Laughing astray

The day when I met Bai Jingguo was sunny, according to what Song Haozhe said, Yan Zihan drove Cong Xiaoyi to the place, because it was agreed at the beginning that Cong Xiaoyi was going, so Yan Zihan couldn't get in, and there was no reason to go in .

Yan Zihan said that he would wait outside, Cong Xiao felt good and went in.

Following the prison guards, they entered a small room, and saw Bai Jingguo sitting inside through the glass.

The room is small and you can hear needles falling.

Bai Jingguo looked up, and Cong Xiaoyi looked at him through the glass.

For a moment, Cong Xiaoyi saw his own shadow in Bai Jingguo. After all, he is Bai Jingguo and his own. If you look carefully, you can still see the same thing.

Bai Jingguo had mixed black and white hair, deep wrinkles on his forehead, cloudy eyes, and neat prison uniform. He was a little excited when he saw Cong Xiao come.

Aside from what Bai Jingguo did before, the one sitting there now is just a useless and non-threatening old man.

Cong Xiao sat down and picked up the phone that was put aside.

Bai Jingguo was so excited that his hands trembled, and he even cried while holding the phone.

Neither of them spoke, and Cong Xiao could still hear Bai Jingguo's heavy breathing through the receiver.

"Hello...Hello?" Bai Jingguo thought the phone was broken, so he tentatively said hello twice.

Cong Xiao coughed lightly to show that he was listening.

"Hey, hello... Tongtong." After Bai Jingguo finished speaking, he couldn't help crying.

Tears rolled down the corners of Bai Jingguo's eyes, and Cong Xiao covered them with his hands, feeling a little out of breath.

The stubborn stone in his chest shattered in an instant. He hadn't heard of this name for many years.

"Tongtong, I'm sorry, it's my fault." Bai Jingguo cried out his snot, and confessed alone while being sorry: "It's my fault, my fault."

"Ah."

"Your mother... hasn't forgiven me yet?" Bai Jingguo wiped away his tears and wiped his snot on his clothes.

"You can ask her later." Cong Xiao suppressed tears, trying to make himself look calm: "She is dead, I don't want to talk about her."

Bai Jingguo's eyes widened in shock, his face full of astonishment.

"I came here today just to see how you are doing." Cong Xiaoyi clenched his fist tightly with the hand hidden underneath, trying to hold back some cruel words: "Don't think about self-harm, suicide, you do it! I need you to live, and I repent a hundred times, a thousand times, and ten thousand times every day! I didn’t forgive you, and I didn’t have you in my life when I was a child, so naturally I don’t need you to compensate me.”

Bai Jingguo cried while shaking his head, speaking intermittently with a nasal voice: "Tongtong, I, I... I'm alive, I'll go out and treat you well!"

"Let's talk about this later." Cong Xiao twitched the corner of his mouth: "I just want you to know that just because I came here doesn't mean I forgive you, neither does my mother. My mother has raised me by herself for so many years. You destroyed it by yourself. It’s all your own fault that you lost this home, and my brother also found it, but died of a heart attack.”

"Do you know, if you didn't go that way back then, this family wouldn't be like this now." Cong Xiaoyi finished speaking, pointing at himself: "Now I'm the only one left, it's up to you whether you want this family or not."

"I want to, I will make a good transformation!" Bai Jingguo wiped his tears with an overjoyed expression: "Tongtong, Dad will work hard!"

"I'm leaving." Cong Xiao dug his nails into the palm of his hand: "I won't be able to come for a while, I'm going to go to school in the neighboring city, you stay here by yourself."

"Okay, let's call..." Bai Jingguo looked expectantly.

"Once a month." Cong Xiaoyi said.

"well."

"And..." Cong Xiao changed the topic.

Bai Jingguo pricked up his ears and moved the phone closer.

"I brought some food and clothes, and gave them to the prison guards...cough...you take care."

"I will, I will."

After hanging up the phone, Cong Xiaoyi glanced at Bai Jingguo again, got up and left.

He didn't know if it was right for him to do so, he only knew that if the relationship between him and Bai Jingguo continued as before, then he would really have no relatives.

He hoped that Bai Jingguo didn't really want to kill Cong Jiyun, accidental injury was different from deliberate in nature.

When he was about to turn a corner, Cong Xiaoyi looked back a little, and Bai Jingguo was still sitting there holding up the phone, staring at him without blinking.

People only know how to cherish when they lose. Bai Jingguo should understand this sentence by now.

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Yan Zihan replied to Song Haozhe's message, and just when he looked up, he saw Cong Xiaoyi come out.

"How about it?"

"I've said everything I wanted to say." Cong Xiao put on his seat belt as soon as he got into the car, and rubbed his stomach with his hand: "I'm hungry."

"Let's eat next to the house. There are still some things to do in the afternoon." Yan Zihan drove the car and walked out: "Two families will come to see the house. You should go back when the school is normal."

"Wang Bin came to eat at night, and Ma Xuanyu." Cong Xiao turned his head and looked out of the car window. The scenery along the road was not gorgeous, but it was very comfortable: "Eat at home, or go out?"

"You decide."

The car drove all the way, Cong Xiaoyi sat quietly, Yan Zihan beside him didn't speak, he looked ahead, leaving Cong Xiaoyi's handsome face outline.

"Did I tell you?" Cong Xiao stretched out his hand and poked Yan Zihan's face.

Yan Zihan let Cong Xiao play around, but didn't hide: "You said too much, which one?"

"Thank you."

"Yo..." Yan Zihan glanced at the co-pilot while driving: "I've said it many times."

"This time is different."

"Why is it different?"

"I don't know, I want to thank you a lot, thank you for helping me, thank you for showing up, and thank you for loving me." Cong Xiao pushed the back of the seat back and lay down: "To be honest, have you ever disliked me? "

"Too many, which aspect are you talking about?"

Cong Xiaoyi and Yan Zihan laughed at the same time when they heard the words without distraction.

The atmosphere in the car was pleasant, and Yan Zihan's eyes were doting. He never disliked Cong Xiaoyi, he just wanted to take care of Cong Xiaoyi as much as he could every day.

At the beginning, he just wanted to find Bai Shaorong's shadow in Cong Xiaoyi, but after a long time, he found that he had fallen into it, and he was the one who compromised first.

Cong Xiao saw that Yan Zihan hadn't spoken for a long time, and turned his head curiously.

"What are you thinking?"

"I miss you." Yan Zihan found an open space and slowly stopped the car.

"arrive?"

"No." Yan Zihan turned off the ignition, turned to look at Cong Xiaoyi: "The days to come are quite long, are you sure you will always follow me?"

"Why not?" Cong Xiao sat up, straightened his waist, and looked at Yan Zihan suspiciously: "Why do you ask that suddenly?"

"I don't have anything, but I have some money."

Cong laughed.

"You will not suffer if you follow me. In the future, you will open a store and raise a dog, and you will be safe and secure."

"Row."

Cong Xiaoyi took Yan Zihan's hand.

"Then go eat."

"Let's go."

After the storm, even after the plain, Cong Xiaoyi lay down like eating honey, feeling the bliss in the car.

This is between him and Yan Zihan.

The car started up leisurely again.

The destination is the home not far away.

The author has something to say: This is an article written in 17 years, the writing style is rusty, and the narrative is jerky.

It was still locked until a few days ago, but Zhuozuo has always wanted to write an ending for this article.

This is the testimony of growth in two years.

I hope readers who read the article will like it. If there are still readers who have been collecting it, I would like to say sorry here and thank you.

There are no special episodes, all the stories are in my heart.

ps: The new mutual attack article "Ten Years", the article "Marriage first and love later" "I Can't Escape Again" is being serialized, and the pre-accepted article "At the Beginning of Troubled Times" is to be released. Readers who like it can poke and bookmark it.

muah.

Author: Xianjiu

2019. 07, 24