12 years after graduation, I want to get married

The smell of mud after the rain lingers between the forests of giant trees that rise from the ground and block out the sun. The gray-white trunks with particles divide and eat the space. The wide distance between trees can accommodate two people to walk, and the narrow space can accommodate two people. There is no more than an arm's reach to reach the mushrooms that grow in rotten logs and tree holes.

I hiked through this boundless forest with difficulty, and the mark I made the last time I found the spirit body was destroyed by the derangement device four days ago.There are many trees in the growing season falling down, they are too densely planted, and once they fall, they will bring a lot of them like bony Nomi cards.

The twisted and vigorous tree roots adhered to a large amount of soil and stones, oppressing me who sometimes had to bend down and crawl forward.

There are no living things here - after all, it is only a simulation of the habitat of the spiritual body.

I climbed through the canopy that is as thick as ten people's arms, and this tree is enough to support the name of the forest. The leaves and branches were brittle because of my climbing, and the cool and sweet juice covered my hair and palms.

My spiritual world has always been stable, but every time I come to the inner layer, I still feel some chest tightness and shortness of breath.

It's all because of this kind of tree whose scientific name is Pingguanbai. It is a tree species that can increase its diameter by ten centimeters every year, and it can even break through sixteen centimeters every year during the period of rapid growth.They appear in groups, crowding out the space for the rest of the plants to grow, and eventually form forests that are fairly homogeneous.

I glanced up at the shattered sky, where thin clouds moved leisurely.

The spirit body should be found today.

I've found sporadic pulp on the trunk, and the flat-crowned fruit is my spiritual body's main source of food.

The wet dirt under my feet covered my feet, and it was easier to walk barefoot here than to wear shoes.

In short, I will not be hurt in my own spiritual world.

The sound of fast moving air sounded from among the leaves over there, and I ran quickly between the narrow trunks to meet it head-on.

The lush wings brushed over my nose, and the light blue patterns on the tail fluttered at high frequency to create several frames of dynamic images; the obsidian-like bright eyes were looking for something, the feathers around the eyes were almost transparent, and the crowded trees The light leaked from time to time refracted strangely colorful spots on this small tuft of down.

The arm-long bird circled the iron wall of tree trunks and landed on a vine near me.

It is my spiritual body, and the flat-crested white is its common name, and the explorers who first discovered this species shared the same name with the birds and inhabiting plants that only inhabit the flat-crested white forest for their livelihood.The old-fashioned professors call it by its scientific name—Lanwen Feiyuan.

According to official investigations, among the 14 billion registered guides, nearly 300 million guides have Pingguanbai spirit bodies.

It's not an uncommon bird, and we've even formed an association of flat-crowned white lovers here.

It is said that the ancestors of the guides whose spiritual body is Pingguanbai are workers who worked in the lumber field. Nowadays, few people are willing to artificially cultivate Pingguanbai trees to make furniture. Countless epochs ago, it was the most cost-effective wood.

I stared at my spiritual body, which tilted its neck to peck and wash its feathers, then flapped its wings twice, then folded its wings and stood on a branch to look at me.

I'm guessing it's in good shape today, maybe it can stay in shape for quite a while.

It is the core of my spiritual world, connected with my mind, and bowed its head to me after receiving my thoughts, asking me to touch it.

"...today...today...it's okay...in the future..."

I heard such sentences from its chirping.

It accepted my caress meekly, flapped its wings and flew again, and bumped into some leaves and branches among the dense tree trunks. When it flew back, its wings were soaked, with a cherry-sized ginkgo fruit in its mouth.

I took the fruit and smelled the sweetness of the berries as it bowed its head to peck—

So I left my spiritual world.

I saw it directly in the high-dimensional space, and it was still there, without any blurred figure.

"……whale……"

Tianjin--

Baijin?

I thought it was saying Bai Jin's name.

The direct reason why I couldn't graduate was that there was something wrong with Pingguanbai, it couldn't maintain its form, so if I submitted a combination application with the sentinel, my spiritual body couldn't respond to its spiritual body in the end - it might destroy the other party, Also ruined me.

Hmm... Actually, the fundamental reason is that I didn't want to give way to the natural and forced love in the guide gene so early. I used my spiritual body as an excuse to trouble the principal and Director Li for 12 years and deal with my parents for 12 years.

Fortunately, Baijin was finally found.

But generally speaking, problems with the spiritual body are caused by other spiritual bodies... Have I seen Bai Jin's spiritual body...?

I once thought about this possibility, but no matter how I recalled the past on the 62nd ship, it only added to the sadness, and I couldn't find any clues.

The crew said his white whale was huge, and if I saw it, I would never forget it.

The recovery of this Pingguanbai now is probably due to my union with Baijin yesterday.At that time, I also heard the sound of its wings flapping -- er... Let me think about it, when I was about to go back to school 12 years ago, I had a dream. In the dream, when I fell from a rock to the bottom of the sea, there was...

After receiving the notice of his death, I don't want to think about many memories related to Bai Jin. Now I can only think about every plot when I stay with Bai Jin, as if I have returned to the days when I just returned to school.Every word he said to me can lead to countless fantasies, even if I knew that he didn't like me at all when he saw me for the first time, I didn't like him either.

"Hello, Doctor Gu, welcome to Ship 62. I'm Captain Bai Jin."

If he liked me back then, how would our relationship develop.This is what I would do every night when I was 21 or [-] years old.

I can now answer last night's reflections: the reason for such rapid progress.

Because I don't want to leave regrets again.

Hug twice and say goodnight to each other, yes, Director Li is right, anyone and I can do this.

If the search and rescue ship finds me and takes Ke Yinliang's lair (hopefully), maybe I will be separated from Bai Jin again.

I took the poison refined by Bai Jin and turned into a mermaid who can live happily only with him.Whether he wants to deprive me of my voice, or hide my fish tail so that I can never return to the bottom of the sea, I am willing.

Sometimes I was too slow to understand Bai Jin's cunning immediately, and finally realized the truth when I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night-anyway, I couldn't bear to do anything to him.

I am a dedicated fish, willing to step into the wizard's trap.