thing.At that time, the house was full of water, and Ed squatted on the toilet seat for a long time, unable to find a place to get his feet off and prevent himself from drowning, but he was holding Roy's clothes in his arms, ignorant and groundless. , So far in retrospect, it is still a thing so close to happiness.

"What?" Ed blinked innocently at the mirror, and brushed a lock of hair from his ear behind his ear, "I don't understand."

"I-I-I don't know! I don't know anything!" Ed screamed, crossing his arms nervously and looking around nervously.

"Small dust? Are you talking about things that dance in the air and are about the same size as you?" Ed grinned, raised his eyebrows slightly sideways, and looked at the figure in the mirror with a smile.

"That's right, I was wrong, Ed, I'm sorry for you!" Ed squatted on the ground and cried, almost kneeling and hammering the corner of the wall.

"Yes, I'm right." The blond boy in the mirror looked at Ed blankly, and Ed thought to himself what kind of bloodless and tearless person, but he admitted it without guilt.

But the boy in the white shirt in the mirror still refused to let go. His voice was as flat and open as water, and he continued calmly, "I've done this kind of thing many times, it's just work."

Ed was almost stunned by his own words, and he instinctively continued to ask:

"What? What job..."

"Little dust model." The boy in the mirror raised his chin and said nonchalantly, "He came to Seattle for this, otherwise why would he not come here?"

Ed was tongue-tied, "He said he wants to relax..."

"The job-hopping job has also been arranged long ago." The other party shrugged, "If such a troublesome matter hadn't been specially arranged with a clear purpose, it would be difficult to complete it smoothly."

"Isn't there someone above him? This kind of thing is a piece of cake for that idiot..."

Before he finished speaking, the other party smiled contemptuously, and Ed understood the answer almost instantly.

"Who asked him to come?" the young man said softly.

Ed was choked for a moment, and the teenager in the mirror looked away in an understatement.

"It's not that there were no mistakes. The shooting was unexpected, although it's not unprecedented. People who lost their jobs, people who lost their lawsuits, people who lost their research results, and stalkers Badly beat those who insist on reuniting with him... In short, you don't have to take it too seriously."

Ed groped for a long time before finally finding the voice to speak. He tried hard not to tremble, "Why don't you take it to heart?"

Entwined, the sound of water splashing.The other party's face was turned sideways, but his eyebrows looked in Edward's direction.He blinked, it was a sly and gentle smile that Ed was very familiar with and secretly liked, but this time it made him shudder.

The person in the mirror said slowly, "He doesn't hate you, nor is he targeting anyone specifically. This time it's you, just because you are the closest target and not difficult to solve."

"Isn't that hard to fix?" Ed whispered.

The other party nodded, "People are very weak. Gentle words, sincere eyes, the feeling of being needed, the feeling of being cherished... These are all fatal to a person who is alone. Countless experiments have long proved that This. Once the frailty of the human heart is understood, it is not impossible to make him or her so distraught that he or she would not believe the truth—as long as everything is accurately calculated."

"What? Calculate what?"

Edward regretted it as soon as he exported it.He seemed to have heard something and was suddenly hit hard, and the huge hole burst open. He could only pick up stones and fill the hole in a hurry, but debris still fell from the top of his head, hitting the back of his head. Bursts of numbness.At this moment, every corner of the narrow and pale room seemed to be looking down at his frightened and panicked expression, only the person in the white shirt in the mirror turned a blind eye.His voice is soft and calm, like someone Ed once dreamed about.

"The frequency and time of meetings, the content and tone of speech..."

Ed's eyes widened in horror, "What?"

"Don't you understand? Needless to say about appearance, he seems to be very talented in this area... If he really does something, maybe there are only a few people who are not interested?" The young man said to himself, "It has been decided long ago , what angle is his smile the most charming, how much strength to hook your shoulders can make you feel at ease and warm, and when to meet you will shake you the most..."

"Damn it, you're talking nonsense," Ed gritted his teeth, "how in the world can such a thing happen?"

"Nonsense? Why do all the things he buys happen to be your favorite?" The other party blinked, "Why do all the places he takes you to are your favorite places?"

"Shut up! That kind of pure accident..."

"'Accidental'?" The young man sneered, "As a scientist, you claim to be rational, haven't you been asking questions knowingly and answering questions yourself?"

Ed picked up a toothbrush cup and threw it viciously at the mirror.

But Roy didn't say anything.

It was a moment where it was difficult to judge the length, and the sliding outside the window was a silent scenery.

He didn't pretend to be stupid, he didn't deny it, he didn't admit it, he didn't change the subject, he didn't say anything.For a moment, the only sound in the air was the whirring of the cable car sliding along the ropes and gusts of wind. Ed almost thought that the lines he blurted out just now were hallucinations produced by himself after two days of tossing and turning, until he felt the weight of the bird resting on him. The jaw's hand froze in place, then retracted in silence.

what happened?

Ed closed his eyes, and suddenly realized that he had been secretly accumulating unknown courage from just now until now, just to let himself be able to hold back the shaky heart at this moment and firmly raise his eyes without squinting. to catch each other's eyes.But Roy just turned his face away without a word.

It's like bouncing around for a long time foolishly and self-righteously, and finally came to nothing.

The light and shadow acted as an accomplice, covering his expression.Even though he was still so close just now, this moment was so far away that from Ed's point of view he tried to raise his head but could only see his silent profile reflected in the snow scene.He has long and curly eyelashes and gentle lips, but his eyebrows are furrowed in sadness and guilt. The boy clenched his fists at some point, his nails pinched his palms so painfully, his fingers connected to his heart.

Why not say anything?Ed thought, if he is sophistry, he can refute it, if he is pretending to be stupid, he can expose it, and if he admits it, he can at least beat you up.Why do you have to be so noncommittal, but your face is full of self-blame and sadness?

It's not that you don't know how much I can't stand your unhappy appearance, why must it be like this.

However, the question ends here, and any answer other than silence remains unresolved. Therefore, the silence in the carriage is endowed with a suffocating weight, volume, and smell, which presses on the chest and makes people breathless, and chokes on the throat of the person. Makes the eye sockets red.But Roy's eyes seemed to be looking out of the window as if searching for an answer, and Ed's hot eyes followed involuntarily, and fell on the snow-capped mountains inlaid with pine greens in the window frame.It is covered with snow, and the snow-white slope slides and tilts under the blue sky, almost collapsing.

He suddenly no longer needed the answer from the other party.

Edward got up, and almost at the same time, Roy looked up at him, causing the boy to tremble uncontrollably.He clenched his fists tightly, as if he wanted to suppress the crazy trembling, and as if he wanted to hide the blood oozing out of his palms, and the next moment, he slammed Roy Mustang in the face.

Before they knew it, they had reached the other side of the mountain, and the sky was getting darker.The platform next to the cable car station is wide and there are few tourists. There are several return trains parked at the foot of the mountain and are ready to go one after another.

As soon as Roy Mustang got off the cable car, he was immediately surrounded by concerned and inquiring staff members. His pale face made the nosebleeds and bruises on his face even more frightening. It took him a long time to get away from them.The bloody tissue he was holding to his nose was stained with blood, and he walked over to Ed.

Beside the nearest platform, Ed was leaning against the railing and squinting at him with his pockets and earphones on.His overly large ginger coat and thin and short figure made this action look very funny, but Roy couldn't help the smile before it fully surfaced, and it stopped abruptly in the middle of the road, as if from The winter wind coming from behind blew away the abruptness, and then blew it onto the boy's calm face.

The cold wind passed through the woods, and Ed's nose and eye sockets were blown faintly red, his blond hair was blown up with the wind, and the setting sun seeped and released golden flashes from the gap between the mountains and the clouds.

Any words before an answer is given become absurd and empty.

Ed shrugged his shoulders, and behind him was a bustling crowd of tourists waiting for the train, and the school-truancy couple who had made out on the cable car not long ago sat in the corner and laughed softly.He asked nonchalantly, "Aren't you going to say something? That's how you treat your date without farting for so long?"

Roy shook his head, "I can't think of anything to say for a while, the hospitality is not good."

"Can't think of it?" Ed sneered, "Please, I tried my best to punch you just now." The boy stretched out the hand just now, the blood on the palm of the hand and the redness and swelling on the back of the hand are shocking, " Does it hurt? I said your face."

Hearing this, a sleepy wry smile appeared on Roy's face.

"It hurts," he said honestly, "I probably won't see anyone for a few days."

On Ed's calm face, the corners of his eyes trembled unnaturally, and it was fleeting.

"That's good." The boy turned his head while talking, and a series of bright reminder bells rang from behind.

A train stopped at the rest station, and the female voice mechanically announced the departure time in a few minutes on the platform radio, icily piercing through the clouds and haze embedded in the forest.Sunlight rushed to emerge from behind the clouds, dyeing the long white platform into light gold and pink.The tourists got up one after another, gathered together, talked and laughed and slowly boarded the train.The young man among the young lovers leaped onto the carriage, turned around and lifted the girl up, the girl laughed shyly.But Edward did not move.

The boy's golden eyes looked straight at Roy Mustangu, sparkling in the gradually blooming sunset.

That was in Mustang's memory, and this was the first time Ed looked directly at him with such calm and calm eyes.Before this, the boy would always glance at Roy hypocritically, and then immediately retract it, or inadvertently look at each other during the conversation, and then quickly dodge aside pretending to be careless. The bitterness of words.Looking back on the past time, it was Roy who looked at and pondered Edward from the sidelines. Until now, he was finally displaced into the other party's calm line of sight, and was used by the teenager to stare at the instrument dials, data collectors and The eye of the calculation formula gazes out of the matter and at the same time stays in the matter.

"I'm going to publish a long speech." Ed said suddenly, "I don't usually do such things, but today is a rare opportunity, and it doesn't hurt to share some feelings."

Roy looked up from the blood-stained ball of paper.

"Before that, do you have anything to say?" Edward asked calmly.

The crowd gathered at the door of the car slowly poured into the green leather car, the sound of talking and laughing and footsteps surrounded them, but Mustangu just pursed his lips and shook his head.

"Right now, I have nothing to say to you."

The man lowered his head, and the cold evening wind slid his black bangs aside, revealing his straight eyebrows and innocent forehead. From Ed, he could see the faint scar.

And that scar seems to have landed on Edward's body at this moment, and it hurts faintly without being visible, so that for a while, it seems that if Ed doesn't try hard to make himself laugh, he will make an expression that makes him regret.

Ed smiled inappropriately, and raised one corner of his mouth as if it was funny, "No? Then I'm going to start talking."

All the people entered the train, leaving only two people. The platform seemed empty and silent.The sunset was revealed, and the clear blue sky just now was dyed magnificent red and gold. For a moment, the light was soft and strong, pulling their footsteps into slender shadows, overlapping behind Roy.Ed turned his back to the light, he just glanced aside casually, and then moved his eyes back to Roy Mustangu, just as Roy was staring at him at the moment.

"Roy Mustangu, there is one thing I haven't told you, because I don't think you can be completely ignorant." Ed said, "I have liked you for a long time."

The alarm bell rang again from the top of the head, but it seemed to come from an extremely far away place, so it seemed ethereal and unreal.The display lights on the side of the platform flashed countdown numbers, Roy took a step back slightly, his pale face was reflected by the colorful sunset with an indescribable expression, as if he was trying his best to hold down some raging water.He opened his mouth to say something, but Ed stopped him immediately with a wave of his hand.

"No," Ed stubbornly shook his head, "Listen to me.

"I never believe in unreliable things like love at first sight, so I think what you triggered in me is more like a premonition: like in the preparation stage of the experiment, I didn't expect it at all before, but when I saw that the equipment was ready The moment you are ready and the data collector starts beating, there will be a hunch of results in the inner instinct - at that time, I feel similar to you.

"But at first it was just a hunch. I knew that you were trying to tease me on purpose, and that you were not a good person with a normal mind, but I continued to follow the hunch that had no scientific basis, and always believed that there was a relationship between me and you. A certain place—not because of hobbies, words and actions, but something deeper and indelible behind all the appearances—is indeed closely connected. So I always believe that I can continue, even if there are hundreds of people There is no reason to leave you and protect yourself, but just because I believe it, I continue.

"You said 'it would be nice if everything could start over', but now it seems that this is an impossible paradox. Everything that happened from the beginning to the present, whether I like it or hate it, it's all yours Everything you think and do is a real part of you. I fell in love with you in the process of getting to know you. If I didn’t like you that much, I wouldn’t be here. And at this moment, I’m just Just understand who you are more truly."

"Honestly speaking, I am not your relative or your friend. I am not qualified to say 'I am the person who knows and likes you the most in the world'. I also know people who like you. Too much for you. But there was a moment, Roy, there was a moment when you were the person in the world I most wanted to be close to, and at that time, I might be the one who most wanted to be close to you .”

The boy paused, and for a moment Mustangu almost thought he would call it a day or just cry.The wind that had just stopped not long ago rushed from behind again, and the whistle sounded in his ears again. The wind whistled through the deep forest, making Roy's scalp numb for a while.He raised his head, and saw that Ed suddenly closed his eyes forcefully, the hair around his ears was blown back by the wind, and there were traces of gold in the gorgeous sunset, astonishingly dazzling and bright.

He opened his eyes again, and his voice was almost drowned out by the sound of wind, words, and whistles.

"Until now, I still want to hear you talk about your past, and I still want to hug you. But from now on, I really have no reason to stay close to you."

After all, the boy jumped on the train, followed by the whistling north wind and the sound of the axle turning, and disappeared into the depths of the forest. It was clearly a return journey, but from this angle, it looked more like a departure.

It was already evening at that time, and Roy took the next train back, and tourists along the way cast surprised glances at his blood-stained coat collar and tissues.By the time he arrived at the residence, the blood on the collar of his shirt had solidified and stiffened, and the city was still immersed in the vast white snow, but the sky was completely dark, no different from every previous night.He opened the door to the house, and the hours he had passed today were almost horribly unreal, as if they were just a false dream.

There was a click at the door.A paper bag was thrown on the floor in the entrance.

After thinking about it, he threw the tissue on the ground, squatted down and opened the paper bag.

A soft cotton shirt was revealed from the dim light, and it was folded clumsily and carefully, exuding a clean and soft smell of soap.It took him a long time to remember.

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>>【Help】How to make the person I like also like me? ?

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>>Learning is boundless

Sorry, I'm back.

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>>Learning is boundless

=o=Oh my god, there are more than 800 floors? ?

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841L

岗芽

? ? ? ! !

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842L Taiyuan's anti-dog

My God Σ(⊙▽⊙"a missing persons return!!!?

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823L Ninth Avenue

The owner is back! !

qwq We thought you abandoned the building!

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824L cute restaurant sauce

The landlord is back (crying.jpg)

great, great,

What the host said before is very worrying QAQ

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>>Learning is boundless

RE: 824L

?

Shouldn't it be...

Thank you all for your concern.

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826LRock_and_Dick

How is it going?

What did you say you have to do anyway?

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827L Short Field

Has the owner confessed? ! ! +///+

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828L Anyuan Road

Confession!Confession!Confession! ! !

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829L jewel dish of the world

eh eh eh eh?

sudden appearance?

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>>Learning is boundless

……

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>>Learning is boundless

I am so sorry

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>>Learning is boundless

Actually I decided to give up today

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833L warehouse knife also

……Eh?

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>>Learning is boundless

Thank you everyone for worrying about me all this time, I'm really sorry.

This building will be deleted shortly.

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>>Learning is boundless

Really sorry.

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834L cute restaurant sauce

(crying.jpg)

What's up? What's going on! ? ? ?

No, landlord? ?

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835L Macaja binary pen

...? ? ?

A few minutes late, why did the style of painting suddenly change? !

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836L Taiyuan's anti-dog

(?_?) No need to apologize

what happened

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837LRH-

Lying trough Lying trough

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838L brown sugar cake

Why did you suddenly give up! ! ? ?

You even said you liked it before! ! ! QAQQQQQ

Don’t say sorry, the host QAQQ

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839L Ninth Avenue

(╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻ have loved each other for so long?!

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840Lmelon_Japanese painting in production

At least leave the building

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>>Learning is boundless

……

In fact, it is no longer necessary to know the answer to the question asked at the beginning of this building.

Now I feel that I can think about this question, so stupid that a supernova explodes...

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>>Learning is boundless

thank you all:-))

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>>Learning is boundless

Really Sorry.

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TBC

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