12 years after graduation, I want to get married

"...Gu Chengyan."

His name spanning 12 years nailed me in place and dared not breathe.

The desperation and courage I honed over and over again during the time of being hijacked could not resist his power to call my name.I saw Bai Jin's set moment abandoning the dignity and resistance that had covered up his ego in the end, and handing over all his weaknesses to him.

He is not a stranger, but I haven't seen him for too long, too long.

I even had the illusion that I left him for 12 years and finally returned to him today.

Bai Jin and the image of the captain lazily lying across from me in memory cannot overlap, but those blue eyes still look at me, he is stronger than before and has the oppressive force of a superior—only when he looks at me is exceptional.

I should have bit harder or he'd be gone.There were no tooth marks on his chin.

But I can't bear to bite him again.I let go and hiccupped from crying unknowingly.

Bai Jin hung his hands in the air helplessly and surrounded me within his protection range. As soon as he touched my back, I hissed.

"Are you hurt here too?"

I looked at his frowning expression, and greedily reviewed his forehead, eyebrows, nose bridge, and lips; I refused to speak, not only because my tongue was still paralyzed, but also because I was instinctively unwilling to let what I could say at any time be mixed with this. Variations on a nightmare.

There's Baijin in this nightmare -- grown Baijin -- and I want to see what my brain will do with the script that follows.

Bai Jin put my hands together in his palms, and kissed each wrist extremely gently. "Go to sleep for a while. It's okay." He sat on the ground and held me in his arms, kissing my cheek continuously and stroking my hot forehead.

I was tugging at the buttons of his clothes, and I was so exhausted that I fell asleep at some point.