly flushed face that was a little restless, thought for a while, and said, "I had a dream yesterday."

"I dreamed that I returned to the original Excellent Era. At that time, Senior Ye Xiu was still there, and everyone was still there. I was just a new recruit in the reserve army, and everyone had smiles on their faces."

Qiu Fei looked at Gao Yingjie and continued, "Do you also dream?"

"Do you dream of Tiny Herb?"

Gao Yingjie looked back at Qiu Fei and was silent for a long time.

Qiu Fei saw the young man in front of him who was one rank higher than himself slowly remove his cold face, his eyes were lowered, as if he was seriously thinking about his problem.

After silence, Gao Yingjie raised his head again.

"Mutants don't dream." He said quietly, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

"I don't dream," he said, "I only have memories."

Qiu Fei thought, I actually have no hatred for you.

What should be hated is the military department, the souls who have fallen into hell, and the cruel reality.These are everywhere in the military, but Qiu Fei doesn't hate Gao Yingjie.

But he pretended to be full of hatred for him, just like Gao Yingjie always put on a cold look of not being close to strangers and being at odds with himself.

So when he heard Gao Yingjie say that he hoped he could kill him with hatred, Qiu Fei suddenly felt that he could peek into Gao Yingjie's true heart at that moment.

Putting aside the heavy fog and camouflage, through the ambiguous afterglow of dusk, Qiu Fei seemed to be more or less able to understand the soul of a mutant species.

It's ridiculous to say that a human being can understand a mutant without a soul.

At that moment, Qiu Fei felt that whether human or non-human, they were just passers-by walking alone in the dark.

As time went on, Qiu Fei wanted to ask Gao Yingjie what I could do for you.

But he couldn't ask.Just like before the final decisive battle, they were clearly aware of each other's position, but they could only remain silent in front of the wide corridors and floor-to-ceiling windows of the military headquarters filled with the afterglow of the grand sunset.

Still have to act, still have to confront each other tit for tat, still have to hit each other mercilessly, still have to come and go to test each other.

It was just that the moment the two passed by, Gao Yingjie whispered a word in his ear, almost inaudible.

He said, "Goodbye."

Qiu Fei stopped for an instant, and when he turned around to look over, he only saw the back of Gao Yingjie walking alone in the large corridor of the military headquarters.Thin and emaciated, but extremely tall and firm.

Against the backdrop of the setting sun, his black military uniform was like a burning fire.

Qiu Fei thought to himself, there is only so much I can do for you.

Standing in the wind, he overlooked the entire battlefield. The offensive of the rebel army submerged the entire military headquarters. Farther away were lush mountains and trees, and a bloody sun.

This is what I can see.Qiu Fei thought, if you flap your wings and fly into the sky, you can also see such a wonderful view.

He held the blood-stained long sword tightly in his hand, and in the fierce battle of iron horses and glaciers, the boy slightly closed his eyes.

May you sleep peacefully in memory, may you be immortal in memory.

Finish.