Laughing astray

When Cong Xiao woke up, his arms were sore and his neck seemed to be twisted, so he didn't dare to move for a long time.The room was empty, save for the eye-catching pink bedding.

With a jolt, his dizzy head suddenly came back to his senses, Yan Zihan was not there.

Cong Xiaoyi was terrified, sat up abruptly, called his name a few times, but no one answered.Just as he took out his mobile phone to make a call, the sound of card swiping at the door rang.

Yan Zihan came up with breakfast and a big bag in his hand.

"Where did you go?" Cong Xiaoyi asked anxiously, but he didn't see anyone when he opened his eyes, and he was still a little panicked.

"We didn't bring anything for breakfast. We bought something to use from the morning market next door." Yan Zihan put the things on the table, leaned down and sucked on his mouth. "Hurry up and wash up, you didn't respond."

Inexplicably blushing, the way the two of them get along now is simply not too sweet, Cong Xiaoyi jumped up happily, and went to the toilet to wash up.

"I bought a change of underwear and socks... You can change them later." Yan Zihan shouted outside. "Did you wear dirty clothes after finishing work yesterday?"

Cong Xiaoyi was washing his face, and almost choked, Yan Zihan just said it casually, after it's over?

It really is brazen skin.

Ignoring the fact that he ran in first to play hooliganism, Cong Xiao brushed his toothbrush and hurried out.

"What did you buy to eat?"

Cong Xiao flipped through the breakfast Yan Zihan bought. "Purple rice porridge?"

Yan Zihan opened the lid and pushed it in front of him, "I found a few, but only one can make it without sugar."

Cong Xiaoyi felt that as long as he saw Yan Zihan, all his shamelessness and normal thinking would be thrown away from Shibajie.

"I'm so moved that I have to cry for a while," Cong Xiao picked up a bun and took a bite, "Where are we going later?"

"where do you want to go?"

"I don't know. I just came up with this idea yesterday. Actually, I really like it so I stay indoors." Cong Xiaoyi ate a couple of casual bites. And me."

"Let's go for a walk on the beach, it's too cold." Yan Zihan watched him finish eating, and took out two pairs of socks and two pairs of underwear from the bag.

Cong Xiao glanced over, "Brother Yan, what's wrong with you?"

The socks are two pairs of red, thick fleece, with a few English letters embroidered on the top of the socks, and two large boxer underwear, turquoise.

Yan Zihan laughed helplessly, "It's like this in the morning market. I didn't buy the red underwear. It's a good color. These are buy one get one free, so you can wear them." Then he took out two more underwear. A pair of black sweatpants, which are much more normal in comparison.

"You're abusing me, do you know that? How about taking good care of me?" Cong Xiao raised his underwear and compared it to his waist, "Did you buy it too big?"

"No?" Yan Zihan took it and looked through it, probably looking for the size, but couldn't find it. "I bought it according to the size of your butt in my impression!"

Cong Xiao couldn't even blush, he couldn't compare to Yan Zihan in terms of thick skin.

"If you're going to the beach later, you have to change your shoes or they'll get wet." Yan Zihan said, and took out two pairs of black cloth shoes from his bag. "I asked my aunt to give me a bargain. One pair cost me 30. In the end, I got two pairs for 50. I only wore them twice. It's not a pity to throw them away."

The shoes looked like they were worn by an elderly grandpa. Cong Xiaoyi didn't have the energy to care about them, so he took a pair and tried them on his feet, "It's a bit big."

"It's not too big to wear a pair of socks. The socks are made of fleece. You can wear them just right."

"I found out why you like to buy discounted things so much? Is it a gift, or buy one get one free?" Cong Xiao picked up the things, ready to go to the bathroom to change.

"Really." Yan Zihan said seriously, "It can be exchanged directly. How about the courage to run into the toilet yesterday?"

"Are you done?" Cong Xiao yelled angrily, and ran into the bathroom, shutting Yan Zihan's laughter out of the door.

"I can see it even if you go in." Yan Zihan shouted.

Cong Xiaoyi's roar answered him. "Sue you for rape/rape me!"

Cong Xiaoyi felt that he was on a pirate ship. If he knew that Yan Zihan was so secretive and thick-skinned that he would not get on the boat with ten tickets, he really had a deceptive face.

I changed the underwear casually, but it turned out to be a bit too tight. After I put on the pants, I turned the side of the underwear outwards, and the tightness of the sports pants did not fall off.

"This dress makes me angry, and I have to adjust my underwear after two steps." Cong Xiao walked out of the bathroom, and within two steps, he reached out and tugged on his pants.

Yan Zihan had already changed his clothes outside. The lower half of the two of them were wearing the same clothes. Sure enough, they were born with clothes racks. The clothes were ugly, so it was quite unsuitable for them to wear them.

"Let's go, I just rented a car, and I have to pick it up."

Cong Xiao took a look at him, and felt that the two of them were dressed like a couple's clothes...pants.

"Wait a minute, I have to take a photo." Cong Xiaoyi took out his mobile phone, "To commemorate."

Yan Zihan obediently lifted his legs up with his hands, and when the images of the two people lifting their legs were captured in the camera, the camera clicked.

"A few more shots, I'll make a four-shot burst!" Cong Xiaoyi didn't take enough shots, so he walked over and fiddled for a long time.

"It's over, isn't it? The sea water receded when we went out." Yan Zihan said, but his body was already in a good posture.

Cong Xiao turned his head and looked over, the imperial concubine was drunk, with an orchid finger curled up.

"Hurry up, tired!" Yan Zihan shouted.

"Okay, okay." Cong Xiaoyi ran back to the bed, lay down beside Yan Zihan, suddenly turned over and pressed him down, and kissed him on the mouth.

The camera took four pictures in a row, and the two didn't stop.

Amidst the rapid breathing, Yan Zihan said intermittently: "...can you still... go out?"

"No, I can't go out in this dress." Cong Xiao reached into Yan Zihan's pants and squeezed his buttocks.

Yan Zihan took his hand, "Let's go quickly, come back at night and make a fuss, the car is reserved."

Probably after hearing Yan Zihan's promise, Cong Xiaoyi got up reluctantly. "Let's go! Come back quickly!"

Yan Zihan collapsed on the bed with a smile, "So hungry?"

There is no more embarrassment than before, it's all a frank relationship, Cong Xiao said without changing his face: "It's inevitable for me to be honest and young."

The place to pick up the car is right next to the hotel. When I went out, I thought about whether to check out, but it was not very far next to the train station, so I stayed for two more nights.

"I think the waiter's eyes are wrong, as if we really have something." Cong Xiaoyi walked forward muttering.

"Isn't there really something wrong with us?" Yan Zihan put away his wallet.

Unexpectedly a little speechless, Cong laughed. "What's the relationship between us?"

Yan Zihan turned on the navigation and said slowly, "What do you think?"

One sentence stunned Cong Xiaoyi.

He said before that he was chasing him, and then he said he would not chase him. After that, the two of them met each other frankly.

What about Yan Zihan after graduation?What should I say?

"The ambiguous period?" Cong Xiao asked with no idea after deliberating for a long time.

Yan Zihan let out a laugh, "You can say that before you think it through."

Before thinking about it?

Think about whether you want to be with him for real. Is it because you like Yan Zihan because you want to find a boyfriend, or because you want to find a boyfriend?Do you like it or are you simply attracted, what will happen in the future?What will happen next?

I didn't think about it anymore, my brain was so big that I couldn't fit it in the box, so Cong Xiao curled his lips and asked a question. "What if I think about it in advance?"

Yan Zihan turned his head, stared at him with deep eyes, looked at Cong Xiaoyi, and said clearly and unquestionably: "I said before, only you can give me what I want, so now I am waiting for you, and the answer is you give it to me." Me, the result is your decision, I just gave you a rough time, if you want to end or start early, you have the right to change at any time."

Yan Zihan's serious look is not common, most of them are Wen Ruo with a dark belly and cheeky look, Cong Xiaoyi has always been a little unpredictable, looking at it now, I find that it really takes some time to understand.

"I need time to get to know you. I can't figure out what you are thinking. You feel very close and strange to me. I don't know if you can understand me when I say that. I want to be with you, but I am afraid." Cong Xiao took out his pocket, wanted to touch a cigarette, but stopped when he thought of something. "The gum is gone."

Yan Zihan took out a small box from his pocket and handed it to him. "Then wait until you figure it out."

The place to pick up the car is not far away, but the two of us drove the navigation for a long time to find the way to the beach.

The seaside wind was quite strong, and the two of them didn't want to leave after getting out of the car and walking a few steps.Cong Xiao covered his face with the scarf. "The skin is frozen and crispy, let's go."

Yan Zihan half-closed his eyes, his hair was blown up, and both of them were in a panic, "Go back to the car first, and eat a mouthful of sand."

Turning on the air conditioner in the car, Cong Xiao's hands were red from the cold, and he gasped tremblingly: "Don't go anywhere, I just want to stay in bed, why is it so cold?"

"When I bought breakfast in the morning, the wind was quite strong. Let's buy a pair of long johns later." Yan Zihan turned the temperature up a bit, "How will we arrange it later?"

"I didn't think so, I thought the weather was fine, and I wanted to relax when I came out, and the more I dispersed, the more disturbed I became."

Cong Xiao took Yan Zihan's hand and put it in his pocket.

The phone rang suddenly, especially loud in the empty car. "Is my phone so loud?" Cong Xiaoyi took out his phone.

The caller ID is an unknown number.

"Hello?" Cong Xiaoyi answered strangely.

The other party was silent for a while, breathing heavily, before saying after a while: "It's me..."

"Bai Zhenguo?" Cong Xiao sat up straight, mentally tensing up. "Why do you have my phone?"

The voice over there suddenly started to tremble, and said with some fear: "...where are you? Your mother...she..."

"What's wrong with Cong Jiyun?!" Cong Xiaoyi yelled loudly, as if he wanted to get Bai Zhenguo out of the phone. "Where the hell are you now?"

"I'm not... I didn't use my strength! I didn't want to use a knife." Bai Zhenguo seemed to be in a state of confusion, and he spoke incoherently.

As soon as Cong Xiao heard something, he shouted anxiously: "You fucking make it clear! What's wrong?"

There were screams around the phone, and then it seemed that someone was making noise. Cong Xiaoyi heard Aunt Li next door from the messy voices. He hung up the phone and called Aunt Li.

The phone rang several times, and Cong Xiaoyi felt his back start to feel cold, and a very ominous premonition sounded, and the wait for the phone to be connected was extremely long, Yan Zihan heard some clues, frowned and took his hand .

"Smile!" Aunt Li yelled as soon as the phone was connected. "Hey, Xiaoxiao, where are you?! Come back quickly, something happened to your mother!"

"Auntie, tell me! What's wrong? Where's Bai Zhenguo? Where's that man?"

"Run away! Run away! Oh my God! Come back quickly, a man suddenly came to your mother, and he started to beat him after a few words. I heard the sound and saw your mother was stabbed! Blood flowed all over the floor! What a crime! Come back quickly!" Aunt Li explained anxiously, and an ambulance sounded.

"...Ah, Auntie! Go to the hospital first with you! I'll rush back right away! Please! Cong Jiyun can't do anything! Auntie, I beg you!" Cong Xiaoyi choked up, his heart seemed to be broken and torn by someone. Pain, hard to breathe.

"Okay! Xiaoxiao, come back soon! Auntie is waiting for you!"

After hanging up the phone, Cong Xiao couldn't say a word, he didn't feel all over his body, Yan Zihan didn't ask any more questions, and stepped on the gas pedal to rush back.

"Xiaoyi, listen to me, let's go back now and go to the hospital." Yan Zihan held Cong Xiaoyi with one hand and drove the car with the other.

Cong Xiaoyi's hands were cold, his face was pale, and his breathing was short of breath, "I... Cong Jiyun and her..."

"I know, I know everything! It's okay, let's go back now." Yan Zihan took his hand and kissed him lightly, as if to comfort him.

Cong Xiaoyi curled up on the chair, closed his eyes, feeling a little dizzy, and no longer had the strength to think.

"I think I hate her, I should hate her! But why am I so uncomfortable now? I can't tell... I just feel so suffocated...I..." Cong Xiaoyi said softly, as if in a low voice Nam, it's like asking again.

Yan Zihan stopped the car, held him in his arms, and patted his back lightly, "Be good, it's okay."

Cong Xiaoyi in his arms slowly relaxed, but his arms did not let go. "I shouldn't have come out, I should have seen her yesterday!"

"I can see you when I go back now, sleep for a while, and I'll drive." Yan Zihan lowered his head and kissed Cong Xiaoyi's forehead, helped him tidy up his clothes, and restarted the car.

Cong Xiao leaned on his seat, grabbed Yan Zihan's clothes with one hand, turned his head and looked out the window.

Cong Xiaoyi didn't move at all during the several hours of driving back to the hospital from the neighboring city with this movement, and he was stunned all the way.

Aunt Li was already waiting for him in the hospital.

"Xiaoxiao, you are back! Your mother is in the operating room and is undergoing surgery now." Aunt Li said anxiously.

"What's the situation now?" Yan Zihan asked calmly.

Aunt Li looked him up and down, didn't have time to think about it, and said intermittently, "It is said that the trachea was cut... I didn't understand what the doctor said! Oh, you don't know that man stabbed someone and ran away , I didn’t have time to catch up!” Aunt Li said angrily.

"Thank you, auntie, I'll just watch over the rest." Cong Xiaoyi took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down.

"Okay, call Auntie if you have anything to do."

Watching Aunt Li leave, Cong Xiaoyi and Yan Zihan went to the waiting area outside the operating room. During the period, nurses came in and out, and Yan Zihan stopped them to ask.

"Are you a family member? The patient is bleeding heavily, the trachea is almost cut, and the carotid artery is injured. Our director is performing an operation... Does the patient's family members know if the patient has uterine cancer? It's an advanced stage, and it has already spread."

After another four or five hours of surgery, Cong Jiyun was sent to the intensive care unit.

"The amount of bleeding is a bit heavy, and we still have to observe it now. Let the family members pay the fee first."

A nurse looked at the two people waiting outside and said, just as Yan Zihan was about to walk over, Cong Xiao grabbed him one by one, "I'll do it."

The nurse took the two of them to the payment area, and Cong Xiaoyi took out his card to pay the bill, "How is the result of the operation?"

"When the patient was sent, some blood had already accumulated in the airway, and the carotid artery ruptured and suffered severe blood loss. Now he needs to be placed on a ventilator and observed in the intensive care unit." The little nurse handed the case to Cong Xiaoyi, "What's more serious, the patient My uterine cancer is already at an advanced stage, and it has already spread, so surgery is useless, and chemotherapy is temporarily unavailable based on the patient's current condition."

"Thank you." Cong Xiao thanked, and calmly walked outside the intensive care unit.

Looking in through the glass on the door, Cong Jiyun was unconsciously lying on the bed with a ventilator plugged in, surrounded by a mess of running machines.

How long has it been since I took a closer look at her for the first time, she is already old, Cong Jiyun lying on the bed has completely lost his arrogance, his face is covered with wrinkles, his skin has turned yellow, and his hair has a lot of white hair , and now she is lying on the bed as if she is peacefully asleep. If it weren't for those machines standing beside her, Cong Xiaoyi wouldn't even be able to feel her breathing.

"The doctor said that there is no way to go in and have a look. Let's rest for a while." Yan Zihan pulled him over and sat on a chair beside him.

Cong Xiao leaned against him, "Bai Jingguo stabbed him...it's really ironic." He laughed lowly. "This is my parents, this is my life, how hard I try to break free."

Yan Zihan didn't speak, but hugged him tightly, and the passers-by didn't care when they looked at them hugging each other. Cong Xiaoyi held back a lot of words, thinking it was nothing, but when he was most vulnerable, he wanted to tell him The person in front of you listens.

"I'm so tired... I just thought that there is nothing to do, and I can't just live a normal day. I don't need money, I don't want anything, I just want to live in peace and stability." Cong Xiao With a sigh, he said that his head was in a mess.

There are always things that backfire, and Cong Xiaoyi doesn't know how much he can bear.

Hurrying footsteps came from the side, and some familiar voices sounded. As soon as Cong Xiao raised his head and looked over, he saw Song Haozhe and Lin Sihang walking past.

Song Haozhe looked down at something, Lin Sihang was on the phone, and when he walked in front of Cong Xiaoyi, he didn't see clearly, Song Haozhe said seriously: "Hello, we are the heavy... Zihan of the criminal police brigade?"

"Hmm...Captain Song, why are you here?" Yan Zihan stood up, reached out and thumped Song Haozhe's shoulder.

Song Haozhe grinned, and pulled Lin Sihang who had just finished making a phone call. "Look... I met Master Yan!"

Lin Sihang rolled his eyes at him, pushed him away, and looked at Yan Zihan and the others. "Why are you here?"

"What about you? Is there a case?" Yan Zihan asked with a deep smile.

"Stop talking, I received a report that someone was stabbed... Didn't we come to see the victim? The suspect ran away..." Lin Sihang sighed regretfully as he spoke. "I don't know what to think, how much hatred?"

Cong Xiao didn't speak, and stood there silently.

There was something wrong with the atmosphere, Lin Sihang suddenly belatedly surprised and said: "Cong Jiyun...Cong Xiaoyi?"

Yan Zihan patted Lin Sihang on the shoulder, and hugged Cong Xiaoyi. "He has to rest now, call me if you need anything."