【Double Black】As You Like It

Osamu Dazai calmed down uncommonly.

He didn't mess around anymore, and didn't quarrel with him anymore. After dawn, he could close his eyes and sleep for a while, but the other party let go of his arm around his waist, turned over and went towards the wall alone.

This sleep was really comfortable, no one bothered him, no one bothered him, Nakahara Nakahara lay down on the bed with peace of mind and closed his eyes, even Dazai Osamu didn't come over to snatch his pillow, it was just a piece of cake An unrivaled and refined sleep.

They were fleeing themselves, and they were injured again. The two of them shouldn't have been arguing all the time. You can also take a good rest the next day.

Anyway, Nakahara didn't care what Osamu Dazai was thinking. First, he couldn't guess it, and second, he wouldn't tell him if he asked the other party.

An Anxin felt refreshed after a good night's sleep. All in all, he found out that as long as Dazai is ignored, life will be smooth and work will be smooth.But Osamu Dazai didn't seem to be sleeping well, his eyes were dry and his air pressure was low, but what did this have to do with Nakahara Chuya?After getting up and washing up in the bathroom, he took the bandages and changed the medicine. There was no voice of Osamu Dazai in his ears all morning, it was as if the roots of his ears were so clean that he wanted to celebrate with the whole world.

It was also very quiet during the meal, the two of you ate the food brought back yesterday one bite at a time, even the programs on that TV were much more normal, at least they knew that Animal World was playing.

So Nakahara Nakahara, who watched the shooting records of the little dolphins and little seals in the animal world, sat on the bed and ate small biscuits, comfortably blowing on the air conditioner, not too comfortable, while Dazai Osamu said "I'm not good" the whole time 'I'm very bad', with a gloomy face emitting black mud on one side.Central Plains doesn't care either. After eating the biscuits, they go to drink fruit juice drinks. After drinking the drinks, they open a pack of snacks. Anyway, it's not convenient for them to go out now, so they just stay in the hotel room to eat, drink and have fun. The TV shows are relatively normal, at least there are no messy movies and weird commercials.

Nakahara also didn't want to think about what happened before he woke up. Anyway, Osamu Dazai was complacent and finally found himself overturned. Thinking about it made him almost laugh, rolling his eyes wildly while laughing, and biting on the drinking straw Both bite out a row of teeth marks. If you are happy, you are really happy. Anyway, seeing the surprised face of the other party makes you feel funny. Joking and mocking like that, just pretend it never happened.

He's not Dazai Osamu, he just keeps talking about something, not to mention that the two of them are grasshoppers on the same rope now, so it's really not possible to make both of them unhappy because of this little personal matter.

Thinking about it this way, Zhongyuan Zhong also really felt that he was kind and kind, and compared with Dazai Osamu, who was afraid that he would not make some trouble for him, he was a bodhisattva alive.

The next day was uneventful. Osamu Dazai was like a lonely moldy mushroom in the corner. He didn't get a look from Nakahara Chuya. He thought he could last like this until dawn and slept, but it turned out that they were resting during the day and getting up at night. The work schedule caused Osamu Dazai to crawl over suddenly at one o'clock in the morning, wanting to have a heart-to-heart talk with him.

"What the hell? What are you going to talk to me about?"

"Heart."

The moldy mushroom that has been moldy for a day can be regarded as moving on its own, aggrieved but pitifully leaning towards him, sitting upright with shoulders against his shoulders, like a boneless animal, and it is about to stick to his body .

"What am I talking about with you?"

"There's always something to say, and I'm going to talk to you anyway."

Zhongyuan Zhong also kept his eyes on the animal world column on his TV. The little chirping and fluffy birds in it were so cute. Maybe it was because seeing a furry animal would make him feel better, so he also He just put down the small cake in his hand and gave Osamu Dazai a chance to express his views.

"Okay, you say."

But Osamu Dazai had to take the remote control to turn off the TV when he came up, and Nakahara, who was watching small animals, of course disagreed. He has been worrying about it for so long recently, and it can be regarded as getting rid of the torment of adult movies and baby advertisements. Of course, he can’t give up anything. A chance to relax and unwind.

"You say, I listen."

"Talk, talk, what are you talking about with me when you look at that little bird?"

"Can I watch a TV show without delaying talking to you?"

"No!" Osamu Dazai raised his voice and immediately refused, "If you want to talk to me, talk to me, it's very rude." Looking at him with a very serious and serious look, there was no unnecessary expression, and he was cold A face that is not very emotional.Zhong Yuan also thought about it and took the remote control to turn off the TV.

"Okay, tell me, what do you want to talk about."

The two of them faced each other, Dazai Osamu did not have a hippie smile, but a serious face, even his tone and voice sank.

I thought I would tell him the details and important information about this mission, but the first sentence he spoke was that.

"I don't think you can do this, Zhong Ye, people should be single-minded in their feelings."

"What???"

He thought that this person might talk to him about yesterday's incident, and even wondered if he was going to settle the old score again, but he never expected that the other party's heart-to-heart talk was to talk about this issue with him.

He looked at Osamu Dazai like he was looking at a fool. When will the two of them be able to sit together and discuss this relationship seriously?But the expression and tone of the other party showed that this was not a joke, but Nakahara Zhong also really felt that the topic of the two of them being able to have a serious conversation together was really not clear-headed.

He clutched his forehead speechlessly, he didn't know what to say now, so he glanced at the person sitting in front of him, and threw a bag of potato chips into the other person's arms.

"That's right, then what?"

"And of course, since you want to be single-minded, you can't empathize with someone else, you know?"

"Ah, I know, but before you say this, touch your conscience, are you wholehearted?"

When Osamu Dazai heard this, he straightened his back and lifted his chin, and said, "Of course, I am a very single-minded person, and I am very steadfast."

"Think about how many girls you have harmed and dated before you say this..."

Nakahara was also speechless, he felt that it was a waste of time to have this kind of conversation with Osamu Dazai, and his eyes were full of dislike, but Osamu Dazai did not intend to end this conversation, but stretched out his hand Pulling the sleeves of his clothes, he must turn his face to listen to his high-pitched speeches.

"Single-mindedness is a good virtue that an excellent person should possess, and of course it is not limited to the so-called issue of whether to make an appointment—" At this point, when the topic changed, he began to excuse himself.

"Can I call it a disaster? It can only be said to be an immature encounter with an ignorant girl. How can it be called a disaster when you love me? Besides, I didn't cheat money and sex, and I forced myself to do things about my feelings." No, I can say that I have a clear conscience if we separate." He blinked at him seriously and innocently, but when Zhongyuan Zhong also thought of the crying voices of the girls who called him in the middle of the night, he felt Osamu Dazai is farting.

"I don't care about your love life. It doesn't matter to me if you have a clear conscience or cheat money and sex?"

"Of course it does. Am I not contradicting your words?"

"Then you continue to refute me to see my little bird cub."

"Does the little bird look as good as me??"

Nakahara also murmured a word of fool silently, but Dazai Osamu, who could read lips, obviously saw it, so the other party insisted on crowding beside him, holding his hand and holding the remote control I put it under my ass, and then yelled, I can't talk to you again, what are you looking at, little bird? !

"It's ugly, the hair doesn't grow at all, what to look at!"

"It's just prettier than you."

"You actually think it looks better than me, don't you have any problem with your eyes? I said you should be single-minded in your relationship, so please remove the word 'over' in the past tense!"

"Why are you still holding on to this matter? I've already said that I'm clean of your six faculties now, and I don't have any thoughts at all!"

Osamu Dazai hesitated for a while, always feeling like he was holding his breath in his chest and couldn't get it out. He grabbed his fingers and twisted them over and over again, squeezed into his fingers and interlocked.

"That won't work! What about the root? Connect it for me, the six roots are pure, are you going to become a monk?"

"It's just for you, let me go, you're so tired of holding me like this!"

But Osamu Dazai was still rambling on about these things to him, saying that you have such a strong sense of morality, so of course you can't be half-hearted and careless, eat what's in the pot and look at what's in the pot, you know?

Nakahara Chuya frowned and said, when did I half-heartedly go about my business, eat what's in the pot and look at what's in the pot?I've never been in a relationship in my life, and like you, my phone is full of other girls' numbers. Call this one today and date that one tomorrow, what the hell are you doing.

"That shouldn't be, since it's like what you said, it shouldn't be in the past tense."

"I didn't cheat my feelings, and I didn't have any other relationship with you. Don't label me blindly." He wanted to pull his hand out, but Osamu Dazai held it tightly, and the ten fingers of the two of them were just like that. Overlapped together, no matter how fastened, they can't be separated.

He was a little annoyed, this handshake was too intimate, but the other party didn't think so, he said that when we first met, our fingers were intertwined, why are you so awkward now?

He thought back to when he first met when he was 15 years old, and he said in a bad mood that we were dying at that time, who cares about what the fingers are intertwined, and the other party would hold on to each other as soon as he heard it, insisting that the two of them were just like that when they were 15 years old. Why can't it be done now after getting close, and then it really starts to turn over old scores again.

"He's lying on your lap! You two still share the same bed, so I won't let you if I hold you?"

"Didn't you not sleep in the same bed with me? Did you sleep on the floor yesterday?"

"That's different! He's older than me!"

"Then you used to sleep on the floor too?"

"That's different, he's not me!"

Nakahara Chuya was angry, very angry, and felt that arguing with Osamu Dazai on this topic was a waste of time, so let's hold each other together. He tried to push the other party away with the other hand, and took the pressed remote control But obviously the other party saw it, so he was even more unhappy.

"You'd rather see that little bird than have a good talk with me?"

"I'm angry when I talk to you, so I won't talk."

"Bird and I can only choose one."

"I choose the bird!"

Osamu Dazai immediately said that would not work, and the words were answered very quickly.

"How could that ugly bird that just came out of the egg compare to me?"

"He's more obedient than you, and he's not annoying. Let go."

"If I really hate you so much, how can you like me?"

"So I see your essence clearly, I don't like it now, let go!"

Osamu Dazai insisted on asking him to say one, two, three, but he felt that this person was out of his mind, so he grabbed the person by the collar and brought him in front of him, shouting loudly.

"Don't you really hate me? Since this is the case, why should I choose you? Wouldn't it be disgusting to be liked by you? Why are you making yourself uncomfortable? Even if you are proud, one night is enough, right?!"

Osamu Dazai, who was being yelled at by him, pursed his lips and did not speak, his eyes moved back and forth erratically, and finally he muttered softly after he finished yelling.

"Tch, I don't care about it."

After finishing speaking, he let go of his hand, lying on the bed alone and turned over with his back facing him.Anyway, Zhongyuan Zhong didn't want to care about what the other party was fighting for, so he patted the other party's back and said, "Then give me the remote control."

"No."

"What are you doing?"

"The show must be over and there is no bird to show you."

"Then I'll look at something else."

"I didn't see anything else."

This person seemed to be angry after a quarrel and left him with the back of his head to say nothing. If Osamu Dazai hadn't always stated that he didn't like him, Zhong Yuan would really think that this was some low-level middle school student chasing him. A person's reaction to drinking vinegar.

But thinking about it carefully, the possibility that Dazai Osamu likes him is too scary. If it is true, he will feel a myocardial infarction, and there is no warning before this incident, even if he had a little bit of it when he was a teenager Because of the two people's overly intimate behavior, the little delusions that arose were completely washed away by this person's shameless and excessive behavior.

Anyway, he couldn't figure out who Dazai Osamu would fall in love with. Leaving aside his world-weary self-mutilation, just because of his character full of black mud, the person who fell in love with the other party must have been unlucky in his previous life.

If it weren't for this face that is really too good, it would be a ghost if Dazai Osamu's character and way of dealing with the world can be accepted by ordinary people.

Therefore, saying what you like or not is really a thing of the past.

"Why don't you care if I don't?"

"Humph."

"Hmph, what, do you have a toothache?"

"Is there anything better than me in your heart?"

"Congratulations, you are finally a little self-aware."

Then Osamu Dazai stopped talking, rolled under the quilt for a long time before turning over slowly, crawled into his lap under the quilt.He shook his legs and continued talking, but the man pretended he didn't hear it like the wind in his ears.

"It's hurtful for you to talk like that, Chuya."

The muffled voice sounded very heavy, and the tone of the flat and straightforward statement made people unable to tell what tone it was. Zhong Yuanzhong also thought about it, and felt that although the words were so, he was indeed telling the truth. I squeezed two pieces of the sealed potato chips into my mouth, and replied while chewing.

"Let me tell you the truth, you said a lot of stupid things yourself. If you feel hurt, please reflect on me."

"We are different. I said it on purpose to make you angry. You said it sincerely."

"You are worthy of being blacklisted by me for intentionally making me angry, so - go down."

The quilt covering his legs was obviously arched, and if he hated it, he really hated some of Dazai's actions from the bottom of his heart.Deliberately annoy him, deliberately make trouble for him, and even deliberately watch his jokes.He obviously didn't treat others so excessively, but he was always full of malice towards him, and it was already well known to everyone.

If lard hadn't been blindfolded and fell in love with such a thing, maybe he would have beaten him to death long ago, and how could he let the other party sleep in his bed for three years and still be alive and kicking?

But to say like it.

The original love is also true.

I like it so much that I am willing to accept the other person in my protection range, and I like it so much that I am willing to support such a person even if the other person's living habits are a mess.Those excessive words are regarded as the necessities of getting along between two people, paying back to the past, quarreling will quarrel, fights will fight, give the most bottomless trust, and deliver the back that can reveal flaws, but in the end I still feel that it is meaningless.

There is no end, no bottom line, Osamu Dazai is a black hole with no solution, no matter how good he is to him, this person seems to be unable to feel it.

Anyway, I am tired.

He can't wait for anything, there will be no response, result, answer, or anything.Coupled with the lack of hope in the first place, it will make people feel that this "like" is really like and unreasonable.

In this way, after thinking about it, I really feel that it is unnecessary. Osamu Dazai has no money, no house, no car, and he still doesn’t deal with him. He loves suicidal thoughts, danger, and loves to flirt, except for having a partner relationship with him before and his face Apart from being really good, no matter how you think about it, you won't be the type who can get along well.

With this kind of attitude of "I look away, goodbye you", even if he admits that he liked it before, it is not difficult. After all, Zhongyuan Zhong himself is not a person who wants to hide it. Will not deny it.

He originally thought that the two of them would be very comfortable in this way, but he really didn't expect it, but Osamu Dazai couldn't accept it.

The other party firmly grasped the thing he liked once, insisting that he continue to like it now.

The person lying on his lap got out from under the quilt. Although he was still a bit embarrassed, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that the attitude and mood of this person were very wrong.

"No, Chuya. I'm better than anyone."

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But it's not too long to drink.

How to put it this way, it's unreasonable to like this kind of thing, not to mention the relationship between the two people, I really think that according to the content of the previous official interviews and plots, it is more difficult to make Dazai Osamu confess.