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Guan Li did not confess his name to him, as if it was not important.

"I know you," she said, "Your performance in the preliminary competition of the skills competition was very impressive."

Rao Xinghai ignored it, continued to put on his hat, and turned to leave.

"Make friends?" Guan Li said behind him.

Rao Xinghai didn't respond, he just turned around and looked Guan Li up and down.

He usually doesn't talk much, unless he is in the dormitory, or facing Shen Chunlan.Reverting to the previous silence and cold words, he seemed to have an aura of refusal to be thousands of miles away. Coupled with his bad mood, his eyes became more and more ferocious.

Guan Li stared at him, and after a while, he felt timid.The person in front of me looks almost exactly the same as Adam, but he is not Adam: Guan Li and Adam grew up together in the Yuanxing Club. She is a few years older than Adam, and Adam still called her "sister" after her when he was young.She had never seen such a frightening expression on Adam's face.

"Who are you?" Rao Xinghai asked again.

Guan Li finally let go: "My name is Guan Li, we can be friends."

Rao Xinghai: "Who said that?"

Guan Li: "I admire you very much."

Rao Xinghai: "I don't know you."

Guan Li: "We can chat first."

Rao Xinghai frowned.He was a head taller than Guan Li, his eyelids were drooping at this time, his eyes became colder and more arrogant: "What are you?"

A trace of anger flashed across Guan Li's face: "Are you always so rude? Can your friend tolerate you?"

Rao Xinghai raised his hand and took off his hat: "How about me, what does it have to do with you? I don't like chatting with women, so get out."

Guan Li bit his lower lip, as if he wanted to lose his temper, but facing Rao Xinghai, he couldn't get angry: "You must have no friends."

Rao Xinghai shook the hat in his hand, and a leaf fell down.He put on his peaked cap again, and stared at Guan Li: "It's not that I can't be friends with the people in school. We don't agree with each other when we disagree. They are too naive, but I am not."

Guan Li wanted to speak again, Rao Xinghai took a step back, pointed at her, and lowered his voice: "You too. I hate a woman like you who exudes a purposeful smell."

He ignored Guan Li, turned around and strode across the road towards the gate of New Hope Academy.

Guan Li was angry and anxious, she watched Rao Xinghai being detained by security guards as he approached the school gate, and dragged into the school.Naturally, he would not give in, he shouted and shouted, and the school gate was in chaos for a moment.

It was already night when we returned to the residence. Xiao Luo and Kang Song had withdrawn at some point, and they were watching the video with their mobile phones and giggling.Liu Yushan was not in the room, only Nie Cai was sitting in front of the coffee table in the living room, carefully cutting up some ham sausages with a knife.

He picked up a stray cat from the side of the road a few days ago, and since then he has enjoyed feeding it.Liu Yushan reminded him that cats cannot eat ham sausage, but Nie Cai still went his own way. "A bastard, if he dies, he will die." He carried the ham sausage, causing the kitten to raise its head desperately. "Anyway, to live is to suffer, right, meow?"

Nie Cai was obviously in a good mood today, Guan Li didn't know if this had anything to do with Liu Yushan.When Liu Yushan was away, Nie Cai always looked relaxed and cheerful.Guan Li began to report to him about the contact with Rao Xinghai today.

After squatting for a few days, they finally got to talk to Rao Xinghai, which was actually unexpected by Nie Cai.

Nie Cai always believed that they had no chance to contact Rao Xinghai yet.But Rao Xinghai's series of operations in the New Hope Academy seemed to push this opportunity in front of them.

"I heard he attacked the head of the department?" Nie Cai asked, "Why?"

Guan Li: "I don't know."

Nie Cai: "How did you attack?"

Guan Li: "...I don't know."

Nie Cai put down the knife, and finally turned his head to look at Guan Li. "How will he be punished?" he asked softly.

Guan Li couldn't answer, and kept silent nervously.The mobile phone on the other side of the house also stopped playing, and Xiao Luo and Kang Song did not dare to breathe.Nie Cai's spiritual breath is filling the gap in the room heavily.

In the sudden silence, even the stray cat sensed the danger.But the long-term hunger makes it very bold in the face of food.Seeing Nie Cai put down the knife, it suddenly jumped up from the ground and grabbed the food on the table with one claw.

But Nie Cai moved faster than that.The kitten was held down by something huge, and then it was strangled by someone.

Nie Cai threw the stray cat to the ground, and stepped on its tail before it could get up.The kitten screamed miserably, but no one else in the room dared to move.

The black bear's front paws were pressing on the kitten's head, stopping it from moving.

Amidst the kitten's weak cry, Nie Cai spoke slowly, still in that soft tone: "You don't know anything, so what's the use of you, Guan Li?"

The black bear behind Nie Cai also stood up, his gray eyes locked on Guan Li's body, and his tongue licked his fangs.

Guan Li's legs felt weak. "Ms. Nie, I'm sorry...but I talked to him today, and he is exactly the same as your speculation."

Nie Cai gave a curious "Oh".

"He has no friends at school." Guan Li said, "This man is very aggressive. When I talk to him, he has a lot of hostility towards me, a stranger."

Nie Cai looked at her quietly, and suddenly smiled after a while.

"Isn't that exactly the person we want?" He laughed twice, and his face gradually sank.The kitten whimpered and whimpered at his feet, as if it was in pain.

What a coincidence.Everything was too coincidental. Adam is gone, Rao Xinghai came.It was as if Rao Xinghai had come to his door, which made people suspicious.

"I'll meet him." Nie Cai said suddenly, "Rao Xinghai...I'll judge whether he has the value of becoming Adam."

The guinea pig rolled and crawled back and forth on Shen Chunlan's computer keyboard, and strings of meaningless characters flew across the document.

Shen Chunlan looked at the time, it was three in the morning.But he still didn't feel sleepy.

Seeing that the sky is about to light up.

The night of saying goodbye to Rao Xinghai was too difficult for him.Anxiety and regret repeatedly burned his heart.He shouldn't allow Rao Xinghai to do this - but he has no right to stop it, and no one has the right to stop it.

He watched Rao Xinghai get involved in a dangerous situation, those dangerous scenes, all kinds of bloody impressions obtained from the movie, always visit through the passage of nightmares.

He had had nightmares for a long time, in which Rao Xinghai would always call his name in the fire scene, in the dark ruins.

Teacher Shen—he heard Rao Xinghai’s voice—help me...

Then he would wake up, shaking, with a dry throat and an urge to gag in his stomach.

But when facing Rao Xinghai again, Shen Chunlan would not tell him these things.Rao Xinghai needs to learn and remember too many things, he can't add any worries for him, as long as he has a strong backing.

This night was just a routine sleepless night for Shen Chunlan.He sat on the edge of the desk, pressed the delete key, and deleted the things that the guinea pigs typed one by one.

There is still class tomorrow, which is his first class in the Talent Planning Bureau, so there is no room for mistakes.

The guinea pigs piled up a mountain of sweets and hazelnuts in front of him, eagerly begging him to eat them.Shen Chunlan had no appetite, so he grabbed the guinea pig, held it in the palm of his hand, and kissed its small ear, like kissing a delicate flower petal.

"...I'm afraid." Shen Chunlan said in a low voice.

The guinea pig's paw patted his face, but it was itchy instead of strength.

The phone suddenly vibrated.

Shen Chunlan was terrified, messages and phone calls late at night were always a harbinger of bad news.He grabbed his phone and found that it was a message from Cao Hui.

[Discussed all night, others wanted to keep it, but the principal and Fang Xiaoman disagreed and decided to expel Rao Xinghai. 】

Shen Chunlan gasped heavily.

So smooth, everything went too smoothly.His uneasiness and fear were unprecedented.

Rao Xinghai was notified of the expulsion notice in the morning.At that time Rao Xinghai was still in the dormitory.

On the night he came back, he had a big fight with Yang Deyi and Zhou Shifei, and even Wang Cancan, who was in charge of the dormitory, and the seniors from the dormitory next door came to try to persuade the fight. For a while, 317 was filled with signs of various spiritual bodies.

Yang Deyi and Zhou Shifei quarreled with him because of the attack on the head of the department.The head of the department is very old, and there are not many students in the department. He usually has a cheerful face, can chat with everyone, and even praised Yang's proudly dyed white hair.Yang Deyi grabbed Rao Xinghai, wishing to fight him desperately: "He is already this age, how can you do it!"

The two had a very unpleasant fight with Rao Xinghai, but Qu Wu didn't say anything.He looked at Rao Xinghai, as if he wanted to ask something, but he didn't dare to speak.

Rao Xinghai also didn't sleep all night.He took his mobile phone, starting from the first photo, and flipped through all his records from school to now.

Together we went to Beihai Park to row a duck boat, climbed the Great Wall, and went to treat the dudes Wang Wensi and Wan Li to treat guests... They also kept taking pictures of Rao Xinghai, because Yang Yun also had a girl in the dormitory next door who liked Rao Xinghai, and Yang Deyi wanted to please her sister. Huanxin always takes Rao Xinghai to take pictures together.

There are also sports meeting records and skills competition records.He saw himself slowly changing day by day, from being unsuitable for the camera at the beginning to standing still, and later getting into trouble with Qu Wu and Yang Deyi, and he didn't care.

In the private album, there are photos of him and Shen Chunlan.There were not many of them, some were Shen Chunlan sleeping, some were frowning and staring at the computer, preparing lessons or writing papers.

With Shen Chunlan, Rao Xinghai rarely let himself in the camera, he always likes to take pictures of Shen Chunlan and the big ass mouse.

All photos are deleted, clean.

He turned on Lube again and began to clear the chat records between him and Shen Chunlan.

The first sentence of greeting was sent by Shen Chunlan. [Hello.Is your avatar a guinea pig?Are you a Sentinel or a Guide? 】

Rao Xinghai replied unceremoniously [Who are you].

[Is your mental body a guinea pig? 】

【none of your business. 】

Rao Xinghai: "..."

He scratched his head, both amused and embarrassed.A year ago, he really deserved a beating, how could Shen Chunlan bear it?If he was Shen Chunlan, he would have given up a long time ago.

Give up teaching him, giving up accompanying him, giving up loving him.

Rao Xinghai grabbed Shen Chunlan's scarf from the pillow and wrapped it around his neck.It was hot, but he had to.When will the next time I see Shen Chunlan, even he himself doesn't know.

He wanted to see Shen Chunlan, right now.I want to hug him tightly, to bully him, to comfort him, to kiss him, to peel the hazelnuts and feed them into his mouth, to let him lick his fingertips with his tongue.

not going.Rao Xinghai curled up on the bed, thinking to himself that he would not go to Yuanxing club anymore.He couldn't be separated from Shen Chunlan for a day, especially at this time.

The phone screen suddenly lit up, and a message popped out.

The letter came from an unfamiliar number, a string of long numbers.

[You have successfully unsubscribed from the business.For inquiries about other package services, please send S to...]

He didn't delete the message, but he already understood the meaning.This is one of the ways he communicates with the Special Management Committee.

When sitting up, Rao Xinghai noticed that Qu Wu on the opposite bed also sat up rubbing his eyes.

"Did you not sleep?" Seeing that he was still wearing the clothes before going to bed yesterday, Qu Wu asked casually.

"Qu Wu, I have to go." Rao Xinghai said.

Qu Wu was taken aback: "What?"

At this time, there was a ding on the bed next to Qu Wu, it was Zhou Shifei's cell phone.Zhou Shifei grabbed his phone, and the light from the screen illuminated his already thin face.After squinting at the message twice, Zhou Shifei sat up suddenly, dumbfounded.When he turned to Rao Xinghai, Rao Xinghai was also looking at him.

Rao Xinghai didn't say anything to him, and slowly climbed off the bed, took out the suitcase, and started to pack his things.

The news that Rao Xinghai, a Special Human Cognitive Science major in the Department of Educational Sciences, was expelled for maliciously destroying school property and intentionally attacking teachers and causing injuries spread throughout the school on this day.

Wang Cancan was completely stunned when he received the notice. He even failed to stop Gong Shang and Yang Yun from entering the boys' dormitory.

When the two knocked on the door of dormitory 317, Yang Deyi had just woken up and looked blankly at Rao Xinghai who was stuffing things into the suitcase.He seemed to have forgotten the dispute last night, and asked in the same tone as usual: "What are you doing, are you moving?"

Gong Shang rushed to Rao Xinghai and held down his suitcase: "What's wrong with you?"

Rao Xinghai: "?"

Gong Shang: "Something must have happened to you, right?"

Rao Xinghai didn't answer, but pushed her hand away, and zipped the suitcase.He didn't take much with him, just a few necessary books, and a few personal items.He didn't take any of the photos posted on the wall.

This was a decision he made after discussing with Ou Yinye. When Rao Xinghai left New Hope, he should be a person who has no attachment to school life.

Gong Shang ignored his indifference: "There must be a reason, can't you tell us?"

Zhou Shifei couldn't help it anymore: "He beat the head of the department like that, almost concussed, expulsion is considered light! If Teacher Cao Hui hadn't been stopping him, the school would have called the police!"

As soon as Rao Xinghai lifted the suitcase, a pillow was smashed on the back of his head.

Yang Deyi jumped off the bed, picked up his own pillow and threw it hard on Rao Xinghai's back: "What are you talking about? Fired? You were fired?"

Rao Xinghai grabbed the pillow and threw it back to him, with great strength.Yang Deyi didn't dodge it, and was hit right on the head.When the pillow fell down, Rao Xinghai saw that Yang Deyi's eyes were red: "Why? You're not like this...you weren't like this before!"

Everyone was waiting for Rao Xinghai's answer.Even Zhou Shifei, who had the most quarrel with Rao Xinghai last night, didn't say a word. He looked at Rao Xinghai with sadness in his eyes.

Rao Xinghai took out two ten-yuan bills from his wallet and put them on the table: "I lived for a week this month, and this is the electricity bill."

He dragged his suitcase and left dormitory 317, and Yang Deyi was still shouting his name from behind.Rao Xinghai imagined the moment when he left.At the end of last semester, they bid farewell to the brothers and sisters in the department.It was graduation, the rite of passage into a more complex world after four years of college.They waved goodbye, laughed and cried, and still hoped in their anxiety-in any case, it was not like this now.

Wang Wensi and others from 405 also went downstairs, standing at the stairs and looking at him in a daze.The little panda slipped down from Wang Wensi's side, ran to Rao Xinghai's side, and hugged his calf.During the time I stayed in Tianjin, the little panda had already gotten to know Yang Deyi and Rao Xinghai well, and now she also habitually acted like a baby to him.

Rao Xinghai wanted it to leave, but after thinking for a while, he kicked the little panda away without opening his mouth.The little panda bumped into the corner in surprise, wandered hesitantly, and finally ran towards Wang Wensi.Long You picked it up smoothly, feeling confused.

Everyone's eyes are the same sentence: why?

Rao Xinghai wanted to turn around and explain everything to them.The people he considered friends were now staring at him with surprised and unfamiliar eyes, and it was too uncomfortable.

But he didn't say a word, and he didn't say goodbye.After returning the dormitory key to the dormitory manager Wang Cancan, he left the dormitory where he had lived for a year.

Shiba Inu didn't quite understand what happened, so he ran to the door and barked twice at Rao Xinghai's back.

Cao Hui was already waiting at the student office.It was Fang Xiaoman from the Academic Affairs Office who handled Rao Xinghai's student status, and Cao Hui was asking: "This is wrong, Sister Fang, the decision to deal with it was made in the early morning, but today I will be expelled from school, it is too soon. Rao Xinghai is a bad student, but isn't he a little hasty this time?"

"Since you say he is bad, why keep it?" Fang Xiaoman cast a cold glance, "The black sheep."

Cao Hui felt very uncomfortable.He was annoyed with Rao Xinghai, but Rao Xinghai was his student after all, and he caused troubles and problems throughout his freshman year, and Cao Hui was even more upset about his relationship with Shen Chunlan.But Cao Hui always felt that everything was weird that he couldn't explain.

The head of the department woke up in the hospital yesterday afternoon, drank two more cups of milk tea, and looked all right.Cao Hui thought how could he not be angry?

"Do you want to investigate Rao Xinghai again?" Cao Hui asked Fang Xiaoman.

Fang Xiaoman slapped the notice on the table: "This is the final decision."

Rao Xinghai knocked on the office door.

When Cao Hui turned around and saw him, he immediately put on a displeased face.

Fang Xiaoman: "Mr. Cao, you leave first, I have to go through the formalities for him."

After Cao Hui left, Rao Xingguan closed the door.Fang Xiaoman asked him to sit in front of him, and carefully looked at him across a desk, his usually serious face gradually softened.

"Do you feel tired?" she asked.

The author has something to say: Reminder: As mentioned above, only the principal, Fang Xiaoman and the head of the department know what Rao Xinghai is doing within New Hope.