On how to pursue a Buddhist teacher

Xu Baibi is a person who, to put it bluntly, is stable and delicate, but to put it bluntly, he is dull and has deep thoughts. No matter how unhappy he is in his heart, his face does not show dew, and he can put on a gentleman to anyone he hates. Fang look.

So Qi Liang always felt that Xu Baibi still didn't like him, which directly caused him to feel a little uncomfortable even seeing Xu Wang.After all, there is no teacher who sees students like him, and the first thing that comes to mind is "tsk, your second uncle is still waiting to see me."

This kind of behavior is purely to make yourself unhappy.

Teacher Qi thinks that he is not the kind of person who is easy to give up and clings to old things, so he simply avoids Xu Wang.

Out of sight, out of mind.

Early in the morning, Xu Wang ran to school with his schoolbag in one hand and early in the other. He sprinted into the school one second before the bell rang. Walking over, Xu Wang was so frightened that he shuddered all over, and ran without reflex, when he saw the head teacher suddenly turned around sharply the moment he looked over, and walked in another direction without looking back.

Xu Wang arrived in the classroom, put down his schoolbag, and looked thoughtfully at the blackboard.

"I feel like the head teacher is avoiding me"

"Did he do something to apologize to me?"

"Could it be that day, he was reported to the school?"

Xu Wang was very worried, and he was worried for several classes, for fear that he would be suddenly notified on the radio to go to the Academic Affairs Office.

Unexpectedly, Ge Xunyu's name was heard on the radio first.

Xu Wang was lying on the table to sleep, and buried his head tightly in the test papers handed down from the front row. When the radio rang, he jumped up in a jerk.

What happened that night came out, and the talkative homeroom teacher was really unreliable, probably because he was guilty of hiding from me.Several thoughts flashed through his mind quickly.

After more than ten seconds, he realized that his name was not on the broadcast.

What happened?

The class bell rang, and Xu Wang passed by the Chinese teacher holding the textbook, who shouted, "Class is over, where are you going, Xu Wang?"

There was no one in the teaching office, and the teacher next door told him that Qi Liang took Ge Xunyu to the hospital.

The hospital issued another critical illness notice to Grandpa Ge.

Ge Xunyu was sitting outside the operating room, and the child didn't cry. Obviously, this was not the first time he had encountered such a thing.

Qi Liang stood quietly by the side and watched for a while, remembering that he was sorting out materials in the teaching office just now,

Ge Xunyu pushed the door in, blushing and sweating profusely. As soon as he saw the face of their homeroom teacher, he asked, "Is my grandpa ill again?"

Some children have experienced more suffering than others since they were young, and they are also more sensible than others.

Xu Wang lost his parents when he was ten years old and lived with his second uncle. Ge Xunyu lost his parents at birth and was brought up by his grandfather.

When the sky fell, Xu Wang was still blocked by Xu Baibi, but Ge Xunyu could only rely on himself.

Qi Liang sighed and walked out.

Opposite the emergency room is the inpatient area. The garden in the middle is lush and thriving. There are many patients in wheelchairs basking in the sun. Under the noon sun, everyone looks rosy, healthy and full of vitality. There is a wall between them, and they are staring at each other.

Qi Liang squinted his eyes, and stretched out his hand to block the sun. At this moment, memory and reality overlapped. In the military hospital, he was standing outside like this, under the hopeful noon sun, waiting for a bad news.

This time, Qi Liang waited for a brat to come first, and he reached out to stop Xu Wang.

The boy was anxious and looked at him impatiently,

"I'll take you in," Qi Liang said.

Xu Wang was stunned for a moment, and then obediently followed the head teacher who didn't play cards according to common sense.

He didn't speak, just sat quietly next to Ge Xunyu, as if this could give his good friend a little strength.

It's also strange that Ge Xunyu is so hardworking and serious that any teacher would praise a sensible child, but he has become friends with a bastard like Xu Wang, and he is still so determined and stabbed at both sides.

They were two people who had no similarities at all, but they didn't know where the line of fate suddenly turned, forcibly intersecting an overlapping section of their lives.

The sun is at its brightest at three or four in the afternoon, and then it begins to fade away. A small red cloud spreads across the sky, and it smudges silently like dripping ink. This blood red is inexplicably shocking. The street lights were turned on, and the lights in the inpatient department were all turned on, and the red cloud completely faded away, leaving a thick black.

At eight o'clock, the door of the operating room opened.

The person was sent back to the intensive care unit, and was reborn after another disaster.

After tossing and tossing so many times, the old man still breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't know if he was thinking about his grandson who was not yet an adult. It was a pity that he was powerless and could only linger on the white hospital bed.

How long can we go on, one week, half a month, 20 days, everyone knows how long this day is not long, but you will never be ready.

People are born to die. Sitting in the corridor, Qi Liang suddenly remembered this sentence. He stood up, shook off the smell of disinfectant on his body, glanced at the two silent children, and rubbed his hands in annoyance. He rubbed his eyebrows.

"Xu Wang, you go home first, I will accompany you here"

"I do not"

This is someone who is used to it, why is it so disobedient.

Qi Liang turned a corner, hid in the window, turned on the phone, the top of the address book was the newly added contact, he looked at it silently for a while, couldn't remember how he found this number on the phone card by accident, and then Still survived.

After the ringing rang for a long time, he stopped. He stared at the phone for a moment, then dialed it again.

This time it will be connected soon,

"Hello" The other party seemed to be in a very noisy place, and harsh electronic music sounded through the receiver.

"I'm Qi Liang, something happened, can you come and take Xu Wang home?"

Not long after, Xu Baibi drove over.

Ge Xunyu, who had been silent all this time, had red eye circles when he saw him.

Xu Baibi walked over, took the child into his arms, and gently covered his eyes

"do not be afraid"

Then he let go of Ge Xunyu, and nodded to Qi Liang sideways, "Mr. Qi, can I talk to you alone for a while?"

Qi Liang walked behind him, faintly smelling the alcohol on his body, and couldn't help feeling a little dazed.

This person has really changed a lot compared to before.

Ten years ago, Qi Liang would never have imagined that Xu Baibi, who does not eat fireworks in the world, would comfort others so gently and be tainted with alcohol.

After years of separation, he was still used to seeing the other party as that unsocial, withdrawn, and aloof transfer student who needed him to accommodate and curry favor.

"Teacher Qi, I have an unfeeling request." Xu Baibi frowned slightly, as if hesitating

"According to the logic, I shouldn't bother you like this, but I have an important meeting tomorrow and I need to go on a business trip, and I won't be back until Thursday"

"These two days, can I trouble you to take care of Xun Yu?"

His beautiful face looked too pale under the white light of the hospital corridor, his eyelashes drooped to cover the emotions in his eyes, and he seemed helpless and tired.

Qi Liang's heart skipped a beat, and he asked by chance, "You have a good relationship with the Ge family?"

He saw Xu Baibi pull up the corners of his mouth and smiled, "It's just people who have fallen into the world."

Qi Liang opened his mouth to say something, but Xu Baibi said, "Teacher Qi is troublesome."

He had no choice but to swallow that sentence back to his stomach, and nodded, "Being a good example to others is not a bother."

He originally wanted to ask, have you had a hard time these years, and what happened to the Xu family.However, when the words came to his lips, he couldn't utter a single word.

Caring so many years late will only embarrass each other.

Invisibly, the past has become a taboo topic, and both of them skip over it lightly, pretending to live in peace.

Qi Liang turned his head slightly, and he could see the side face of the person next to him. There was a thick patch of blue under his eyes, which made him look tired and listless. Looking down, it was a black slender tie, straight The dark blue shirt is meticulous and fits the waist properly. It can be seen that even with this lack of sleep, he has not treated the outside in a perfunctory manner.

The faint scent of wine seemed to pass through, Qi Liang couldn't help thinking, what kind of occasion would require such a lot of trouble and strict treatment.

In the past ten years, Qi Liang has missed Xu Baibi. Speaking carefully, Xu Baibi is his first and only confidant. Before middle school, Qi Liang only hang out with Zhang Baizhou, but Zhang Baizhou and those second-generation ancestors are not considered. Confidant, Zhang Baizhou is a buddy, those second-generation ancestors can only be regarded as drinking and meat friends, after middle school, Qi Liang went to the military academy, and since then, in the training that has been complaining every day, there are only comrades in arms.

At first, Qi Liang remembered that Xu Baibi still had the resentment of a young man, and when he was in a bad mood, he would pull him out and hate him, and attribute all the unsatisfactory things in life to him. After a long time, Qi Liang realized that When it comes to longing, in the daily training from morning to night, he is so busy that he has no time to look up at the bright moon and bow his head to think about his hometown, but he is always distracted and thinks of the other party.

Looking back at the huge conflict at the time, it seemed ridiculous and boring, but it was a pity that the mountains and rivers were far away, and the contact was completely severed. The desolate Northwest did not give him a chance to rebuild the old relationship with the other party, not to mention the inexplicable self-esteem of the teenager.

Qi Liang pushed Xu Baibi's arm,

"Go back and rest first, I'll just stay here"

"Didn't you say that you have to go on a business trip tomorrow, go back and rest first?"

"Just sleep on the plane tomorrow," Xu Baibi said hoarsely.

Qi Liang couldn't stand his sluggish look, and felt that he really had no position to persuade him, so he had no choice but to hold back his unhappiness.