Little B Coffee Shop

After a gloomy morning, it finally started to rain, with heavy raindrops pouring down, He Zhao walked in the rain with the pastry in his arms.The heavy rain blurred his vision, He Zhao didn't notice anything, only Liu Qing's sad eyes were left in his mind.Even though he was prepared to lose him, when the day came, He Zhao still couldn't bear it.His love exposed to the sun will cause trouble to others and will wipe out the relationship between the two.He was sad, unwilling, and his heart was in a tearing pain.

Raindrops flowed down the ends of his hair into his clothes, mixing with the wind with a hint of coolness.He Zhao wiped his face with a wry smile, and disappeared around the corner of the street.

Ms. Qin opened the door and saw He Zhao standing there covered in water, his lips were pale and shivering.With a cry of surprise, she hurriedly pulled him into the house.He ran to the bathroom to get a towel and covered his head to dry him off from the rain.Frowning and blaming him urgently: "Are you stupid? Wouldn't you avoid it when you go out in such a heavy rain without an umbrella? Are you afraid of catching a cold after being drenched like this?"

He Zhao's pale lips muttered, "Mom... I'm sorry! I'm sorry for you!" His eyes were red, but he looked at her enduring pain and unbearable.

"What's the matter? What are you doing sorry for us? Take off your wet clothes first, and take a hot shower quickly. Don't catch a cold. We'll talk about it later." Ms. Qin frowned and pushed him into the room.

Old Mr. He just came back from the outside with his arms crossed, and he opened his umbrella to the balcony.Walking out, he looked at He Zhao standing there still wet, enduring the pain with his red eyes.While changing into warm home clothes, he walked over to them and asked them, "What's wrong with you? What happened? Hurry up and change your clothes! It's time to catch a cold!"

He Zhao clenched his hands, gritted his teeth and knelt down. Both Ms. Qin and Lao He were shocked. They didn't know where the song was coming from. They looked at each other and rushed to help him Get up and ask him: "You child, what are you doing? Kneeling down, don't make us worry!"

He Zhao's voice was trembling, he was kneeling straight, but his right hand behind his back was bruised; he opened his red eyes and said, "Dad, Mom, I'm the one who is not filial! I'm sorry for you! You are all enlightened and democratic parents. I have never hidden anything from you. But there is one thing I have been hiding for ten years and I have been suppressing it and dare not tell you. I...I like a man! I have liked it for ten years! I also thought about changing it, it’s not good, I can’t let you down. But feelings are too tormenting! I escaped, but I can’t forget him, it’s my fault!”

"Now that he has rejected me, I don't know if it is possible for me to forget him and be like an ordinary person in the future. I may start again and marry a wife and have children in the future; I may never forget him and miss him for the rest of my life. But now I really I really don’t want to hide it from you anymore. I feel very guilty when I see you making blind dates for me! I don’t ask you to bless me and support me; I just hope you don’t introduce me to someone and delay other women. Son, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" He Zhao's head hit the ground firmly, but his generous back seemed thin and trembling at this moment.

Ms. Qin and Lao He stood there stunned, unable to digest such shocking news for a while.There was a moment of suffocating silence in the living room.

It was Ms. Qin who broke the silence first. She didn't care about Mrs. Ya's posture, she squatted down suddenly, pushed He Zhao with a face full of disbelief, and asked sharply, "What are you talking about? Son, don't you Scary mom! Why do you like men? Didn't you hand in

girlfriend?You tell me, you are fine!ah? "

Lao He was also silent for a while, staring at He Zhao with a sullen face.

He Zhao's face hidden under his arms was already full of tears, he bit his mouth hard, weeping silently, bearing his mother's painful and heavy slap.When Ms. Qin saw He Zhao's reaction, her heart sank.She is an open-minded mother, but she never thought that her sensible and well-behaved son was actually gay. She couldn't accept it, which completely subverted her ethical concepts.She wept loudly and slapped He Zhao hard.

Lao He, who was always cheerful, also knelt down and put his arms around his grieving wife.He said angrily to He Zhao, "Look up! Do you know what you are doing? Your mother and I sent you to school and received a good education. Did you learn these things? Are you Put a knife in the hearts of your parents! It is only natural for men and women to marry. How can you like men?! You are sick and shameless. How do you let others see our family? Others will point at you, It will discriminate against you, how can you gain a foothold in society!"

He Zhao looked at his parents, who were no longer young, full of disappointment and grief, and felt like a knife in his heart.He loves and respects his parents very much, but now, he has let them down and sad. No one knows how scared and sad he is.But since he said it, he had to make it clear that he couldn't let future events cause them a second harm.

He said in a hoarse voice: "Mom and Dad, I let you down, but can you listen to me first? I know that you can't accept my things for a while, but I just like someone! It doesn't matter gender, I just I like him! I don’t like other men, it’s just him. I’ve thought it through. I know you’re worried that I won’t have a family, and I won’t even have a pensioner. I plan to adopt a child in the future, and I’ll take care of myself Raise him and let him honor you; you are worried that I will be judged by others, but now everyone’s minds are more open, homosexuality is not crazy, and many people can treat it peacefully. But the person I like doesn’t like me , It’s useless to say so much. All of this is on the premise that I can’t change my mind. I’ve thought about the future, but I can’t lie to you anymore.”

Ms. Qin struggled to stand up straight, and asked him crying, shaking her fingers: "Who is that man? Who made my good son disregard human ethics and become like this?"

He Zhao fell silent. He didn't want his mother to misunderstand Liu Qing, so he raised his head and explained, "Mom, no matter what happened to him, it's because I like him. He never knew it. And he doesn't like men either."

Ms. Qin opened her eyes and shouted, "I ask who are you?!"

He Zhao closed his eyes, "Liu Qing."

"I knew it, I knew it was him. Except for Zhu Han and Xiao Zhao, you had the most relationship with him. I said you ran up and down when your mother passed away. I didn't expect you to have such thoughts! "She murmured, covering her face and leaning in her husband's arms, tears rolling down.

He Zhao hurried to support her, wiping her tears anxiously and sadly.She was thrown away with one hand, stared blankly for a moment, then smiled wryly and knelt back to the original place with his head lowered.Lao He sighed, and slowly comforted his wife's head.He turned his head to look at He Zhao, waved his hand and said.

"You go first, don't appear in front of your mother."

He Zhao suddenly raised his head to look at him, then looked at his crying mother, knowing that he should leave, the tears couldn't help rolling down again and again.His eyes were red, and there were deep bloodshot nail marks on his palms.Standing up and limping towards the door, he glanced back at his parents before opening the door.Eyes full of apology and pain, the index finger that was holding on to the door frame moved, and seeing that the two of them didn't look at him, it hung down again.He Zhao choked up and said, "Mom and Dad, please pay attention to your health, I... I'm leaving first. I'm sorry..." He turned around, closed the door and left.