"Tuk-tuk" Peter knocked on the door and walked into the study.

Sheng Xiuhe still didn't take his eyes off the document, "What's the matter."

Peter paused, and said: "The major brands have launched this season's new models, and as usual, they sent Mr. Xiao Jin's..."

"Should I come as usual or send it to Jin's family?" Peter didn't ask this sentence, but it was enough for Shengxiu and comprehension.

Sheng Xiu and Wen Yan stopped the movement of their hands, but quickly resumed, "As usual."

Peter nodded, quietly backed out, and thoughtfully closed the door.

With a "click", the door was locked.

Sheng Xiuhe put down the pen in his hand, and suddenly lost the mood to read the document.

It's been almost three months.

Three months is too long, enough for the world to go from green to yellow and then white.

Three months is not long enough for him to forget someone, but it is enough for him to think about things over and over again so clearly that there is no room for him to deceive himself.

Sheng Xiuhe is nearly 30 years old. He is not an adolescent who is impulsive and emotional. He thinks he is calm and rational enough to restrain his emotions to make the choice that is most beneficial to him. Just like the nemesis tailor-made for him by fate to play tricks on him, he can always easily find a gap, directly hit his most emotional point through reason, easily provoke his emotions to overwhelm his reason, and make unlawful actions. His ideal template for behavior.

For example, after something like that happened, his rationality told him that even if they had no blood relationship, as long as they had the status of uncle and nephew, he should try to draw a clear line with Jin Nan, so that Jin Nan and him would be treated equally. good.

But because the other party was Jin Nan, he couldn't do it, and he was reluctant.

Even if he suffered from frequent insomnia because of worrying about Jin Nan's mental state, he couldn't bear it.

Sheng Xiuhe is sometimes surprised why he is so special to Jin Nan, he knows his own temperament, it is not that there are no juniors in his own family, but no junior has received [-]% of Sheng Xiuhe's attention to Jin Nan.His kindness to Jin Nan exceeded his expectations.

Later, when Sheng Xiuhe traced back to the time when he and Jin Nan first met, he realized that he had been wrong from the very beginning.

How powerful are first impressions?

Don't know, but definitely subconsciously affects one's sense of another.

Sheng Xiuhe remembered that when he met Jin Nan for the first time, he didn't know the relationship between Jin Nan and himself. At this time, Jin Nan was a strange boy to him.Jin Nan has a special attraction to Sheng Xiuhe, which makes Sheng Xiuhe have a good impression of Jin Nan. His first impression of Jin Nan is that this beautiful boy is very interesting, and he likes it very much.It's hard to say whether his affection for Jin Nan at that time was the affection of homosexuals for the same sex or the affection of adults for cute children.

At that time, Jin Nan was seventeen or eighteen years old, and he could barely be said to have these two identities, but he didn't think much about it.

He has always had a good impression of Jin Nan, and he can't help being nice to him when he has a good impression. In the next relationship, he will naturally realize the difference between him and Jin Nan, so he began to find a reason for this good impression.

Favor is not liking, it will not speed up the heartbeat, it will only increase attention, so favor is often not easy to define.At this time, he already knew the relationship between Jin Nan and himself, he was his junior, so he naturally understood this kind of affection as his love for the junior.

But he neglected that he and Jin Nan treated each other as strangers when they first met, and removed the condition that "Jin Nan, who is seventeen or eighteen years old, can barely be regarded as a child", in fact, this established the initial basis of their attraction. The shape is biased towards the subtle attraction among unfamiliar adults.

Too bad he didn't realize it at the time.

He is not that kind of hypocrite, since he defined this kind of goodwill as the love of the elders for the juniors, he would not have any other ideas, and diligently played the role of Jin Nan's elders, and attributed all the good feelings for Jin Nan to the elders preference for juniors.

So, maybe his feelings for Jin Nan have been wrongly defined.

In fact, if this state has been maintained, he may not be aware of it himself, but when this kinship pattern is broken by Yi Yeqing, it is impossible to restore the kinship pattern.

There are only two choices he faces, one is to completely draw a line with Jin Nan; the other is to let Jin Nan change his identity and become... a lover.

And three months told him that he could only choose the second option.

He has made a choice, but has no way to act.

He is waiting for Jin Nan to make a choice.Is it the same as yourself or runs counter to it.

Sheng Xiuhe has always been used to being in control, but at this time, he can only passively wait for the result.

He knew what he would face if he were to embark on this path. Sexuality, age, their relationship and even public opinion would become issues.It's not a good path to go down the straight line with him.Sheng Xiuhe selfishly hopes that Jin Nan will step up, but rationally hopes that Jin Nan will leave him.

So even though he knew where Jin Nan was now, he didn't go looking for him.

He was worried about Jin Nan's mental state, and he was afraid that this accident would aggravate his condition.

He was afraid that going to Jin Nan would put pressure on Jin Nan, so he didn't want to force him to make a choice.

He gave Jin Nan complete respect.

While looking for someone to watch Jin Nan's movements, he was worried and couldn't sleep at night.

After three months like this, there is still no movement from Jin Nan, and he has even prepared for the worst.

Since Jin Nan made up his mind, he used two months to formulate a detailed and careful plan: "Uncle Bingshan Falls in Love with Me" Plan No. [-].

Jin Nan has a domineering temper, and he will never let go of his prey, let alone Sheng Xiuhe.

He consulted the information he looked up, and combined with Sheng Xiuhe's personality, this plan summed up such messy tricks as rape, bitter tricks, boiling frogs in warm water, and so on.

But Jin Nan didn't plan to use them either, these are just for reference.

He has a plan.

After he had thought it all over, he fainted in front of Sheng Xiuhe's eyes. If Sheng Xiuhe hugged him personally, it meant that he still cared about him and hated him, so he would operate according to the specific situation.

If Sheng Xiuhe lets Peter hug him, it means that Sheng Xiuhe doesn't care about him as much as before, and it will take a lot of effort.

If Sheng Xiuhe asked the bodyguards to take him to the hospital, it basically meant that Sheng Xiuhe really gave up on him.

In fact, Jin Nan had already thought up the plan, but when he thought of the latter two possibilities, Jin Nan felt a pain like a needle prick in his heart. He was afraid that he would burst out of Peter/bodyguard's arms and hurt others, although he might be the one The one that got hurt.

Jin Nan even has a plan b, if the situation is not right, he will pretend to have amnesia, which is the kind of selective amnesia, pretending that the memory stays on the night before the anniversary celebration.

Although Jin Nan made such a thorough plan, he had no chance to implement it.

He is sick.

Jin Nan lived in the Tropic of Cancer for three months, completely forgetting that it is already a snowy winter in Springfield.No wonder he was sloppy, he had been wearing books for less than a year, hadn't experienced the winter in Springfield City, and didn't know that the winter in Springfield City was different from the city he was in in his previous life.

Jin Nan was wearing a long-sleeved sweater and slacks, carrying a schoolbag, and got off the plane without even a jacket.

Jin Nan was dumbfounded when he saw that the people on the plane who were dressed up like him had all changed into coats.

The temperature on the plane was suitable, but Jin Nan was shocked by the alternating hot and cold wind when he got off the plane, and his whole body was frozen through in an instant.

Fortunately, it was still warm in the hall, Jin Nan warmed up for a while before going out, was frozen to the side again, stopped a taxi, went up shivering for a while before warming up.

Jin Nan didn't want to go back to Jin's house, nor could he go back to Sheng Xiuhe's place. The original plan was to observe Sheng Xiuhe's recent travel situation at the hotel next to Sheng Xiuhe's company, and wait for the opportunity.

He asked the driver to turn to a nearby shopping mall first, picked up two down jackets casually, wrapped himself tightly, and went to the pharmacy to buy cold medicine before going to the hotel.

Afraid of catching a cold, he went back to the hotel to take a hot bath, and took some cold medicine, but maybe because of the sudden change of water and soil, and the huge temperature difference, Jin Nan still caught a cold the next day.

He also didn't care about observing Sheng Xiuhe, so he just lay on the bed, ordered takeaway at noon, delivered medicine and rice, and took two cold medicines.Feeling better the next day, he planned to go out for a walk and buy himself some thick clothes.

First, I went to Shengxiu and the company for a walk downstairs, and then I went to the mall to pick up three sweaters, two pants, two pairs of shoes and a scarf.

Tian'er was still feeling uncomfortable from the cold and ran back to the hotel to lie down.

I took a hot bath while going to bed at night, and accidentally fell asleep in a daze. When I woke up, the water was cold.

Jin Nan quickly took a piece of cold medicine to prevent it, but it was still useless.

In the middle of the night, I developed a low-grade fever.

Jin Nan struggled to get up, touched a piece of antipyretic medicine, took it, and fell asleep.

This time the cold came with a fierce force.

Jin Nan had a fever for a whole day, and even the antipyretics could not suppress it. He hadn't eaten since morning, and hadn't eaten for almost a day at night.After a day of repeated low and high fever, Jin Nan finally became a little confused.

Because Sheng Xiuhe was worried about Jin Nan's mental state, he had been looking for someone to keep an eye on Jin Nan's situation, so he also knew that Jin Nan went back to Springfield City and didn't go back to Jin's house or his place, so he lived in a hotel next to his company .

Sheng Xiuhe didn't know what Jin Nan wanted to do or was hesitating, so he only sent someone to pay attention to Jin Nan.

In the evening, Peter suddenly came to Sheng Xiu and said, "Mr. Sheng, something is wrong with Mr. Xiao Jin."

Sheng Xiu and Wen Yan's heart tightened, "Say."

Peter said: "According to observation, Mr. Xiao Jin may have caught a cold because of the thin clothes when he got off the plane. Later, he bought cold medicine and antipyretics twice. Yesterday, Mr. Xiao Jin went out for a walk. He seemed to be in good condition, but Mr. Xiao Jin didn't go out all day today and didn't even order takeaway, and the hotel didn't provide food and drink. I'm worried..."

Before saying anything, Sheng Xiuhe got up with a calm face, "Go and see."

Jin Nan was already in a daze after burning for a whole day, and he didn't know if he was asleep or awake. He just felt that he suddenly flew into the air and fell into a familiar embrace. Jin Nan muttered in a daze, probably still dreaming.

The author has something to say: If I can't hold it, I will make it up tomorrow.Still more at night.

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