[HP][SBSS]Somewhere In Times

Sirius Black paced anxiously in the control room.

He hadn't seen the Patronus of the Tonks very often, and in the limited number of operations he'd been a part of, he'd almost never been paired with her. "Sirius, someone is approaching the control room." Just as he was thinking, he heard Mr. Weasley's voice. Sirius turned his head to look at the monitor screen: it was indeed one of those 26 waiters, Sirius had an impression, but he couldn't remember the face under the Polyjuice Potion.He moved quickly to the door, slowly opened the peephole, and cast a silent stun spell at those who approached.

The man fell, and Sirius opened the door and dragged him in as fast as he could, placing him with the other unconscious Death Eaters.

The waiting time is always very long, Sirius can feel his skin being regenerated inch by inch under the action of the potion, which makes him aware of the passage of time, he feels that it has been a long time, until——

"Sirius! Go and open the door, Tonks is back!"

After hearing Arthur's call, Sirius quickly opened the door, Tonks flashed in, and then closed the door immediately. "Sirius, a lot of Death Eaters are scattered," she said with excitement. "The battle is mostly over and Kingsley is dealing with customers' memories."

"Tonks, are you alright?" Sirius asked, examining Tonks' entire body.

"It's okay, how about you?"

"You're not hurt?"

"Basically not." There was a hint of playful complacency on the witch's face.

"Didn't you release the Patronus?"

"What Patronus?"

There was a roar in Sirius' mind like a thunderclap. "Didn't you put the Patronus?" He stood there for a moment, then grabbed Tonks' arm, "Come and see." He walked to the monitor and replayed the clip of the Patronus. "Sirius, the Patronus isn't mine," Tonks said, "but I haven't seen the Patronus either." She frowned.

A few seconds of silence.

"I'm going to meet Remus." Sirius said, binding the wound tighter.

"You can't go." Arthur stood up. "Don't think that you can exercise vigorously after the wound has healed. Now you can fight for 10 minutes at most. After 10 minutes, you will become weaker and weaker. It will be difficult to stand by then. Aren't you going out now to die?"

"And what about Remus?" Sirius' voice rose.

"Remus is at the door." Tonks' voice fell in suddenly, her eyes fixed on one of the screens on the monitors, and she rushed to the door and opened it.

Remus Lupine stood outside the door, carrying another man covered in blood on his back. Sirius' eyes widened. For some reason, the Polyjuice Potion had disappeared from the man.

It was Severus Snape.

"Don't ask anything now, withdraw it immediately, and wait until Grimmauld Place to elaborate." Remus said.

Sirius felt his mind go blank for the split second he Apparated.After opening the door to 12 Grimmauld Place, he watched as Remus carried the bloody Snape in and placed him downstairs in his bedroom. Tonks pulled out all of her powers, singing softly at Snape with a charm.There were too many wounds on his body, dozens of bruises large and small on his pale abdomen and back, and it took Tonks a long time to stop the bleeding.

"What the hell is going on!" Sirius sat on the edge of the bed, he felt his eyes were hot and his throat was tight.The others sat around Snape as well.The atmosphere in the whole room was like a tomb.

"He was obviously attacked by surprise. My analysis should be that when he was fighting with a Death Eater, another cast a petrification spell on him behind his back." Remus whispered, at this time they were already sitting around the round table in the living room Beside, Tonks was left alone in the bedroom to treat Snape, and the sound of magic spells could be heard from the half-closed bedroom door from time to time. "The moment he fell down, he used a silent spell to release the Patronus, but when I arrived, the two Death Eaters had already poured the Revelation Potion on him, probably to see which Order of the Phoenix member he was. "

"Did they see Snape's face?" Fred Weasley asked, with a new gash on his face.

"Should have seen it," Remus said. "But it's nothing. When I arrived, I knocked out one from behind, and the other didn't become my opponent—I cleared their memory."

"I shouldn't have listened to him," Sirius said, although everyone's conversations were kept as low as possible so as not to wake Snape, but compared to Sirius' voice - the brown-haired man buried his face in his hands , the voice came from between the fingers, and everyone reacted to understand what he said. "Snape asked me to come to the control room to find you. I shouldn't have come." Sirius jerked his face up, and Remus saw the veins on his old friend's forehead. "I shouldn't have left him at all!"

"Sirius, calm down, this matter has nothing to do with you."

"It does matter!" Sirius stood up from the chair, madly filled with self-blame.The scene just now lingered in his mind like a curse, the wound on Snape's body, the blood, the pale body - thinking of these, his heart would twitch violently and he couldn't restrain himself.

"Sirius, do you have any potions at home to help import?" Tonks sidled out of the bedroom. "Snape's body is resistant to healing potions."

"Yes, yes." After hearing this, Sirius hurriedly ran to the low cabinet in front of the door, so anxious that he didn't give himself a time to shift his focus, which made him look stumbling.

"How could this be?" Remus asked.

Tonks took the potion from Sirius, stood there and sighed softly. "My mother used to work in St. Mungo's, and all of my healing techniques come from her." She said, "I don't think my judgment is wrong." She turned her gaze to Sirius: "The reason for this is because Snape In the recent period of time, I have taken a lot of anti-sleep medicine." After speaking, she left Sirius standing straight in place, and then leaned back into the room.

Something cool ran across his cheeks, and when Sirius Black didn't even realize it, tears had already fallen on the ancient yellow and white floor.He'd always known his deduction was right: Severus Snape was lying, he wasn't indifferent to the passing of his memory, painful and ugly and humiliating as it was, and even though he never wasted time recalling the past.And yet he cherishes the past, like himself, like everyone else.

How could he just sneer, and just bury his head in the present and those bottles and jars full of potions. Severus Snape was human too.

He should have thought of it earlier.

Regret wrapped his heart tightly like a giant python. Sirius had never regretted a thing he had done before, but now, he wished he could slap himself twice.

"Sirius," Remus' voice said, a hand on his shoulder. "Tonks' mother was one of the best healers in St. Mungo's. When she first fought Voldemort, many people were healed by her." Remus's voice was very soft, and he knew that any careless words now would be Leading to an old friend's breakdown: "You have to trust Tonks, she'll fix Seveurs."

Sirius clenched his fists, the combination of deep fear, shock and self-blame sent chills all over his body.

"Sirius, didn't you say that Snape's Patronus was a stag?" Arthur's voice came from behind, "but actually his Patronus is a dog..."

Arthur's voice trailed off, and then he looked up and, like everyone else in the room, turned his gaze to Sirius in a daze.For a while now, they had been paying too much attention to what Snape had been through, his wounds and healing, but no one had thought of the Patronus.

"Sirius, tell me, Snape, is he..." As Remus paused and asked carefully, Sirius' body slowly slid down the wall, and then sat down on the ground.

In the next second, Sirius Black's heart was trembling violently, and the chilly air had already blown the place where his tears flowed freezing. What was going on in the heart of the unsmiling, unfeeling man under the coat; understood his hidden feelings when facing Sirius' vicious words; understood another reason why Snape took a lot of anti-sleep drugs besides cherishing the past.

It seemed that a pair of warm hands drove away the python wrapped around Sirius' heart, and wrapped his heart gently. Severus Snape loved him so much that his Patronus had changed, Snape loved him! Sirius walked up and down the space between the hallway and the living room almost frantically, with an exaggerated gait and an excited expression.Even though Snape never said a soft and sweet word to him, even though Snape was always used to keeping his thoughts and emotions hidden inside, until the moment he fell, the shape of the Patronus betrayed his heart.

Snape's heart made Sirius fall into ecstasy, all of this was too unbelievable, he thought that he would never be able to respond to the fact that he fell in love with Snape, but unexpectedly, the other party also loved him.

However, this heartwarming fact intensifies Sirius' pain and remorse. The lover who loves each other seems to have tens of millions of times more weight and responsibility in his heart than the unrequited love object.He stopped slumped, and looked anxiously from the door of the bedroom.

"No wonder he's getting more and more haggard recently." Kingsley's voice broke the contemplation and embarrassment in the room: "No one can stand without sleep." His dark face was full of worry. "I know that potion, you can only close your eyes after drinking it, you can't really fall asleep, it's very painful." He looked at Sirius, as if trying to comfort him: "Think about it, Sirius, maybe it's still a good thing Well, Snape can finally sleep soundly..."

Kingsley's voice stopped abruptly, and then, his brows became more and more tight. After a few seconds, everyone in the room understood the deeper worry that this sentence represented. However, before they said the next sentence, the people in the bedroom The door opened, and Tonks stood in front of the door. In the eyes of everyone, he uttered the most terrifying words:

"Snape's memory is draining."

With a "bang", Sirius stood up abruptly and knocked down the mirror frame on the low cabinet. "Sirius!" Remus was the first to react, rushing up and hugging Sirius' waist, preventing him from rushing into the bedroom.

"Let go of me—! Leave Me ALONE!" The warm hand lingering in Sirius' heart suddenly squeezed Sirius' heart frantically, as if to tear his flesh into pieces.He struggled like a madman, wanting to see his lover before the next second came, so hard that Remus staggered backwards, and George rushed up to help hold him.

"Sirius, do you remember that the accompanying action cannot be interrupted? If you rush in like this, if Snape wakes up, do you know what the consequences will be!" Remus growled, eager to wake up Sirius's reason, and signaled his wife to move the room with his eyes. The door closes.However, Sirius rushed towards the bedroom like a mad dog. Even though he was an indispensable Seeker for Gryffindor and an incomparable boy chasing the wind, Remus had never seen him so powerful. Both Remus' and George's feet slid across the floor toward the bedroom following Sirius' force, and Arthur Weasley, who was standing by, had to raise his wand—

With the emission of red light, Sirius fell to the ground, Remus held his body, and at the same time heard Sirius whimpering in pain as he lay on the ground.

After a while, Sirius gradually calmed down, and Remus brought him a glass of water and pulled him up from the ground. "Remus, I think I can go in." Sirius pushed the water glass away, he didn't want to do anything right now, he just wanted to see Snape.

"Can you keep quiet and not wake him up?" Remus asked.

"I can." Sirius said seriously, looking at Remus sincerely.

Remus still seemed to hesitate a bit, but finally, he nodded and let go of Sirius' hand.

The room was dark, Snape's body had been covered with a dark green blanket, the man wrapped in the color of Slytherin closed his eyes tightly, and a few strands of silver were slowly coming from the temples on both sides of his head Fly out, then leap onto Tonks' wand that spins slightly.The silver thread emitted a faint light, becoming the only light source in this dark room.

Sirius took a deep breath, stepped forward gently, and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Lupin... Lupine is... a werewolf..." Snape was babbling in his sleep. Sirius was painfully aware that Snape's dream was about his sixth-year prank. In 1976, they were 16 years old.

"Sixteen," Sirius whispered.

"Sirius, Snape suppressed the memory loss by not sleeping, but because he suppressed it for a long time, the memory loss this time is violent, maybe..."

"That's right, he lost all his perceptual memories from the age of 16 to just now," Sirius said. "Only those before the age of 16 are left."

Before the age of 16, the blooming meadows, the quiet castle, Sirius didn't know why he had asked Snape to go to the Shrieking Shack.I must be crazy. Sirius thought, I must be crazy.His hands began to tremble slightly, and he also remembered that night: when he saw Remus leap towards Snape, his knees went limp, as if he was about to fall into the abyss.He still remembered that the last words Snape yelled at that time were——

"Black..." The thin lips parted, and Snape murmured in his sleep, which steadily coincided with Sirius' memories.

"Snape." Sirius responded helplessly, he watched the filaments fly out of Snape's temple, he knew that there must be memories about himself, those quarrels, hugs, smiles, trust and leaning in battle, And those three shallow kisses.

All with these filaments and sleep talking, all vanished into ashes.

Nails dug deep into the palm of his hand, Sirius was dressed heavily, a kind of despair from the bottom of his heart enveloped him deeply, he could only watch Snape lying on the bed like this, losing memory, past and love bit by bit , calling his name weakly, but he was powerless.

He's got his heart, and it's all meaningless now.

Sirius stood up abruptly.He rushed into the living room, picked up the candlestick on the table and smashed it against the wall, and the huge shock caused the curtain covering Mrs. Black to fall. "Bastard! Shameless bastard! Desecrate our house! And werewolves! You bastard! You bastard!" Remus hurriedly cast a silence spell on the bedroom, and tried to rush out to stop Sirius.

"Enough! Shut up!" All of Sirius' sanity had been shattered by the successive shock and despair, he picked up the second candlestick and threw it directly at Mrs. Black's portrait.Then he picked up the books on the cabinet, the ornaments, and whatever else he could get his hands on.

Touching, remorse, despair and helplessness were deeply intertwined in his heart, and finally formed a boundless anger. He smashed things randomly and cursed, as if he wanted to turn the world upside down.

"Sirius! Listen to me!" Remus yelled, but to no avail.Bottles, books, and reagent bottles flew towards Mrs. Black's portrait. "Damn son! Desecrate the ancestral house! Defile the ancestors!" The entire living room was filled with Sirius' roar, Mrs. Black's scream and the sound of various objects breaking. "I'm so sorry! I shouldn't fucking be involved in these things! Do it! I don't want to deal with the Order of the Phoenix anymore!" He turned his face away: "All of this—all of this! War! Dead Apostles! I fucking hate EVERYTHING!"

Sirius Black, who once donated his ancestral home as the base of the Order of the Phoenix, was passionate about every action, and was always active in every aspect of the Order of the Phoenix, panted heavily. All rationality had collapsed in his mind, and he stared like a wild beast. Eyes, threw the last item on the cabinet in response to Mrs. Black's yelling.

"Sirius Black."

Remus Lupine's voice was small, inconspicuous compared to screams and roars.However, the voice was calm and unflappable, hitting everyone's heart firmly word by word.

"Sirius Black, since even you hate the Order of the Phoenix, there is no reason for anyone to love it. Break up."

Sirius Black froze for a moment, then fell into a chair closest to him, falling into a deathly silence.

"Everyone." Arthur came out of the bedroom and raised his hand to cancel the Silencing Charm. In his left hand, he held the bottle full of Snape's memories. "Severus' hand is moving, he might be waking up."

Time seemed to go back a few months, when Snape lost his memory for the first time, it was also in Grimmauld Place, it was also a night, and Arthur whispered that Severus Snape was about to wake up.However some things have changed permanently. Remus took a deep look at Sirius, his face was ashes from the torment, sweat and tears intertwined, but he still ran forward immediately after hearing these words.The werewolf sighed softly, turned and walked into the bedroom.

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Author's Notes:

I'll update immediately after I'm busy during Chinese New Year ╰(*°▽°*)╯

This chapter begins to despair, and the dog abuse begins.Suppose that when you love someone deeply, the other person is suddenly covered with scars, and then you know that the other person also loves you deeply, but at this moment the other person starts to lose memory, and you watch the other person's love and memory for you disappear. A little bit of loss but nothing can be done... The successive blows must not be small (the dog is so pitiful

So for Sirius Black's character, it's understandable to do the kind of unsteady things in the article, he is really too desperate and depressed.

At this time, since Snape was already unconscious, there had to be someone with aura to say something with aura to calm him down, so Lupine gave full play to his advantage in this aspect... about the words that could calm Sirius down I thought about it for a long time, and in the end I think it's still reasonable and can make Sirius sober.

Then Severus woke up, and the days of not remembering anything began again...