Little B Coffee Shop

Liu Qing called He Zhao several times at night, but no one answered. He was worried at first, but after receiving Xiaoan's call, he rushed over immediately.When he walked into the private room, he saw He Zhao lying on the sofa with a pale face. He didn't know why He Zhao drank so much wine, which made him feel so uncomfortable.He didn't want to ask too many questions, and after greeting He Zhao's colleagues, he lowered his body, put his arms on his shoulders, helped him up and staggered away.

He Zhao kept his eyes closed and leaned against Liu Qing's shoulder, as if a hand was clenched and stirred in his stomach.He frowned, and his mind was very confused. For a while, Liu Qing looked at the girl who couldn't see her face with a gentle smile on his face;The double torment both physically and mentally caused He Zhao to have a splitting headache and was extremely uncomfortable.

Unable to bear it anymore, He Zhao pushed away the people around him, ran to the side of the road and supported a tree, and began to vomit.Liu Qing hurriedly followed and patted He Zhao's back lightly.His crooked smiling eyes were full of worry and anger, and the words of complaining and worry became soft,

"What's the matter, why are you drinking so much? How dare you drink so much with such a small amount of alcohol? You're not the one who suffers!" As he spoke, he took out a paper and handed it to He Zhao.He looked around to see if there was any place selling water, and after making sure he could lean against a tree, he ran to the convenience store to buy a bottle of water, and asked He Zhao to drink it to rinse his mouth when he came back.

It was only after He Zhao drank water that he relieved the discomfort in his stomach. He opened his eyes and looked at Liu Qing. The vomit just now made his eyes watery and sparkling, and he looked a lot more innocent.He saw that Liu Qing didn't react, wasn't he meeting the girl he introduced?How could it appear in front of his eyes? This is a dream, right?It was he who was bewildered.It’s not easy to see his Xiao Yi in the dream, some words that have been suppressed for a long time, things that I dare not do can finally be released

He Zhao blinked and laughed, melting the indifference on his face.He held Liu Qing's hand.Muttering: "Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi, you're here? That's great! It's a dream, it's fine."

Liu Qing was still wondering what He Zhao said, and wanted to pull out his hand first, but he didn't expect He Zhao to hug him tightly in the next second, making him a little out of breath, and he struggled slightly.But what He Zhao said immediately made him freeze up.

"I can finally say it. I have been suppressed for so many years, and I can't breathe. Xiaoyi, I never imagined that I would love someone so persistently, miss him, pay attention to him, and worry about him for 10 years of my life. He has become a habit in life. I will think of him because of an item or a dish. I will worry that if I get too close, he will find my mind; I am even more afraid that I will not be able to see him if I am too far away. He is so good, like Like the sun, he is upright and kind, gentle and delicate. I am just a moth, no matter how painful my heart is, I want to be close to him."

"But now he wants to have his own life, a lover, a family and children. A person like me with bad intentions should and cannot stay with him anymore. I am not reconciled. I tried to escape once. , but when we meet again, how long has it passed, will I run away in embarrassment? This world, this norm does not allow a heterogeneous like me to be happy. More importantly, if you know that I have such thoughts for you , must be disgusting and scared, right? We will never be friends again, and the good memories of the past will be dusted, making you disgusted. So I can’t say anything, I can’t do anything, I can only slowly fade away from you I know all of this. But it really hurts me! Little Yi!" He Zhao hugged Liu Qing tightly, whispering in his ear with a trembling voice.

Liu Qing seemed to be struck by lightning, and looked ahead dully.He Zhao's words completely tore away the veil of their ten-year friendship.Liu Qing's mind went blank for a few minutes.His best brother used to like him for ten years, and there was no news about him because he found feelings that were difficult to be accepted by the world.

He was shocked, flustered, but not disgusted.It's just that Liu Qing didn't realize it at this time. The worldview and emotional outlook that have been formed for more than 20 years have received serious shocks.He knows that this kind of relationship is abnormal and not accepted by the mainstream. This kind of relationship has no future.The prejudices of the world, the opposition and disappointment of parents are all obstacles that lie between the two men.

No, he is destined to reject He Zhao.If he hadn't come to pick He Zhao up today, and He Zhao hadn't expressed his feelings unexpectedly, they could still be best friends.No, you can't!He Zhao would leave him, he hid in a place he couldn't see and learned to forget, forget those precious memories.

Liu Qing was in a mess. He didn't want to lose this friend again, but he couldn't be selfish and pretend nothing happened, so that He Chao endured the pain to watch him marry a wife and have children.He knew that the most correct way was for the two of them to separate, so that He Zhao could gradually forget himself, and he didn't have to worry about the invisibility caught between them; but how could all this be so simple?How can the relationship of more than ten years be given up so easily.He Zhao is in pain, and he will be in pain too.Liu Qing closed his sore eyes, leaned against He Zhao's arms and said nothing.

Surrounded by a lively street market, the neon lights are shining all over the sky, covering the faint starlight; pedestrians coming and going are chatting and laughing happily, mixed with the sound of car horns.The weather in June was already quite hot, and even the night wind was sultry, but Liu Qing felt very cold, and it was so cold in his heart.He Zhao was still lying on his shoulders, his warm breath hitting his neck; he was half kneeling on the ground, feeling extremely heavy on his shoulders.After an unknown amount of time, Liu Qing sighed, his breathing trembling.He supported He Zhao to stand up, and the two walked forward slowly with their backs bent, silent.

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Finally confessed, Sahua!