Mu Chen Yian

After returning to the dormitory, the people in the dormitory had heard Miss Su talk about Miss Chen long ago, but it was the first time they saw her, and it was a little far away from the meal time, so they brought her a bowl in the snack street before coming up. Porridge.

Miss Su asked her to eat first, then climbed up to make the bed by herself, and the girl who was also gay in their bedroom came back.At that time, I sat next to Ms. Chen, but didn't speak.After a while, a sentence suddenly popped up, "Are you XXX's girlfriend?" and said Miss Su's name.

Miss Su felt a pain in her head on the bed, how can someone like you ask such a question just after arriving.Obviously Ms. Chen was also confused at first, but she quickly realized it, and she smiled and said, "Yes."

When sending her back to school the next day, she ran into a boy from her class on the way down the dormitory. From then on, Miss Su's reputation as a homosexual became even more solid.

But they didn't have any malicious intentions, they just teased me from time to time, saying that there were few girls in the first place, and there were two less girls all of a sudden, making life even more difficult.Miss Su is probably too lazy to talk to them, and besides, Miss Chen is not here.

After sending Miss Chen away, returning to the dormitory, Xiaoyuan, who Miss Su mentioned earlier, asked Miss Su very seriously, "You have always been like this, have you thought about what to do after graduation?"

Miss Su replied, "I haven't thought about it."The second is because I dare not think about it. Sometimes, thinking about these things will cause me to become enchanted.

Xiaoyuan said to Miss Su in a consoling tone, "It's too difficult, it's too difficult to go on."

Yes, Ms. Su must know, but just like when she left college, her parents told her that this is the path you choose.

So let's go.

Miss Su smiled and said to her, "Well, I know."

At that time, there was a boy in the class chasing Miss Su, not the one who told Miss Su to go to the back mountain.

This boy is very nice and respects Miss Su very much.Miss Su once told him that she was gay, but he said he didn't mind and could wait for Miss Su.

Seeing his determined look, Miss Su was thinking, what are you waiting for?When I separate from Miss Chen, won't we be together?The more I think about it, the more uncertain I feel.

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When I was half a semester in college, I had less contact with Ms. Chen on QQ, and only talked occasionally.Later, she asked Ms. Su to help her make up a story, saying that it was homework, and writing a few thousand words was enough. Ms. Su agreed and finished writing it to her soon.

I went to see her twice during the first half semester of my freshman year, and she was usually the one who came to see Ms. Su.Because their place is not fun, it is meaningless to say that Miss Su has gone.

Once when she came, she made an appointment to go to an ecological park.After booking the tickets, go there. There is no special car, so take a taxi.After arriving at the destination, there was almost no one there, and it was extremely deserted, so I asked someone to ask what was going on.

The man said, "It's not a holiday now, there are very few people."

It's strange, when everyone is traveling during the holidays, it's annoying when there are too many people in the scenic spot, but it doesn't feel interesting if there are no people.

Ms. Su and Ms. Chen were also not interested, so they refunded the ticket money and took a taxi back.In fact, the cost of taking a taxi is more expensive than the entrance ticket, so it is a waste of time.

After the freshman year, she decided to take a summer job. Ms. Su found a hotel and worked as a waiter in the hotel restaurant.Salary is okay, plus bonuses.Ms. Chen found one at her home, but Ms. Su didn't ask her what she did exactly.

Because of their respective jobs, there was less chatting. Ms. Su saw her send a message and pulled her hair with her hands. The content was, what should I do if my hair grows long?

After finishing her work that day, Ms. Su came to her and sent her a message, saying, "Grow your hair long."

"You want me to grow my hair too?"

also?This word is very eye-catching, but Miss Su didn't think much of it.She replied, "You forgot, you looked good when you had long hair, and your hair was of good quality at that time."

Saying this, the two of them remembered many things from the past, and they babbled again in the middle of the night.

At the beginning of the sophomore year, Ms. Chen said that she would come to see Ms. Su first, and then go to school. It happened that Ms. Su had finished her vacation work at that time, so she agreed.

When she came from their house, she took the high-speed train. Ms. Su went to the high-speed rail station to pick her up. Ms. Su stood directly opposite the exit and waited for Ms. Chen. As soon as she came out from the ticket check, Ms. Su rushed to meet her.

She was wearing a pair of light-colored wide-leg pants, a tight-fitting sleeveless black-striped dress with a white background, and sandals with a heel about five centimeters high. She was pulling a large silver suitcase from last year, and she still had makeup on her face.After all, I still have my hair, not long, and I can tie a small tug, but there are still a lot of broken hair that can't be tied.

Miss Su thought that she must be tired because she was wearing heeled shoes when she went out early in the morning, so she quickly took the luggage and helped her go.She really had a sore foot, so she put all her body weight on Miss Su's arm as much as possible.

In fact, she doesn't look very good in this dress, because although Ms. Chen has thin legs, she has a small belly.

Miss Su patted her stomach and said, "This dress is too tight."

She smiled, "I can't help it, I don't have many clothes like this now, and I can't find a good one to wear for a while."

Miss Su thought about it too, after all, since she cut her hair, she almost always dresses in neutral.

Miss Su suggested, "Why don't you put down your suitcase and go shopping?"

"it is good."

After arriving at school, I put down my suitcase, sat and rested for a while, and then went out.I went to Century City, there is a shopping center there, the key is that it is close to the school.

When I went shopping for clothes, I was still used to being neutral. The clothes I chose were all pure black and white, but it was okay to match with her wide-leg pants, which were better than the tight-fitting clothes.

At that time, I found a leisure bar. When I was sitting, I said that I had a stomachache. I went to the bathroom. The phone was charging and it was always on. Because someone sent a message, the phone screen would pop up a message and it would be on.

Ms. Su took a glance, and the note was a person surnamed Liao, and the name was a boy, and asked when she was free.Ms. Su knew the password of her mobile phone, but she didn't open it. Everyone has privacy, so Ms. Su's doing so will make her distance.

But faintly feel uneasy.

It was raining outside when I left the shopping mall. The weather here is cloudy and cloudy in summer, and it rains heavily, so I bought two umbrellas.When getting on the road car, Ms. Chen took a lot of photos through the window glass, saying that it looks very hazy and beautiful.

Miss Su has seen a few photos, and they look really good.She is good at taking pictures.

Later, he accompanied her to play in the neighborhood outside the school, and then sent her back to school.

In a daze, I found that it was only a year, and it was no longer like in high school, where we always get together less and leave more.And the more times I send her off, the more irritable I feel.

At that time, Ms. Su saved some money by herself doing summer jobs. A high school friend of Ms. Su asked Ms. Su to borrow money. It was quite a lot, but she could afford it.

It's not that she doesn't want to borrow it. Ms. Su is worried that she will have something to use the money in the future, and she can't find the money for a while, but she also thinks about the relationship, and finally decides to lend her.

Miss Su asked her what she was going to do, and she also said that it would be fine if it was inconvenient.She told Miss Su that she was getting married.

Miss Su's first reaction was that she was going to the wedding, why?Because at that time, she was also studying, and like Miss Su, she was also a sophomore.

In the end, she said it was herself, and Miss Su was fascinated. She didn't understand. What are you doing with borrowing money for marriage?

And aren't you still studying?

Miss Su didn't ask the previous question, so she asked her, "Aren't you still studying? Why are you getting married?"

Without telling Ms. Su the reason, she just said when she got married, and the date was set in November of that year, which was the day when they started school for a month or so.

If you don’t talk about it, don’t talk about it, and then transfer the money to her with Alipay.

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Ms. Chen found out about this and said that Miss Su was stupid. What if it was a scam?

Miss Su never thought about this possibility, because there are people who steal QQ to cheat money?

But she played a video for Ms. Su at that time, but Ms. Su hung up because Ms. Su was in class at that time and she didn't dare to answer it.Although he dared to play with his mobile phone, he was not bold enough to answer the video.

Miss Su thought, if it is a liar, it is impossible for her to be brave enough to start a video.It's just very emotional, she is not very old, she is only 20 years old, and she is going to get married in the end, and she is still studying!

Later, I learned several times that I was indeed going to get married, not to mention the reasons, anyway, there were several reasons why I couldn't.

It's a pity for this girl, not for the matter of marriage itself.To get married must be agreed by the family. Since the family agreed to let her get married, why not think more about her and let her continue to get married after finishing her studies?Instead, let her drop out of school and get married?

Although Ms. Su's family is a very traditional family with sons as the mainstay, her parents respect her opinion very much.

The main reason is that Ms. Su doesn't agree with girls getting married early, but if you meet true love, there's nothing you can do about it, right?

In their place, there is a woman who is called Da Niang on weekdays, (the first sound of the word Niang is pronounced here) This is a very hard-working woman.

She married early, although people of their age generally have early marriages.

She is the eldest daughter of the family, and her parents arranged for her marriage when she was young, waiting to use her gift money to prepare a wedding room for her son.Miss Su felt sad when she heard her mother say it when she was a child.

The husband is not a kind-hearted person, he is lazy, beats and scolds her frequently, spends all the family money for gambling, and then finds a mistress outside and runs away.At that time, the family was completely destitute, and her natal family was unwilling to help her. She herself and the gambling debts owed by her husband had to wait for her, and she had to bring a daughter.

After finally making it through, my daughter went to college, found a good job, and built a house for her.But I suffered too much when I was young, but in my 50s, I look like I am in my 60s.But the appearance looks weak, but the bones of the body are very tough.

Ms. Su’s house has a vegetable field across the road from her house. When she saw Ms. Su and her younger sister when the peppers were harvested, she would say, “Girls, are you hungry? Cook and eat, don't think it's not good for you to cook." The tone was gentle, with a smile.

Miss Su was thinking, with her gentle smile, has she forgiven the suffering that life has brought her?

The answer, should be yes.

She has suffered for half her life, and she really should have a life that makes her laugh.

Therefore, Ms. Su always thought, if she couldn't live for herself, what would she do with marriage?Do you help others live after marriage?But if the two are willing to fight together, that's good, but if you meet an unfortunate person, at least you can have confidence when you leave.

Of course, this is just Miss Su's own idea, don't blame her.