Jin Nan didn't answer, Sheng Xiuhe didn't force him anymore, he didn't want Jin Nan's answer in the first place.

Jin Nan didn't want to say more, because he always felt that there was something in Sheng Xiu's words, as if he knew something.

He got up and ended the topic unilaterally, "I'm going to sleep, don't wake me up before 45:[-] tomorrow morning."

Sheng Xiuhe nodded and didn't say much.

This morning, Jin Nan woke up naturally at 45:3, and his life in school was very ordinary. He didn’t meet f[-] or Lin Xiaoxia. The whole world was very clean, but until the end of school in the afternoon, Jin Nan was not in a good mood. I was thinking about what Sheng Xiuhe said last night.

Jin Nan is not a person who does not know good and bad, he can see Sheng Xiuhe's dedication.Although Sheng Xiuhe woke him up early in the morning two days ago, to be honest, Sheng Xiuhe and Peter woke up earlier than him, and their schedules were adjusted and changed with his arrival.After all, Sheng Xiu and this distant relative who has no blood relationship with Jin Nan are really kind to Jin Nan. Even Jin's father and Jin mother can't do this. Although sometimes he has differences with Jin Nan, but Jin Nan will not be really angry.

In fact, what Sheng Xiuhe said is right, Jin Nan is not very good at expressing.

In the final analysis, Jin Nan has lived 90.00% of his time in a state of being 'under the fence'.An adopted child is always cautious, he does not have the confidence and qualifications to ask for anything as a matter of course like an ordinary child.

The favor given by his adoptive father, he continued carefully, always worried about how long this favor would last, and when he would take it back.He has his pride and his low self-esteem.

There is a canteen next to the orphanage where Jin Nan was a child. He often saw a little fat man at the door asking for things from his grandparents, parents, and mothers as a matter of course.The little fat man proudly showed off to others, "As long as it is what I want, they have to buy it for me."

This is the righteousness that Jin Nan has never seen before.Later, he wanted a pencil with a nice design on the body of the pen. He said it three times, but none of the teachers could remember it. He got more neglect or blank eyes.

Later, he heard the little fat man pointing to the door of the orphanage and saying to others: "My grandma said, they don't care about anyone without parents or parents."

So little Jin Nan later made a rabbit out of dogtail grass, and exchanged for a pencil he wanted from the grandfather who opened the canteen next door.

Jin Nan felt that he was very powerful.

It has become his habit to rely on himself for a long time.Of course, he is not completely incapable of making requests. When he realizes that sometimes making requests can be used as a means of acting like a baby, and will make his adoptive father very happy, he will also ask for something softly and stubbornly.But to put it bluntly, what he wants are dispensable, so as to ensure that he can give up at any time when he senses something is wrong.

And what he really wanted was never dependent on others.

This is his long-standing habit, and he doesn't want to break this pattern easily. Change means the unknown, which makes him feel insecure.

Sheng Xiuhe said he would teach him and guide him, and he did, and Jin Nan also saw his efforts for this.

No matter how early Sheng Xiuhe gets up, Jin Nan gets up late, Sheng Xiuhe will wait for Jin Nan to have breakfast together, but if there is no urgent matter, Sheng Xiuhe will pick Jin Nan up from school with Peter, and Sheng Xiuhe will definitely meet before going to bed at night Talk to Jin Nan about things in school or care about Jin Nan's studies.

Sheng Xiuhe is very busy, but he still tries his best to find time to accompany Jin Nan, and find a suitable entry point to guide Jin Nan in the process of accompanying him.

This is Sheng Xiuhe's efforts, but Sheng Xiuhe's efforts alone are useless. If Jin Nan wants to truly integrate into this world, he must make his own efforts.

He knew this very well, but he was still exploring.He fears the unknown brought about by change.

While thinking about this, Jin Nan walked towards the school gate, but did not check when Lin Xiaoxia stopped him at the gate.

Jin Nan didn't even look at her, and was about to leave after bypassing her.

Lin Xiaoxia stopped Jin Nan, "Jin Nan! Wait! I have something to tell you!"

The corner of Jin Nan's mouth twitched, and he kept walking, "I don't want to hear it."

Lin Xiaoxia stepped forward, opened her arms to stop Jin Nan, "You must listen."

Jin Nan laughed, "Must? No one can force me, even if there is, it's definitely not you."

Jin Nan continued to walk around her.Seeing that Jin Nan really didn't want to hear what she had to say, Lin Xiaoxia became anxious: "Your student is stuck in my hands, don't you want to go back?"

Jin Nan looked back at him, "Give it to me."

Lin Xiaoxia clenched the card in her hand and stopped talking.

Jin Nan sneered, took out his new student card and swiped the door control, "What you have in your hand is just a useless card."

Lin Xiaoxia turned pale, then blushed and shouted loudly: "What do you mean by sending me flowers that day? Did you want to pursue me? You, is this how you chased me? I will never be moved by your tricks !"

Jin Nan felt that this person's brain must be broken, he didn't want to say a word to her, he went out, and Lin Xiaoxia was still looking at him through a gate, and shouted: "You like me! Admit it! Everyone knows! Even you sent me flowers! What does this mean to me!"

Jin Nan had already walked to the door, and Lin Xiaoxia's voice came through the car window and was heard by Sheng Xiuhe who followed Peter to pick up the child.Sheng Xiuhe frowned, watching Jin Nan get into the car.

Sheng Xiu said: "This is the girl they mentioned last time?"

Jin Nan nodded.

Sheng Xiu said softly, "Why didn't you explain it clearly to her?"

Jin Nandao: "I can't communicate."

Sheng Xiu said softly, "So you let her be so presumptuous?"

Jin Nandao: "Although it's annoying, I don't want to waste time on these people."

Sheng Xiuhe looked at Jin Nan, he always felt that the child's thinking was very improper, his indifference, he didn't bother to care about it, although it was annoying, but his attitude of just avoiding it was very negative, Sheng Xiuhe once thought he was It was depression, but he observed him according to the psychiatrist, and found that the child was not depressed, but more like mild as, but Jin Nan still refused to see the psychiatrist, so he couldn't be sure.

Sheng Xiuhe asked, "Can you tell me what you think?"

Jin Nan smiled, the corners of his mouth looked so indifferent and harsh, his voice was calm and emotionless, "If I wave my hand to drive the flies out of the house, they will never hit the electric mosquito swatter in the house. "

Taking action to stop it in time is not a way to stop the loss in time, but why should he help the hated person to stop the loss.

Sheng Xiu and his brows frowned even tighter. He heard the child compare his classmates to flies, but his eyes showed that this was not a simple metaphor, but that in Jin Nan's view, he only regarded them as flies. Well, their life and death are not in Jin Nan's eyes, that's why he can be so indulgent, and wait for them to make things worse and lead to a more tragic ending.This child's heart is cruel and cold.

Sheng Xiu said softly, "They are all your classmates."

Jin Nan, "So?"

Sheng Xiuhe, "Just give a proper lesson."

Jin Nan looked at him with cold eyes, without any emotion, "No."

"I prefer to slap flies directly to death. The dead flies will not be harassed next time. As you said, it can save more time."

How could a normal high school student say such things without changing his face? Sheng Xiuhe felt that this child's thinking was really crooked, that's all, just teach him slowly, and start from the things in front of him now.

"Since there is a misunderstanding, it must be resolved. One is to avoid the subsequent troubles caused by the misunderstanding, and the other is to help the other party. Because blind indulgence will make the misunderstanding ferment, and thus step by step towards Deeper mistakes, many times, many big mistakes are just caused by a small misunderstanding."

"Isn't that good?" Jin Nan said: "If the other party is smart enough and cautious enough, they won't misunderstand. If the other party is not malicious, they won't get into deeper troubles. Since they are not cautious enough, smart enough, and malicious, then the other party will not be misunderstood." You should pay for your actions. "

"But Jin Nan, misunderstandings are often not caused by one person. Moreover, people in the world will sometimes be not cautious enough or smart enough, and even a single thought will cause malice. Everyone will be like this. You don't know what others have experienced, and you can't guarantee yourself. In the experience of others, you will not go too far than others. In this case, why didn't you help him at the beginning, if maybe your little effort can help him not to fall into a predicament, this is another merit. "

"I say these just to hope that when there is a misunderstanding in the future, you know how to deal with it. Not all situations are suitable for both. Most of the time it is for the former, while the latter requires you to distinguish carefully."

Jin Nan looked mocking: "In this world, misfortune is greater than luck. Everyone has to experience it. Why should I take care of him? What about other people in the world? Is there anything special about him that deserves my special treatment?"

"It's not because of how special someone else is." Sheng Xiuhe took Jin Nan's hand and put it on Jin Nan's chest, "It's for yourself. Only with kindness in your heart can you feel the kindness of others. Only with warmth in your heart can you feel the kindness of others." Feel the warmth of this world. If you cultivate a peaceful and complete heart, you don’t have to fear the warmth of this world.”

Jin Nan seemed to vaguely see a road leading to the top of the mountain hidden in the clouds and mist of the high mountains. It seemed that as long as he walked along this road, he could grow into the appearance of Sheng Xiuhe, which was Sheng Xiuhe's road.Perhaps his magnanimity does not only come from his wealth, but also from his inner strength, uprightness, complete state of mind, and a clear conscience.

Sheng Xiuhe has his own way of self-cultivation.

Jin Nan couldn't understand, he shook his head, "I don't understand."

This is a child who has not grown up. Sheng Xiuhe couldn't talk too deeply for a while. Jin Nan couldn't understand, so he just said, "For example, the purpose of today's situation is the first one. The purpose of clearing up the misunderstanding is to prevent her from continuing to give you trouble. Trouble."

Sheng Xiuhe got out of the car, took Jin Nan's hand, and said: "Reject her in the past, tell her that she is not worthy, not everyone is worthy of your gentle rejection. Come and experience it today, throwing away the long patience and fatal blow, What kind of experience is it to fight back in a more straightforward way."

The first thing to do is to let the child vent.Jin Nan is used to lurking and being patient, but lurking and being patient are not conducive to the child's physical and mental health, and will only make the child more withdrawn and gloomy.Sheng Xiuhe would not let go of any opportunity for Jin Nan to vent.

Jin Nan glanced at Sheng Xiuhe, and didn't mean to disobey him. He walked towards Lin Xiaoxia who was still standing there.

Lin Xiaoxia didn't understand why he came back suddenly. Could it be that he planned to confess to him because he figured it out?However, Lin Xiaoxia glanced at Sheng Xiuhe behind Jin Nan, and a complex emotion rose in her heart.He was looking forward to Jin Nan's confession, but also felt a little regretful.

Lin Xiaoxia watched Jin Nan walk in gradually, and she looked at Sheng Xiuhe reluctantly, Lin Xiaoxia thought, there is nothing to regret, Jin Nan's uncle should not be as rich as Jin Nan's family, she looked away, looked at Jin Nan.

This is the richest and best-looking Jin Nan in the school, who is also exceptionally good at studying. His family is the richest man in Springfield City, and he is also the only child. If, if she can marry him, then even the daughters of Simpson East School They have to bow their knees in front of themselves and flatter them in every possible way.Thinking of this, her heart started beating wildly.

The more Lin Xiaoxia thought about it, the more excited she became. She imagined that everyone envied her. She imagined that she would wear all kinds of luxury goods, have a luxury car to pick her up, be taken care of by servants, and have an enviable boyfriend. She almost restrained herself. I can't help but want to scream like crazy!

Come, come soon, come, come, the life she yearns for, the things she longs for, today, she is about to get them.

Lin Xiaoxia blushed with excitement, she heard Jin Nan ask: "Do you think I like you?"

Lin Xiaoxia almost laughed out loud, but suddenly realized something was wrong, no, is there three more words in front of "I like you"?Why did he ask himself this question, shouldn't he have confessed directly?Or is he himself embarrassed and wants to test whether he knows?

Lin Xiaoxia felt that she had guessed the truth, she found it funny and interesting at the same time, she was going to follow his words.

"From the first time you supported me on the basketball court, I knew you were different to me. The second time you saved me in the toilet, I felt that we were destined. The third time, you were in the cafeteria Help me out, although your face is cold, but I can feel your care and protection under this coldness, and there will be many, many times in the future,..."

Jin Nan didn't finish listening to her, so he couldn't stand it and interrupted directly: "So this is all your wishful thinking?"

Lin Xiaoxia was taken aback?Feel something is wrong?Wishful thinking?Shouldn't he directly express his feelings and liking for himself along with his own words?How could he say wishful thinking?

Lin Xiaoxia asked again in disbelief, "Wishful thinking?"

Jin Nandao: "Have I ever said that I like you?"

Lin Xiaoxia was taken aback by the question, but she could still think. Indeed, he had never said such a thing to herself. She turned pale, "No."

Jin Nandao: "Besides helping you, do I have any extra actions or hints?"

Lin Xiaoxia's face turned pale again, "No."

Jin Nandao: "Can't you see the resistance and reluctance on my face when I help you?"

Lin Xiaoxia's body trembled when she heard the words. She thought of Jin Nan's cold expression countless times. She only thought it was just his awkwardness and embarrassment, but she didn't expect that it was his resistance and reluctance. Lin Xiaoxia shook her head, she Deeply shocked, he asked, "If you don't want to, why did you save me! Are you kidding me again!"

Jin Nandao: "It's my fault. I shouldn't have helped you. I should have let you fall, let you be held in the toilet, and let you be bullied by Xiong Meiying. I'm sorry that I helped you and helped you." , let you have such a big miscalculation of your own charm, and make you think too much of yourself. In fact, I really don't want to save you. If it weren't for... I'll let you die. Now, do you hear clearly? "

Lin Xiaoxia only felt a thunderbolt from the blue sky, this is wrong, this is wrong, shouldn't it be Jin Nan's affectionate confession waiting for her?What's this?Jin Nan said he was unwilling to save her, that she was narcissistic, that she was self righteous?Tell her to die!How could he treat her like this!

Everything I imagined just now seemed to be a joke, turned into invisible slaps, and slapped her face fiercely, making her so ashamed that she wished she could die immediately.

how so!wrong!This is not right!

Lin Xiaoxia thought of showing off Jin Nan chasing the flowers she gave to her classmates, she thought of the rumors in school, she even remembered that she was [-]% sure that Jin Nan was intoxicated by her beauty, and she only felt a burning pain on her face.

wrong!Lin Xiaoxia remembered that on the day of 520, it was indeed Jin Nan who personally sent him flowers, so how to explain this?He must be just kidding himself, right?Yes, how could it be?

Lin Xiaoxia panicked and said, "No, that's not right! If that's the case, then why did you send me roses on 520? You just like me! Admit it!"

Jin Nan sneered, "If you think about it carefully, you should be able to find that the bouquet of roses was given to me by someone else, and I was about to throw it away, but you just walked over from behind and caught this bouquet of roses that was destined to A flower about to turn into garbage. I didn't even look back, let alone you were behind me. I thought, you didn't see my face that day, did you?"

Following Jin Nandi's narration, Lin Xiaoxia remembered what happened that day. She did not look at Jin Nan, nor did Jin Nan say that the flower was for her, but Jin Nan just let it go, and she just caught it. After that, Jin Nan left directly as if he had forgotten the bouquet of flowers.How can there be such a coincidence?But that's how it happened.At that time, Lin Xiaoxia thought that Jin Nan was afraid to look at her because he was shy.

Everything is so coincidental and ironic.

Lin Xiaoxia couldn't accept it at all. If Jin Nan was really not interested in him, what would she become?Self-righteous paranoia?She thought of showing off with Qiqi and Zhang Lin, if what Jin Nan said was true, she would die!

She confessed to Qin Sihui in a panic: "No, no, that's not the case. It's Qin Sihui. It's Qin Sihui who said that you like me and that I'm different. He said that he is your best friend. It must be What did you reveal to him that he would tell me like this and mislead me. It's all you! It's you who hurt me!"

Jin Nan smiled and said: "You still know it's misleading. Then I'll tell you now, I don't like you. I even hate you. Self-knowledge is a good quality, but it's a pity you don't have it. What kind of confidence do you have that you think I will like you," Jin Nan paused and looked at Lin Xiaoxia up and down, "A person like you. Please ask yourself in the mirror."

Under Jin Nan's gaze, Lin Xiaoxia was like a cheap commodity, which was picked by others but rejected. She was so ashamed and angry, trembling her lips, she said: "How can you say that...how can you do this for me..."

Jin Nan said lightly: "But you also know that I'm telling the truth. Do you really think I'll like you?"

"In terms of family background, appearance, talent, and grades, how can I like you? Is it your background in a slum? Is it your airport body? Is it your mediocre appearance? Or your ordinary grades? You don't seem to have any Special skills, not to mention talents, reckless personality, not very bright mind, greedy and vain, and hard to satisfy. How can I like you? Think about it for yourself, don’t you think it’s ridiculous?”

Lin Xiaoxia collapsed under Jin Nan's repeated questioning, she couldn't bear it and let out a sharp scream and cried bitterly.

At this time, Sheng Xiuhe walked to Jin Nan from the side of the car. He seemed to glance in the direction of the reception room, then held Jin Nan's shoulder and brought him to his side, "The child is not gentle, you are being rude."

Sheng Xiuhe's nobility makes people feel inferior, his etiquette is engraved in his bones, and his elegance and nobility are unattainable existences in these slums.If Duan Nianwei can compare Lin Xiaoxia to the mud, then in front of Sheng Xiuhe, she is just a little mud, and Sheng Xiuhe is the sun, she has no living space in front of it, and she is inconspicuous.

Sheng Xiu and Mingming didn't look at Lin Xiaoxia, but an inexplicable sense of oppression even made Lin Xiaoxia stop crying, and stared at the two of them twitching, not daring to make any moves, this man was too scary.

But Jin Nan stood beside him, but he was not inferior. Standing together, the two of them seemed to silently announce to Lin Xiaoxia that they were not someone she could climb up to.

She is humble and insignificant, but they are proud and dazzling. They are the sun, the center of the world, and the whole world revolves around them.

Sheng Xiuhe took Jin Nan away, and Lin Xiaoxia suddenly fell to the ground, hiding her face in pain.For the first time, she truly experienced the huge gap between the east and west schools.

In the reception room next to it, a mobile phone was quietly removed from the window by the owner.

Zhang Lin hid in the reception room, covering her mouth with one hand and playing with her mobile phone with the other. She was dying of laughter, her shoulders were shaking all the time, she opened the forum, thinking that Lin Xiaoxia, an idiot, was done for her haha.

The author has something to say: the last chapter is today's update, and this is tomorrow's update.Two-in-one, two-day amount, no update for the next two days, and update on Tuesday.

There are revisions in the second half of the last chapter, so you can go back and have a look if you bought it early.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like