On how to pursue a Buddhist teacher

Xu Baibi's way of hospitality has always been excellent, even if an uninvited guest comes, he can still have tea and snacks, and entertain him very appropriately.

But today, for some reason, he seemed to be very absent-minded, looking at his phone every few minutes, frowning tightly, with a serious expression, as if he was waiting for some important news.

Ge Fang: "Is there anything important for you?" She originally felt guilty, but she was even more cautious when she saw this.

Xu Baibi raised his eyelids and glanced at her, sighed, and turned the phone down, "It's nothing, just talk about it if you have something to say."

Ge Fang: "I'm fine." She hesitated for a moment, took out a box from her bag, put it on the table, and pushed it in front of Xu Baibi.

"I'm here to give you this back."

Xu Baibi glanced down, but didn't open it.He knew what was inside, the jade pendant handed down by the Xu family, every new daughter-in-law would get this pendant from her mother-in-law when she married in, it was a status symbol.

When Xu Wang's mother was alive, she regarded this pendant as a treasure, and she hid it in a jewelry box every day and was reluctant to wear it. However, within three months of her death, this pendant was hung around someone else's neck. He and others have left, and now they appear in front of Xu Baibi again after going round and round.

Xu Baibi: "You don't want it anymore?" He looked up at the other party, "I thought you liked this pendant very much."

His words had no other meaning at first, but it was very harsh to Ge Fang's ears. She turned pale all of a sudden, and forced a smile, "I know you blame me."

"You are fighting for your brother." She reached out to open the box, and inside was a platinum necklace, a very old-fashioned style, which is no longer popular now, but it was the most popular back then. The drop-shaped pendant was worn on the chain, The lines are smooth and the color is warm, which looks good even today.

I remembered that she was really happy when she received this gift. The little girl fell in love with a married man, kept it from everyone, and was careful every day, knowing that her happiness was stolen. She is also a well-educated college student. I can't see the light of this unlucky love, I know that I am a shameless third party, and I am suffering from inner self-condemnation every day.

"I really loved your brother so much at that time." The little girl fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, and she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love. I don't hesitate.

Secretly loving and being loved, the time spent together is stolen from other places, so I feel extremely happy, and I refuse to waste a single minute.Until Xu Wang's mother passed away due to illness, she felt at that time that the clouds would open and the moon would be bright. When she received the pendant, she was even more ecstatic, so she pestered Xu Liangchen and immediately took her to match a necklace to match it. This pendant, I can't wait to wear it every day to let everyone know that it is Xu Liangchen's token of love for her.

But in fact, she didn't dare to tell anyone, she could only guard this love and hide in the corner alone, until she was accidentally smashed by Xu Baibi.

Ge Fang stroked the pendant, her face full of nostalgia.Her best girlhood was given to the man who gave her the jade pendant. Later, she met many people and received countless jewelry, but she never gave such strong feelings again.

Xu Baibi: "You can keep it."

Ge Fang woke up from the memory, and smiled hastily at Xu Baibi, "I'd better give it back to you."

"The last time we met, I should have given it back to you."

Xu Baibi: "Do you think you deserve it?"

A trace of embarrassment appeared on Ge Fang's face, only to hear Xu Baibi say, "I thought you guys love so much that you will not hesitate to be tolerated by the world."

"You left with this pendant when the person was gone. I thought you wanted to keep it in mind, but now you start to feel that the pendant is hot?"

What he said was really merciless, Ge Fang stood up in embarrassment, packed her bag, turned around and was about to leave.

I saw her turn her back, but stopped to say a word,

"Xiaobai, I didn't realize until later that nothing lasts forever in this world, and no matter how deep a relationship is, there will be a time when it fades away."

"I don't love him as much as I imagined, but this discovery came a bit late."

After saying this, she left in a hurry, her steps were fast, as if there was a scourge chasing after her,

Xu Baibi put away the box on the table and stared at Ge Fang's back. He knew that the other party would never come again. She came today to make a break and return the pendant. From then on, she would never owe Xu Liang Shen any more. that's it.

It's a pity that Xu Liangshen is living underground, and has long since lost the right to speak out for himself. No matter what kind of love he once embraced, this relationship, many years after his death, and under the witness of Xu Baibi, has finally been expressed in this way. It ended hastily.

Xu Baibi and Xu Liangchen had no relationship basis. Originally, this matter had nothing to do with him, but it just happened to happen so coincidentally that it hit his heart.

No matter how deep the feelings are, there will be times when they fade away.

He has been good at everything since he was a child. If he wants to study hard, he can get the first place in the school. If he wants to protect others, he can get a seventh-degree black belt in jujitsu. It's the same when he is an adult, interpersonal communication, business management, what does he do? Everything is handy, but the only thing he is not sure about is the human heart.

He can guarantee that he will not change, but Qi Liang, he really has no confidence.

He was carrying the amulet, did he also want to return it to him?

Things hurt their kind, and Xu Baibi fell into strong self-doubt before he had time to share some sympathy with his not-so-close brother.

He had been so happy last night that he was even more miserable now.

The phone vibrated on the table, and upon opening it, Qi Liang sent a red envelope.

Xu Baibi's face sank like water, and he turned off the chat interface without saying a word.

The red envelope was sent out at the wrong time, but Qi Liang didn't know anything about it, he spent the whole Sunday sobering up, his mind was muddled, half asleep and half awake, he spent the whole day like a walking dead.

It wasn't until the next day, after 24 hours, that the red envelope was not received and automatically returned to his wallet, and Teacher Qi realized that something was wrong.

He subconsciously felt that Xu Baibi was angry, but he really couldn't figure out what kind of anger the other party was for nothing.

According to Qi Liang's experience of coaxing Xu Baibi many years ago, blindly apologizing at this time would only be counterproductive. He racked his brains and pondered for a long time in the office, and finally decided to go to Xu Wang.

Teacher Qi stood at the back door of the classroom and asked shamelessly, "What's wrong with your second uncle?"

Xu Wang looked puzzled, "It's nothing."

Teacher Qi looked at him resentfully, feeling that this brat could not help at all, so he waved his hand, "Sit back and read." At the same time, he decided to take a trip by himself after get off work.

At seven o'clock in the evening, it was still dark, and the old-fashioned street lamps on the side of Ruyi Street had begun to light up one by one. Teacher Qi stepped on the bicycle with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and rode unsteadily to the front of Baibifang. Hanging a plastic bag, inside are two pancakes.

There were customers in the store, and Xu Baibi was greeting him, so he didn't notice Qi Liang's arrival.

This is an old couple over seventy years old. The old man said that it will be their golden wedding anniversary in two days.

"When we got married, the only betrothal gift was a jade bracelet from your Xu's Jade. Later, the bracelet was accidentally broken. Now that we have a golden wedding, I just want to buy another one from you."

Boss Xu showed the old couple all the bracelets in the store,

Wearing presbyopic glasses, the old man looked at the past one by one, and finally looked up regretfully and asked, "Is there nothing else?"

It seems that there is probably no one that is the same as the one back then.

Qi Liang walked into the store carrying a bag of pancakes, and suddenly interjected, "You don't like so many beautiful bracelets?"

The old man looked regretful, "I just want to find the same bracelet as when I was hired."

Qi Liang: "Do you still remember what that bracelet looked like?"

The old man took out his mobile phone, "I have photos here."

Qi Liang took the phone, looked at it for a while, and said with a smile: "As long as you have a photo, leave your contact information here, and I will help you find it. If I find it, I will contact you." As he said, he sent the photo to his phone superior.

The old man kept thanking him and left. Qi Liang looked at Xu Baibi with a smile, "Do you want to give me some bonus if the business is done?"

Xu Baibi looked at him coldly, and smiled when he heard the words, "The old man is going to celebrate the golden wedding, and the anniversary is just two days away."

Teacher Qi was dumbfounded, "So rushing? Then I'm talking big, hey, why didn't you stop me."

Xu Baibi sighed, "Before I had time to interject, you blow the bull out of me."

Qi Liang thought for a while, stuffed a piece of pancake fruit into Xu Baibi's hand, sat down on the stool in the shop, took a bite of the pancake in his hand, and said vaguely:

"Don't worry, it doesn't matter whether you can find the bracelet or not. The things are just an addition. The most important thing is the people. As long as the people standing next to you are the same, that's enough."

He picked up Xu Baibi's teacup, swallowed the pancake with a mouthful of Mingqian Longjing, raised his head and showed Xu Baibi a sly smile,

"You're right, Boss Xu."

After finishing speaking, he sighed self-consciously, "Golden wedding, how many years was it, 50 years or 60 years, we spent most of our lives together."

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Note: No matter how deep love is, there will be times when we get bored. —— "Gone with the Wind" Rhett Brad