Unexpected desire
Chapter 39
It didn't take long to usher in February, and the Spring Festival is approaching. Every household is busy, and the taste of the year is getting stronger. Everyone also has the custom of sweeping graves at this time of year.
The cool wind blew over the rows of gray tombstones, and also messed up Jiang Yi's hair. His hands touched the cold tombstones, and his fingertips slid across the face of the man in the photo, over and over again, reluctant to part.
It was no longer possible to hug that warm body and see the real Qin Bin. Jiang Yi's fingertips gradually lost their warmth, and his heart seemed to be hollowed out.
He bent down and put down a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, and then managed to squeeze out a smile to his "brother" Qin Bin in the photo.
This is his belated worship, several years late.
When Jiang Yi put away the smile on his lips and stood up to look at Jiang Yingxin who was beside him, his eyes were cold, as if he was a different person.
"What are you doing here? I don't want to see you."
Jiang Yingxin, who was silent before, opened his mouth at this moment: "Jiang Yi, when are you willing to go home?"
As if hearing a ridiculous joke, Jiang Yi sneered: "Is that home? Are you my family?"
Jiang Yingxin froze, unable to refute anything.
"All I know now is that you guys lied to me and played me around. If I didn't realize it in an accident, maybe this life would be over in a daze." Jiang Yi stared at Jiang Yingxin coldly, "I will say in the end One time, listen carefully! The former Jiang Yi no longer exists, and the me now is absolutely impossible to go back!"
After all, Jiang Yi ignored Jiang Yingxin's next words and actions, and walked straight forward. When Jiang Yingxin passed by, Jiang Yi bumped him hard on the shoulder.
"Jiang Yi!"
Qin Bin was also present at this time, and hurriedly stopped him.
Jiang Yi stopped, but didn't turn around and look back: "If you have anything else to say, just finish it all at once."
Although Qin Bin had a reason for being helpless, he was sent abroad under the coercion of Jiang's father back then, but in the end he partnered with those people to deceive him, so Jiang Yi almost put him in the Jiang family's camp.
Qin Bin is still unclear about Jiang Yi's inner thoughts. He thought that since Jiang Yi had completely retrieved the memory of his elder brother Qin Bin and did not confuse the two of them, there was no need for him to continue pretending.
"Jiang Yi, my brother is long gone, don't be so obsessed with the past, can you take a look at me?"
He wants to save Jiang Yi, let Jiang Yi re-examine himself, and try to accept a new life and feelings.
Qin Bin's various behaviors are too obvious now, Jiang Yi is not a fool, of course he understands his intentions, but...
He was silent for a moment, and said, "Qin Bin, I never fell in love with you a few years ago, and it's even more impossible now."
Qin Bin stayed where he was, with Jiang Yi's ruthless and indifferent words echoing in his ears, and when he raised his eyes, it was also his decisive back that was drifting away.
Jiang Yi never looked back at Qin Bin, he walked all the way to Tang Peiyi in the distance.
Tang Peiyi didn't know that brother Qin Bin at all. He was like a bystander at this moment, separated from Jiang Yi and the three of them, just watching from a distance, and didn't hear their conversation at all.
Jiang Yi came over, took Tang Peiyi's hand directly, and then kissed the back of the hand.
Tang Peiyi, who had no time to react, shuddered. He knew that Jiang Yi did this on purpose, for Jiang Yingxin and Qin Bin to see, and the smile on his face was also full of deliberation.
"Let's go, Pei Yi."
Without waiting for Tang Peiyi to respond, Jiang Yi pulled him away, and his behavior is always a bit strong now; and Jiang Yi's name is too unfamiliar to him, and he has never called him that before.
Jiang's father and Jiang's mother were both businessmen back then. After they got married, they started a business together. After the company grew, Jiang's father became the chairman and did not treat his wife badly. A large part of the company's shares are held by Jiang's mother.
Later, when Jiang Yi was a teenager, the two had a divorce, and Jiang's mother transferred all the shares that originally belonged to her to her son Jiang Yi.
Even though Jiang Yi now remembered that he had shares in Jiang's enterprise, he still didn't want to work for his father, including any company under the family business, he was not willing to go.
After recovering his memory, he liked to play against the elders of the Jiang family, especially Father Jiang.The more his father hated something, the more he wanted to do something, wishing to piss off that selfish, indifferent and stubborn old man.
Because of his vengeful heart, although Jiang Yi couldn't remember Tang Peiyi, he didn't drive him away. Instead, he still kept him at home and let him follow him all the time.
After learning about the origin of Tang Peiyi's identity, Jiang Yi lifted Tang Peiyi's chin, smiled and said, "The obedient me is really full of sympathy, and I raised a duckling on a whim, isn't your technique very good?" ? Very good at serving people?"
Tang Peiyi didn't say a word, his pupils were gloomy.He confirmed again that the man in front of him was Mr. Jiang, not his "brother".
After putting all the scattered Buddhist beads into a box and locking it in a drawer, Jiang Yi never cared about it again.However, every time he saw the exact same prayer beads on Tang Peiyi's wrist, he was inevitably a little curious.
It has been more than a month since he was discharged from the hospital, and Jiang Yi still can't figure it out, why did his previous self keep Tang Peiyi?
Jiang Yi felt that he was a troublemaker at all!Hobbies are also different from ordinary people, such as raising ants at home!
The black mass of ants made Jiang Yi's scalp tingle and goosebumps all over his body, shouting "disgusting", "dirty", "scroll" and so on.He told Tang Peiyi to throw it out quickly, and he will never raise it again in the future!
Jiang Yi also found several boxes of walnuts at home, and they were not walnut kernels, but the kind that needed to be peeled by hand.
These are very troublesome to eat, and they are hard to bite. Jiang Yi doesn't like them, and even thinks that "Jiang Yi" in the past bought so many snacks to make Tang Peiyi happy, he must have taken the wrong medicine and made a fool of himself.
Not only that, when he saw all kinds of skirts in the closet, high heels on the floor, eyebrow pencils, foundation, mascara, eyeshadow palettes, lipsticks and other cosmetics piled up on the table, as well as colorful nail polishes, Jiang Yi's whole body was shocked. Even more confused!
He couldn't help rubbing his temples, trying to recall the past, he seemed to have a little impression of these cosmetics, especially the nail polish.
Afterwards, Jiang Yi held a bottle of pink nail polish, handed it to Tang Peiyi, and shook it: "Duckling, I remember a little bit, do you still have a femme fatale?"
Tang Peiyi was taken aback for a moment, then nodded: "Yes, I like to wear skirts."
"Then you used to wear skirts and pretend to be a woman to entertain other guests, right? I checked. When you worked in the entertainment club, everyone called you 'little dumb'."
Hearing this, Tang Peiyi shuddered again, feeling a sense of discomfort welling up in his heart.
Jiang Yi didn't notice it, and continued: "Sure enough, it's heavy mouthed, and can play all kinds of tricks! Duckling... No, dumb, why don't you wear women's clothes someday, let me see? It reminds me of something."
Tang Peiyi clenched her palms, desperately suppressing the sadness in her heart, and said, "...OK."
Every time the identity of the "little mute" is mentioned, it reminds Tang Peiyi of the dark past that cannot be erased.
A person like him is destined to be impotent.
In front of outsiders, especially Jiang's family and Qin Bin, Jiang Yi would directly call out "Peiyi" and pretend to be intimate with Tang Peiyi; but in private, when it was just the two of them, Jiang Yi would hang the "little duck" on the On the edge of his mouth, he said whatever he thought of, without any scruples, and the words he said were always explicit and hurtful.
Tang Peiyi gradually became numb, and she always politely called "Mr. Jiang" to Jiang Yi, and her words and deeds were also cold and alienated.
On this day, when he saw Tang Peiyi wearing earphones, holding a book in his hand, sitting aside silently reading a book and doing the questions, Jiang Yi felt a sense of familiarity in a trance.
To be honest, Tang Peiyi's eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to his "brother" Qin Bin in high school. The feeling of the two is more similar. It may be because they grew up in a bad environment since they were young. Both were born in the dark. The unique charm that blooms.
Jiang Yi suddenly understood his previous thoughts a little bit. The injured "Jiang Yi" found a "brother" to replace him.
There were originally two beds in Jiang Yi's bedroom. After he was discharged from the hospital, Tang Peiyi either slept on the sofa in the living room or squeezed into the study.
Jiang Yi didn't object at the beginning, but thinking of the past, he returned to being a little cleanliness, self-willed and proud young master, except for his favorite "brother" Qin Bin, he didn't want to be too close to others.
After finding out Tang Peiyi's identity, Jiang Yi found it more ridiculous the more he looked at him.He is obviously a duck who has been in an entertainment club, what kind of man has never been served, why should he pretend to be so reserved at this time?
So tonight Tang Peiyi took a shower, and after he came out of the bathroom, he had no time to react when Jiang Yi suddenly pulled him into the bedroom and pushed him down on the bed.
"Aren't you taken care of by me? Of course you have to sleep with me."
Unable to tell the reason, Jiang Yi vaguely sensed his subconscious desire for Tang Peiyi, a strong and terrifying desire.
After being deceived by the people around him for several years, Jiang Yi lived in a world full of lies, and became another self in a world fabricated by others.
Now he is completely awake and does not want to be manipulated by others. Not only has he resisted his father, but he has also stopped all the antipsychotic drugs for his illness, so that his current mentality and emotions are unstable, and he will be irritable from time to time, and sometimes even have revenge. extreme human psychology.
The adult male's desire has been suppressed for too long, at this time Jiang Yi ignored Tang Peiyi's struggle and firmly pressed on him.
"Don't! Don't...don't do this, Mr. Jiang." Tang Peiyi twisted his neck to dodge, and reached out to push Jiang Yi hard, "No, really not..."
If he is a "little dumb" from beginning to end, then he will obediently obey, no matter who the object is, they are just his "guests".But there was a "brother" who taught him to be self-pity and self-love, and once he didn't like it, he had to bravely reject it.
To him, the current Jiang Yi is not that "brother" at all, besides, he was not feeling well tonight, and his lower body was bleeding again when he went to the toilet.
Tang Peiyi, who always cooperated with him, resisted fiercely for the first time tonight, and Jiang Yi was also angry.He pulled out his trouser belt, tied Tang Peiyi's waving hands with the belt, raised it above his head, and forcibly pushed his knees away from the legs he was trying to close together.
Jiang Yi's hand penetrated into Tang Peiyi's pants, and when he touched the hidden place under him, Jiang Yi was startled for a moment, realizing something was wrong: "What's going on? Could it be that you are..."
In just a moment, Jiang Yi's mind resurfaced the scenes of him cultivating in Tang Peiyi's body, releasing his desire, and hugging Tang Peiyi, using various postures to intimately fit.
At this moment, he seemed to see the blushing and crying boy again, so he bit Tang Peiyi's ear and said, "I remembered something again, you are clearly a little bitch, a little bitch on the bed!"
"No...don't do this, please..."
Tang Peiyi's small face gradually lost its blood color, because he felt his stomach began to colic again, his face turned pale at this time, cold sweat broke out on his forehead, his eye sockets couldn't help turning red and moist, and then... a tear fell.
The cool wind blew over the rows of gray tombstones, and also messed up Jiang Yi's hair. His hands touched the cold tombstones, and his fingertips slid across the face of the man in the photo, over and over again, reluctant to part.
It was no longer possible to hug that warm body and see the real Qin Bin. Jiang Yi's fingertips gradually lost their warmth, and his heart seemed to be hollowed out.
He bent down and put down a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, and then managed to squeeze out a smile to his "brother" Qin Bin in the photo.
This is his belated worship, several years late.
When Jiang Yi put away the smile on his lips and stood up to look at Jiang Yingxin who was beside him, his eyes were cold, as if he was a different person.
"What are you doing here? I don't want to see you."
Jiang Yingxin, who was silent before, opened his mouth at this moment: "Jiang Yi, when are you willing to go home?"
As if hearing a ridiculous joke, Jiang Yi sneered: "Is that home? Are you my family?"
Jiang Yingxin froze, unable to refute anything.
"All I know now is that you guys lied to me and played me around. If I didn't realize it in an accident, maybe this life would be over in a daze." Jiang Yi stared at Jiang Yingxin coldly, "I will say in the end One time, listen carefully! The former Jiang Yi no longer exists, and the me now is absolutely impossible to go back!"
After all, Jiang Yi ignored Jiang Yingxin's next words and actions, and walked straight forward. When Jiang Yingxin passed by, Jiang Yi bumped him hard on the shoulder.
"Jiang Yi!"
Qin Bin was also present at this time, and hurriedly stopped him.
Jiang Yi stopped, but didn't turn around and look back: "If you have anything else to say, just finish it all at once."
Although Qin Bin had a reason for being helpless, he was sent abroad under the coercion of Jiang's father back then, but in the end he partnered with those people to deceive him, so Jiang Yi almost put him in the Jiang family's camp.
Qin Bin is still unclear about Jiang Yi's inner thoughts. He thought that since Jiang Yi had completely retrieved the memory of his elder brother Qin Bin and did not confuse the two of them, there was no need for him to continue pretending.
"Jiang Yi, my brother is long gone, don't be so obsessed with the past, can you take a look at me?"
He wants to save Jiang Yi, let Jiang Yi re-examine himself, and try to accept a new life and feelings.
Qin Bin's various behaviors are too obvious now, Jiang Yi is not a fool, of course he understands his intentions, but...
He was silent for a moment, and said, "Qin Bin, I never fell in love with you a few years ago, and it's even more impossible now."
Qin Bin stayed where he was, with Jiang Yi's ruthless and indifferent words echoing in his ears, and when he raised his eyes, it was also his decisive back that was drifting away.
Jiang Yi never looked back at Qin Bin, he walked all the way to Tang Peiyi in the distance.
Tang Peiyi didn't know that brother Qin Bin at all. He was like a bystander at this moment, separated from Jiang Yi and the three of them, just watching from a distance, and didn't hear their conversation at all.
Jiang Yi came over, took Tang Peiyi's hand directly, and then kissed the back of the hand.
Tang Peiyi, who had no time to react, shuddered. He knew that Jiang Yi did this on purpose, for Jiang Yingxin and Qin Bin to see, and the smile on his face was also full of deliberation.
"Let's go, Pei Yi."
Without waiting for Tang Peiyi to respond, Jiang Yi pulled him away, and his behavior is always a bit strong now; and Jiang Yi's name is too unfamiliar to him, and he has never called him that before.
Jiang's father and Jiang's mother were both businessmen back then. After they got married, they started a business together. After the company grew, Jiang's father became the chairman and did not treat his wife badly. A large part of the company's shares are held by Jiang's mother.
Later, when Jiang Yi was a teenager, the two had a divorce, and Jiang's mother transferred all the shares that originally belonged to her to her son Jiang Yi.
Even though Jiang Yi now remembered that he had shares in Jiang's enterprise, he still didn't want to work for his father, including any company under the family business, he was not willing to go.
After recovering his memory, he liked to play against the elders of the Jiang family, especially Father Jiang.The more his father hated something, the more he wanted to do something, wishing to piss off that selfish, indifferent and stubborn old man.
Because of his vengeful heart, although Jiang Yi couldn't remember Tang Peiyi, he didn't drive him away. Instead, he still kept him at home and let him follow him all the time.
After learning about the origin of Tang Peiyi's identity, Jiang Yi lifted Tang Peiyi's chin, smiled and said, "The obedient me is really full of sympathy, and I raised a duckling on a whim, isn't your technique very good?" ? Very good at serving people?"
Tang Peiyi didn't say a word, his pupils were gloomy.He confirmed again that the man in front of him was Mr. Jiang, not his "brother".
After putting all the scattered Buddhist beads into a box and locking it in a drawer, Jiang Yi never cared about it again.However, every time he saw the exact same prayer beads on Tang Peiyi's wrist, he was inevitably a little curious.
It has been more than a month since he was discharged from the hospital, and Jiang Yi still can't figure it out, why did his previous self keep Tang Peiyi?
Jiang Yi felt that he was a troublemaker at all!Hobbies are also different from ordinary people, such as raising ants at home!
The black mass of ants made Jiang Yi's scalp tingle and goosebumps all over his body, shouting "disgusting", "dirty", "scroll" and so on.He told Tang Peiyi to throw it out quickly, and he will never raise it again in the future!
Jiang Yi also found several boxes of walnuts at home, and they were not walnut kernels, but the kind that needed to be peeled by hand.
These are very troublesome to eat, and they are hard to bite. Jiang Yi doesn't like them, and even thinks that "Jiang Yi" in the past bought so many snacks to make Tang Peiyi happy, he must have taken the wrong medicine and made a fool of himself.
Not only that, when he saw all kinds of skirts in the closet, high heels on the floor, eyebrow pencils, foundation, mascara, eyeshadow palettes, lipsticks and other cosmetics piled up on the table, as well as colorful nail polishes, Jiang Yi's whole body was shocked. Even more confused!
He couldn't help rubbing his temples, trying to recall the past, he seemed to have a little impression of these cosmetics, especially the nail polish.
Afterwards, Jiang Yi held a bottle of pink nail polish, handed it to Tang Peiyi, and shook it: "Duckling, I remember a little bit, do you still have a femme fatale?"
Tang Peiyi was taken aback for a moment, then nodded: "Yes, I like to wear skirts."
"Then you used to wear skirts and pretend to be a woman to entertain other guests, right? I checked. When you worked in the entertainment club, everyone called you 'little dumb'."
Hearing this, Tang Peiyi shuddered again, feeling a sense of discomfort welling up in his heart.
Jiang Yi didn't notice it, and continued: "Sure enough, it's heavy mouthed, and can play all kinds of tricks! Duckling... No, dumb, why don't you wear women's clothes someday, let me see? It reminds me of something."
Tang Peiyi clenched her palms, desperately suppressing the sadness in her heart, and said, "...OK."
Every time the identity of the "little mute" is mentioned, it reminds Tang Peiyi of the dark past that cannot be erased.
A person like him is destined to be impotent.
In front of outsiders, especially Jiang's family and Qin Bin, Jiang Yi would directly call out "Peiyi" and pretend to be intimate with Tang Peiyi; but in private, when it was just the two of them, Jiang Yi would hang the "little duck" on the On the edge of his mouth, he said whatever he thought of, without any scruples, and the words he said were always explicit and hurtful.
Tang Peiyi gradually became numb, and she always politely called "Mr. Jiang" to Jiang Yi, and her words and deeds were also cold and alienated.
On this day, when he saw Tang Peiyi wearing earphones, holding a book in his hand, sitting aside silently reading a book and doing the questions, Jiang Yi felt a sense of familiarity in a trance.
To be honest, Tang Peiyi's eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to his "brother" Qin Bin in high school. The feeling of the two is more similar. It may be because they grew up in a bad environment since they were young. Both were born in the dark. The unique charm that blooms.
Jiang Yi suddenly understood his previous thoughts a little bit. The injured "Jiang Yi" found a "brother" to replace him.
There were originally two beds in Jiang Yi's bedroom. After he was discharged from the hospital, Tang Peiyi either slept on the sofa in the living room or squeezed into the study.
Jiang Yi didn't object at the beginning, but thinking of the past, he returned to being a little cleanliness, self-willed and proud young master, except for his favorite "brother" Qin Bin, he didn't want to be too close to others.
After finding out Tang Peiyi's identity, Jiang Yi found it more ridiculous the more he looked at him.He is obviously a duck who has been in an entertainment club, what kind of man has never been served, why should he pretend to be so reserved at this time?
So tonight Tang Peiyi took a shower, and after he came out of the bathroom, he had no time to react when Jiang Yi suddenly pulled him into the bedroom and pushed him down on the bed.
"Aren't you taken care of by me? Of course you have to sleep with me."
Unable to tell the reason, Jiang Yi vaguely sensed his subconscious desire for Tang Peiyi, a strong and terrifying desire.
After being deceived by the people around him for several years, Jiang Yi lived in a world full of lies, and became another self in a world fabricated by others.
Now he is completely awake and does not want to be manipulated by others. Not only has he resisted his father, but he has also stopped all the antipsychotic drugs for his illness, so that his current mentality and emotions are unstable, and he will be irritable from time to time, and sometimes even have revenge. extreme human psychology.
The adult male's desire has been suppressed for too long, at this time Jiang Yi ignored Tang Peiyi's struggle and firmly pressed on him.
"Don't! Don't...don't do this, Mr. Jiang." Tang Peiyi twisted his neck to dodge, and reached out to push Jiang Yi hard, "No, really not..."
If he is a "little dumb" from beginning to end, then he will obediently obey, no matter who the object is, they are just his "guests".But there was a "brother" who taught him to be self-pity and self-love, and once he didn't like it, he had to bravely reject it.
To him, the current Jiang Yi is not that "brother" at all, besides, he was not feeling well tonight, and his lower body was bleeding again when he went to the toilet.
Tang Peiyi, who always cooperated with him, resisted fiercely for the first time tonight, and Jiang Yi was also angry.He pulled out his trouser belt, tied Tang Peiyi's waving hands with the belt, raised it above his head, and forcibly pushed his knees away from the legs he was trying to close together.
Jiang Yi's hand penetrated into Tang Peiyi's pants, and when he touched the hidden place under him, Jiang Yi was startled for a moment, realizing something was wrong: "What's going on? Could it be that you are..."
In just a moment, Jiang Yi's mind resurfaced the scenes of him cultivating in Tang Peiyi's body, releasing his desire, and hugging Tang Peiyi, using various postures to intimately fit.
At this moment, he seemed to see the blushing and crying boy again, so he bit Tang Peiyi's ear and said, "I remembered something again, you are clearly a little bitch, a little bitch on the bed!"
"No...don't do this, please..."
Tang Peiyi's small face gradually lost its blood color, because he felt his stomach began to colic again, his face turned pale at this time, cold sweat broke out on his forehead, his eye sockets couldn't help turning red and moist, and then... a tear fell.
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