Are there any straight men in your neighborhood?

1.

The first time in my memory I saw Brother Gu Jian was when I was six years old.

He was eight years old at the time, and it was a rare trip back to City G with his aunt.

At that time, I had just walked downstairs to my house with my schoolbag on my back, and I happened to see Brother Gu Jian open the car door and jump out.

I saw that he had a strange face and good looks, so I took a few more glances.

Brother Gu Jian found me staring at him, so he gave me a fierce look.

I was scared to cry by him.

2.

In fact, brother Gu Jian is a very gentle person.

Later he knew who I was, so he wiped my tears and gave me sweets.

He said, I thought someone's little sister was so beautiful, but it turned out to be from the uncle's house.

I cried more fiercely, who is the little sister.

3.

When I was a child, I was raised by my mother as a daughter.

Wear a small shofar braid and wear a small skirt.

Even the name my mother wanted to name me at first was "Chen Xu", but my father stopped it later.

I don't know if it's because of this, but until junior high school, I was said to be a sissy.

4.

I know that my mother has always hoped to have a daughter and marry brother Gu Jian.

But brother Gu Jian probably doesn't remember me.

He went to S City with his mother when he was very young, and never came back.

I met him just once.

5.

But Brother Gu Jian often appears in my life.

My mother really likes brother Gu Jian too much.

There is a photo album at home dedicated to the photos of Brother Gu Jian, and I can kind of watch Brother Gu Jian grow up bit by bit.

Brother Gu Jian told me that he got the first place in the exam, told me that brother Gu Jian won the prize in the competition, and told me that brother Gu Jian passed the tenth grade in piano.

... Brother Gu Jian also told me when he came out.

6.

Then I came out too, and my mom was so happy.

Whoops... what a family.

7.

I discovered my orientation in high school.

I have never had any feelings for girls since I was a child. Maybe part of the reason is that I was raised as a girl since I was a child, so I always feel that girls are the same kind.

But I am not a mother!This is different!

When we were in high school, everyone grew up one after another, and I found that I was more interested in tough boys.

It may be that there is something in them that I was missing when I was a child.

8.

Later, I often played basketball with them, and I also had a little thin muscle on my body.

You can also vaguely see the abdominal muscles.

But it doesn't stop there.

9.

A while ago, I heard from my dad that brother Gu Jian had returned to City G, so my mom hurriedly told me to go and play with him.

I don't think so. Although the relationship between the parents is good, we are not familiar with each other.

But my mother made a phone call to my aunt.

Only then did my aunt know that I like boys...

And also... very happy.

I'm kind of... um... don't know how to put it.

Auntie said that brother Gu Jian used my father's courier company to send his luggage, so I can go and meet him by the way.

I thought about it and said yes.

Well, okay.

10.

After I met Gu Jian brother, I realized that everyone I liked had his shadow.

He looks much better than in the photo.

I was tempted at a glance.

Brother Gu Jian still looked at me a little bit fiercely, similar to when I was six years old.

When I signed the form for him, my hands were shaking, and he was still smiling.

"What are you afraid of, I won't eat you again."

I...that was the psychological shadow of my childhood!

And my hands are shaking because your box is too heavy, okay?

11.

I dare not tell him who I am.

I'm afraid he won't remember me.

12.

When I got home, my mother asked me how I was doing, and I said I had to think about it.

13.

I think it over.

14.

I called Brother Gu Jian, but I was still very nervous.

Brother Gu Jian's voice is really nice, very low, not at all like mine.

I was still afraid that he would not want it, so I told him not to force it.

He said, "Chen Xu?"

He remembers me!

15.

He doesn't remember me at all, big liar.

When we met, he was still pretending, saying that he remembered, and he often played together when he was young.

He doesn't remember at all!

It was all told by his uncle on the spur of the moment!

16.

I was very angry and told him that the only time we met was when he was eight years old. He scared me to tears and called me a little sister!

In the end, I didn't expect Brother Gu Jian to remember this incident.

He smiled very nicely, and said that he never thought that the good-looking little sister back then was actually me.

He always remembers it.

He also said that it was a pity that he didn't see the little sister when he went back later.

It's a pity.

If only we hadn't moved by then.

17.

But it's not too late to meet again.

After getting acquainted with him, I realized that brother Gu Jian was actually very naughty. He said that he wanted to tease me the day I delivered him a courier.

I wasn't afraid of him anymore, and asked him why he didn't flirt.

He didn't answer, but still kissed me.

Humph.

18.

I really like brother Gu Jian.

He can play the piano and sing.

He will also sing while playing the piano, and say that he likes me.

19.

Then I mustered up the courage for the first time and knocked on the door of brother Gu Jian's house.

I was so nervous, I came to send myself off, but I don't know if he will accept it or not.

Brother Gu Jian opened the door, pointing at the packed luggage behind him with a look of surprise.

"Why are you here? Hey, I wanted to send me to you just now."

20.

I don't care, I came first anyway.