Si Qin sat in the driver's seat and drove the car quietly.The rearview mirror was facing Wei Ning, and the person in the mirror was looking out the window with his chin resting on his back, his side face buried in his collar, his expression could not be seen clearly, only a pair of dull eyes were exposed.Si Qin touched the air outlet, and turned on the air conditioner by one degree.
"Don't say any more."
"Sorry, you forgive me."
"I beg you."
Si Qin looked at Wei Ning.A few minutes ago, he remembered that he begged the other party like this.When the other party heard his pleading, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he didn't show much joy, but he stopped resisting, his expression softened, and obediently followed him back to the car.
Si Qin breathed a sigh of relief.He admitted that he was impulsive and thought he would feel ashamed, but unfortunately he didn't even feel ashamed.After realizing that he easily won the other party's compromise, he felt unprecedented ease and luck, and became shamelessly happy.
He never asked anyone else.Not at all in the previous life.Not long ago, I begged Si Yixun.After getting back his mother's ashes, Si Yixun returned Huang Jiawan to him, but did not allow him to return home.He had no choice but to kneel down and write a letter of guarantee according to the request of the other party, which was very embarrassing. Fortunately, no third person knew about it.And then this time.It is undeniable that almost all of them are related to Wei Ning, whether indirectly or directly.Perhaps this is not a good habit, and it is even against his usual principles of doing things, Si Qin thought.At the same time, he felt that facing Wei Ning, if he could get the desired result by lowering his posture, then he still wanted to beg him not to say a word, not to leave himself.
Yes, besides the relaxation, luck and joy, Si Qin felt inexplicably terrified, afraid that the other party's obedience was only temporary, and that his reticence was not due to anger, but secretly planning how to escape from him. Can.
Si Qin was taken aback, and couldn't tell whether he was surprised to realize that he would also beg for help, or whether it was more frightening to be afraid that Wei Ning would leave him.
As the night deepened, people left the carnival, ignoring the traffic rules, flocking to the road in twos and threes, occasionally a drunk shouted and ran wildly, messing up the supposedly quiet street.
Passing through the commercial center, the car is driving and stopping, and it is difficult to move forward.A few pedestrians rushed out from the street, Si Qin slammed on the brakes and stopped the car in time.Si Qin honked the horn and waited impatiently for someone to pass by.Helplessly, the crowd continued intermittently and never ended. Si Qin exhausted his patience, smashed the steering wheel hard, and cursed a curse word unbearably.
Sitting in the back seat, Wei Ning was jolted suddenly by the car, with no expression on her face, just leaning against the car window, quietly examining herself.
He used to think that no matter what kind of misunderstanding or criticism, whether it came from the outside world or Si Qin, he didn't care and could bear it.But when he actually heard similar harsh words from Si Qin, he found that he was not as open-minded as he imagined.Maybe it's because the longer he spends with the other party, the less satisfied he becomes, and he can't even forgive the other party unconditionally like in the past.He felt that he had changed, becoming greedy, jealous, impulsive, aggressive, and indifferent.It seems that he gave 200 million easily, which is precisely his unwillingness.He wanted to exchange the 200 million for a response, even regardless of the consequences.
He enjoys the other party's admiration, and at the same time he feels at ease, while at the same time he is anxious. The contradiction makes him suffer a lot, just as he is obviously angry, but he is even more ashamed of his increasingly narrow-minded mind.
Who can blame this?Blame him!Wei Ning glanced at Si Qin.It's all his fault for being too kind to himself, so that those untimely fantasies accumulate, to the point where he can't control his words and deeds, it's all his fault.
Si Qin took Wei Ning back to the villa.After entering the door, Wei Ning stopped, struggled a little, and let go of Si Qin's hand.
"Still making trouble? Are you going to make trouble all night?" Si Qin's eyebrows were tightly knit, and the dissatisfaction was evident in his eyes.
"No." Wei Ning turned his wrist, walked to the sofa and sat down, "Let's talk."
Si Qin gritted his teeth and finally compromised, "Okay."
"It's really beautiful here. Although I don't want to admit it, but..." Wei Ning looked around and apologized frankly: "I'm sorry, I really can't like this place. You tell me you grew up here, tell me how beautiful it is. Beautiful, and even now there are traces of your life here. But I just feel ashamed, because I always think about what you would have been like before you met me? What kind of growth experience and love history did you have? ..."
Wei Ning knew it was hypocritical.To be precise, he didn't care about what kind of past Si Qin had, how rich his love history was, and he didn't even care about Zhuo Zhuohan or anyone else.He just didn't want to face another possibility that had appeared in the other person's life, a possibility that could continue without him.And when he is in this old building, or the renovated art venue after 20 years, he is immersed in it, and the surrounding details are infinitely magnified by the unnecessary imagination in his mind, fully displaying this possibility Come, it made him feel an unreal sense of panic uncontrollably.But all of this is just a secret of his own, and he cannot frankly seek answers from others.
"I don't know, I don't remember, those are not important!" Si Qin interrupted Wei Ning.He didn't understand Wei Ning's entanglement at all, he just felt that the other party was talking nonsense and making trouble for no reason.
Wei Ning ignored Si Qin's eagerness and continued to state his thoughts, "Maybe I shouldn't come to Nanshi. I feel that after coming here, you will be far away from me. I should listen to you and stay in Linshi Hong Kong, I shouldn't have stuck with you here..."
"No, you should!" Si Qin grabbed Wei Ning's hand, "I'm right beside you, not far away at all."
"Ha..." Wei Ning smiled and touched Si Qin's cheek.He is the kind of person, in his opinion, nothing is important.He is stubborn, and is used to denying other people's ideas. He is so self-righteous that he thinks that he can easily erase everything from others with his own strength, but this is the most charming part of him.
"You are right, those are not important. Or, I don't know what is important to you at all." Wei Ning sighed, "Actually, I don't know anything, so I followed you all the way with my head covered. Now. Maybe you think I'm not losing money, or even earning..."
"Enough! I don't want to hear it!" Si Qin covered Wei Ning's mouth and forcibly ended the conversation like before in front of the police station.
When dealing with his lover, he has never considered gains and losses, perhaps because he is used to putting himself in the position of a giver, as long as he feels happy, he can do whatever he wants.But Si Qin didn't know why when facing Wei Ning, some unreasonable calculations always popped up in his mind from time to time, which was inexplicable and uncharacteristic, and it quietly grew and intensified when he couldn't see each other.It's not that I want the other party to give back, but I hope that he will respond. With the deepening of the relationship, this demand becomes more and more frequent, and it has reached the point where the other party needs to respond all the time.
Si Qin knew what Wei Ning wanted to do.The same conversation happened on the day he returned to Lingang. He said that he took 250 million, which was not a loss.So this is to settle the bill with him.But he has already apologized, what else can he do?Si Qin didn't know, and habitually chose the method he thought was the most effective.
Si Qin let go and hugged Wei Ning tightly, "I was wrong, please forgive me, forgive me again. Just one more time, I beg you."
He is also very cunning, knowing how to deal with himself will be effective immediately.Wei Ning opened his arms and hugged Si Qin back, "I always forgive you, you know that. But I am sad, and there will be no change."
When Si Qin let go of Wei Ning, his throat felt dry, as if he had lost his ability to speak in an instant, and he couldn't say a word of rebuttal.He stood up and stared at Wei Ning for a while, took a deep breath, and suddenly became excited, "You are trying to make me feel better!"
"To each other." Wei Ning smiled, "When one day you feel better, that's when we end."
"No..." Si Qin stood up and walked back and forth irritably a few times, trying to stabilize his emotions, pointing at Wei Ning and complaining: "You can't force me like this!"
"Calm down and listen to me."
Wei Ning beckoned, but Si Qin ignored it completely, turned around with red eyes, found the key hanging in the entrance, inserted it into the keyhole and locked the door, and fastened the safety catch, but it was not enough, so he pulled the handle and pushed it away. Several times, until it was confirmed again and again that it could not be pushed away by manpower, it was a little calmer and regained some sense.
Wei Ning stared at Si Qin dumbfounded.In the car before, he felt that today's Si Qin was very different. Although he was not to the point of being insane, his words and deeds always interpreted the opposite of mature and stable.Just like at this moment, the tense nerves betrayed his immediate emotions, and his body was wrapped in a strange rage.what is he doingIs it because you are afraid of running away?
"What's the matter with you?" Wei Ning grabbed Si Qin and forced him to turn to him, "Can you calm down? You're scary like this."
Wei Ning was taken aback by the bewildered eyes of his boss Qin.He remembered that he had seen Si Qin like this, on the night when the two met for the first time after rebirth, even though the lights were dim, he could still see clearly the man who was like a trapped animal on the bed, equally irritable and irritable, like It was because he lost something important that made him incomplete, because he couldn't bear even for a second, and he didn't hesitate to reveal his original shape to get that thing back.But what is he looking for?What was it that caught his attention?
Si Qin pressed his forehead and shook his head vigorously.The door is locked and cannot be opened from the inside, the key is in his pocket, and he has no way to escape from himself.Holding the key, Si Qin gradually calmed down, followed Wei Ning and sat back on the sofa, crossed his legs, and calmly breathed a sigh of relief, "You continue."
Wei Ning tilted his head, observed in silence for a while, confirmed that Si Qin was fine, briefly organized his thoughts, and spoke slowly.
"I'm really sad, what you did today, and many things before. Then I thought about it, if I wasn't sad, it would be bad." Wei Ning paused, and chose to get straight to the point, "Carry 250 million , you know what that means."
Seeing Si Qin suddenly, Wei Ning nodded, "You guessed right, I want to pay you back the gambling debt."
Si Qin narrowed his eyes slightly, "Why, do you want to clear up?"
"Liang Qing?" Wei Ning laughed, with an incredulous expression on his face, "Do you think you can get rid of me in this way? When did you become so naive?"
"Then what do you want to do?" Si Qin looked gloomy and stared at Wei Ning closely.At such a point in time, what on earth do you want to do by throwing a number that is enough to anger yourself as a gift in front of yourself?
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读者“京墨。”灌溉营养液+52019-03-2421:43:00
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Wei Ning: What guarantee letter did you write?
Si Qin: Guaranteed to correct evil and return to righteousness, and not mess around with men.
Wei Ning:? ? ?
Si Qin: I didn't mess around, I did it very seriously.
Wei Ning: So after you finished writing the letter of guarantee, you published it in the newspaper and severed ties with your father?
Si Qin: Well, am I great?
Si Yixun: Great!I gave a mallet!
"Don't say any more."
"Sorry, you forgive me."
"I beg you."
Si Qin looked at Wei Ning.A few minutes ago, he remembered that he begged the other party like this.When the other party heard his pleading, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he didn't show much joy, but he stopped resisting, his expression softened, and obediently followed him back to the car.
Si Qin breathed a sigh of relief.He admitted that he was impulsive and thought he would feel ashamed, but unfortunately he didn't even feel ashamed.After realizing that he easily won the other party's compromise, he felt unprecedented ease and luck, and became shamelessly happy.
He never asked anyone else.Not at all in the previous life.Not long ago, I begged Si Yixun.After getting back his mother's ashes, Si Yixun returned Huang Jiawan to him, but did not allow him to return home.He had no choice but to kneel down and write a letter of guarantee according to the request of the other party, which was very embarrassing. Fortunately, no third person knew about it.And then this time.It is undeniable that almost all of them are related to Wei Ning, whether indirectly or directly.Perhaps this is not a good habit, and it is even against his usual principles of doing things, Si Qin thought.At the same time, he felt that facing Wei Ning, if he could get the desired result by lowering his posture, then he still wanted to beg him not to say a word, not to leave himself.
Yes, besides the relaxation, luck and joy, Si Qin felt inexplicably terrified, afraid that the other party's obedience was only temporary, and that his reticence was not due to anger, but secretly planning how to escape from him. Can.
Si Qin was taken aback, and couldn't tell whether he was surprised to realize that he would also beg for help, or whether it was more frightening to be afraid that Wei Ning would leave him.
As the night deepened, people left the carnival, ignoring the traffic rules, flocking to the road in twos and threes, occasionally a drunk shouted and ran wildly, messing up the supposedly quiet street.
Passing through the commercial center, the car is driving and stopping, and it is difficult to move forward.A few pedestrians rushed out from the street, Si Qin slammed on the brakes and stopped the car in time.Si Qin honked the horn and waited impatiently for someone to pass by.Helplessly, the crowd continued intermittently and never ended. Si Qin exhausted his patience, smashed the steering wheel hard, and cursed a curse word unbearably.
Sitting in the back seat, Wei Ning was jolted suddenly by the car, with no expression on her face, just leaning against the car window, quietly examining herself.
He used to think that no matter what kind of misunderstanding or criticism, whether it came from the outside world or Si Qin, he didn't care and could bear it.But when he actually heard similar harsh words from Si Qin, he found that he was not as open-minded as he imagined.Maybe it's because the longer he spends with the other party, the less satisfied he becomes, and he can't even forgive the other party unconditionally like in the past.He felt that he had changed, becoming greedy, jealous, impulsive, aggressive, and indifferent.It seems that he gave 200 million easily, which is precisely his unwillingness.He wanted to exchange the 200 million for a response, even regardless of the consequences.
He enjoys the other party's admiration, and at the same time he feels at ease, while at the same time he is anxious. The contradiction makes him suffer a lot, just as he is obviously angry, but he is even more ashamed of his increasingly narrow-minded mind.
Who can blame this?Blame him!Wei Ning glanced at Si Qin.It's all his fault for being too kind to himself, so that those untimely fantasies accumulate, to the point where he can't control his words and deeds, it's all his fault.
Si Qin took Wei Ning back to the villa.After entering the door, Wei Ning stopped, struggled a little, and let go of Si Qin's hand.
"Still making trouble? Are you going to make trouble all night?" Si Qin's eyebrows were tightly knit, and the dissatisfaction was evident in his eyes.
"No." Wei Ning turned his wrist, walked to the sofa and sat down, "Let's talk."
Si Qin gritted his teeth and finally compromised, "Okay."
"It's really beautiful here. Although I don't want to admit it, but..." Wei Ning looked around and apologized frankly: "I'm sorry, I really can't like this place. You tell me you grew up here, tell me how beautiful it is. Beautiful, and even now there are traces of your life here. But I just feel ashamed, because I always think about what you would have been like before you met me? What kind of growth experience and love history did you have? ..."
Wei Ning knew it was hypocritical.To be precise, he didn't care about what kind of past Si Qin had, how rich his love history was, and he didn't even care about Zhuo Zhuohan or anyone else.He just didn't want to face another possibility that had appeared in the other person's life, a possibility that could continue without him.And when he is in this old building, or the renovated art venue after 20 years, he is immersed in it, and the surrounding details are infinitely magnified by the unnecessary imagination in his mind, fully displaying this possibility Come, it made him feel an unreal sense of panic uncontrollably.But all of this is just a secret of his own, and he cannot frankly seek answers from others.
"I don't know, I don't remember, those are not important!" Si Qin interrupted Wei Ning.He didn't understand Wei Ning's entanglement at all, he just felt that the other party was talking nonsense and making trouble for no reason.
Wei Ning ignored Si Qin's eagerness and continued to state his thoughts, "Maybe I shouldn't come to Nanshi. I feel that after coming here, you will be far away from me. I should listen to you and stay in Linshi Hong Kong, I shouldn't have stuck with you here..."
"No, you should!" Si Qin grabbed Wei Ning's hand, "I'm right beside you, not far away at all."
"Ha..." Wei Ning smiled and touched Si Qin's cheek.He is the kind of person, in his opinion, nothing is important.He is stubborn, and is used to denying other people's ideas. He is so self-righteous that he thinks that he can easily erase everything from others with his own strength, but this is the most charming part of him.
"You are right, those are not important. Or, I don't know what is important to you at all." Wei Ning sighed, "Actually, I don't know anything, so I followed you all the way with my head covered. Now. Maybe you think I'm not losing money, or even earning..."
"Enough! I don't want to hear it!" Si Qin covered Wei Ning's mouth and forcibly ended the conversation like before in front of the police station.
When dealing with his lover, he has never considered gains and losses, perhaps because he is used to putting himself in the position of a giver, as long as he feels happy, he can do whatever he wants.But Si Qin didn't know why when facing Wei Ning, some unreasonable calculations always popped up in his mind from time to time, which was inexplicable and uncharacteristic, and it quietly grew and intensified when he couldn't see each other.It's not that I want the other party to give back, but I hope that he will respond. With the deepening of the relationship, this demand becomes more and more frequent, and it has reached the point where the other party needs to respond all the time.
Si Qin knew what Wei Ning wanted to do.The same conversation happened on the day he returned to Lingang. He said that he took 250 million, which was not a loss.So this is to settle the bill with him.But he has already apologized, what else can he do?Si Qin didn't know, and habitually chose the method he thought was the most effective.
Si Qin let go and hugged Wei Ning tightly, "I was wrong, please forgive me, forgive me again. Just one more time, I beg you."
He is also very cunning, knowing how to deal with himself will be effective immediately.Wei Ning opened his arms and hugged Si Qin back, "I always forgive you, you know that. But I am sad, and there will be no change."
When Si Qin let go of Wei Ning, his throat felt dry, as if he had lost his ability to speak in an instant, and he couldn't say a word of rebuttal.He stood up and stared at Wei Ning for a while, took a deep breath, and suddenly became excited, "You are trying to make me feel better!"
"To each other." Wei Ning smiled, "When one day you feel better, that's when we end."
"No..." Si Qin stood up and walked back and forth irritably a few times, trying to stabilize his emotions, pointing at Wei Ning and complaining: "You can't force me like this!"
"Calm down and listen to me."
Wei Ning beckoned, but Si Qin ignored it completely, turned around with red eyes, found the key hanging in the entrance, inserted it into the keyhole and locked the door, and fastened the safety catch, but it was not enough, so he pulled the handle and pushed it away. Several times, until it was confirmed again and again that it could not be pushed away by manpower, it was a little calmer and regained some sense.
Wei Ning stared at Si Qin dumbfounded.In the car before, he felt that today's Si Qin was very different. Although he was not to the point of being insane, his words and deeds always interpreted the opposite of mature and stable.Just like at this moment, the tense nerves betrayed his immediate emotions, and his body was wrapped in a strange rage.what is he doingIs it because you are afraid of running away?
"What's the matter with you?" Wei Ning grabbed Si Qin and forced him to turn to him, "Can you calm down? You're scary like this."
Wei Ning was taken aback by the bewildered eyes of his boss Qin.He remembered that he had seen Si Qin like this, on the night when the two met for the first time after rebirth, even though the lights were dim, he could still see clearly the man who was like a trapped animal on the bed, equally irritable and irritable, like It was because he lost something important that made him incomplete, because he couldn't bear even for a second, and he didn't hesitate to reveal his original shape to get that thing back.But what is he looking for?What was it that caught his attention?
Si Qin pressed his forehead and shook his head vigorously.The door is locked and cannot be opened from the inside, the key is in his pocket, and he has no way to escape from himself.Holding the key, Si Qin gradually calmed down, followed Wei Ning and sat back on the sofa, crossed his legs, and calmly breathed a sigh of relief, "You continue."
Wei Ning tilted his head, observed in silence for a while, confirmed that Si Qin was fine, briefly organized his thoughts, and spoke slowly.
"I'm really sad, what you did today, and many things before. Then I thought about it, if I wasn't sad, it would be bad." Wei Ning paused, and chose to get straight to the point, "Carry 250 million , you know what that means."
Seeing Si Qin suddenly, Wei Ning nodded, "You guessed right, I want to pay you back the gambling debt."
Si Qin narrowed his eyes slightly, "Why, do you want to clear up?"
"Liang Qing?" Wei Ning laughed, with an incredulous expression on his face, "Do you think you can get rid of me in this way? When did you become so naive?"
"Then what do you want to do?" Si Qin looked gloomy and stared at Wei Ning closely.At such a point in time, what on earth do you want to do by throwing a number that is enough to anger yourself as a gift in front of yourself?
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读者“汐瞳”灌溉营养液+202019-03-2501:50:41
读者“汐瞳”灌溉营养液+202019-03-2501:45:36
读者“汐瞳”灌溉营养液+12019-03-2501:42:21
读者“京墨。”灌溉营养液+52019-03-2421:43:00
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Wei Ning: What guarantee letter did you write?
Si Qin: Guaranteed to correct evil and return to righteousness, and not mess around with men.
Wei Ning:? ? ?
Si Qin: I didn't mess around, I did it very seriously.
Wei Ning: So after you finished writing the letter of guarantee, you published it in the newspaper and severed ties with your father?
Si Qin: Well, am I great?
Si Yixun: Great!I gave a mallet!
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