【Huo You】Jumping and raving
Chapter 10
【Fragment·ABO】
[Please give me a sedative, thank you]
Chapter.10 A moment of time
You Haoxian never thought that he would meet him here.
On the noisy streets in July, cicadas sing wantonly, the big sun hangs in the sky, and the bright light splashes undisguisedly.
——Back to the old place, it is also reasonable to meet the old people.
You Haoxian's mind went blank for a moment.On the other hand, Ziying reacted quickly, smiling and waving, which was regarded as a greeting.
Looking at that fair and delicate face, You Haoxian opened his mouth, but didn't say a word.
He really didn't know what to say, what to say, and why to say to this person.
What lies between them is not just a short period of two years, but also the cold reality.
...and the past.
In the evening, he received drug injections as usual, and You Haoxian couldn't live without morphine and meth/sadone in the short term.Before going to sleep, he noticed that He Xi seemed hesitant to speak, so he asked directly, and only got a comforting smile from the other party.He thought, this was obviously a lie and he didn't want to say it, so why did he act like that, he couldn't help but explore.
Then within two days he received a call from an unknown number.
"Mr. You Haoxian, right? Please..." It was a peaceful female voice, but a little bit tough, and reported the time and place before he could speak, "I hope you can come here."
"excuse me, you are?"
"Mr. You doesn't have to doubt anything. I know Mr. You must be free at that time. It is also difficult for us to coordinate, so please don't miss the appointment."
...is simply undeniable.
He set off two hours earlier than the agreed time, and when he arrived at the place, he was a little dazed. He stood at the door and watched the guards who stood straight and expressionless, not daring to go in for a while.
——Province/public/security/department, you have to be picked up by someone to get in, right?
The guard in the guard's room called out to him: "Go in and come and register." He quickly took out his mobile phone and turned to the communication record and pointed it to the guard. The latter made a call, and a few minutes later a female Beta came. It was this person who heard the call.
She had indeed come to fetch him.Without much nonsense, You Haoxian left with her directly.Behind him, the guard glanced at him several times from the corner of his eye, and thought to himself, what is the origin of this young man, and Mi Chen came to pick him up in person?Could it be the illegitimate son of the director?
Walking into the office building, You Haoxian didn't dare to speak anymore.Everyone who passed by him was in a hurry, as if he was in two worlds with him.She brought You Haoxian into a small room, there were two single sofas and a coffee table in it, it should be connected to a relatively large office, it looked like a waiting place.
Sure enough, "Mr. You, please wait here, I will call you when the director finishes his work."
Minister?Qing Yi? "Okay. What's your name?"
"Just call me Secretary Chen."
You Haoxian nodded.He knew that he had come early, so he simply calmed down his heart that had been bluffed by this battle, sat on the sofa in a regular manner and waited.
There is nothing to be afraid of, maybe... I will be a part of the work here in the future.
After waiting for nearly an hour, Secretary Chen came over.You Haoxian glanced at his watch, it was exactly the same as the time set on the phone.
Before he entered the door, a male Alpha in police uniform was coming out, his expression was a little serious, more like nervous, You Haoxian didn't look carefully, Secretary Chen had already closed the door for him intimately.
"Hao is here?"
"Hello, Aunt Qing." You Haoxian heaved a sigh of relief, Qingyi sat in the large swivel chair and smiled at him, very gentle, even more cordial than the last meal.
"Let me see... Well, from now until the end of get off work, the time is all yours." Qing Yi flipped the ring on her left ring finger, "Can you pour me a glass of water? The water dispenser is behind you."
You Haoxian took the teacup on her table, "Do you want to change the tea leaves?"
"No, just add some hot water."
Handing the tea cup to her with both hands, Qing Yi smiled and thanked him, very satisfied with his obedience and courtesy.
You Haoxian sat down opposite her. He found that the seat was very well placed. After sitting down, he was much lower than the table. If he wanted to meet the eyes of the person over there, he had to raise his head, which created a sense of oppression for no reason.
"Actually, I asked you to come here today, and there's nothing else to do." Qing Yi held the cup, with a relaxed expression as if she was talking about homework, "I heard that you tried morphine a while ago?"
"..." You Haoxian broke out in cold sweat.The chief minister came here specifically to warn him? !
"Oh, you don't have to be so nervous, I mean - L/S/D, did you remember something?"
"...Yes." You Haoxian didn't dare to lie.In fact, it is also difficult for him to lie to the woman sitting in this position. Maybe she knows everything and is just waiting for him to speak out. "It's strange. My memory of my childhood is very vague, and I never doubted it before. Now that I think about it, my master has been misleading me. I did remember a little bit intermittently after taking the medicine, but it was fragmentary. I don't know the exact time, I'm not even sure—whether it's something I've experienced or it's just a hallucination."
"Illusion?" Qing Yi raised her eyebrows, "What did you see that made you say this word?"
"This," You Haoxian hesitated, how should I describe it to her, those things are too bizarre. "Hmm... There are tall grasses taller than me, banyan tree crowns that are too big to see, butterflies chasing me, oh, and there is a small town, maybe my house is there? But the houses in the town have no windows, It's so dark and scary..." He tried his best to describe those memory fragments to Qing Yi, "There was a boy holding me, I probably knew him, maybe he was a playmate... There were two other people, a man and a woman, I I know they are—but, but I can't say it, whether it's in a dream or when I'm awake, as long as I think about it, I can't say those two words at all..."
Qing Yi frowned upon hearing this, the child didn't notice that something was wrong with his mental state.
"...then gunshots! I could hear it clearly, and there was blood, a lot of blood...then I started running, and kept running, very fast..."
"Why did you run?" Qing Yi asked softly, for fear of disturbing his narration.
"Someone was chasing me! I knew it, they were going to kill me... I ran through the woods, through the grass, past them, and finally I hid, and no one could find me..."
His pupils dilated slightly, his eyes drooped, his voice lowered, and finally stopped.
Qing Yi didn't speak, and waited for him to recover.
"...I'm sorry." You Haoxian took a deep breath and slowly adjusted his emotions. "You're going to call me ridiculous."
"Oh, no." Qing Yi slowly rubbed the ring, it was a plain silver ring with a very smooth surface. "I was just thinking that it was my fault for not getting you into therapy. I just let it go because you forgot - I made a serious mistake."
"Treatment, treatment?" You Haoxian was a little confused, "Auntie, you mean...?"
"You probably don't know anything about your parents?"
"...Yes. Master, he never mentioned it to me. In fact, I always thought that I was an abandoned orphan before, and Master adopted me—that's all."
"Abandoned..." Qing Yi repeated in a low voice, seeming to smile a bit, "This word is not appropriate. I called you here today to tell you all those things, are you almost twenty? Some things have arrived and it's your turn It's time to bear it. Remember it well and don't forget it."
You Haoxian subconsciously held his breath.He felt that he might be about to hear something great.
"It's really... long time no see."
There was a smile on Ziying's face that didn't seem to be faking.
You Haoxian stared at him in a daze.Ziying walked halfway across the street to his side, trying to reach out to hold him, but was gently dodged.
Ziying pulled the corner of her mouth. "What's the matter, do you want to avoid it too?"
He could smell You Haoxian's body, He Xi's pheromone was already very weak, and it was more of another person's.
Another taste of Alpha.
"..." You Haoxian's lips parted slightly, and his exhalation was somewhat rapid, as if he was panting.His eyes were lowered and he didn't look at people, his eyes were scattered and anxious to give the unknown, but he didn't look at him.He felt something was wrong, this kind of resistance was too obvious, unlike You Haoxian's style.
This person seldom shows too much emotion.Introverted, traditional, to the point, this is the You Haoxian he knows well.To put it bluntly, sometimes it is simply inferiority and fear, he knows that some not so good things may have happened, and the Omega in front of him cannot beg for mercy from the Alphas who should have actively shown their desire to protect.
"Why don't you talk?" Ziying's fingertips swept across You Haoxian's side face, helping him to pin up a stray lock of hair.The latter suddenly opened his eyes like a frightened rabbit, then turned and ran away.
Ziying took two steps forward and grabbed him.
"Why are you running away!" Locking his wrist tightly into her arms, Ziying finally sank her face, "I'm just talking to you, I haven't seen you for more than two years, and you run away when you see me? You Haoxian, I don't care what happened before, Can you say a few words to me?"
"……say what?"
Her voice was a little hoarse, and Ziying suspected that she heard faint crying.
"You can say anything. Don't you want to tell me?"
"Anything is fine?" You Haoxian smiled mockingly: "Then let's talk about it. Are you afraid to say it?"
"—that was an accident."
"Accident?" You Haoxian struggled with his wrists, he didn't like the feeling of being restrained. "Okay, let's not talk about this, let me ask you, where did you get those things? Don't tell me that you are studying medicine, and you can't get it even if you are studying medicine. What does your family do?"
Ziying sighed.
"Did someone tell you something?"
"Oh, there's plenty of time. Then I'll start before you were born."
You Haoxian cautiously interjected: "Then you knew me a long time ago?"
Qing Yi looked at him with a gentle smile, reminding him of He Xi.
"Yeah. It really happened a long time ago... Now, I have forgotten it."
"Your father, your master, and I are classmates in junior high school. The three of us are in the same class, but they are all in different classes." She crossed her legs and put her hands casually on both sides. "Your father is also an Alpha, but he and your master are not superior to me. Speaking of which, I am much more eye-catching than them."
She raised her eyebrows at You Haoxian, "Mind if I pick up some private goods and talk about something with your master?"
"Ah, no, I don't mind." You Haoxian shook his head quickly, his cheeks were a little hot for some reason.The younger generation is always a little embarrassed to hear the romantic past between the elders.
"We were still children in junior high school, and we didn't know what separation was. After high school, I lost contact with your father. It's already work to meet again. I met your father outside the court, and I didn't know what time is." Qing Yi paused, "Xiao Lu... May I call you Xiao Lu? Why do you want to study Fa?"
"I probably like it. I seem to have always wanted to study the Fa."
What he didn't say was that it was more likely to be He Xi's subtle influence.Qing Yi smiled as if she knew it: "Didn't He Xi mention it?"
You Haoxian didn't say anything.
"He Xi did this for a reason... I think you will understand. Your father is a very good public prosecutor, and he returned from studying abroad. He has done a good job in learning. When we met, we didn't dare to admit it. We have changed a lot. I was working in the court at that time, and your father and I were considered colleagues. After chatting a few more words, we gradually became more familiar than when we were in junior high school.
"Let's talk about He Xi. I had an affair with He Xi before, but my family didn't agree with it, so we ended it. He went to the south alone to work hard, and he made a name for himself in a few years. His reputation is not very good. Yes...he used to be a broker, and his business partners ranged from Southeast Asia to South America, and later he also went it alone, smuggling and drug trafficking are common. Your father and I don't care much about the nature of his work, so the three of us often get together in private Get together, talk about the past, talk about the present, like good friends who have never been separated.
"Back then, we were on good terms... who knew what would happen later."
Having said that, she rubbed her forehead, "Shall I smoke a cigarette?"
You Haoxian got up and helped her light the fire.
The red lips opened and closed, and the green smoke dispersed.
"Because of my family, my work was transferred a little frequently. When I was transferred to the procuratorate, a major incident happened. A famous drug lord was accidentally arrested in an anti-drug operation. This opportunity was really rare, even if the evidence was not very sufficient. At that time The courtyard immediately prepared to file a lawsuit against the drug lord according to the instructions of the superior.
"I was sent to contact the court because the defendant needed a lawyer. This is not a good job. Who is willing to take over a case that is doomed to fail? What's more, defending the drug lord is not good to say. No one came forward for a while. I went to find him based on my personal relationship with your father, and he readily agreed. Seeing how relaxed he was, I felt relieved and thought that this matter would end smoothly.
"What I didn't expect was that your father actually started to get in touch with the drug lord in earnest, started to sort out the information, and questioned the evidence that the procuratorate might have collected. I thought he was crazy. This is a national public prosecution, no He would allow the lawsuit to be lost, so what good is he being so serious? He told me with a serious face that drug lords also have human rights, and have the right to a reasonable and strong defense. He is not responsible for any crimes until he is formally sentenced.
"I was young and energetic at the time, and I didn't understand his thoughts at all. I even laughed at him for studying those bullshit theories abroad to make his mind stupid. We argued for a long time, and finally broke up. Before leaving, he said that you belonged to the procuratorate. People, we should not meet each other until the case is judged, we should avoid it.
"I was so angry that I didn't have a place to vent my anger, so I really didn't meet him. The case was quite popular back then. After all, he was a 'famous' drug lord, and the people were happy to see his subjugation. Naturally. , feeling resentful towards the legendary 'lawyer', they don't know the law, and they always feel that such a person still has a litigator willing to defend him, how foolish it must be.
"Under such circumstances, your father is still in contact with the gang of drug dealers to collect evidence and prepare for the trial.
"However, those ruthless drug dealers did not intend to allow the court to open normally. The so-called pending trial was just to buy time. Two days before the trial, on July 29, a group of gunmen broke into your father's house and brutally killed Killed your parents, wanted to destroy the family, searched for you but left, the scene was dripping with blood, it was horrible.
"This is the shocking, 'July [-] burglary and homicide case'."
Through the rising smoke, Qing Yi's face was blurred and difficult to identify. "Xiao Li, are you... all right?"
You Haoxian couldn't say a word.What terrible memories surged along with Qing Yi's narration, crushing the nerves of his brain.
"The reason why I was shocked for a while was because the drug lord escaped from the shackles by taking advantage of the police's attention on the night of the incident. , no one mentioned it again.
"I don't know what you went through that night, but obviously, you are lucky. You are much luckier than your parents. Of course you can also refute me, because staying and remembering everything may be the most painful that one.
"I'm sorry Xiaolu, I really should find a psychiatrist for you... After that incident, He Xi took you away and raised you. I only learned about your life from him, and I didn't participate much in it. .It now appears that this was my fault."
Qing Yi's gaze is complicated, full of grief and pity. "Is there anything else you want to ask?"
"Excuse me... my master, what kind of role did he play in this matter?"
It can be seen that his attitude is a little tentative and entangled.For him, it was a question that required courage to speak.
"He has had a cooperative relationship with that drug lord for many years. But he didn't interfere much in this matter. He just accepted my entrustment to take you away and raise you." Qing Yi knew what He Xi meant to him, "Compared to He, you should pay more attention to another person. I heard He Xi mention, are you getting close to a person named Ziying? He also gave you your morphine? "
"Yes...but we're just high school classmates."
"It's a classmate again..." Qing Yi chuckled, as if feeling emotional. "do you know who he is?"
You Haoxian felt a very bad feeling, his body trembled slightly.
"According to reliable sources, his adoptive father is the drug lord who escaped back then, and he is definitely going to take over the family business."
"...You didn't deny it."
Seeing You Haoxian's forcibly hardened eyes, Ziying thought to herself that the matter had reached an irreversible point.
"It doesn't matter..."
"It's okay?!" You Haoxian shook off his hand, "It's okay if you say it's okay? Who do you think you are?"
"I know that you look down on those businesses, and if you blame me for keeping it from you, I won't say anything."
"It's not for this reason." You Haoxian waved his hands, his voice lowered as if he was exhausted. "I have nothing to say."
Ziying didn't know what happened to You Haoxian.He frowned involuntarily, and then opened it quickly: "What did that person say about me, did he describe me as heinous?...It's He Xi?"
"Don't worry about it."
Ziying smiled wryly, "You must know the reason, right? There is still a reason to break up after being dumped."
Hearing his words, You Haoxian couldn't hold back suddenly.How could this person be so understated? In his eyes, these two years are just two dozen calendars, nothing more?
"Ziying, I called you that night, how did you agree to me?" Something sour got into the nasal cavity, and the grievances and sadness that were carefully hidden suddenly had nowhere to hide, and they were pulled out openly Patrol the streets to show the public, the pain is even worse.
"I said I would come..."
"But you didn't come. Why didn't you come? Do you know that I've been waiting for you? I believed you so much—I was waiting for you to give me an explanation."
"That night I—"
"It's been two years, I've been waiting, I've been waiting, what did I get? Your so-called 'good intentions'? Not even a perfunctory explanation! I really don't believe it. Don’t you have enough time for a phone call? You should know that I haven’t changed any contact information at all.” You Haoxian smiled unexpectedly, “Do you feel wronged, that I am making trouble for no reason, and then you should explain to me how much your family’s affairs are? Is it important—? Let me tell you, it’s not necessary.”
He tore off his collar, tilted his head, and the teeth marks on the back of his neck were faint.
"Did you see? I was marked by Alpha. You don't know how much I hate this mark, it's a shame to me," he showed a vengeful smile, "But you, Ziying, you have no chance , I will never trust you again."
You Haoxian didn't complain to Ziying about how hard and sad I have been in the past two years, that guy is so unbearable, he just thought, blame me for the wrong payment, and since then, he has never believed in it.
For a moment, Ziying couldn't say the words to try to persuade her to stay.He has no position, no qualifications.
"It's my fault." He licked his lips, and the chapped skin was roughly swept by the tip of his tongue. "You probably won't forgive me."
"It will never." You Haoxian let out a long breath, "You pretend to be so similar, I dare not confirm it, whether you know it or not, that matter - I will never be able to convince myself."
Ziying keenly realized that "that incident" was not the same as that rainy night two years ago, but before he could speak, You Haoxian had already taken up the conversation.
"I am very grateful for the things you taught me. In high school, I was lucky to have a friend like you. But I am very sorry, after all, we are different. From then on, we are still-the road is facing the sky, and we each go our separate ways. "
His light brown eyes were clear and sincere, under such staring, Zi Ying felt a little at a loss.
"Ziying... the two are cleared up, okay?"
"..." The voice in my heart yelled unwillingly, how could it be clear?It doesn't matter anymore, so there is no excuse to get closer?But Ziying also knew that if she didn't accept it, she might not be able to do it when she met and nodded in the future.
"...Okay." Ziying raised her hand to help him straighten his collar. "Then according to what you said, the road is facing the sky, so each side will go."
You Haoxian nodded, took two steps back, and walked behind Ziying.
Ziying turned her head, and the figure with a straight waist was slowly going away.
He thought, after finally getting half a day free to meet the person he wanted to see, he found that not everyone was willing or able to stop and wait for another person.
Or, You Haoxian wanted a little sense of security, and he told a joke.
Ziying sighed.
Look at him, how he lives like a joke.
"Purple Shadow..."
He doesn't believe it.How could he believe this?They used to be so close, and they also made some promises to each other that may have been forgotten. Even if time waits for no one, the friendship is still there. How could it become what it is now?
Ziying's adoptive father killed her parents?
Qing Yi's eyes were filled with compassion.She is not the kind of woman who is used to comforting others, she looked at You Haoxian's hard-to-accept expression, and couldn't say anything, so she just watched like this, waiting for him to recover from this.
"Yes, I'm sorry, Aunt Qingyi..." You Haoxian is very confused now, his mind is a mess, and those turbulent memories are updating his cognition little by little, destroying his psychological defense line.He covered his head, "I have to think about it..."
Qing Yi nodded.
"I have nothing to say. May I ask Xiao Chen to take you back?"
You Haoxian returned home in a daze.
The hidden, sweltering summer came back vividly in his mind, together with the laughter, unrestrained, and all the good things of his youth, all melted into the broken memory, repairing his past years.
He also remembered many people.He Xi with a gentle smile, Qing Yi with high spirits, Qing Xuan who is mature and prudent from the Qing family, Qing Lan who only looks up to his elder brother... and Huo Ya, and the one who should never be forgotten—father and mother.
"Dad, Mom." You Haoxian's whole body was shaking.It took all his strength to say those two words.On that panic-stricken night, he saw his parents lying in a pool of blood with his own eyes, and it became extremely difficult to escape all of a sudden.
Without Huo Ya, he might not be able to leave there.
All that he had forgotten turned into a coherent picture flashing before his eyes.It used to be insignificant, but now it is unforgettable.
How could I forget, he thought.
Sitting blankly for a long time, You Haoxian moved his fingers and called Huo Ya.
"Where are you now?...I'll go find you."
He never thought that he would run into Ziying here.
After several conversations, the leading edge was fully explained.
You Haoxian didn't look back when he left.But he knew that Ziying had been watching him.
But so what.
They, two people.
Huo Ya was a little happy when he received the call.You Haoxian was so proactive, he was pleasantly surprised.He stood waiting for his Omega at the gate of the family area of the Provincial Department, saw it from a distance, and raised his hand high as a gesture.
His Omega ran over, then crashed into his arms, a somewhat fierce hug.
Huo Ya was startled by this sudden intimacy, he was so active.But he reacted quickly, and immediately seized the opportunity to hug You Haoxian back.
"Did you miss me?"
The head in his arms arched, "No."
"Then..." Then what does that mean, is it duplicity?It's also possible...
"I just want to see you." You Haoxian let go of his hand, stood up straight, and smiled at Huo Ya. "Find a place to sit, the door is so hot."
After speaking, he advanced into the community.Huo Ya froze on the spot and covered his heart.
…His Omega looks so pretty when he smiles.
It is very cool under the shade of the trees, and the hot summer wind is also calm.
"Well... how are you doing recently?"
Huo Ya tried hard to suppress the desire to laugh out loud. "It's okay. What can I do for you?"
"I remember you told me before that you forgot something?"
"Oh, yes, it seems to be elementary school? Or junior high school? I was injured at that time, and I don't remember it when I wake up. But it's okay, when I was a child, it doesn't matter."
You Haoxian's mood is a bit complicated. "You don't remember at all. What if I say that your injury is related to me?"
"You?" How could this involve him? "No, I don't have any impression. No, then why didn't you tell me, if we knew each other so early..."
"I just remembered." You Haoxian lowered his head slightly, "Your wound is on your left shoulder."
Really...he didn't say anything about it. "That's right. What happened—that is, we didn't remember it? What a coincidence that..."
"Who knows." You Haoxian cast his eyes to infinity, "Huo Ya, have you ever thought about why you have a good impression of me?"
"Do you need a reason to like you?"
You Haoxian was in a trance for a moment.Such a familiar conversation... the man's firmness was what it was more than two years ago and has never changed.
Or should I say, so many years, never changed.
"Can I—can I see your wound?"
"Ah? Which one are you talking about?" Huo Ya asked a question, and then he realized it himself: "That's nothing... It's been done long ago, really."
You Haoxian didn't speak, just stared at him.Huo Ya falteringly unbuttoned his shirt, unbuttoned half of it, revealing his muscular upper body.A light red circular scar was burned on his left shoulder socket. It could be seen that he had recovered very well, but from the hideous edge, one could still imagine the danger of the injury.
He didn't feel much, but saw You Haoxian stretched out his hand sideways, his fingertips gently caressing the wound, feeling cold and slightly itchy.
"you……"
"Actually, I wasn't used to your over-approaching at first, which made me think you were inexplicable." You Haoxian helped Huo Ya button up the button, moving slowly and carefully.His warm breath was close to Huo Ya's neck, and Huo Ya suddenly became a little excited. "If you change someone else, you will probably be scared away by you. Your chasing skills really need to be improved."
"There will be no one else."
Hearing this, You Haoxian smiled.
"I don't believe in love at first sight, and I always had doubts about what I said to you before... This is normal, Huo Ya, do you mind?"
"I know what you want to say." Huo Ya looked serious. "Even if I don't remember, I still like you!"
"..." You Haoxian didn't expect him to say that. "That was not what I meant……"
"Don't worry, just forget it, it's fine; or are you dissatisfied with me? Then you say, I'll change it slowly."
"If you forget it, forget it..." You Haoxian rested his chin with one hand and rested his elbow on his knee, repeating in a low voice. "I'm not dissatisfied. You're fine. That's my problem."
It's just...he still doesn't want to forget, and he can't forget.
Emotional dedication is equal, no matter before or now, Huo Ya's kindness to him far exceeds his feedback.You Haoxian has always believed that people's devotion to something is for return, but the current situation is that he can't fully return the same attention to Huo Ya, so naturally he can't accept Huo Ya's kindness with peace of mind.There are many reasons for this, one of which is his difficulty in letting go of the past.
He is not Huo Ya, knowing that he may have forgotten something, he can maintain it calmly and even remain indifferent to those unknowns; there is a strange and urgent undercurrent of curiosity in his heart, pushing him forward to explore, even if the result is not satisfactory , and still can't quench his thirst.
"You Haoxian..."
He came back to his senses, Huo Ya was looking at him.
"what happened?"
Huo Ya shook his head.He couldn't say anything, he just felt that the person beside him was infinitely far away from him at that moment, as if he really wanted to leave him if he didn't stop.
"It's getting late, come to my house for dinner?"
"I didn't bring anything, did I come to your house empty-handed?" You Haoxian declined with a smile.
He got up and straightened his clothes. It was almost evening, the heat dissipated a little, and the wind seemed to be milder.
"Do you still remember our agreement? Call me if you have anything to do. As long as I am here, I will definitely answer."
Huo Ya could only praise him.He sent You Haoxian back to the car, and the taxi that was about to turn over was in a hurry, and disappeared in his field of vision.
You Haoxian came to him today... What does it mean?
Huo Ya couldn't figure it out.He always couldn't understand You Haoxian's mind, every time he thought he guessed right, the truth would slap the correct answer on his face and mock him with a smile.
But no matter what, he still wanted to know You Haoxian better.He is obviously younger than him, but his posture is more mature than him when he speaks.Huo Ya felt that this was not good, he should become a powerful protector instead of letting the Omega he protected guide him instead.
Omega should be supported and protected, and he can do whatever he wants, he doesn't want You Haoxian to think too much, worry about some troublesome issues.
"Why don't you go in?"
Huo Ya turned around, Qing Xuan stopped at the door carrying a shopping bag, the bag was full, and the stalks and leaves of celery protruded sideways.
"Just sent someone out. Are you off work?"
"Well. Who's coming?"
"You Haoxian."
"Oh?" Qingxuan hooked the corner of his mouth, "Is that elementary school boy?"
Huo Ya was too lazy to talk to him.Qingxuan didn't talk nonsense, the two went upstairs and went home together side by side.Both Qingyi and Yuan haven't come back yet, Qinglan called to say that she has something to do in the evening, Qingyi's little secretary wasn't there, and the house was empty.
Qingxuan kicked open the door of the study and dragged Qingling out from under the blanket.Qingling covered her ears that were reddened by his elder brother and screamed, getting up sporadically and holding back all her anger.
Huo Ya squatted on the kitchen floor to choose vegetables, and after a while there was an aggrieved fluffy dumpling beside him.
"What time did you go to bed?"
"Five o'clock... right..."
Huo Ya snorted, "It deserves it."
"Brother Ya, you don't understand." Qing Ling sat down on her ass, and fell asleep until her dizzy head drooped, "Girls, you have to be patient, and you have to stay up late."
"—Huh?" Huo Ya dragged out the tone, "You understand it very well. Another one?"
"This one……"
"I'm here to find Genmu's number..."
Qingling acted like a tiger pounced on the food to grab the phone: "Brother Ya, I was wrong!"
Huo Ya put half of the dishes in Qing Ling's hands.
"San'er, work hard."
...Qing Ling felt even more aggrieved.
Huo Ya helped Qingxuan to deal with the half chicken he bought, while Qingling picked up the yellow leaves sullenly.He heard Qing Xuan chatting with Huo Ya about a meeting in the afternoon, he called out to Huo Ya, Huo Ya asked what was wrong, Qing Ling paused, and said nothing.
He was thinking, how should he say those words to Huo Ya.
Huo Ya's position in the Qing family is very delicate, there are several brothers in the Qing family, only he fell out of Qing Yi's stomach, and does not follow Qing Yi's surname, it is said that he is the posthumous son of Qing Yi's first legal partner; he is said to be the oldest Ranked first, but went back to school because of an injury, and had to compete with the old three.They used to follow Qingxuan to call Huo Ya brother, Qingyi raised his mouth lightly, and they never called out in front of outsiders again, probably because they thought it was not good to spread this family matter.
But no matter what, Qingling yelled "Brother" willingly.Since he was a child, he has been taken care of by Huo Ya, and when he was beaten, Huo Ya helped him beat him back. He was more willing to tell Huo Ya if there was anything--Qingxuan is very serious and always puts on big brother airs, Qingxuan Lan didn't talk much after entering the military academy, and he couldn't even see each other in person, and he couldn't spread those bad thoughts about flirting with girls to his younger brother—not to mention, he really admired Huo Ya, and it's a man's way to speak with his fists Romance is not.
Huo Ya was most annoyed that someone asked in the middle of what he had said and said it was nothing.he chops
[Please give me a sedative, thank you]
Chapter.10 A moment of time
You Haoxian never thought that he would meet him here.
On the noisy streets in July, cicadas sing wantonly, the big sun hangs in the sky, and the bright light splashes undisguisedly.
——Back to the old place, it is also reasonable to meet the old people.
You Haoxian's mind went blank for a moment.On the other hand, Ziying reacted quickly, smiling and waving, which was regarded as a greeting.
Looking at that fair and delicate face, You Haoxian opened his mouth, but didn't say a word.
He really didn't know what to say, what to say, and why to say to this person.
What lies between them is not just a short period of two years, but also the cold reality.
...and the past.
In the evening, he received drug injections as usual, and You Haoxian couldn't live without morphine and meth/sadone in the short term.Before going to sleep, he noticed that He Xi seemed hesitant to speak, so he asked directly, and only got a comforting smile from the other party.He thought, this was obviously a lie and he didn't want to say it, so why did he act like that, he couldn't help but explore.
Then within two days he received a call from an unknown number.
"Mr. You Haoxian, right? Please..." It was a peaceful female voice, but a little bit tough, and reported the time and place before he could speak, "I hope you can come here."
"excuse me, you are?"
"Mr. You doesn't have to doubt anything. I know Mr. You must be free at that time. It is also difficult for us to coordinate, so please don't miss the appointment."
...is simply undeniable.
He set off two hours earlier than the agreed time, and when he arrived at the place, he was a little dazed. He stood at the door and watched the guards who stood straight and expressionless, not daring to go in for a while.
——Province/public/security/department, you have to be picked up by someone to get in, right?
The guard in the guard's room called out to him: "Go in and come and register." He quickly took out his mobile phone and turned to the communication record and pointed it to the guard. The latter made a call, and a few minutes later a female Beta came. It was this person who heard the call.
She had indeed come to fetch him.Without much nonsense, You Haoxian left with her directly.Behind him, the guard glanced at him several times from the corner of his eye, and thought to himself, what is the origin of this young man, and Mi Chen came to pick him up in person?Could it be the illegitimate son of the director?
Walking into the office building, You Haoxian didn't dare to speak anymore.Everyone who passed by him was in a hurry, as if he was in two worlds with him.She brought You Haoxian into a small room, there were two single sofas and a coffee table in it, it should be connected to a relatively large office, it looked like a waiting place.
Sure enough, "Mr. You, please wait here, I will call you when the director finishes his work."
Minister?Qing Yi? "Okay. What's your name?"
"Just call me Secretary Chen."
You Haoxian nodded.He knew that he had come early, so he simply calmed down his heart that had been bluffed by this battle, sat on the sofa in a regular manner and waited.
There is nothing to be afraid of, maybe... I will be a part of the work here in the future.
After waiting for nearly an hour, Secretary Chen came over.You Haoxian glanced at his watch, it was exactly the same as the time set on the phone.
Before he entered the door, a male Alpha in police uniform was coming out, his expression was a little serious, more like nervous, You Haoxian didn't look carefully, Secretary Chen had already closed the door for him intimately.
"Hao is here?"
"Hello, Aunt Qing." You Haoxian heaved a sigh of relief, Qingyi sat in the large swivel chair and smiled at him, very gentle, even more cordial than the last meal.
"Let me see... Well, from now until the end of get off work, the time is all yours." Qing Yi flipped the ring on her left ring finger, "Can you pour me a glass of water? The water dispenser is behind you."
You Haoxian took the teacup on her table, "Do you want to change the tea leaves?"
"No, just add some hot water."
Handing the tea cup to her with both hands, Qing Yi smiled and thanked him, very satisfied with his obedience and courtesy.
You Haoxian sat down opposite her. He found that the seat was very well placed. After sitting down, he was much lower than the table. If he wanted to meet the eyes of the person over there, he had to raise his head, which created a sense of oppression for no reason.
"Actually, I asked you to come here today, and there's nothing else to do." Qing Yi held the cup, with a relaxed expression as if she was talking about homework, "I heard that you tried morphine a while ago?"
"..." You Haoxian broke out in cold sweat.The chief minister came here specifically to warn him? !
"Oh, you don't have to be so nervous, I mean - L/S/D, did you remember something?"
"...Yes." You Haoxian didn't dare to lie.In fact, it is also difficult for him to lie to the woman sitting in this position. Maybe she knows everything and is just waiting for him to speak out. "It's strange. My memory of my childhood is very vague, and I never doubted it before. Now that I think about it, my master has been misleading me. I did remember a little bit intermittently after taking the medicine, but it was fragmentary. I don't know the exact time, I'm not even sure—whether it's something I've experienced or it's just a hallucination."
"Illusion?" Qing Yi raised her eyebrows, "What did you see that made you say this word?"
"This," You Haoxian hesitated, how should I describe it to her, those things are too bizarre. "Hmm... There are tall grasses taller than me, banyan tree crowns that are too big to see, butterflies chasing me, oh, and there is a small town, maybe my house is there? But the houses in the town have no windows, It's so dark and scary..." He tried his best to describe those memory fragments to Qing Yi, "There was a boy holding me, I probably knew him, maybe he was a playmate... There were two other people, a man and a woman, I I know they are—but, but I can't say it, whether it's in a dream or when I'm awake, as long as I think about it, I can't say those two words at all..."
Qing Yi frowned upon hearing this, the child didn't notice that something was wrong with his mental state.
"...then gunshots! I could hear it clearly, and there was blood, a lot of blood...then I started running, and kept running, very fast..."
"Why did you run?" Qing Yi asked softly, for fear of disturbing his narration.
"Someone was chasing me! I knew it, they were going to kill me... I ran through the woods, through the grass, past them, and finally I hid, and no one could find me..."
His pupils dilated slightly, his eyes drooped, his voice lowered, and finally stopped.
Qing Yi didn't speak, and waited for him to recover.
"...I'm sorry." You Haoxian took a deep breath and slowly adjusted his emotions. "You're going to call me ridiculous."
"Oh, no." Qing Yi slowly rubbed the ring, it was a plain silver ring with a very smooth surface. "I was just thinking that it was my fault for not getting you into therapy. I just let it go because you forgot - I made a serious mistake."
"Treatment, treatment?" You Haoxian was a little confused, "Auntie, you mean...?"
"You probably don't know anything about your parents?"
"...Yes. Master, he never mentioned it to me. In fact, I always thought that I was an abandoned orphan before, and Master adopted me—that's all."
"Abandoned..." Qing Yi repeated in a low voice, seeming to smile a bit, "This word is not appropriate. I called you here today to tell you all those things, are you almost twenty? Some things have arrived and it's your turn It's time to bear it. Remember it well and don't forget it."
You Haoxian subconsciously held his breath.He felt that he might be about to hear something great.
"It's really... long time no see."
There was a smile on Ziying's face that didn't seem to be faking.
You Haoxian stared at him in a daze.Ziying walked halfway across the street to his side, trying to reach out to hold him, but was gently dodged.
Ziying pulled the corner of her mouth. "What's the matter, do you want to avoid it too?"
He could smell You Haoxian's body, He Xi's pheromone was already very weak, and it was more of another person's.
Another taste of Alpha.
"..." You Haoxian's lips parted slightly, and his exhalation was somewhat rapid, as if he was panting.His eyes were lowered and he didn't look at people, his eyes were scattered and anxious to give the unknown, but he didn't look at him.He felt something was wrong, this kind of resistance was too obvious, unlike You Haoxian's style.
This person seldom shows too much emotion.Introverted, traditional, to the point, this is the You Haoxian he knows well.To put it bluntly, sometimes it is simply inferiority and fear, he knows that some not so good things may have happened, and the Omega in front of him cannot beg for mercy from the Alphas who should have actively shown their desire to protect.
"Why don't you talk?" Ziying's fingertips swept across You Haoxian's side face, helping him to pin up a stray lock of hair.The latter suddenly opened his eyes like a frightened rabbit, then turned and ran away.
Ziying took two steps forward and grabbed him.
"Why are you running away!" Locking his wrist tightly into her arms, Ziying finally sank her face, "I'm just talking to you, I haven't seen you for more than two years, and you run away when you see me? You Haoxian, I don't care what happened before, Can you say a few words to me?"
"……say what?"
Her voice was a little hoarse, and Ziying suspected that she heard faint crying.
"You can say anything. Don't you want to tell me?"
"Anything is fine?" You Haoxian smiled mockingly: "Then let's talk about it. Are you afraid to say it?"
"—that was an accident."
"Accident?" You Haoxian struggled with his wrists, he didn't like the feeling of being restrained. "Okay, let's not talk about this, let me ask you, where did you get those things? Don't tell me that you are studying medicine, and you can't get it even if you are studying medicine. What does your family do?"
Ziying sighed.
"Did someone tell you something?"
"Oh, there's plenty of time. Then I'll start before you were born."
You Haoxian cautiously interjected: "Then you knew me a long time ago?"
Qing Yi looked at him with a gentle smile, reminding him of He Xi.
"Yeah. It really happened a long time ago... Now, I have forgotten it."
"Your father, your master, and I are classmates in junior high school. The three of us are in the same class, but they are all in different classes." She crossed her legs and put her hands casually on both sides. "Your father is also an Alpha, but he and your master are not superior to me. Speaking of which, I am much more eye-catching than them."
She raised her eyebrows at You Haoxian, "Mind if I pick up some private goods and talk about something with your master?"
"Ah, no, I don't mind." You Haoxian shook his head quickly, his cheeks were a little hot for some reason.The younger generation is always a little embarrassed to hear the romantic past between the elders.
"We were still children in junior high school, and we didn't know what separation was. After high school, I lost contact with your father. It's already work to meet again. I met your father outside the court, and I didn't know what time is." Qing Yi paused, "Xiao Lu... May I call you Xiao Lu? Why do you want to study Fa?"
"I probably like it. I seem to have always wanted to study the Fa."
What he didn't say was that it was more likely to be He Xi's subtle influence.Qing Yi smiled as if she knew it: "Didn't He Xi mention it?"
You Haoxian didn't say anything.
"He Xi did this for a reason... I think you will understand. Your father is a very good public prosecutor, and he returned from studying abroad. He has done a good job in learning. When we met, we didn't dare to admit it. We have changed a lot. I was working in the court at that time, and your father and I were considered colleagues. After chatting a few more words, we gradually became more familiar than when we were in junior high school.
"Let's talk about He Xi. I had an affair with He Xi before, but my family didn't agree with it, so we ended it. He went to the south alone to work hard, and he made a name for himself in a few years. His reputation is not very good. Yes...he used to be a broker, and his business partners ranged from Southeast Asia to South America, and later he also went it alone, smuggling and drug trafficking are common. Your father and I don't care much about the nature of his work, so the three of us often get together in private Get together, talk about the past, talk about the present, like good friends who have never been separated.
"Back then, we were on good terms... who knew what would happen later."
Having said that, she rubbed her forehead, "Shall I smoke a cigarette?"
You Haoxian got up and helped her light the fire.
The red lips opened and closed, and the green smoke dispersed.
"Because of my family, my work was transferred a little frequently. When I was transferred to the procuratorate, a major incident happened. A famous drug lord was accidentally arrested in an anti-drug operation. This opportunity was really rare, even if the evidence was not very sufficient. At that time The courtyard immediately prepared to file a lawsuit against the drug lord according to the instructions of the superior.
"I was sent to contact the court because the defendant needed a lawyer. This is not a good job. Who is willing to take over a case that is doomed to fail? What's more, defending the drug lord is not good to say. No one came forward for a while. I went to find him based on my personal relationship with your father, and he readily agreed. Seeing how relaxed he was, I felt relieved and thought that this matter would end smoothly.
"What I didn't expect was that your father actually started to get in touch with the drug lord in earnest, started to sort out the information, and questioned the evidence that the procuratorate might have collected. I thought he was crazy. This is a national public prosecution, no He would allow the lawsuit to be lost, so what good is he being so serious? He told me with a serious face that drug lords also have human rights, and have the right to a reasonable and strong defense. He is not responsible for any crimes until he is formally sentenced.
"I was young and energetic at the time, and I didn't understand his thoughts at all. I even laughed at him for studying those bullshit theories abroad to make his mind stupid. We argued for a long time, and finally broke up. Before leaving, he said that you belonged to the procuratorate. People, we should not meet each other until the case is judged, we should avoid it.
"I was so angry that I didn't have a place to vent my anger, so I really didn't meet him. The case was quite popular back then. After all, he was a 'famous' drug lord, and the people were happy to see his subjugation. Naturally. , feeling resentful towards the legendary 'lawyer', they don't know the law, and they always feel that such a person still has a litigator willing to defend him, how foolish it must be.
"Under such circumstances, your father is still in contact with the gang of drug dealers to collect evidence and prepare for the trial.
"However, those ruthless drug dealers did not intend to allow the court to open normally. The so-called pending trial was just to buy time. Two days before the trial, on July 29, a group of gunmen broke into your father's house and brutally killed Killed your parents, wanted to destroy the family, searched for you but left, the scene was dripping with blood, it was horrible.
"This is the shocking, 'July [-] burglary and homicide case'."
Through the rising smoke, Qing Yi's face was blurred and difficult to identify. "Xiao Li, are you... all right?"
You Haoxian couldn't say a word.What terrible memories surged along with Qing Yi's narration, crushing the nerves of his brain.
"The reason why I was shocked for a while was because the drug lord escaped from the shackles by taking advantage of the police's attention on the night of the incident. , no one mentioned it again.
"I don't know what you went through that night, but obviously, you are lucky. You are much luckier than your parents. Of course you can also refute me, because staying and remembering everything may be the most painful that one.
"I'm sorry Xiaolu, I really should find a psychiatrist for you... After that incident, He Xi took you away and raised you. I only learned about your life from him, and I didn't participate much in it. .It now appears that this was my fault."
Qing Yi's gaze is complicated, full of grief and pity. "Is there anything else you want to ask?"
"Excuse me... my master, what kind of role did he play in this matter?"
It can be seen that his attitude is a little tentative and entangled.For him, it was a question that required courage to speak.
"He has had a cooperative relationship with that drug lord for many years. But he didn't interfere much in this matter. He just accepted my entrustment to take you away and raise you." Qing Yi knew what He Xi meant to him, "Compared to He, you should pay more attention to another person. I heard He Xi mention, are you getting close to a person named Ziying? He also gave you your morphine? "
"Yes...but we're just high school classmates."
"It's a classmate again..." Qing Yi chuckled, as if feeling emotional. "do you know who he is?"
You Haoxian felt a very bad feeling, his body trembled slightly.
"According to reliable sources, his adoptive father is the drug lord who escaped back then, and he is definitely going to take over the family business."
"...You didn't deny it."
Seeing You Haoxian's forcibly hardened eyes, Ziying thought to herself that the matter had reached an irreversible point.
"It doesn't matter..."
"It's okay?!" You Haoxian shook off his hand, "It's okay if you say it's okay? Who do you think you are?"
"I know that you look down on those businesses, and if you blame me for keeping it from you, I won't say anything."
"It's not for this reason." You Haoxian waved his hands, his voice lowered as if he was exhausted. "I have nothing to say."
Ziying didn't know what happened to You Haoxian.He frowned involuntarily, and then opened it quickly: "What did that person say about me, did he describe me as heinous?...It's He Xi?"
"Don't worry about it."
Ziying smiled wryly, "You must know the reason, right? There is still a reason to break up after being dumped."
Hearing his words, You Haoxian couldn't hold back suddenly.How could this person be so understated? In his eyes, these two years are just two dozen calendars, nothing more?
"Ziying, I called you that night, how did you agree to me?" Something sour got into the nasal cavity, and the grievances and sadness that were carefully hidden suddenly had nowhere to hide, and they were pulled out openly Patrol the streets to show the public, the pain is even worse.
"I said I would come..."
"But you didn't come. Why didn't you come? Do you know that I've been waiting for you? I believed you so much—I was waiting for you to give me an explanation."
"That night I—"
"It's been two years, I've been waiting, I've been waiting, what did I get? Your so-called 'good intentions'? Not even a perfunctory explanation! I really don't believe it. Don’t you have enough time for a phone call? You should know that I haven’t changed any contact information at all.” You Haoxian smiled unexpectedly, “Do you feel wronged, that I am making trouble for no reason, and then you should explain to me how much your family’s affairs are? Is it important—? Let me tell you, it’s not necessary.”
He tore off his collar, tilted his head, and the teeth marks on the back of his neck were faint.
"Did you see? I was marked by Alpha. You don't know how much I hate this mark, it's a shame to me," he showed a vengeful smile, "But you, Ziying, you have no chance , I will never trust you again."
You Haoxian didn't complain to Ziying about how hard and sad I have been in the past two years, that guy is so unbearable, he just thought, blame me for the wrong payment, and since then, he has never believed in it.
For a moment, Ziying couldn't say the words to try to persuade her to stay.He has no position, no qualifications.
"It's my fault." He licked his lips, and the chapped skin was roughly swept by the tip of his tongue. "You probably won't forgive me."
"It will never." You Haoxian let out a long breath, "You pretend to be so similar, I dare not confirm it, whether you know it or not, that matter - I will never be able to convince myself."
Ziying keenly realized that "that incident" was not the same as that rainy night two years ago, but before he could speak, You Haoxian had already taken up the conversation.
"I am very grateful for the things you taught me. In high school, I was lucky to have a friend like you. But I am very sorry, after all, we are different. From then on, we are still-the road is facing the sky, and we each go our separate ways. "
His light brown eyes were clear and sincere, under such staring, Zi Ying felt a little at a loss.
"Ziying... the two are cleared up, okay?"
"..." The voice in my heart yelled unwillingly, how could it be clear?It doesn't matter anymore, so there is no excuse to get closer?But Ziying also knew that if she didn't accept it, she might not be able to do it when she met and nodded in the future.
"...Okay." Ziying raised her hand to help him straighten his collar. "Then according to what you said, the road is facing the sky, so each side will go."
You Haoxian nodded, took two steps back, and walked behind Ziying.
Ziying turned her head, and the figure with a straight waist was slowly going away.
He thought, after finally getting half a day free to meet the person he wanted to see, he found that not everyone was willing or able to stop and wait for another person.
Or, You Haoxian wanted a little sense of security, and he told a joke.
Ziying sighed.
Look at him, how he lives like a joke.
"Purple Shadow..."
He doesn't believe it.How could he believe this?They used to be so close, and they also made some promises to each other that may have been forgotten. Even if time waits for no one, the friendship is still there. How could it become what it is now?
Ziying's adoptive father killed her parents?
Qing Yi's eyes were filled with compassion.She is not the kind of woman who is used to comforting others, she looked at You Haoxian's hard-to-accept expression, and couldn't say anything, so she just watched like this, waiting for him to recover from this.
"Yes, I'm sorry, Aunt Qingyi..." You Haoxian is very confused now, his mind is a mess, and those turbulent memories are updating his cognition little by little, destroying his psychological defense line.He covered his head, "I have to think about it..."
Qing Yi nodded.
"I have nothing to say. May I ask Xiao Chen to take you back?"
You Haoxian returned home in a daze.
The hidden, sweltering summer came back vividly in his mind, together with the laughter, unrestrained, and all the good things of his youth, all melted into the broken memory, repairing his past years.
He also remembered many people.He Xi with a gentle smile, Qing Yi with high spirits, Qing Xuan who is mature and prudent from the Qing family, Qing Lan who only looks up to his elder brother... and Huo Ya, and the one who should never be forgotten—father and mother.
"Dad, Mom." You Haoxian's whole body was shaking.It took all his strength to say those two words.On that panic-stricken night, he saw his parents lying in a pool of blood with his own eyes, and it became extremely difficult to escape all of a sudden.
Without Huo Ya, he might not be able to leave there.
All that he had forgotten turned into a coherent picture flashing before his eyes.It used to be insignificant, but now it is unforgettable.
How could I forget, he thought.
Sitting blankly for a long time, You Haoxian moved his fingers and called Huo Ya.
"Where are you now?...I'll go find you."
He never thought that he would run into Ziying here.
After several conversations, the leading edge was fully explained.
You Haoxian didn't look back when he left.But he knew that Ziying had been watching him.
But so what.
They, two people.
Huo Ya was a little happy when he received the call.You Haoxian was so proactive, he was pleasantly surprised.He stood waiting for his Omega at the gate of the family area of the Provincial Department, saw it from a distance, and raised his hand high as a gesture.
His Omega ran over, then crashed into his arms, a somewhat fierce hug.
Huo Ya was startled by this sudden intimacy, he was so active.But he reacted quickly, and immediately seized the opportunity to hug You Haoxian back.
"Did you miss me?"
The head in his arms arched, "No."
"Then..." Then what does that mean, is it duplicity?It's also possible...
"I just want to see you." You Haoxian let go of his hand, stood up straight, and smiled at Huo Ya. "Find a place to sit, the door is so hot."
After speaking, he advanced into the community.Huo Ya froze on the spot and covered his heart.
…His Omega looks so pretty when he smiles.
It is very cool under the shade of the trees, and the hot summer wind is also calm.
"Well... how are you doing recently?"
Huo Ya tried hard to suppress the desire to laugh out loud. "It's okay. What can I do for you?"
"I remember you told me before that you forgot something?"
"Oh, yes, it seems to be elementary school? Or junior high school? I was injured at that time, and I don't remember it when I wake up. But it's okay, when I was a child, it doesn't matter."
You Haoxian's mood is a bit complicated. "You don't remember at all. What if I say that your injury is related to me?"
"You?" How could this involve him? "No, I don't have any impression. No, then why didn't you tell me, if we knew each other so early..."
"I just remembered." You Haoxian lowered his head slightly, "Your wound is on your left shoulder."
Really...he didn't say anything about it. "That's right. What happened—that is, we didn't remember it? What a coincidence that..."
"Who knows." You Haoxian cast his eyes to infinity, "Huo Ya, have you ever thought about why you have a good impression of me?"
"Do you need a reason to like you?"
You Haoxian was in a trance for a moment.Such a familiar conversation... the man's firmness was what it was more than two years ago and has never changed.
Or should I say, so many years, never changed.
"Can I—can I see your wound?"
"Ah? Which one are you talking about?" Huo Ya asked a question, and then he realized it himself: "That's nothing... It's been done long ago, really."
You Haoxian didn't speak, just stared at him.Huo Ya falteringly unbuttoned his shirt, unbuttoned half of it, revealing his muscular upper body.A light red circular scar was burned on his left shoulder socket. It could be seen that he had recovered very well, but from the hideous edge, one could still imagine the danger of the injury.
He didn't feel much, but saw You Haoxian stretched out his hand sideways, his fingertips gently caressing the wound, feeling cold and slightly itchy.
"you……"
"Actually, I wasn't used to your over-approaching at first, which made me think you were inexplicable." You Haoxian helped Huo Ya button up the button, moving slowly and carefully.His warm breath was close to Huo Ya's neck, and Huo Ya suddenly became a little excited. "If you change someone else, you will probably be scared away by you. Your chasing skills really need to be improved."
"There will be no one else."
Hearing this, You Haoxian smiled.
"I don't believe in love at first sight, and I always had doubts about what I said to you before... This is normal, Huo Ya, do you mind?"
"I know what you want to say." Huo Ya looked serious. "Even if I don't remember, I still like you!"
"..." You Haoxian didn't expect him to say that. "That was not what I meant……"
"Don't worry, just forget it, it's fine; or are you dissatisfied with me? Then you say, I'll change it slowly."
"If you forget it, forget it..." You Haoxian rested his chin with one hand and rested his elbow on his knee, repeating in a low voice. "I'm not dissatisfied. You're fine. That's my problem."
It's just...he still doesn't want to forget, and he can't forget.
Emotional dedication is equal, no matter before or now, Huo Ya's kindness to him far exceeds his feedback.You Haoxian has always believed that people's devotion to something is for return, but the current situation is that he can't fully return the same attention to Huo Ya, so naturally he can't accept Huo Ya's kindness with peace of mind.There are many reasons for this, one of which is his difficulty in letting go of the past.
He is not Huo Ya, knowing that he may have forgotten something, he can maintain it calmly and even remain indifferent to those unknowns; there is a strange and urgent undercurrent of curiosity in his heart, pushing him forward to explore, even if the result is not satisfactory , and still can't quench his thirst.
"You Haoxian..."
He came back to his senses, Huo Ya was looking at him.
"what happened?"
Huo Ya shook his head.He couldn't say anything, he just felt that the person beside him was infinitely far away from him at that moment, as if he really wanted to leave him if he didn't stop.
"It's getting late, come to my house for dinner?"
"I didn't bring anything, did I come to your house empty-handed?" You Haoxian declined with a smile.
He got up and straightened his clothes. It was almost evening, the heat dissipated a little, and the wind seemed to be milder.
"Do you still remember our agreement? Call me if you have anything to do. As long as I am here, I will definitely answer."
Huo Ya could only praise him.He sent You Haoxian back to the car, and the taxi that was about to turn over was in a hurry, and disappeared in his field of vision.
You Haoxian came to him today... What does it mean?
Huo Ya couldn't figure it out.He always couldn't understand You Haoxian's mind, every time he thought he guessed right, the truth would slap the correct answer on his face and mock him with a smile.
But no matter what, he still wanted to know You Haoxian better.He is obviously younger than him, but his posture is more mature than him when he speaks.Huo Ya felt that this was not good, he should become a powerful protector instead of letting the Omega he protected guide him instead.
Omega should be supported and protected, and he can do whatever he wants, he doesn't want You Haoxian to think too much, worry about some troublesome issues.
"Why don't you go in?"
Huo Ya turned around, Qing Xuan stopped at the door carrying a shopping bag, the bag was full, and the stalks and leaves of celery protruded sideways.
"Just sent someone out. Are you off work?"
"Well. Who's coming?"
"You Haoxian."
"Oh?" Qingxuan hooked the corner of his mouth, "Is that elementary school boy?"
Huo Ya was too lazy to talk to him.Qingxuan didn't talk nonsense, the two went upstairs and went home together side by side.Both Qingyi and Yuan haven't come back yet, Qinglan called to say that she has something to do in the evening, Qingyi's little secretary wasn't there, and the house was empty.
Qingxuan kicked open the door of the study and dragged Qingling out from under the blanket.Qingling covered her ears that were reddened by his elder brother and screamed, getting up sporadically and holding back all her anger.
Huo Ya squatted on the kitchen floor to choose vegetables, and after a while there was an aggrieved fluffy dumpling beside him.
"What time did you go to bed?"
"Five o'clock... right..."
Huo Ya snorted, "It deserves it."
"Brother Ya, you don't understand." Qing Ling sat down on her ass, and fell asleep until her dizzy head drooped, "Girls, you have to be patient, and you have to stay up late."
"—Huh?" Huo Ya dragged out the tone, "You understand it very well. Another one?"
"This one……"
"I'm here to find Genmu's number..."
Qingling acted like a tiger pounced on the food to grab the phone: "Brother Ya, I was wrong!"
Huo Ya put half of the dishes in Qing Ling's hands.
"San'er, work hard."
...Qing Ling felt even more aggrieved.
Huo Ya helped Qingxuan to deal with the half chicken he bought, while Qingling picked up the yellow leaves sullenly.He heard Qing Xuan chatting with Huo Ya about a meeting in the afternoon, he called out to Huo Ya, Huo Ya asked what was wrong, Qing Ling paused, and said nothing.
He was thinking, how should he say those words to Huo Ya.
Huo Ya's position in the Qing family is very delicate, there are several brothers in the Qing family, only he fell out of Qing Yi's stomach, and does not follow Qing Yi's surname, it is said that he is the posthumous son of Qing Yi's first legal partner; he is said to be the oldest Ranked first, but went back to school because of an injury, and had to compete with the old three.They used to follow Qingxuan to call Huo Ya brother, Qingyi raised his mouth lightly, and they never called out in front of outsiders again, probably because they thought it was not good to spread this family matter.
But no matter what, Qingling yelled "Brother" willingly.Since he was a child, he has been taken care of by Huo Ya, and when he was beaten, Huo Ya helped him beat him back. He was more willing to tell Huo Ya if there was anything--Qingxuan is very serious and always puts on big brother airs, Qingxuan Lan didn't talk much after entering the military academy, and he couldn't even see each other in person, and he couldn't spread those bad thoughts about flirting with girls to his younger brother—not to mention, he really admired Huo Ya, and it's a man's way to speak with his fists Romance is not.
Huo Ya was most annoyed that someone asked in the middle of what he had said and said it was nothing.he chops
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