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Hot lips brushed over the tip of Qu Wu's nose.He saw the terrified self in the werewolf's eyes.

"Have you ever kissed?" asked the werewolf.

He chuckled as he asked, because his chest was pressed against Qu Wu's chest, and Qu Wu seemed to be able to feel the vibration of his chest.

His fist rested on the werewolf's waist, in a posture ready to go.

The werewolf's lips only touched the tip of his nose, and Qu Wu didn't even know if it was a kiss or not.The werewolf's ears were shaking excitedly, and his border collie was stretching its claws to clasp the werewolf's back, Mao's face was exactly the same blank and nervous as his expression at the moment.

Qu Wu didn't dare to breathe until Boss Bo stepped aside a little before exhaling hastily.

The werewolf sat up straight with a satisfied face, and reached out to grab Qu Wu's prosthetic limb.Qu Wu's face was red, she immediately withdrew her hands, and stood up angrily.

"I'm curious. Can your prosthetic limb allow you to feel... the sense of touch? Such subtle touches as hair and wind." Boss Bo looked serious, as if nothing happened just now, "The last time you touched my paw, I wanted to ask."

But he put the wine glass to his lips, and a smirk still leaked from the corners of his upturned eyes.

Qu Wu trimmed her hair, trying to look vicious or angry, or more like an adult than a student.

"Boss Boss, you are sexual harassment!" He hastily wiped the tip of his nose.It was strange, strictly speaking it was not a kiss at all, but his nose was scorchingly hot, and even his whole face was flushed.

Boss Bo: "I was sexually harassed? Who touched my ears first?"

Qu Wu: "..."

Boss Bo: "I think you should apologize to me now."

Qu Wu: "You think beautifully!"

He rushed to the door.

Boss Bo laughed out loud behind him: "Qu Wu, if you leave now, you won't get a single cent of your wages today. You did... three hours today, right?"

Qu Wu let go of the doorknob, turned around, and stood with her back against the door.His border collie crouched in front of him, wary of the werewolves.

Bo Wan's eyes fell on Bian Mu.

His father was a werewolf, and his mother was also a werewolf. The wolf gene was hidden in his blood—he, like the sentinel and the guide, was a special human with a genetic mutation of his chromosomes. special human beings are different.

And luckily, he can see the spirit body.

But Qu Wu didn't seem to like this, so Bo Wan continued to pretend that he didn't know anything.Although the border collie of the young sentinel is very cute, he would love to hug him.

"Can you answer my question?" Boss Bo raised his legs and looked at Qu Wu leisurely.This pose perfectly stretched out his waistline, especially when he was wearing a well-tailored shirt today, he looked more and more slender with long legs and broad and powerful shoulders.

Qu Wu felt that the werewolf in front of him exuded a dangerous and suspicious aura.

"...Yes." He lifted the prosthetic limb, clenched his fist, and slowly opened it again, "The prosthetic limb is perfectly connected to my nerve line. Although it has a metal shell, the entire shell has dense tactile control pieces, I know what fur feels like, and I can sense water and wind."

Bo Wan put down the cup: "It must be very expensive. It seems that you are a kid from a rich family with a carefree life."

"If I were, I wouldn't come to work part-time." Qu Wu replied.

Bo Wan blinked his eyes.He was keenly aware of Qu Wu's resistance in this matter, and it was different from the resistance he showed just now when he tried to forcefully kiss him.

Obviously Qu Wu didn't want to talk about it with him.

Bo Wan became more and more interested: "What happened to your left arm?"

Qu Wu replied stiffly: "I don't want to say."

Bo Wan: "What if I threaten you with your part-time salary?"

Qu Wu was stunned, and quickly bit her lower lip, strong hatred appeared on her handsome face.

"I would think that you are despicable." Qu Wu put away the border shepherd, opened the door behind him, and walked out without looking back.

Bo Wan froze in the room for a while before laughing.

It turned out that the attempted forced kiss just now was not considered despicable to Qu Wu, this matter was.He realized that he might have stabbed Qu Wu, because he used an indifferent attitude to spy on something sad about Qu Wu.Or even if Qu Wu is no longer sad and doesn't care, he is unwilling to share his missing left arm and the story behind it with a stranger like himself.

Bo Wan hesitated for a moment, put down the wine glass, and walked out of the room.

When he left this cramped space, he found that all the depression and anxiety he had just now had disappeared, and he was expelled by Qu Wu.

But the young Sentinel has left the RS Café.When Bo Wan went outside, she only had time to see him jumping down the steps in a hurry, and the glass door slowly closed behind him.

Bo Wan's cell phone rang, it was an invitation from a friend.

Werewolves and non-werewolves, he knows many lovely people, and Bo Wan used to be happy to spend happy nights with them.

While answering the phone, Bo Wan picked up a book from under the seat where Qu Wu had just studied, the first volume of "The History of Special Human Development".

The book is full of notes, and there are a lot of sticky notes, which make the book thicker by a lot.

Bo Wan looked aimlessly.He suddenly wondered what kind of moan Qu Wu would make when he was emotional.This rude thought made him lose interest in tonight's invitation in an instant.

At this time, Rao Xinghai had just explained Qu Wu's matter clearly in the teaching building of the Department of Education and Science.

In Qu Wu's sea area inspection report, he wrote about the impact of his loss of his arm.Shen Chunlan read the sea area inspection reports of everyone in the class more than once, but the reports were not written in such detail, especially the origin of neuroprosthetics.

"This is Qu Wu's private matter, I shouldn't have told you." Rao Xinghai whispered, "Mr. Shen, he really needs money, please help him?"

Shen Chunlan frowned.He hesitated.

Cao Hui hurried past the two of them with a stack of forms, and raised his hand to say hello: "Rao Xinghai, come to the Student Work Office later, I have something to tell you."

Rao Xinghai nodded, and when he looked at Shen Chunlan again, his expression was very nervous.

Shen Chunlan did not stop Cao Hui.After Cao Hui walked away, he replied to Rao Xinghai: "I know the matter, you go back and tell Qu Wu, don't tell anyone about part-time jobs for now, and don't go to part-time jobs again. I...I will think of a way."

After parting with Rao Xinghai, Shen Chunlan returned to the office.

It gets dark early in winter, and today is a gloomy day. After he turned on the indoor light, he found that the light tube jumped twice and went out.

The teaching building opposite was full of self-study students, Shen Chunlan didn't open the curtains, he just turned on the desk lamp and sat back at his desk.The test papers have not yet been released, and the evaluations of all the students have not been completed. I have only written half of my work summary and course summary, and I have not finished the final evaluation and teaching project application.Shen Chunlan sighed, turned on the computer, and continued to fill in the assessment content.

The guinea pig found out the hazelnut by itself. After playing on the table for a while, it rolled to the ground with the hazelnut in its arms.

It has recently found a new game, which is to bump hazelnuts against metal objects, and the sound is crisp and loud.

After ringing for a long time, Shen Chunlan was terribly annoyed: "Don't throw it away, if you throw it again, don't play anymore..."

He raised his head and tried to find the figure of the guinea pig in the room, but he saw a deep darkness.

His heart sank severely.The insufficient heating could not disperse the cold air in the room, and the coldness crawled up his body.

Shen Chunlan stood up suddenly, and his feet seemed to be stuck in the mud again.And in the dark room, on the sofa that was supposed to be empty, there was a familiar shadow.

"Shen Chunlan," said the deep and hoarse voice with a sly smile, "you are here."

Shen Chunlan remembered his next sentence.

"Are you looking forward to this training? I'm looking forward to it." Nie Cai invited him to the sofa and let him sit down. "This is the first training I have with you alone. I'm very happy. Because you trust me."

Shen Chunlan couldn't move.He was trapped in his 20-year-old body again, sitting obediently in front of Nie Cai, staring at his teacher and trusting him completely.

Sophomore Shen Chunlan's first training was actually conducted by two teachers together. At that time, besides Nie Cai, there was also a guide teacher.

But from the second training session, Nie Cai was the only one left.

Shen Chunlan didn't know at the time that after the first training, Nie Cai and the guide teacher made an assessment that "the student is mentally stable and emotionally normal, and does not need training."His training had actually been suspended, but Nie Cai didn't tell him this.

He also didn't know that there must be two teachers present in the training, unless it is a very special one-on-one situation, but that also needs to leave audio and video records throughout the process.

What Nie Cai provided Shen Chunlan was just a room.He would turn off the lights in his office, leaving only a floor lamp next to the sofa.The light was very bright and could illuminate Shen Chunlan's face, but Shen Chunlan could hardly see Nie Cai's expression.

During this training session, Shen Chunlan told the phone number of the mysterious person and the things mentioned on the phone.

Standing in front of the desk, Shen Chunlan suddenly realized in astonishment what happened that year.

Song Qi was already dead at that time.The Yuan Xing Club that Song Qi joined has also split, and Bo Yuntian regrets recruiting Nie Cai into the Yuan Xing Club, so he should still be in the split Yuan Xing Club.

...Nie Cai knew about Song Qi.

Nie Cai knew everything Song Qi said on the phone.He clearly understands that Song Qi has no lover, and there are not so many thrilling stories, and many episodes are just Song Qi's imagination.

Even, Nie Cai may have something to do with Song Qi's death.

But it is impossible for him to disclose these things to Shen Chunlan... The reason why he offered to give Shen Chunlan a lesson is most likely because he tried his best to find out from Shen Chunlan whether Song Qi revealed any secrets that should not be said.

Perhaps during the excavation process, he discovered something more interesting about Shen Chunlan, so he was reluctant to let Shen Chunlan go.The instruction went on step by step, and he began to get involved in the real distress and anxiety in Shen Chunlan's heart, and held him tightly.

Shen Chunlan's heart was gripped by intense depression and pain.He didn't want to recall what Nie Cai did to him at that time, but in this dark room, memories inevitably flooded out.

Nie Cai was very smart, and Shen Chunlan had already felt it at the time, but after he grew up to this day, this feeling became more and more intense: amidst fear, there was also admiration.

The most brilliant thing about Nie Cai is that he destroys Shen Chunlan while letting Shen Chunlan get close to him.

do you hate your brotherDo you hate yourself as a guide?do you hate yourself

Are you willing to believe me?The teacher is always by your side, do you remember?

You can rely on me, you treat me like family.By my side, you are always safe.

"You will always be special."

Nie Cai would lower his voice, and occasionally hold Shen Chunlan's hand, gently rubbing against his wrist in a way that Shen Chunlan couldn't tell whether it was comforting or stroking.

But Shen Chunlan didn't hate this action at the time.

Even, he likes it very much.

Song Qi's call made him a special one.And Nie Cai's affirmation convinced him even more that he was really special.

He is not Shen Chunhong, not the shadow of his elder brother, and he is not a defective product that everyone regards as inferior to Shen Chunhong in the process of growing up - he is special, the most trusted teacher said so.

Nie Cai found his gap in this way.

The guinea pig disappeared, and Shen Chunlan, who was emotionally fluctuating violently, could no longer maintain its shape, and several hazelnuts rolled around on the ground.

For the first time after Nie Cai disappeared, Shen Chunlan had to face up to his feelings for Nie Cai.

To him, Nie Cai was a kind of temptation and also a dangerous honey.He knew that during his training, there were indeed times when he faced Nie Cai, longing to cuddle up to him, longing for Nie Cai to touch his hair or face, or other places, longing for him to repeat "you are special" again and again.

It was impossible for Nie Cai to let go of the young man's undisguised attachment.And that was his purpose.

He will definitely not act according to Shen Chunlan's desire.But he was keen to lure out Shen Chunlan's desire.He held Shen Chunlan's hand in a way that could easily be misunderstood - Shen Chunlan can't recall the rhythm now - in short, he would tap Shen Chunlan's finger joints and wrist, softly and tenderly , but that face is forever hidden in the darkness.

Only the voice leaked out little by little, hoarse and lingering.

"Shen Chunlan, do you look forward to our training?" He asked, "Do you look forward to this face-to-face moment as much as I do?"

Shen Chunlan would hesitate, he didn't know if it was a good thing to reveal his heart.

But he couldn't resist the temptation and fear—if he didn't answer, there would be no next lecture, and Nie Cai wouldn't hold his hand and say those gentle words.

"Looking forward." Shen Chunlan swallowed, "I'm looking forward to it."

He remembered that Nie Cai stood up slowly.

Nie Cai walked up to Shen Chunlan, lowered his head, and stared at the frightened little guide.

The floor lamp was blocked by Nie Cai, and a huge shadow covered Shen Chunlan, making him unable to move.He could sense a strong impulse in Nie Cai, which was related to desire.Where he couldn't see clearly, his mentor was already excited.

"...Are you willing to obey me, Chunlan?" Nie Cai leaned very close, and for a moment, Shen Chunlan thought he was kissing her hair or eyes, "Always listen to me, stay with me, be with me Do...anything together?"

Shen Chunlan's Adam's apple twitched, but he didn't say a word.

"Do everything, what you want to do, and everything I want to do." Nie Cai's voice finally carried a dangerous element, which made Shen Chunlan shudder, "Answer me, obey me."

The sentinel's pheromone dominated the entire room, Shen Chunlan couldn't move, and his guinea pig couldn't even jump out.In the dark, the giant beast belonging to Nie Cai was pacing slowly, and Shen Chunlan had a terrifying feeling that it was staring at her Adam's apple.

He subconsciously covered his neck, which was pale and fragile.

Then he murmured and replied: "...No."

Nie Cai propped his hands on the armrest of the sofa, staring at Shen Chunlan.Shen Chunlan's refusal did not cool down his excitement, he became even more excited, squeezed Shen Chunlan's chin, and forced Shen Chunlan to raise his head.

Physical contact was uncomfortable, and Shen Chunlan finally shouted: "I don't! I refuse!"

Nie Cai let go of him, but Shen Chunlan's jaw ached.

Nie Cai, who sat back in his seat, was silent for a moment, then laughed.

"Very good." His voice returned to the gentleness of the past, "Shen Chunlan, you are amazing, you are completely different from what I thought."

His tone is so sure: "You are indeed special."

Shen Chunlan was in shock: "Ms. Nie..."

"It was just a test." Nie Cai replied, "I want to see if you can resist strong pressure. It's not easy, Chunlan. But you did a good job. I'm very happy. Our training is useful. You have grown."

Shen Chunlan's confusion disappeared temporarily.He really thought at the time that it was just a normal lecture, a weird test, and that his counselor had no malicious intentions.

But in the next few training sessions, Nie Cai's attitude towards him changed.He no longer held Shen Chunlan's hand, and he no longer revealed a few words about himself to Shen Chunlan.He closed himself tightly, which finally made Shen Chunlan feel painful.

"Ms. Nie, why don't you talk about yourself?" Shen Chunlan couldn't help asking.

"My own affairs?" Nie Cai asked back, "For example?"

"Those things you didn't finish last time...you met the president of the Werewolf Association." Shen Chunlan said.

"It doesn't make sense to open yourself up unilaterally." Nie Cai chuckled, "Shen Chunlan, you are digging out my secrets, but you refuse to share with me your deepest thoughts."

Shen Chunlan stood up anxiously: "I will!"

In fact, he has shared more than one part, and they even talked about how Shen Chunlan's spiritual body was formed.The small, warm guinea pig died peacefully in his immature palm one moment, and was reborn as his spiritual body the next moment.

"My secret will only be revealed to my closest people." Nie Cai replied, "Are you?"

Shen Chunlan stood in a daze: "I... I don't know."

"If I want you to kneel now, are you willing?" Nie Cai looked at him, "If you are willing, at least prove that you are loyal to me."

Shen Chunlan was not willing.But if there was a real powerful aura pressing on his shoulders, he couldn't resist at all, the guinea pig had disappeared long ago, and he knelt down in front of Nie Cai.

"Shen Chunlan, hold my hand." Nie Cai stretched out his hand, "Be obedient."

This was the first time he ordered Shen Chunlan to touch himself.

Shen Chunlan held it.He felt that he had become a weak object, something controlled by Nie Cai, not Shen Chunlan himself.not human.

The feeling of nausea is coming out a little bit.

"Will you always listen to me?"

"I won't." Shen Chunlan replied.

"Why don't you trust me?" Nie Cai stared into his eyes, "Are you afraid that I will harm you?"

Shen Chunlan shook his head involuntarily, this was his conditioned reflex.

"Then do you believe me?" Nie Cai asked again.

Shen Chunlan nodded.

"Will you listen to my guidance?"

He nodded again.

Nie Cai smiled, and he leaned closer to Shen Chunlan, his lips almost touching his ears.Shen Chunlan was terrified, he could hear Nie Cai's excited and rapid breathing.

"...You believe me, listen to me, you will be liberated. Obey me, follow me..."

What allowed Shen Chunlan to break free was fear.

He finally stood up and said hoarsely, "I don't!!!"

The expression on Nie Cai's face changed drastically, and there was a bit of ferocity in the light. He tightly grasped Shen Chunlan's hand, and dragged him in front of him, pressing his chest against him.

That was the last training session between him and Nie Cai.

When Nie Cai yelled "You must hate your brother", Shen Chunlan punched him.

The atmosphere in the room changed immediately.Anger cleared him, and his guinea pig was back on his shoulders.Before Nie Cai could react, Shen Chunlan jumped onto his sofa, the weight of his body directly overturned the sofa, and he punched Nie Cai again just as the sofa was falling down.

"I don't hate my brother..."

His jaw hurt severely, and Nie Cai's fist was stronger than his.

The last training session ended with the beating of two people.A ridiculous beating in which neither the sentinel nor the guide used their spirit bodies, just punched each other.

Nie Cai was merciless, Shen Chunlan's cheeks were swollen, and her nosebleed kept flowing.

That was also the last time he saw Nie Cai.

Then came the summer vacation of my sophomore year.After resting, he went to Guizhou to support teaching. On the bank of the Jianjiang River, he recklessly and naively planned Rao Xinghai's life, stuffing sugar in the hands of the sentry.

Many fragments of the past have gradually tended to come together.

Nie Cai tried to control Shen Chunlan, tried to make Shen Chunlan obey him—is he recruiting members for the Yuanxing Club?But Shen Chunlan clearly felt that his interest in him had gone a little too far, mixed with vile lust and possessiveness.

Remembering the past always pained him.The feeling of being restrained by Nie Cai continued to revive in Shen Chunlan's nightmare after Nie Cai left. Only then did he clearly feel that Nie Cai did not recognize his value.In Nie Cai's eyes, he was just a small thing that was easy to control and play with.

Shen Chunlan sat slumped on the office chair, her heart beating violently.His pheromones filled the room, and he was grateful for the chunky windows.The pheromones are chaotic, and any sentinel or guide can detect it.And he didn't want anyone else to find out.

But there was a knock on the office door.

Shen Chunlan replied in a dazed manner, "Who?"

The door was opened immediately.Rao Xinghai stood outside the door.The room was dim, and Shen Chunlan couldn't see his expression clearly, but he felt the tension and anxiety in the sentinel's body in an instant.

Rao Xinghai quickly got into the room, and closed the door with his hands back.

"What's wrong with you?" Rao Xinghai asked.

The author has something to say:

The atmosphere of today's update is so weird, so the troupe specially set up a special program of Newfoundland White Wolf and Border Collie.

Audience: Is it unsightly?

Director: Of course not!We are a regular troupe!

Audience: Don't watch.

Director: Σ(°△°|||)︴Then...then arrange three 10 minutes of very innocent kisses!

Audience: Watch, watch, watch! ! !