Little B Coffee Shop

The next week after the end of the sports meeting is the monthly exam. He Zhao felt that the school's decision was full of malice. It was to wait for the students to relax and then hit again. During this period of time, with the help of Liu Qing's booklet, He Zhao made progress in mathematics. , he is very grateful to Liu Qing, who is simply a bright light on the road of mathematics.

After the exam, He Zhao thanked Liu Qing and said, "Brother, you are simply a bright light in math. I think I should do well in math this time. Thanks to your math book! It's very useful, feel free to pass it on to your juniors." Let’s go, school girl! I’ll do anything for you.”

Liu Qing looked at him suspiciously at first, but later realized that his booklet had played a role, and nodded proudly and joyfully, "That's fine, it won't waste me writing so much." He Zhao thought he was comforting himself for writing It is very helpful for learning, so I agree with it with a smile.

Before school was over, the grades finally came out. As expected, He Zhao's math had improved a lot this time. He was overjoyed and thought of going home to tell his parents the good news.He said hello to Liu Qing and went home first. He was riding a bicycle on the road, and when the cold wind blew, He Chao also calmed down, and he remembered some things he hadn't noticed before; the knowledge points Liu Qing summarized were the previous paragraph. It was a coincidence that He Zhao didn't understand it at the time; and Liu Qing paid special attention to his learning effect every time. These performances made He Zhao feel a little narcissistic that Liu Qing would not have prepared it for him.

He stopped the car suddenly, feeling a strange feeling in his heart, sour.There is someone who silently helps him in this way, and puts himself in his shoes for his sake.Liu Qing has always been a cheerful and enthusiastic person, so she also has such a delicate side.But how could he feel that he would be embarrassed to ask questions? Although he was relatively slow, his skin was not so thin.What a fool!Thinking of this, he lowered his head and laughed softly.

When he got home, He Zhao still had a faint smile on his face.Ms. Qin was sitting on the sofa watching TV, and when she heard the door opening, she turned her head and asked, "What's the matter, are you so happy today?"

He Zhao lowered his head and thought for a while, "Huh? It's nothing, I just suddenly found someone interesting."

"Okay, I started talking nonsense again. The child is grown up and has his own ideas. I don't care about you, I'm going to cook." Ms. Qin pouted, stood up and went to the kitchen.He Zhao went to his room to pack his things, saw the math book on the desk, rubbed his fingers unconsciously, his eyes wandered to nowhere, and finally put it neatly on the bookshelf.Pick up your homework and start studying.

He Zhao began to pay more attention to Liu Qing, he smiled very brightly, his long eyes were bent into a line, as if the dust was infected by his laughter and jumped up;

He likes to express his feelings and write them down in words, sometimes it is a paragraph of prose essays, sometimes it is a doggerel to complain about, and He Zhao is his reader, he will also write a doggerel to reply him, obviously he is at the same table, Only a few centimeters apart, they still silently choose to communicate in this way;

His handwriting is very beautiful, very unrestrained and handsome, always has a feeling of unruly, his handwriting is like a person, He Zhao felt that this sentence was very appropriate for the first time.He slowly learned his handwriting, hoping that his writing could be as free and easy as his, and of course he finally formed his own style;

He is very popular, cheerful and comfortable, and everyone in the class can chat a few words, which makes He Zhao particularly envious;

He is good at studying, not partial to subjects, and he is considered a fighter among liberal arts students. He Zhao felt that he had a unique charm when he lowered his head and quickly answered math problems.

When he found that he was getting more and more shining points, He Zhao panicked. This state is not normal, and he looks more and more like a teenager who likes girls. He is very scared and flustered. What's going on with him?Paying too much attention to a boy will be affected by his emotions. Isn't this a little abnormal?Could he be the kind of gay that the Internet says?If it is, others will look at him like a pervert, parents will feel ashamed and disappointed in him, and Liu Qing will think he is disgusting if he finds out.

He Zhao didn't know what to do. Could it be that this was just a momentary curiosity? He comforted himself like this, but he couldn't help but pay attention to him, and he began to loathe himself. Isn't he a perverted monster?He was afraid of other people's eyes, for fear that someone would find out that he was gay; He Chao avoided Liu Qing intentionally or unintentionally, and reduced his contact with him.

"Ah Chao, what's wrong with you? Why did I offend you? Why do you keep avoiding me?" Liu Qing finally couldn't help asking.

"Well, it's okay, you're overthinking, I'm not avoiding you." He Zhao hurriedly explained, then quickly lowered his head and picked his hands.

Liu Qing glanced at him suspiciously and nodded, "That's good."

After being flustered for a while, He Zhao slowly returned to his senses. He felt that he needed to understand the homosexual group first, to see if he was bent, and then think about how to deal with it.

Back home, Mother He poked her head out of the kitchen and said, "Xiao Chao, you're back, go do your homework first, and dinner will be ready in a while." He Zhao heard his mother's words and thought of his own situation. guilt and sadness.

"Okay, I'm going into the room first." He Zhao walked into his room, closed the door, turned on the computer, paused for a moment, and entered the three words homosexuality.After pressing the Enter key, He Zhao began to browse the relevant information. He saw that homosexuality had been eliminated from the category of mental illness at the end of the last century. Some western countries also introduced relevant laws and passed the gay marriage law. People's minds gradually became more open. , more and more people are beginning to accept the inclusion of the gay community.However, this does not include our own country, where people's thinking is relatively traditional and conservative. Most people think that homosexuality is a kind of mental illness and abnormality.These people can also be excluded, isolated, and even bullied.Most of them live an unsatisfactory life, stabbed by the disappointed eyes of relatives and friends; it is difficult to find a partner, and they are afraid of being judged; The family members are forcing them to get married and carry on the family line.

When He Zhao saw these news materials, he was also a little disheartened when he was relieved that he was not crazy and that there were many people like him.The ending of these people seems to be their own miserable future. Could it be that just because they like someone of the same sex, they can't live a normal life?He was sad and afraid, but also a little unwilling.

He Zhao thought about whether he had really turned the corner on this question. It seemed that he had only had a crush on Liu Qing, a boy. Thinking of other boys, he had no interest at all. After all, he had had a vague crush on girls before.So I should just like him as a specific person, not a natural crook.

"Xiao Chao, come out quickly, it's time to eat." Mother He's voice came through the wall.

"Understood." He Zhao closed the webpage, cleared the mixed emotions in his head, pushed away the chair and went out.Father He sat on the sofa, holding his mobile phone, shaking his head while listening to the babbling opera.Mama He came out of the kitchen, saw this scene, picked up the apron and threw it on Papa He's head.

"It's awful, turn it off quickly, I'm bored when I hear it, and I'm just in my early forties, just like an old man in his seventies and eighties." Mother He said with a deep frown.

He Zhao adjusted his mentality, don't think about that issue yet.Hearing what my mother said, I looked up and smiled and said to her: "This is my father. If he doesn't live like an old man one day, I will still be afraid that he will be dropped."

Father He slapped him on the back of the head, "Stinky boy, are you looking for a beating? Just wash the dishes every day."

"No, Father, please spare me!" He Zhao begged with a bitter face.

"Why are you two talking so much nonsense, hurry up and serve the meal." Mother He shouted when she saw where they were talking.The father and son glanced at each other, and went to serve the meal resentfully.

The author has something to say:

Xiao Gong finally got the hang of it, but it's a pity that secret love is sweet and bitter, especially same-sex love.

Touch your head, don't be afraid of the ups and downs in front of you, but believe that it will be more difficult in the future.Um!

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